Something has just clicked for me and I’m wondering if anyone else has experienced this.I see all the things people do that just doesn’t make sense, why do people over-eat? why do they watch porn? why do they let astral parasites feed off of them? for pleasure?. A lot of these things are also humiliation in some way like pornography and being fat. Before all these things made some sense? like oh people do it for pleasure or because of lifestyle, but now it’s like WHY?, it’s all being controlled by something definitely, as it all doesn’t add up to rational or even emotional thinking. It’s being pushed on people as well and it’s all getting more extreme, even food is getting worse with Onions and protein blocks. Why do people slave away at the gym also?, all these gym influencers working out for other people and not for some sort of physical art either martial or otherwise, feels like neurosis.
>>39594867*Onions and protein blocks
>>39594867least resistance to dopamine rewards. people are wired to fine the least resistance, that's why so many are lazy, obese, addicted to social media and pornography. some are able to recognize it and change, most dont and live oblivious to the fact that society is engineered to please their base pleasures so they never try anything that requires more than the based minimum of effort.
>>39594867Decadence and degenerancy give a form of what people consider a consolation, and one that they see as being worth trading the rest of their lives for. People do not just "do" things, a lot of things people ultimately exchange their whole being for.
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>be me>cure my schizophrenia>demons stop contacting me meh
>>39594867Because they are afraid of becoming what they could be. With great power comes great responsibility. Power also implies the capacity of doing evil. It is said we chose this long ago, in the Garden. The responsibility is managing this capacity and we know this unconciously.They are afraid of responsibility so they choose weakness (indulging in and being controlled by the things you listed). They are not concious of this. They are not ready to face evil, so they stay like this.Be careful how you handle this realization, do not see yourself as above them, there is always something above you. Be compassionate and help where you can, don't get angry. The Gospels help, so does compassionate humor.
>>39597229I know hell. This is far too comfy to be hell.
>>39594867What is this, a wojak for ants?!
>>39594932Natural Slaves and natural masters? I don’t particularly like to discount these people as lacking souls, if they did would it even be evil to murder them? a completely neutral action?>>39597204Something like this, it kind of feels like waking up from a dream and realising every action in that dream is/was completely non-sensical.
>>39597259One mustn’t know the true origin of that wojak, that is one of the challenges.
>>39594867It's because spiritual warfare(depression,anxiety,schizo) opens a "hole" in between your sternum and belly button. This hole is obviously non-physical but causes a physical reaction. Food is the most abused substance because it literally expands and tightens the area physically, where you are empty spiritually. Drugs are self-explanatory, Orgasm related pleasure is often felt in the same area. People are suseptible because they have been lied to about the root cause of their ailments. Not that the truth will really help. Almost no one in the 1st world has the natural capacity to fight these things off. And in all honesty, it might not even be worth fighting back if you aren't protecting someone because the hole just gets bigger and bigger until you fail, or become one of the few (if any have ever even existed) that makes it to death spiritually whole.
>>39597527What happens if you die while spiritually whole?
>>39597361Yes, it is important to have a framework for these realizations that will keep you stable. To me personally the most difficult part is the loneliness, i'm thinking of becoming a school teacher also because of this, also partly why i browse here.The people in control of the world know these things, they see that people do not want to accept responsibility for themselves so they take the lead. Have they caused this state? I don't believe in pure cause, this is the destiny of this world in this age and we have our part to play too. Has man always been like this? When you need to survive, you need that power i was talking about. But in that case you'd get the mismanagement of power.
>>39597527Weirdly as of late, I have a craving for raw meat and raw blood, not in some edgy sense, just this compulsion to consume. Any reason why?Also is that the same black hole that payton Talbott has?>>39597599A school teacher has this wrong aura to it, maybe reconsider, I’ve been having these three intuition feelings about things, one is a higher feeling, possibility over my head, the second feels like the middle way, a realistic and stable option, and the last is this suffocating pressure one, which is what I’m feeling about the school teacher idea for you.
>>39597823>Weirdly as of late, I have a craving for raw meat and raw blood, not in some edgy sense, just this compulsion to consume. Any reason why?Demonic influence. They make me obsess over cannibalism.
>>39597852No it doesn’t feel like they are trying to feed off of me, maybe this is because of a ritual I did awhile back. I feel physically stronger when practicing BJJ and other stuff.
>>39597924>No it doesn’t feel like they are trying to feed off of meThey are trying to corrupt you then, that is not a wholesome or Godly urge.
I feel weak and uncoordinated as though a perpetual fear is no longer with me. My brain shivers, struggles to return to a state of wild unconsciousness but peace overwhelms it leaving me the tired old man that I truly am. My father says he's stuck in a state of adolescence. What a plight it is to be mentally frozen in time as the body decays with age. What horrible trauma does a boy have to experience to trap his mind in rumination on that event forever.
>>39598066Nice poem.
>>39594867>all these gym influencers working out for other people and not for some sort of physical art either martial or otherwise, feels like neurosis.It is a form of spiritual neurosis, atleast with martial art practitioners they were working towards a definite goal, get better to fight better, this is excluding when spirituality was added to the mix with internal Qi training. Basically nearly all bodybuilders don’t do any sort of cultivation of the internal and just do physical ‘cultivation’ of the muscle, this imbalance causes body dysphoria and other internal mental problems.
