Obsession with deceased celebrity?This is not a joke, please take it seriously.I've had an obssession with Karen Carpenter for nearly 8 years now. And it's just growing day by day. I cannot last a single day without her voice, and often fantasize about her as well as how I could save her in some kind of time machine like Jeff Mangum with Anne Frank. I genuinely am in love with her, her voice, her movement, her manners, her life story etc. I cry to her voice at least once a week, and look at her pics on a regular basis.fuck I've never fallen in love with anyone as much as her and I've had my fair share of manic pixie gfs. I just couldn't help but compare them to Karen. The painful fact remains that she passed away well before my time and I will have to cope with the fact that I will NEVER meet her in this lifetime. I just want to give her a hug and tell her how beautiful she is and how she has a once in a lifetime voice as well as drumming skills.What should I do? I've had my fair share of obsession with celebs dead or alive, from Shelley Duvall to Carol Kane to Winona Ryder but there's just something about Karen that drives me absolutely insane. Almost as if she was my past life lover.
>>39631081try to meet her in a dream. many of the characters in dreams are actually discarnate spirits that havent landed in a new body yet.
>>39631081https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=wQgKdwQ56EM&feature=shared
>>39631081I've read nearly all of her stories from the media as well as those who met her irl, her personalities, her quirks and behavior, watched nearly every video of Karen's from when she was a young girl participating in game shows up until a couple of months before she passed away.At this point she feels more like a friend to me than some of my friends. She is my love and my life. My ideal partner, bare none, and I've never even met her (in this physical form anyway. I do believe that we are spiritually connected somehow and will meet in the next life. many lsd trips have let me to believe that Karen fulfills a certain role in the spiritual realm that caters to my higher self, that no matter what she's always going to be there for me and fills my soul with her voice).Last I was in a relationship I was actually mad at my ex gf for talking smack about her singing albeit jokingly. Karen holds that a special place in my heart.>>39631160I think I have met her in a dream but it basically played out a script. I haven't interacted with her at all. How?
>>39631081its just idolatryand whatever you idolize will haunt you
Maybe you had a relationship with her in a past life and that follows you to this day.
I know what you mean. I saw a girl recently which basically made me remember that I've been thinking about her even before I met her.I remembered that I was looking for glimpses of her in numerous other girls.
>>39632692oh man...it's like our true love is hiding out there.
I think it’s just autism.
>>39631081>>39631265LMAO BACK OFF KAREN IS MINEon a more serious note, it wasn't problems with her mother that drove her to become insecure and then an anorexic. it's the fact that she and her group got too big and they made her hop off her drums to be the lead singer up front. she loved her drums. she WOULD date some guy like steve martin + been to her concert hall a few times
>>39631081One word, Shendao.
>>39631081Waste of time & effort crushing on celebs, especially dead ones. They won’t ever love you as you need to be loved. And any love from them you can create in your mind will be just as physically unfulfilling as any tulpa you develop from anime porn and fap to.
>>39634316>she WOULD date some guy like steve martin + been to her concert hall a few timesUr point anon?
