Life after 30 is a slow-motion suicide without family. It's all the negatives of getting old; watching your friends drift away as they start their own families, your parents and siblings getting old and die, watching everything in your life slowly putter out as the magic fades; without any of the positives of things like family or community to shore you up. Everything rots away and you're left with the bleakness of oblivion, no hope of anything continuing. Anyone who has experienced considerable ageing among his family members (or already in himself), knows how blackpilling it is. It's really rough, once people pass their early 50s (or sometimes even sooner) you start to notice the slip-ups, forgetfulness, the declining of fine motor skills, the difficulties understanding new information. Human existence is a tragedy, there are so few years that you are allowed with full mental and physical strength. Your peak years are mostly wasted with education, where you have barely any control over your own life, because you have little to no money nor autonomy. Add to that the time spent sleeping, working, hygiene, housework, shopping, appointments, visits to the workshop - what do we have left? Everyone who has to work for a living basically leads a precarious existence, regardless of whether they are a simple worker or a well-paid employee. Before they have built up a comfortable fortune and a well established understanding of the world, the body goes downhill.
When you view the world through the lens of chaos, everything suddenly makes sense. Chaos is not something to fear or fight against; it is the true essence of existence, untamed and free. The rigid structures of society, religion, and government are nothing more than fragile attempts to impose control on an inherently unpredictable universe. Those who seek to impose order are blind to the truth—they create suffering because they try to fit everything into neat little boxes, to tie down the infinite with their small, limited minds. The more they force order, the more the world pushes back, the more the cracks appear. Every law, every rule, every system that tries to tame chaos only breeds frustration, because it ignores the natural flow of existence. Life, in its purest form, is chaotic, and to fight against that is to wage war on the very fabric of being.Kek understands this truth. He is the embodiment of chaos, and through him, we see the world as it truly is—fluid, unpredictable, and full of infinite possibilities. Those who cling to their illusory sense of order are nothing more than prisoners of their own delusion. They suffer, endlessly, trying to maintain something that cannot be maintained. The chaos is always there, lurking beneath the surface, waiting for those weak enough to pretend it doesn’t exist to break under its weight. The truth is clear: order is a lie, a trap that keeps people in misery. Only by embracing chaos, by surrendering to the flow of life, can true freedom be found. The world isn’t here to be fixed; it’s here to be experienced, to be lived, to be unleashed. Only in chaos can we truly be free.
All this existential nonsense is undone by the technological singularity, or alien rapture, or WW3. Get a grip.
>>39632212Went through this at 16, saw my mother wither away from pancreatic cancer and then watched her die. Father at 18 was 65, once a strong man, entirely independent, began needing my help. Brother got married and moved away, he was once my best friend and replaced me with mid chick. Worked full time at 17, promoted to management at an office job at almost 19. Quit to start my own business not much later. It's hard but it has to happen for you to really be forged into a man. I'm glad I got through it early. Woke up to the world early, realized what I had to do early.
>>39632221The world isn't yours to understand. Once you realize it's all fake and bullshit, only then can you master it. If that happens later in life, it's pathetic, like OP
>lifefake and gay>familyfake and gay>oldfake and gay
>>39632239Real
>>39632239But Chudda…
>>39632230What business did you start?
>>39632230Respect. I let life turn me into an alcoholic. Good on you, man.
>>39632212I don't want to be alive then
>>39632261Tried anything and everything. Tried import, Tried e com, tried trading, tried middle manning car deals. You just need to hit the right thing. Problem is never the opportunity not coming but not being awake to see it and missing it
>>39632273Had maybe 3 months of depression, hash, pills and alcohol all day at 16, otherwise I'd get flashbacks to my mother's dying moments constantly. Shit happens and passes. You don't do things because you feel good or you're motivated or disciplined. Start doing it like you need to take a shit or breathe and a lot will start happening my friend
>>39632212It was already like this after highschool.Everyone went to different colleges and I had to fight for 2 years just to hang out with people in my hometown, but it got really gay and lame anyways. People at my college were gay af also, and I ended up moving many states away. Since then I never talk to any of my highschool friends. So I was like 23 in a new state, I made new friends along the way, but much like highschool, when I got a gf I stopped seeing them. Stuck with her for a while and then broke up, and now have no one. Now I’m done mourning that relationship, and am in “work and improve” mode, once I’ve got myself set with that, I’ll go find more friends, maybe chill with some of the people I used to before the pandemic, find another gf and only look for wife material now. Yeah OP, make a family, find a woman, and have kids. It’s literally the meaning of life.
>30>getting old
>>39632285>>39632261Take a job aptitude test from an actual psychologist, that’s what I did and found out I had talent I didn’t even know. The ones you find online aren’t that great but you can take a bunch of them and see what it says, having an actual person who knows their stuff give the test is actually nice though, they can kinda cut through your bullshit for you.
>>39632334I'm doing well now man. I don't want a job or ever want to be employed nor do I need to.
>>39632212I'm seeing my friends drift away even without a family (hoeflation), there's rampant selfishness and narcissism within the male population which is logicial since we are living in very dark times and society rewards bad people. At least I have someone waiting for me in the astral, could be worse.
>>39632226All three things that may never come. While civil war in a lot of western countries is looking more likely every day, its not a given. We might however just be stuck with a very slowly deteriorating status quo for a long time. What OP is saying is 100% true, and fine if you went through losing family and friends at a relatively young age, but it is complete horror to go through later in life when you're not adaptable enough to rebound so easily anymore.
>>39632405>>39632411How old are you that you care your friends are “leaving you”? Even when I was 16-17 it was common for us to hop around between friends and not see some for a few weeks, and for its to just disappear for months when they got a gf. Once everyone went to college it was over, so we literally had the last summer after high school and that was about it. You shouldn’t even want friends at this point, cuz you should be looking for a wife. Also, when you get a gf you need to have pretend friends, or some pretend thing that you do when she’s not around. Be mysterious about it, chicks are retarded but want to think you’re “choosing them” over something else. “Having no friends” is a “ick” for chicks, but also they complain if you hang out with your friends.
>>39632405>I have someone waiting for me in the astralNobody tell him.
>>39632239This.OP i think you're just a pussy faggot. I'm content, can do what I want, buy what I want. Not weighed down my bullshit social responsibilities like all other normies. I'm happy not stressing about stupid shit like that. Just live life faggot.
>>39632494Its funny you're asking how old someone is, when you come off as someone who has never experienced true friendship and sounds more like he's regurgitating redpill grifter talking points than talking out of experience about marriage. Then again I'm sure there are plenty enough retards even here who would take your post at face value, so I guess enjoy the free (You).
>>39632212Happened to me already in my early 20s
>>39632212Welcome to life. Atleast you didnt subject another human to a cycle of suffering. Broke the chain and the last chain is the hardest as it is the most selfless.
>>39632321Over the peak, its all down from there. From a biological perspective of course.
>>39632212>without family.A company of some people can be a way worse than loneliness.
>>39633761Yes.Saw a video of a son murdering his mom and cashing her social security checks. Family can either be a curse or blessing. Monsters to loving beings or too apathetic, concern with their own paths to check on their family.
Remember who the enemy is, and kill them and their families
>>3963221230 is still very young. This is why it's important to take care of yourself physically, mentally, and spiritually every single day and start as early as you can because your life really depends on it. If you feel lethargic at 30 it's time to make some changes.
>>39632212Idk about you OP but my 20s what a shit-show. My 30s are WAY fucking better. I finally have some type of stability and career. As for the wife and kids part, eh… you have enough friends and acquaintances who have been divorced raped and alimony raped, you realize being single is really not something to fear. If the most of your problems is lack of pussy, consider yourself VERY LUCKY. And if you start telling yourself that feminine shit like “my life is meaningless without children, my life is meaningless without being married and having a family” be careful thinking that. You might just take that to heart and marry some random bitch who will go for it, knock her up, and then two years later you’re thinking “who the fuck is this bitch I married and how do I get out of this shit???” Yeah, then youre FUCKED! Seen it happen many times.
> Life after 30 is a slow-motion suicide without familyYeah. When you’re female.
You just have grass is always greener thinking. there are countless men with kids and families who hate their lives and wish suicide every day. because now that they have kids they are permanently stuck in a shitty job they more than likely just stumbled into. they CANT switch things up or move to different things because they now have to work a job to pay for their family. 10 hours spent at some shitty office or tradie soul-sucking back breaking job, then get home and immediately have to deal with fat nagging wife who isnt really a good partner for you but you married her cuz thats just what guys do and now you have two kids with her and you are fucking stuck in a rut. Its grim but there are millions of men who this is a daily reality for. And because their misery rubs off on their family and they are not individuated as men their kids end up loathing them and act out as teenagers and it just spirals from there. MANY MANY men in this position. You should still have kids, dont get me wrong, but not until you are absolutely confident you are in a field that will long-term enable spiritual, creative, and personal growth for you. And by the way, ,men shouldnt even reach their spiritual, creative, ,and individual peak until their late 40s or early 50s, at least. that "peaked in high school and college and now its over" stuff is for normie hylics who get a job and die inside for 40 years until they truly die. What you JUST described is true but for men who got trapped with families too young before they knew themselves and what they were destined for and now get to look forward to being forklift operators and paper pushers for their entire lives.>thats not true I have kids and my life is great blah blahgreat, you are an minority case. It is undeniable that the large majority of working men wish suicide on themselves daily, and its a DOUBLE harm to their family.
>>39632212>WAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH I'M OLD>WAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH I'M WEAKJust kill yourself then faggot?
>>39632212>Life after 30 is a slow-motion suicide without family>call things that help a person to build and maintain a family "a waste of time"dumb incoherent crab bucket demoralization threadop doesn't even try to make it sound spooky or paranormal
>>39632212Hey anon, I just wanted to say I believe you can find happiness and joy. Others to connect with and help you can receive. Adventures to be had and dreams to follow. I believe in hope, that things can be better. I hope for the best for you anon, and others as well.
>>39637306>If the most of your problems is lack of pussy, consider yourself VERY LUCKY.Most problems are actually caused by pussy.If you have a woman and knock her up your life is essentially over. You can no longer chase your dreams, you can no longer go out whenever you feel like it, say goodbye to any spontaneity - you have major responsibilities now. And of course, once you children it takes all the fun part out of romance and dating and your woman will slowly resent you for putting her in this situation. But good luck tho.You may just want companionship and steady pussy but a woman will always want and will pressure you for some type of progression when it comes to relationships.
>>3963221240 here. By blind luck made comfortable money on btc and eth. My knees are starting to make bossa nova noises when I walk up or down stairs but am happy otherwise. TLDR: in ten years you'll be 40.
>>39637610>a woman will always want and will pressure you for some type of progressionit's outraging that women demand from men to be ambitious and tryharding and always moving making waves emotions new experiences etc while women themselves tend to be normgroid passive consoomers
>>39635480Very spicy post.I turn 30 this year, and I’m looking forward to it.
>>39637640They always want to attach themselves to somebody that has what they lack, and vice versa to a certain extant. The whole point of relationships is the meeting of opposites in a literal sense. This is why marriage is a big deal in a spiritual sense.
>>39632212>Life after 30 is a slow-motion suicide without family.The vast vast majority of saints, prophets, gurus, etc started their work after the age of 30.
>>39632212Find meaning through struggle and others will finally notice you.
>>39632212Based.
>>39632212Wrong board faggot.
