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any strong reason not to end m(...) 01/15/25(Wed)05:21:17 No.39638509

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any strong reason not to end myself Anonymous 01/15/25(Wed)05:21:17 No.39638509 Archived

basically feel like theres a good chance nothing happens if I die. and if something DOES happen, it will be better than living. I lean towards believing in god and reincarnation and Id rather just reroll as something else at this point. 33 year old turbo depressed faggot with literally nothing, broke single in dead end job, dont even have a car, dont even have my own room to sleep in. "recovered" addict but now that i dont have drugs life is 100x more bleak. basically its joever for me, life isnt getting any better, my best years are spent and I wasted them all.

is there any compelling reason I shouldnt do it. why should I keep suffering needlessly for decades more?

Anonymous
01/15/25(Wed)05:24:09 No.39638530

Anonymous 01/15/25(Wed)05:24:09 No.39638530

>>39638509
fuck I meant to post in /adv/

Anonymous
01/15/25(Wed)05:25:30 No.39638540

Anonymous 01/15/25(Wed)05:25:30 No.39638540

>>39638530
kys

Anonymous
01/15/25(Wed)05:26:07 No.39638543

Anonymous 01/15/25(Wed)05:26:07 No.39638543

>>39638509
Research jung

Anonymous
01/15/25(Wed)05:26:50 No.39638547

Anonymous 01/15/25(Wed)05:26:50 No.39638547

at least shoot some CEO or smth beforehand

Anonymous
01/15/25(Wed)05:27:55 No.39638554

Anonymous 01/15/25(Wed)05:27:55 No.39638554

>>39638509
>>39638509
Write a book, make a game, become and artist and start doing commissions, go to the gym and start working out. Fill your life with as many hobbies as you can until youre too busy to think yourself into a doom idiot spiral. Dumb thing about humans I've realized is you've already made up your mind, if you want to kill yourself you will if you don't you won't. Chances of you taking this advice is none, but by the chance you do it'll change your life, you just have to start and then refuse to stop. Pick cheap hobbies you have no excuse

Anonymous
01/15/25(Wed)05:34:35 No.39638593

Anonymous 01/15/25(Wed)05:34:35 No.39638593

>>39638554
OP here ive been an artist for the past 12 years and it ruined my life because I didnt pursue something actually lucrative. I used to think my work was beautiful and it filled the void in my life but I am deeply ashamed of it all and I cant bring myself to work on it any more. its just a fucking huge waste of time and commissions arent worth the pennies I would get.

Anonymous
01/15/25(Wed)05:37:41 No.39638609

Anonymous 01/15/25(Wed)05:37:41 No.39638609

>>39638593
nobody in this gay ass world archieves anything remotely close to wide spread recognition. If your living that way youre a fag bc only idiots make their selfworth dependent on other stinking niggers. if youve lost the joy of painting and doing filthy commision work for other faggots I suggest getting it over with and killing a CEO on your way out.

Anonymous
01/15/25(Wed)05:39:22 No.39638622

Anonymous 01/15/25(Wed)05:39:22 No.39638622

>>39638554
Literally the key is to make yourself busy. Normies do it through work, but if you can't get a job you'll have to fill your life with hobbies instead. You don't need drugs, you need a schedule and a lot to do, and you need responsibility like a pet. Idle hands are the devil's playthings.