I came to the realization that I chose to reincarnate in this world again, and I regret it.Ever since I was a child, I knew I chose to come here to help people. I was always interested in themes such as esotericism and reincarnation; even when I became a fundamentalist Christian for a while, deep within me, I knew I was wrong.I lived many lives, some of them I was able to remember; last time I died, I was ready for Nibbana, or the Kingdom of God, yet, I decided to return, like a pseudo-Bodhisattva...I regret it.This world is different from the old one I remember, people are more arrogant, less humble, don't listen anyone besides themselves or some idiot influencer online. Many things remain the same, world leaders still play chess with people's lives, but now there is no freedom, or acceptance of fate.I suffer from a Auto-Immune disease, I don't know how long I will live, but I guarantee one thing, if given the chance I won't return here.
>>39639534Just remember Blue Eisenhower November
>>39640041Can the end come sooner? I don't have the drive to spent whatever time is left learning nor training any skills for post-reset because there is nothing coming to me in this life. There is no hope. Everything is awful
