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Im 19 (female). I had a dr#g induced "dissociative identity disorder" months ago. It scared me so bad that I would never touch another dr#g.

It wasn't even serious dr#gs it was an edible candy with THC in it. It was the size of a Starburst candy. After I ate it I felt nothing I was completely fine, I even commented how it did nothing to me. So I took a long nap, I was woken up by my eyes rapidly moving around in my sleep and murmurs and talking in my head.

I opened my eyes and I was completely TERRIFIED at what my eyes were doing, they were spinning around counter-clockwise and darting in different directions. I was thinking how are my eyes spinning counter-clockwise instead of normally. I thought it was weird so I tried going back to sleep but everytime I tried to close my eyes they began violently moving around even more.

My left hand began twitching and moving uncontrollably, after a while the left side of my face started making facial expressions that couldn't control. The left side of my head just wouldn't stop looking around the room and grinning really wide, like it was so fascinated and surprised that it was conscious. I felt completely separated from the left side of my body, It was so scary. Whatever was controlling my body started to try to speak by moving my mouth to form words, and I would understand what it was trying to say.

My friends thought I was joking around, but it genuinely felt like the left side of my body had a mind of it's own. After an hour it took control of my voice but it sounded different, and way more bold than what I usually am.

(There is more, but I have hit the word limit)
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>>39646345
TLDR
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>>39646345
What was „it” trying to say?
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>t. female thinks she's going crazy
yeah you're right now get on 10 different prescription pills and ruin your life for real
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>i took drugs then acted insane for attention and ruined the night for everyone else around me
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This is an add on to the experience.

Anyway I was still conscious and I could see and sort of talk.
But the thing was also talking, it called itself "Miranda" it was the complete opposite of everything that makes me who I am. It even made fun of me and started trying to tell my friends about my sexual interests. It said "Oh and I know what she likes, did you know shes into-" and I tried REALLY HARD to cut it off a few times before it gave up.

Then out of nowhere it was shortly interrupted, it seemed there was another personality that was far more repressed than Miranda. It didn't say its name but it began crying uncontrollably through me saying how my mother abused them. it shouted "How could you do this to me mother? I was just a kid and you beat me." It had a more high pitched voice. My friends then asked it "Do you like your mother?" It did not hesitate to say "No I don't like her, but I like my brother." Then that "personality" got interrupted by Miranda again shouting "I'm going to take over this b# FINALLY!"

My friend asked it a question "What are you?" It responded with "I'm a split personality." It was fully aware of what it supposedly was. Then my friend asked "How long have you been here?" and it responded with "I've always been here baby, ever since she was 5." To give some context I was violently beaten by my mom when I was 5, she used to sit on my head and beat me. But that day when I was 5 she beat me so bad until bled, and I almost died from suffocation that day. She did it numerous other times but that's the one time that really stuck with me because I almost died. But I fought SO hard to get from under her body so I survived but I was still badly beaten. That day left a scar on my tummy for years well into my teen years. Anyway she suffered no consequences for her actions, till this day she justifies it by saying "You were a runner so I had to sit on you." She's in so much denial that she gets angry when I try to talk about it.

There is more.
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>censors drugs
Hi hello I hope you're having a nice morning. We don't need people like you in the world anymore. Thanks though.
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another person discovers the dark side of weed. inb4 dudeweed bros show up and insist that their precious little plant wouldn't hurt a fly and that anon must've done something to aggravate it.
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tits or gtfo
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>>39646386
What the flip thats crazy
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"Miranda" then began cursing and saying it was going to take over my body and get rid of me. And how they were going to be the perfect daughter and "fix" my life. The part that was terrifying me is that my vision was actually starting to distort, the best way to explain it was that it was bending like it was trying to cut out like a TV.

Now I'm not completely sure but I think I missed another personality that also didn't name themselves. It was a more monotone/serious personality that didn't talk much, it wasn't as strong as "Miranda". But it did speak and starting saying they they liked women, and that men were disgusting. I think it was actually the first "personality" that came out but I didn't notice it.

After all this I was getting tired of all of it and wanted it to stop, so I held down my hand that was moving by itself and tried really hard to concentrate on myself and take back control of my whole body mentally. It started to slowly calm down and I tried to go to sleep again and I did, and I woke up and it was gone. It was the single most terrifying thing that I ever experienced. I genuinely don't know if I do have DID or not, and nobody has ever told me I acted differently I've also never had "blackouts". But I have kind of dissociated in traumatic situations, I feel like that normal though.
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>>39646386
Post the scar as proof. If true = im honestly rly sorry that happaned to you. This kind of abuse sounds insane, you should confront your mother or even better stay the fuck away from her. When it comes to the split personality thing - its not that uncommon. Especially considering the childhood trauma. Weed is well known to be a catalyst for hidden psychological problems.
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Another thing that relates to this whole thing is that the left side of my body is restless when I sleep, when I was a kid I caught my left hand violently bouncing around uncontrollably in my sleep and I didn't feel a thing until I opened my eyes and saw it. It scared the ever living crap out of me. I think I caught my left hand moving around twice since then, and I have a different type of sleep paralysis where I can't move and can't open my eyes because they roll to the back of my head violently, although I can breath completely fine but it just feels like something it taking over my body and I feel like my body is falling. The first time it happened all of these things were happening to my body. I had an out of body experience where I could hear my mom talking on the phone and I saw myself laying down on my bed and I floated over to my moms door and was hearing her talk. Until I went back into my body, I was fully conscious while this was happening.

I even tried searching it up and nobody has never experienced that type of "sleep paralysis". I even searched up if THC can cause psychosis, I found that THC isnt known for inducing psychosis. I'm telling this story because I want to know if anyone has experienced the same things as me, and can maybe give an explanation.

I'm actually shaking right now, and I'm scared typing this. Sometimes I get so scared of going to sleep I go to sleep with my mom.
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>>39646458
You should also watch „split”. Very hollywood take on the subject but eye opening as its loosely based on a true story of Billy Milligan
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>>39646392
I smoke medical on the daily, and am apparently naturally tolerant to it. My mom was a heavy smoker (both pot & cigs) well before I was born. She said she quit while she was pregnant with me, but idk. I can chain smoke the shit and get very little effect from it other than it helps with my nausea (I take it for a stomach related medical condition to begin with). The worst that's happened to me with it was it amplified a panic attack once rather than calm me down, and once I was hospitalized due to my stomach issues, and the doctors tried to play it off as it being an adverse reaction to weed, which it was not.

I fucking WISH I could smoke enough to have some sort of supernatural or divine experience without needing to resort to psychedelics.
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Dissociative Identity Disorder doesn't give you 'multiple personalities'
It's a lame story anyway.
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>>39646384
/thread
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Listen I'm ill informed on how DID works or multiple personality disorder. I'm just scared and trying to find some sort of rational explain to it all because that's the kind of person that I am. THC doesn't do this to you and there are no accounts of THC causing this type of behavior at all. This also isn't the first time this has happened with my body but this time it came on so strong and THC just triggered it.

You don't understand, it was a living nightmare. I wouldn't even wish it on my worst enemy.
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>>39646375
>>39646384
>>39646390
>>39646458
First and foremost ignore the seething incels you don't know need to prove anything. These people are sick and rampant on this site.
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>>39646345
>Im 19 (female).
>The stories and information posted here are artistic works of fiction and falsehood.
>Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.
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>>39646559
here he comes, everyone. sir gallahad the gay riding in on his rainbow, horned steed
perhaps a morsel of pussy for defending thine honour online, m'lady?
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At around 16-17 I combined weed with MDMA and experienced a traumatic “telepathic reading peoples thoughts” and vice versa type core mixed with intrusive thoughts about specific negative thoughts at the same time resulting in telepathic telephone television sort of tele skibidi toilet lore. I have not had a good time with weed since 5-6 ish years later, has been consistently anxious paranoia since. Not even LSD, Mushrooms and maybe DMT has scared me so much.
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>>39646461
THC can definitely cause psychosis in vulnerable people, though the culture is biased against that idea since many people really wanted it to be legalized and so had to downplay anything negative about it. I fairly reliably hallucinate and dissociate when I smoke cannabis or even eat a single full-spectrum CBD gummy. I've also had subtle involuntary movement from it like smiling in a way that feels automatic but disconnected from my emotional state, though I've never gotten anything at the level you're reporting.
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>>39646345>>39646386
>>39646449
>>39646461
Okay this is something I've experienced before and you're not the only one. Just look up demons and weed stories they are all over the internet of people hearing voices and having panic attacks. For the most part you can tell when you find yourself in and out of control of your mind and body. Thc is very much so a spiritual drug and can open you up to outside influences good or bad. THE NUMBER ONE THING YOU MUST REMEMBER. Have no fear. Fear is what they primarily feed off and is what gives them power. Now it's very telling that you have been suppressing your trauma and have been ignoring parts of yourself that need to be healed and made complete again. ALL mental disorders come from the body/mind/sprit being a dis ease meaning that they're are pieces of yourself that have been left in the dark. Your shadow self so to speak and anytime it can be recognized it will 100% be loud. It sounds like you're not at a good place mentally and you're mother sounds like she may be deeply infected with her own demons and I suggest you try to stay away from her. It does not matter if she is your mother or not if any human has hurt you so bad let be known and do not be afraid to stand up for yourself. Let this experience be eye opening for you to look deeper within yourself and your suppressed feelings and emotions. DO NOT accept any outside voices or split personality thoughts because if they were really you than you wouldn't be in such deep inner conflict. Find time to learn how to c9ntrol your thoughts wether it be through meditation or working out or breathing exercises. You have a bad connection through your mind and body and the best way to improve this is doing work outs to form a stronger mind and muscle connection. Your heart is troubled and so is your soul. Please heal because I know exactly how it feels. Empower yourself and be confident in who you are. Have you ever liked women before? No? Than it's not you. Know yourself.
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>>39646564
>>39646584
Na I'm just trying to improve the board that's all so we can really actually help each other instead of shunning others I know. I've done what you guys have done before I won't judge you but I suggest you be less hateful it'd make life better
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>>39646345
I like God's Gift and Grandaddy purp
Try a different ?
Check what cannabinoids you are consuming.
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>>39646554
Abuse is kown for causing the development of "alters" or alternate personalities. It's your mind creating a disassociate effect in order to protect your "inner child". Literally leaving your body like you describe is a real thing that happens and has been described by many people who are victims of abuse. Unfortunately this is fairly well known in some circles and can be used to exploit and mind control the victimized. Its a long story buy when I was a child I was kidnapped and abused and didn't have much of a memory of it happening. For as long as I can remember I've had a vore fetish which is weird but it wasn't until the pandemic hit and I started going through hard times and heavy isolation that it began to manifest as a separate entity. It wasn't as explicit as your experience but it did try and take over my body, turn me into a tranny, convince me I wanted to eat people and swallow small animals for real. That was the darkest time in my life but it was also the catalyst for my spiritual awakening. Nowadays I'm doing and feeling better than I ever have before and my alter and I are friends. I draw pictures of her and write stories about us. You must make sure to remain the dominant force but using that energy for personal transformation is possible and worthwhile. She has a much greater connection to my subconscious and the Astral world, so being together gives me easier access to that domain as well. She's also way better at sex and flirting than I am so channeling her makes my performance in the bedroom way better.

This is also a good talk about DID and alters, twords the end it talks about how this is being abused by the government and it's pretty disturbing so viewer discretion and all
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Aorxr8kSBVM
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>>39646554
>THC doesn't do this to you
correct
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>>39646625
>THC can definitely cause psychosis in vulnerable people,
baseless myth
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>reddit club
lol tranny
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Here is my drug experience.

I once didn't take any drugs, because who know who made it and what's really in it, and I had a comfy sleep and woke up next morning. The End
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>>39647061
don’t be a bigot, you hurt yourself more than anyone else with this shit
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THC lowering dissociative barriers is very common. Lots of systems (people with alters) find out the same way you did.
What's special about you is your alters. They sound more like entities.
Those entities are feeding off something, probably your unresolved trauma which causes energy to leak, keeping them alive.

Sadly I don't know how to cast away entities. I think you should check parasite general threads to get an understanding of how physical and spiritual parasites can help each other. Getting rid of one can weaken the other.
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>>39647010
"baseless myth" supported by my direct experience I just described, and also by: https://archive.is/8U62A
>A huge Danish study shows that up to 30 percent of psychosis diagnoses in young men could have been prevented if these individuals hadn’t used marijuana heavily.
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>>39647118
you’ll never be happy
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>>39647122
I can deal with that, but you can't
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>>39647121
complete bullshit drug war propaganda, “science” is ideological and a weapon in the class war when consumed uncritically

It may be easy to assert that cannabis use causes psychosis or schizophrenia without looking more closely at the correlation between the two, especially for those who want to stigmatize cannabis use. However, available evidence doesn’t support such a simplistic view,

https://www.cnn.com/2024/02/08/opinions/marijuana-cannabis-psychosis-nathan-grinspoon/index.html


Emerging evidence from genome-wide association studies (GWASs) of schizophrenia and lifetime cannabis use have questioned a causal inference for the observed relationship between cannabis and psychosis. These studies, recently summarized by Gillespie and Kendler (10), while acknowledging evidence for a bidirectional causal relationship between cannabis exposure and schizophrenia, suggest a greater role for “reverse-causal mechanisms” (where schizophrenia-related mechanisms lead to cannabis use) and “genetic confounding” (common underlying genetic risk for both schizophrenia and cannabis use), thus reinvigorating the long-standing debate on causality.

https://psychiatryonline.org/doi/10.1176/appi.ajp.2021.21111126
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>>39646345
>female
Well there's your problem right there.
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>>39647159
What about "I directly experienced it" (multiple times!) do you not understand? I take the cannabis, for several days I become prone to hallucinations and dissociation. I don't take the cannabis, it stops and doesn't come back until I take cannabis again. So if anything I would say that whatever "science" contradicts that is what's being used as propaganda.
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>>39647182
I also tend to get what seem to be heavy synchronicity clusters for some time following cannabis use or gummy consumption, which although I'm not convinced it's delusional even with significant distance, that is definitely a psychosis thing.
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stopped reading at female. nothing interesting about a schizophrenic woman. what will u do? kill your baby? now a schizophrenic man that’s interesting
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>>39647159
it 100% causes schizophrenia because it can tune your frequency to that of demonic entities who cause schizophrenia via spiritual parasitic attachment
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Someone has suggested to me that the "sleep paralysis" that I experience could be a type of seizure since my eyes roll back during it. One time my cousin was sleeping over and she woke me up and said "You moan like you're being fucked when you sleep lol what the fuck? Were you having a wet dream?" I told her that I wasn't, I really wasn't having a wet dream. It was scary knowing that I also moan in my sleep so loud, I don't know why either and I can't even hear it.
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I don't want to say nobody in my family has DID/multiple personalities because there is one of my family members that has it.

My distant family member let's call him Mark. He has DID aka Multiple personalities and he gets violent. He was never violent around me and he was very nice and caring, but according to other family members he would completely switch to a different person and start yelling at them violently saying "I don't know you bitch, get the fuck away from me." Or "Who the fuck are you?" and "Go away or I'll kill you bitch."

And when he switches to a different person he would start doing criminal shit like selling drugs and other things. I couldn't believe it when they told me, because I never saw him act that way ever. He probably is the definition of Fight Club, nobody even knows where he is these days. People in my family just call him a crazy asshole.
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OP is actually a 35 year old man. weird larp.
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>>39646386
you took a wrong turn. go back
now.
https://odysee.com/@Realfake_Newsource:9/RFNS-4.24-001-006:c
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>>39647427
Both larping as having multiple personalities and actually having multiple personalities is very much a w*man thing moreso than a man thing.
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Why do people assume women don't use 4chan? I am 19 and a woman. I graduated last year in May. 2025 is weird why do I have to prove I'm not a 35 yr old creepy dude. If you see any comments saying "Im trans" under my username that obviously not me. Maybe I was wrong to come to 4chan with my experience it filled with incels should have posted to Reddit.
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>>39647469
4chan is a wonderful very progressive space where gender isn't supposed to matter. As a result, whenever someone begins a post by asserting their gender before it's even relevant, (usually implicitly with the idea that it will garner more attention) the traditional response is to cut that off right at the start by saying "tits or gtfo."
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I mostly post to reddit, I'm used to always stating my age and gender since it's a normal thing to do there as it could be related to the topic. Like say for instance someone could say "That makes sense because women are more likely to have-" etc. especially when I'm bringing up my health and mental health, and my gender and age could be help with me knowing what I have.
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>>39646345
its always women with these issues, how bout you stop taking drugs and accept that it was just you and the drugs enhanced it. Stop being fucking stupid.
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>>39647579
There are retards in every thread I wouldn't worry about it
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>>39646345
I smoke weed and it made me gay. Don't do drugs.
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No dude, I wish it was me and I was doing it all for attention. It was definitely not me, I didn't just wake up and tell my friends that my eyes were spinning counter-clockwise. I actually waited a while because I was too scared to say anything or that they wouldn't take me seriously. They didn't at first until they saw my eyes going crazy for no reason and my hand moving by itself, the way it was moving hurt it was like how people with seizures tense their arm up, very painful.

My friend actually recorded it even when I told them not to, but I'm definitely not sharing it I looked stupid.
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I believe you.
Have you ever made “imaginary friends” to help you cope with childhood abuse?
Really hoped and wished for that somebody would rescue you from your situation?

May be very much related. Some decent posts in this thread. Basically mediation and dealing with dark suppressed thoughts is your prime directive. Lay off the weed/drugs for a while. Maybe in a month or so when you feel a bit better you try again and see if “they” pop up again. Doctor can’t really offer you anything but chemical lobotomy.

Good luck, you got this!
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>>39647752
it is you, drugs do that, of course your not gonna look right on drugs, but it def was you. This is why drugs should never be trusted as a "oh my god I experienced this while on drugs, it must be true!" no its literally your brain producing too much DMT to make you see shit, do shit that you normally wouldn't do. Same thing that happened during the ancient times and why gods were even created. Take what happened as an experience and learn to never do it again, or do it more and have fun with it. Up to you. Don't be scared though cause fear is literally the only thing holding you back.
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>>39647752
Sleep paralysis is usually caused by demonic possession. I used to suffer from it a lot and see shadow people. If you want I can try a remote energy healing to ease your issue.
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>>39646345
no i don't know, not reading
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>1. It doesn't matter how big the candy was, what matters is how much THC was in it.
>2. Edibles always take a while to kick in and are much, much stronger than smoking weed.
>3. Whoever let someone who had never touched weed before eat a whole edible is not just an idiot, but a fucking dickhead.
You'll be fine, anon.
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you're not developing schizophrenia from uno edible and your hallucinations of your eyeballs doing physically impossible stunts, woman. you would shit your pants if you tripped on dph or did lsd on ssris like i accidentally did.
t. xx
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>39646584
OP YOU ARE A TOTAL IDIOT
>TRAUMA
>DRUG WEAKENING YOUR SPIRITS GRIP ON YOUR BODY
ez pz you allowed yourself to get entered into

IF YOU ARENT LYING ITS NOT SPLIT PERSONALITY ITS A DEMONIC ENTITY. The way he taunted the brokenness of your flesh, how hes known you a while (because he has... they always keep an eye out for a long time throughout your life).

OP if you arent lying youve got to get to Church ASAP im serious. Reply to me if your still here with whatever thoughts you have

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5NACWZBDtN8&list=PL0bMh6gSrmPJC78AcKL0YPUhpk3JsIwLr&index=4 (this is a good song to represent your current situation)
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>>39648122
no you're actually retarded.
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How come she still hasn't posted tits?
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>>39648137
because its /x/, this isn't /b/.
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>>39648134
this is so common you have no idea
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>>39648157
yea and its exactly why its bullshit lmfao
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>>39648172
they mock us about it all the time, welcome to 2025
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>>39648181
they don't do shit because they don't exist. Its all in your head.
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>>39648193
yup uhuh yup thats right im sure
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>>39648202
ask yourself this, its 2025, you're still here talking to me, you've lived through Y2K, 9/11, 2012, 2021, Jan 6th, and you still think demons exist? unless you're underage, but still I've lived through it all and I can say without a doubt there is no demons, nor any "evil" entitys. Theres Evil people for sure that are trying to hurt others but thats evey human on this planet, we all have evil in us, its up to you weither you act on it or not, but if you do your next life will be hell, and not actual hell, but the kind of hell where you probably will have AIDs.
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>>39647462
and you think 4chan is the place outliers will avoid?
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>>39648224
you dont get it anon the face of pure malice will rear its teeth unto you one day
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>>39648259
I already live in the hood, I see evil all around me, but I also see good people as well. Luckily I live next to a lovely bunch of people who would protect me and my family because we care for each other like good neighbors do.
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>>39648277
anon, you will know when you will know
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>>39646345
You don't have to censor words here, TikToker.
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>>39648224
PSA that just because you haven't personally experienced something doesn't mean it doesn't exist.
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>>39648308
i've personally experienced getting high on DXM and the "evil" that you speak of, its built into us all.
>>39648295
ok you continue to live in fear, i'll just be chilling.
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>>39648317
ANON, YOU DONT GET IT, YOU DONT KNOW

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
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OP where are you from ?
I want to talk but not publicly, even under the guise of """anonymity"""
I don't think this is multiple personalities
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>>39648340
yes totally i don't get it, live in fear bud.
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>>39646559
"She" won't have e-sex with you on discord no matter how hard you white-knight.
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>>39647469
>Why do people assume women don't use 4chan?
Your gender is absolutely irrelevant. It doesn't matter whether you're a man or a woman - what matters is that you took too much THC and had a bad trip. The only reason you'd need to point out that you're a girl in a THREAD ABOUT WEED GUMMIES is if you crave male attention.
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>>39646345
Have the same problem from mushrooms
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>>39648358
its not fear, you feels as if you have claws on your hands and youre about to show down with something very upset at your existence

usually you laugh
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Go outside and let the first man you see fuck you and cum inside you.
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>>39646461
>THC can cause psychosis, I found that THC isnt known for inducing psychosis

THC can absolutely cause psychosis in some people. I had awful psychosis due to thc. You obviously had repressed childhood trauma due to abuse. That can absolutely cause DID especially when the THC gets mixed in. Dont ever touch it again.
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>>39646705
You're actively making it worse, I could fix this bitch in less than 5 minutes.
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I’ve had similar after taking a HHC gummy in greece, dark side sort of took over for 2 years and made me so retardedly malevolent that i couldnt focus for more than 5 seconds. No crimes or sins or anything just a sort of selfimploding dark energy in a really deep cognitive layer making me not function. Eventually I had to integrate a lot of things and live healthier and sort of be perfectly healthy with food, cardio, social, everything sort of, just to find normalcy again. One of the things I had to integrate was that i would punch my mother when I was a child and that my mother basically destroyed my personality to get me to be peaceful. So I was a super meek crybaby who would never use violence and instead freeze up and get punched first and was the super nerd for 20 years. So I had to combine it all to make all the different neural systems or whatever it is work together and want to be one again. It’s just 1% closer per day sort of thing, small spiritual decisions add up, small health choices add up, relaxation and sleep works things out over time and so on so on. Also multivitamin cant hurt, meditation and relaxation wont hurt either ive had every now and then 40 minutes of meditation and it adds up
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>>39647120
This, I’ve experienced this.
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Well you used the word repressed which is an indication that you know what's going on.
It's the parts of you that you have alienated for too long and since you refuse to work with them, they're reclaiming their share of life by whatever means they can.
Read Jung. Converse with them, understand their perspective, negotiate and integrate them so they can become a source of power for you.
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>>39649436
Forgot to mention, that quiet part that came out first, make friends with it. He will help you with the strength needed along the way to face and work through your various selves.
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>>39646345
>women smokes weed and goes crazy
what the fuck is wrong with you bitches? i smoke weed and it makes me want to make out with a guy's butt. women smoke weed and they stab a guy and have to do community service for it :V
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>>39646545
>>39646375
This.
Also Keep boosting.
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>>39648754
Probably vaccines. Theyve been trying to genetically connect people to the underworld and evil realms, and drugs probably makes it leak out
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>>39647120
Jesus casts them away because Jesus is the ultimate LITERALLY GOD.

>>39646345
Call upon Jesus, sister friend. Submit to Jesus and dedicate your life to following his mission. You will not regret it. The alternative to Jesus is sin and death. You are either all in or all out. Jesus or Satan. Choose Jesus. Your mother is going to Hell. Jesus will save you from the demons in your body.
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>>39646386
So what kind of things are you into?
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>>39650031
demon. bully. weirdo.
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>>39650071
lonely. depressed. erect.
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>>39646386
There's a reason why God told us to stay sober. That includes weed. You were possessed by a demon, now you know.
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>>39649924
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sin_(mythology)
Sin probably is a god if he put's people in boats and sorts them.
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>>39650428
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sin_(mythology)#As_the_head_of_the_pantheon
>In Psalm 82:1, God is described as presiding in the great assembly and rendering judgment among the “gods.” This divine assembly is often interpreted as a gathering of divine beings or celestial council, reflecting an ancient belief in a pantheon of gods. Some scholars suggest these “gods” could also refer to human judges or rulers, but the divine interpretation is more widely accepted. The passage highlights God’s authority and role as the ultimate judge among the divine council.
So I guess Anu is the center cause sky.
and Enlil would be god of some heaven
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>>39646345
huh
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>>39650423
Shut up fag
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>>39646345
You dont need to censour yourself here you racemixed slag
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>>39646554
The "other" personalities are not pleasing fully formed entities. If your right foot stands for your "primary" personality, your others would not resemble your left, with a sock and a shoe, but more like club limbs, detestable even to yourself (especially?) and entirely unqualified to deserve a separate name.
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every weed smoker i know is constantly angry and unempathetic when they're sober.
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>>39646559
Stop being a faggot trying to get a crumb of pussy
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>>39647427
this
there are zero (0) females ITT
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bump
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>>39650423
22 for it hath been written, that Abraham had two sons, one by the maid-servant, and one by the free-woman,
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23 but he who [is] of the maid-servant, according to flesh hath been, and he who [is] of the free-woman, through the promise;

24 which things are allegorized, for these are the two covenants: one, indeed, from mount Sinai, to servitude bringing forth, which is Hagar;

25 for this Hagar is mount Sinai in Arabia, and doth correspond to the Jerusalem that now [is], and is in servitude with her children,

26 and the Jerusalem above is the free-woman, which is mother of us all,

27 for it hath been written, `Rejoice, O barren, who art not bearing; break forth and cry, thou who art not travailing, because many [are] the children of the desolate -- more than of her having the husband.'

28 And we, brethren, as Isaac, are children of promise,

29 but as then he who was born according to the flesh did persecute him according to the spirit, so also now;

30 but what saith the Writing? `Cast forth the maid-servant and her son, for the son of the maid-servant may not be heir with the son of the free-woman;'

31 then, brethren, we are not a maid-servant's children, but the free-woman's.
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>>39646345
there'll be peace when you are done.
which you are.
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>>39646345
I can see into your mind.

You're fine. You just need daily Wellbutrin.
You'll get it eventually.
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>dr#g
>le DRUGS made me CRAZY drugs BAD
>double spacing every other sentence
>btw I'm afraid of saying the word "drug" like a zoomer who thinks saying real human words get you deplatformed by MUH ALGORITHM so I'm self-censoring on fucking 4chan
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Doing weed is degenerate anyway, so maybe don't do it next time?



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