I thought i was Christian but i dont know what to believe anymore. I need something to believe in. I feel like life is so absurd. What even am i. The very idea thag i exist is so absurd. The world feels like it is tumbling and i am just a temporary form of myself that will dissipate and be replaced in the next moment. Everything feels so temporary. What is this feeling? What is the idea of wanting something? It seems pleasure is merely the momentary absense of pain. Coom, momentary absense of pain, repeat. What is going on?People pushing a new religous movement need not reply. Im looking for a legitimate answer from educated member of a religion with historical basis.
In the grand play of existence, known in Sanskrit as Leela, this world is not a solemn battlefield but a cosmic game—a divine expression of creativity and spontaneity. Everything we see, feel, and experience is part of this playful unfolding, where the infinite takes form to experience itself in countless ways. The seriousness we often attach to life’s events is an illusion, a veil draped over the inherent lightness of being.This world, with all its ups and downs, is not meant to be a heavy burden but a dance, an ever-changing story in which we are both actors and audience. Leela reminds us that the ultimate truth is untouched by the drama of the moment, and in recognizing this, we are free to engage with life not as a struggle but as a joyful, ephemeral act of creation. In this awareness, the world’s challenges become less a weight and more a call to laughter, to play, and to embrace the divine humor woven into every moment.
Nonduality is the ultimate fullness, the profound wholeness at the heart of all existence. It is the realization that nothing is separate, that all distinctions dissolve into the infinite, seamless fabric of reality. In nonduality, there is no lack, no division—only the boundless presence of what is, complete and perfect in itself. It is the essence of unity, where the illusion of opposites fades, and the truth of oneness shines. To know nonduality is to awaken to the infinite depth of being, to see that you are not a fragment in a divided world but the wholeness from which all things arise and return. It is the ultimate liberation, the fullness that has always been and will always be, waiting to be realized in the stillness of your own awareness.
Nonduality is beyond words, beyond concepts, and beyond description, for it is the recognition of reality as it truly is—undivided, whole, and infinite. Language, by its very nature, splits the world into opposites—self and other, here and there, this and that—creating boundaries where none exist. Yet nonduality dissolves these illusions, revealing a truth that cannot be captured by the limits of thought or expression. To describe nonduality is to diminish it, for it is not something that can be grasped, only realized. It is the stillness beneath all motion, the silence beneath all sound, the boundless presence in which all distinctions arise and fall away. It is not a concept to understand, but the essence of what you already are.
>>39647158well you already have the view of no-self from buddhism and you describe the ultimate pleasure as being "free of pain." so maybe look into the mahayana sutras. diamond sutra is good short and gives a lot of merit
>>39647158Research Hellenistic Religion and Divine Philosophy, the prospect of harmony with one of it's many entities and it's ideals and attributes is worth conducting.
>>39647158Stay with Jesus and ignore the apostates around you.The way to life is narrow, and broad is the way to destruction.https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=qceHdLlwQj4&pp=ygUpdm9kZGllIGJhdWNoYW0gd2h5IGkgY2hvc2UgdG8gYmVsaWV2ZSB0aGU%3D
>>39647158Seek and you shall find brother.I have found the much joy in the ancient and eternal Orthodox Church, founded by Christ and preserved by his Apostles, and their apostles.>but what if I’m not Greek, Russian, Serb, etc?Don’t need to be, most parishes even have their services in English, so all could hear and partake in our Lord’s Glory. In my personal experience the Greeks are more welcoming to new comers, but I heard from others that the Russians are more than happy to great you in the Lord’s house
>>39647158Go to churchvolunteer for the churchdo Bible study with others
>>39647195>nonduality is beyond words>anyway here are some words about nonduality
>>39649003Did I give you non duality you fucking retard? Did i give you enlightenment with those words. Obviously fucking not.
Here's your you
>>39649041>butthurt pussy
>>39647158Dont coomTrainPrayMeditateGet powerUnderstand othersOr dontLove othersOr dontChange the worldOr dontNo religion will satisfy you if you know demons are faggots and christians are too. If you want to off yourself and go to the death cult that is islam or buddhism. Feel free to will yourself out of existence. Life doesnt need a reason to exist.
>>39647158Believe in God, you don't need a religion. Religion was created to teach man right from wrong and to unite different people, but we no longer need it.If you must have a religion then make your religion God and It will guide you.
>>39647158The incompetent Jewish Demiurge god that put Jewish souls in the wrong bodies and mixed up Jacob and Esau and made such horrors as big black penises and gay feces eaters
>>39647158I just go to the gym and praise SOLsimple as
Ok but none of these replies explain why i exist or why the universe exists.>>39647252Yeah it seems it has some of the things i believe that i had no idea about im gonna research it.
Yes, reality is absurd. Reality is also eternal. Don't leave Christ if you want a bad eternity.
>>39649492The incompetent Jewish Demiurge god that puts Jews in deformed and diseased bodies and then tells them to kill Amalekite Nazi eugenicists that want to kill them for being deformedHe got the Jacob and Esau souls mixed up and has never been able to repair the damage
>>39649492>>39649536What are you people saying
>>39647158Just go back to church, goofball. Everything you're looking for is there but you aren't seeing it.
>>39649684The incompetent Jewish Demiurge god
>>39647158Congratulations, you have fallen to the anti-Christian psyop.Other than that, if you are considering realigning and repenting, consider that God is beyond time, whereas you are not. https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Luke%2012&version=KJ21
>>39649705Read some Teresa of Avila or Therese of Lisieux and then get back to me.
>>39649751The incompetent Jewish Demiurge god who perfectly crafts grotesque big black penises as a curse for the offspring of Ham so that humans find some way to disgustingly idealize it sexually.
>>39649771mutt's law
>>39649731Congratulations you have fallen into the "everything is a psyop" psyop.
>>39649786The incompetent Jewish Demiurge god
>>39649815You really believe you'd convince anyone with that logical fallacy. Of course there's an ongoing psyop across different media against Christianity, starting with Hollywood and related media. Recently there've been a lot of moving the goalposts in social media, as part of which the Christian ideas are pushed further and further away from the actual ones. This place has a lot of it, but it is to be expected.
>>39649936Christianity might be the truth, and Judaism more than any other religion. Judaism is the most accurate. I say that as a Jew. It has the most answers to the hardest questions. Jacob are the Jews. Esau are the whites. That answers the question as to why whites and Jews are always at each other's throats.But the god worshiped is incompetent. He lacks the necessary skills to get the job done. He throws souls in wrong bodies. He crafts cosmic horrors.
>>39647804thank u matthew patrick, very based
>>39649936Christianity is literally shilled by the government you retard.
>>39649936By the way with all that I'm saying against the Jewish god, he is hurting me even more with Crohn's disease and inflammation and pains throughout my body.>And the Lord wished to crush him, He made him ill. The Holy One, blessed be He, wished to crush him and to cause him to repent; therefore, he made him ill.>If his soul makes itself restitution, etc.. Said the Holy One, blessed be He, “I will see, if his soul will be given and delivered with My holiness to return it to Me as restitution for all that he betrayed Me, I will pay him his recompense, and he will see children, etc.”
Time to go lay in the bottom of the shower. Incompetent Jewish Demiurge godMaybe one day he'll be able to laugh at himself
>>39647158"Getting Christcucks Foothold Beach-Head Invasion Topics On /X/ 101" Does anyone think this person is telling the truth? He restricts who he will listen to, so he's not desperate at all!
>>39650131They always start very deceptive threads that most anons fall for.
>>39647158All yiu wrote is the bible but sad about it.
>>39649949Yep sounds like a jew alright
>>39649949You are wrong, gingers have souls!
>>39647158you'll temporarily turn from God, fall flat on your face till the suffering becomes unbearable and cozy back up to Jesus like a comfy blanket, you'll renew your spirit with a thirst as if you'd been stranded in a desert for decades.
>>39653501Incompetent Jewish Demiurge god
>>39653501Watch how these Christian narcissists treat anyone outside their control - pure mask-off hatred and contempt while claiming moral superiority. To your face they'll preach love and salvation, but the moment you reject their programming or question their authority, the mask slips and you see the true sadistic nature underneath. They'll wish eternal torture on you while claiming it breaks their heart, they'll celebrate your suffering while pretending to pray for your soul. Classic narcissistic rage when their target escapes control.Just look at how these Christian anons treat anyone who doesn't buy into their spiritual abuse program. They'll claim they're "saving" the world while eagerly fantasizing about all the outsiders burning in hell. They get off on the idea of divine punishment for anyone who rejects their control - literal eternal torture for the crime of not submitting to their psychological manipulation. And they've got the gaslighting so refined they'll tell you this hatred is actually love. Pure narcissistic death cult behavior: "Submit to our abuse or we'll celebrate your eternal suffering while pretending to be sad about it." The absolute state of these spiritual abusers thinking they're the good guys while jerking off to thoughts of divine punishment for wrongthink.
>>39647804it is interesting that in the vimalakirti sutra vimalakirti says the way of the arhat is narrow and we shouldn't advocate the narrow path when the wide path is available. jesus is an hard man
>>39653665haha off by one get fucked jeebus
>>39653604Incompetent Jewish Demiurge god
>>39647158Read the gospel of Matthew, Mark, Luke and John. Understand that those manuscripts have been reproduced thousands of times by hand nearly two thousand years ago and there are about 5% deviations from what is written from scroll to scroll and those 5% are minute changes that have absolutely nothing to do with the fact of the events that transpired. It is the equivalent of using "an" instead of "a" and some-such grammatical changes. They are historical text that are very well preserved from the time. Do your own vigorous research.Christ is king.
>>39653681I am the MessiahI fulfill every prophecyIt is an incompetent Jewish Demiurge god that mixed up the bodies and souls of Jacob and Esau and accidentally crafts cosmic horrors
>>39653681He gave me a chest deformity reminiscent of the stab through Jesus's right side
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