I think I have to work harder then most people to be good and moral and ethical. I feel like other people naturally are what they are, good or bad, but im a real evil person who has to constantly try to be good. I have a very strong bloodlust and disreguard for life of all creatures, including my own. I have sociopathic tendancies. If there is a god, why did they make me so hateful? Or is my nature of my own doing? I just cannot fathom finding beauty or goodness in the natural world Space, forests, rainbows, do nothing for me. I dont get it. Are some souls just evil or warped to their core
>>39649214Its a choice you made and constantly and you are lying about it and trying to farm for loosh. You probably have sex with animals and other heinous freakazoid shit
>>39649214Nah.You're just weak.Learn how to develop willpower and stop complaining.
I dunno mang, theres alot of shitty people out there and they just either think theyre good or dont care. Youre atleast trying to be good which is more than can be said than a majority of people out there. Keep at it and dont be so hard on yourself. I belief in you.
