I privately hold solipsistic views and it sometimes concerns me how I don't actually care about other people that much even though I try to act like I do. My honest thoughts are incredibly selfish.
You're probably not as bad as you think you are. Unless youre diagnosed narc and have a general lack of conscience
>>39656259Well just as example, one of my friends wife just died. I am not actually very sad about it, since it has no direct impact on me. My actual immediate concern is how to speak to him when I see him next, to reflect on me as good as respectful to him as possible. It's selfish.
I felt the same way until seeing myself as part of a whole. I still have selfish intention, but I see my self as more of a community
