guys how the fuck do i get used to this fucking flesh vessel, how do i stop hating it so much, god it hurst, get it off, HELP ME GOD
>>39657473Don't know. I hate mine too. If you're not something worth being, all you can do is cope. My condolences.
drugs.
>>39657519Medicine, and I insisting.
SSRIs
>>39657473Meditate on God
first, understand your hate and suffering. Stare at the pain directly until you know what it is. This is both harder than it sounds and critically important. No other answer would make sense until you complete this step.
>>39657473>>39657519Seriously. Smoke drugs, buddy buddy
>>39657473These pains you are feeling might be an indication of trans shamanic sickness. Some HRT and a drumming circle might help.
>>39658056What the fuck does hormone replacement therapy have to do with drumming?
>>39658075The fuck if I know. Ask the idiots who insist shamanism has something to do with gender identity. I'm just echoing a meme. Your situation sounds like basic existential dread. Is it solely physical or do you hate all aspects of yourself?
>>39657473Kek
>>39657473I prefer the beautiful Ibex
>>39657473>>39657517how was your childhood?
>>39658126I was kidnapped trafficked and sold into slavery and now I got the aids
>>39658145I am sorry for what the democrats did to you
>>39658145ahh... you have the gay. that explains a lot.
>>39658160in the Arctica, on that freighter, 40k soul in the cargo hold, when you have to wait for the ice to thin out, in the back, the chains don't swing they are frozen stiffwhots for dinner??
>>39658099I just hate exisance and want it to stop
>>39658400Your existence or existence in general?
>>39658409my existance
>>39658413Mmm.. there's always suicide, although I'd rather you didn't take that option. Is there absolutely no way that you can improve your circumstances gradually with some effort?
>>39657519ya basically just this
>>39657473Are many people getting this feeling of 'abouta burst'? 2nd thread I've seen talking about the flesh.
>>39658111Thats a Phallucy
>>39657473Krill SelfRetreat to Sleep and LethargySupress
>>39658126Awful. I wasn't a child soldier or anything, just banal neglect and bullying.
>>39657473troon out
>>39657473I'm sorry things are rough for you anon. I believe you can find happiness and joy. Others to connect with and help you can receive. Adventures to be had and dreams to follow. I hope for the best for you, and others as well.
