Welcome to the Semen Retention General!9/11 Edition! Previous Thread >> 41044715 #>What is Semen Retention?Semen retention is the practice of completely abstaining from masturbation and ejaculation, often with the intention of preserving and redirecting vital and sexual energy to oneself.>Why do it?Reported benefits include: increased vitality, mental clarity, reduced stress, increased motivation, increased energy, improved focus, healthier hair/skin/eyes, deeper meditation, improved AP/Lucid Dreams, deeper voice, improved mood, greatly improved testosterone, improved physical strength and many more.>Wet Dreams?They happen because you had a sexual dream and you coomed. Learn to be conscious on your dreams and stop the succubus.>What causes wet dreams?The causes are many: Illnesses, telepathic bad actors fucking with your dreams, excess energy build up, watching too much sexually-inducing stuff, lusting during the day, lack of an adequate transmutation activity, eating too late at night, excess nutrients overall, stimulants like maca, ginseng, ginger, excess protein, excess carbs, tight clothes (pajamas) for bedtime, bad sleeping posture (this varies, find the one that suits you best), going to bed with full bladder, exposure to hormonal disruptors via food (pesticides...) or body care products (soap, deodorant etc)...
>>41065487Previous Thread >>41044715 #ALL PREVIOUS THREADS:https://archive.4plebs.org/x/search/subject/Semen%20Retention/>In case of urges:- https://imgur.com/gallery/g4eGH- Don't peek and Hold your breath for as long as you possibly can. The urge usually pass after that. If not, repeat.- Horse stance or chair pose: Do it while clenching the abdomen and all legs' muscles, raise arms for extra blood flow redirection. Works both for killing erections or urges.- Any physical activity.On long clean streaks many report benefits that transcend current science like a sort of "magnetism" or higher "vibration/aura" that attracts/appeals to other living beings, a higher perception, a stronger and intimidating "aura/presence", a deeper connection with nature, an attractive BO (people usually report it as "pheromones") and more.>Advices:- Mental Purity 1.1: Semen Retention acts as a bio-electromagnetic amplifier. Watch the quality of your thoughts because your inner state will get amplified and manifested. Lust is the Ojas killer. Do not engage with Lust.- Mental Purity 1.2: Keep a journal as a tool for introspection.- NEVER watch porn of any kind.- Remove triggers from your life. Masturbation is a bad habit. Break that bad habit.- Focus on achieving a goal. An art, a craft, competing, etc.- Meditate and/or Pray Daily. Try a minimum of 5 minutes to start off.- Exercise/Gym/Sports/Martial Arts. If it is something social even better.- Good habits like healthy eating, water fasting, dry fasting, sun exposure and cold showers do seem to speed up the process.- Sublimation: literally using the energy.- Transmutation: changing the quality of energy to something different. (Surya Namaskara, 8 brocades, Tibetan rites)- Avoid stimulant drugs such as caffeine or adderall
>>41065493Keep in mind that the efferent nerves attached to your testes means that any lustful thought, image, or sound is a command to your junk to produce sexual fluids and this is the reason why celibacy is first and foremost of the mind.The root of this entire matter is the mind - without conquering the mind, celibacy is a futile effort. The signals from the brain happen on the subconscious autonomic levelThis is why any lustful thought, image, or sound is necessarily a command to the sexual organs to produce sexual fluids (the more intently you look, the higher amplitude of a signal gets sent: body > afferent nerves > brain > efferent nerves > body)Therefore "Conversion of sexual energy to something" is a HORRIBLY inefficient process (Not to confuse with Sexual Transmutation)Fluids will be reabsorbed, but the energy and materials cost to make it vs how much is "taken back" via reabsorption is SEVERELY unbalanced and super net negativeSexual fluids are made from the cream of the crop of the body's resources - constantly generating them means that you are constantly draining away your resources.Taoist writings said that the sexual organs will even take primacy over nourishing your other internal organs at some point. (Thus, doing a spiritual practice as a coomer is a surefire way to die faster).>/SRG/ interesting readshttps://pastebin.com/qbTd4Laihttps://pastebin.com/dzA2yCdr"Returning fire to (it's) origin." Used to calm sexual energy, obtrusive thoughts etc. There are several methods, none of them are over complicated, as far as qigong goes. One basic method is to massage the yong quan point (kindney 1) a few hundred times before bed. The feeling is that the sexual energy, rebellious qi, nervous energy, lustful thoughts, settle / sink into a sort of container where they don't cause problems, and instead generate a calm powerful energy. Give it a try.>https://www.acupuncture.com/education/points/kidney/kid1.htm
>>41065501Scientific evidence:https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/12506329/https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/7114956/https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/28531319/https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/11532469/https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/6706874/https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/21924714/https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/11760788/https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/17268169/https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/12659241/https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/11835982/https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/23167900/https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/26310879/https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/24871202/https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/29725310/https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC5324617/https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S0166432815002570https://www.tandfonline.com/doi/abs/10.1080/0092623X.2012.665815?journalCode=usmt20
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>>41065511It’s always good to remember why /x/ is the most accurate place for this topic: semen retention is one of the clearest paranormal inducing thing of all the other topics discussed on /x/. It’s a sacred practice that has been the one of the main focuses in every major religion or spiritual practices. The mystical side of it is what we try to focus on in here.Semen retention can be political issue too and it would then belong to /pol/. The porn industry is a tool made by the jews to deterioate the societies and corrupt the people. The porn works in ways that program new sets of behaviour in its audience and the audience is hooked to it because of its strong addictive qualities. The most important goal for porn’s male audience was and is the releasing of their semen. As we now know, the disadvantages of cooming are heavy: a man becomes less of a man, he gets sick and weak, his mind numbed, he will have impotence issues etc. Also his spirit almost dies.Semen retention is beneficial to make one healthier and stronger, more fit, if you will. So the topic could be discussed on /fit/. Anyone looking for more ways to get fitness gains would benefit hugely from the SR.Also the SR has so many other benefits that it could be discussed in the /adv/ board. These would be topics how it improves one’s social life, mental state, makes more time to be more productive etc.But I think the biggest benefits of SR are something mystical in nature and the whole practice is fundamentally something very close to spiritual side of things. All the other topics in here /x/ are left far behind and SR actually makes this board of any relevancy. This is also known by the enemy and they make strong efforts to suppress, hijack, twist and end this discussion.
>>41065527PNG# # # THREAD HYGIENE PSA # # #Starve the shillery.No attention for them.No replies.Focus.On.The.Prize.(Pro tip > Hide shill posts: Click on the arrow next to the post number, click 'Hide', Comfy.)
You are ensnared, my friend, not by flesh, but by a pattern—an echo in the very circuits of your mind.Ask thyself: is it truly thy loins that yearn... or is it the mind, ever-hungry for reward, that cries out?When you surrender to the illusion, you believe you feel—but you feel naught.A shadow of sensation, no more real than smoke on the wind.What is this craving, if not the mind deceiving itself?Pornography and idle fantasy are but veils—crafted to hide a simple truth: that you feel... nothing.And so, the mind seeks to fill the void with phantoms.But heed my words—only in stillness, in truth, may you find what is real
Day 16. Lets keep going.
I did not get out since 6 months, if I go out its only at night, people you meet during the day are possessed by demon, we call them normies, they think about me all day and all night long to keep me depressed, the week end they all masturbate and create an egregore.Since I don´t go out I have no more surge to masturbate, but exemption for the weekend when they create the egregore
I'm so fucked up. Gooned last night. Spent all day today gooning and downloading porn. I even fucking impulse bought a fleshlight and had it delivered same-day via Amazon Prime. I didn't know it was possible to fall off the wagon this hard without the use of stimulants. To make matters worse, I start a new job in two days. No more of this. I'm deleting the porn, I'm throwing away the fleshlight. I just want to be normal. This is my, last escape.
>>41065874You can do it anon.
day 200 something. generally a shy shut-in, but today i made the most engaging eye contact and confident body language with a stranger. something impossible for me in my porn days. oh and i gave up peaking, too. i'm trying to be wholly celibate/puritymaxxing and i'm noticing how much better a clean streak is. porn is truly horrible for you. i feel strong and powerful, but also humble before God
>>41065904>peakingYou mean PEEKING, ESL-kun...
>>41065487Getting drunk and high thinking of what kind of porn I should jack off to tonight. Feelsgoodman. Maybe you bitches should goon like I do, it doesn't interfere with my life or work.
>>41065487How much of our lives is wasted because of lust?If not porn, how much time and energy is wasted going out drinking, using dating apps to meet random women, driving hours to go see them just for sex? Even down to behavior, which is curated to adapt to what we think women like.All the shills say that SR is self-restriction but SR is actually being your truest self - the self that is unadulterated and free from false, short-lived desires. Satisfying lust is just making empty promises - it says: "Just this one time and I'll be happy." Then you repeat the same habits for the rest of your life, then you say, "Where'd all the time go?" If you could go back in time, would you slap some sense into your younger self? You think you want to watch the porn, you think you want to fuck that sloot, but your true self energes after the post nut clarity. Once again, you have been fooled by your monkey brain
>>41065912kek i even changed it from the right one thinking i was being conscientious
>>41065917post age for context
>>4106594625. I did no porn for 9 months, saw no difference. I barely ejaculate, I usually just edge so I can go for as long as I want to.
>>41065917now that i'm deep enough into SR i finally understand how silly this sounds. it's like you're saying you found donuts in the trash and we should all join you in the trash can. oscar the grouch over here telling us he has it good
>>41065969too young. you will realize how powerful SR is when you get older after continuing to release for whats probably gonna be years to come.SR becomes more evident once you get into your 30s. Most people make it out to be a "moral" issue, and its not its a physical and mental one.
>>41065976I LOLD. wow. that is a hysterical analogy.
>>41066001Maybe bro. Go to the Galactic Federation Q and A on the board right now, looks like we won't be aging soon enough. Time to bust a nut in hot aliens!
>>41066092GREAT
>>41065794One day behind you brother.
Peace to everyone. Build your heart palace out of love bricks
Day 42. Just realized I haven’t had a single sexual thought in like a week. All my time and energy goes on my work and body. Never felt like this before. I'M FREE.
>>41066092Wait, am I going to get a Nordic blonde cutie ayyyy waifu?
>>41067254If I am, that means semen retention is worth it because it means I'm saving my hot sticky ropes for Eve from the planet Zerg.
>>41067254May just happen, friend.
And there it is. Day 0 once again.Getting through the first 2-3 days has been the hardest part for me lately. I just want the urge to go away so badly... In my longest streak (Like 64 days) I was not using any social media at all and I remember it being way easier. But now all it takes is for me to see any type of woman online and the thoughts come back again. Plus the availability of porn is insane. Quitting the internet is the only permanent solution for me at this point.I will try harder bros, I promise...
>>41067384You don't need to quit the internet friend, you are stronger than you think. That being said you have a point, social media is sketchy with the algorithms so take Instagram for example, if you look at one thot on there the algorithm will go "this anon likes to see skin" and keep showing pages of other e-whores. Maybe delete certain social media, ones where you are likely to see women. Also on /x/ quickly skim past horny posts like the constant fucking succubus threads.
>>41067440I certainly hope so. It's like everywhere I go there has to be some lust-inducing imagery.One thing that I remember helped me a lot in my longest streak was actually having a purpose to retain so maybe I can try finding something again. But at the end of the day I believe this is mostly an issue with discipline and not so much with motivation.
>>41067384https://pastebin.com/dzA2yCdrRead this and re-read it until it enters your head. I came to realise myself, after 18 fucking years, that I used PMO as coping mechanism for all kinds of social isolation or boredom when you just stay surrounded by 4 walls.
Are nocturnal emissions actually the semen fairy visiting you at night when you've been a good boy and collected enough to warrant a visit?
>>41067384I had a 90ish day streak several years ago when I had more testosterone. I was also going to church small groups during the week though and reading my bible constantly. I need to get back into it. The internet definitely has changed though. Theres a lot more gooner bait. Stuff that would get you a permaban on facebook or instagram instead gets promoted to your feed with millions of views or likes. Goonbait used to not get flagged because it didn't have enough views on it, now its basically the meta.The way I see it now is you need to be able to have power over it. You cannot escape this stuff. I went to the bar the other day and this woman was asking me if I wanted to see her naked tits and was just flashing everyone. I declined, but thats just how easy it is. If you see nudity just try to scroll past it. Don't go seeking it out either. I have a bad habit of clicking on egirls instagram/twitter and by that point I have basically already mentally failed. Pretty much 50% the way there at that point.Before David sinned with Bathsheeba he was basically being idle in the middle of the day, and im pretty sure he went to a spot where he knew he could see naked women. Fetching her was a big problem, but going up to his roof to see her is where it started.
>>41068179Where the hell do you live that chicks at the bar are flashing everyone? Shit would get you arrested unless you live in like Brazil or some chit
THERE ARE NO BENEFITS AND THATS A GOOD THING. MAGNETISM? ENERGY? INCREASED LUCK? WE DONT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT THAT HERE. WE RETAIN BECAUSE THATS WHAT MEN DO. STOP CRYING ABOUT YOUR BENEFITS>B-B-B-B-BUT THATS A CULTYES WERE A CULT, GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE WITH YOUR BENEFITSIF YOU TOUCHED YOUR COCK YOU RELAPSEDIF YOU LOOKED AT GIRLS WITH LUSTFUL THOUGHTS YOU RELAPSEDIF YOU ENGAGE IN SEXUAL THOUGHTS YOU RELAPSEDIF YOU WANT TO ENTER THE KINGDOM OF GOD THEN STOP LUSTINGTHE ONLY WAY TO ACHIEVE THAT IS BY STOPPING ALL LUST, YOU NEED TO ASSOCIATE ALL SEXUAL THOUGHTS WITH SOMETHING BAD UNTILL YOU NEVER GET A BONER AGAIN
>>41065487Day 32. Feeling dandy. Relaxed. Moisturized. In my lane.>Bless the retainers.>Bless the chuds.>Bless the ones on the Path.>Heal the gooners, the simps, the incels, the subverters and glowies.>Lend us strength to avert our eyes and are minds from sloots, coombait, succubi, jezebels and thirst traps>Let us all find peace and success in our journiesAmen
>>41068310Holy fucking shit you people are hilarious.
>>41068310That's not what men do kekMen procreate and sow their oats far and wide. Gooning and masturbating is cucked. Your Jewish God isn't real.
Love is the motivation Grace is the mechanism Joy is the inevitable
>>41068333Blessed trips of truth
Let me introduce myselfI'm a social diseaseI've come for your wealthLeave you on your kneesNo time for feeling sorryI got here on my ownI won't ask for mercyI choose to walk aloneOh what's yours is mine, and what's mine is mine tooIf you shake my hand, better count your fingersWhat if I do get caught?What if there is no judgement?If I'm right, I lose nothingIf you're right, I lose it allI ought to get caughtBecause I'm doing something wickedI'm guilty, haunted by my fears and the only consequencesAre dread and the fugitive mindYou built walls to protect youSo no one will infect youPursued by those out thereThat vanish in thin airCome a long way to findWhat you really left behindYou don't know when the end isBut it's coming fastOh what's yours is mine, and what's mine is mine tooIf you shake my hand, better count your fingersWhat if I do get caught?What if there is no judgement?If I'm right, I lose nothingIf you're right, I lose it allI ought to get caughtBecause I'm doing something wickedI'm guilty, haunted by my fears and the only consequencesAre dread and the fugitive mind
day 6 i sincerely want to bust a nut, i know it would feel amazing to watch some porn and cum
>>41068734eating delicious cake feels amazing, but i'd rather like the man in the mirror
>>41068734You'll be so disgusted a second after you cum. Don't do it.
>>41068734Just do it. One last time before the "actual streak"
>>41066543right on. best wishes to you fren.
day 7 since last wet dream
I'm on day 4 but getting urged to touch my penis
>>41068855Wet dreams do not reset streaks. Only edging or masturbating do.
>>41069137same, what's the reason not to?
>>41069148>expelling semen(wet dreams) don't reset streaks>not expelling semen (edging) resets streaks??????????
>>41069148This is cope. Stop encouraging bad behavior. Anons should in fact be highly wary of cooming in their sleep. No it’s not as bad as masturbation but it’s still bad on all levels.
i lost on day 5, what now?
>>41069720Let's retain it
>go to /pol/ for news updates>get porn spam insteadI hate satan
>>41069816lol same. Porn is such an effective tool of political control/distraction it's not funny. That entire board is compromised. The pornographic ads on most of these boards are fucking terrible.I was in one thread and someone posted a webm of a lady in a swimsuit with bush peeking out the side of her bikini bottoms and I instantly had to leave.I don't even like bush, at least I thought I didn't. I guess I now know i'm not as picky with what I find attractive now. Im on day 34 (i think)
Give it to me straight faggots, what happens to a man when he retains for 12 years? Is it really true that your power level skyrockets and if so what exactly happens? I know none of you degenerates have or will ever get near that mark but I'm willing to stake my vanity in the pursuit thereof. Book recommendations will do as well.
>>41070166nothing. Probably you become some low test monk with no sex drive. Source: eunuchs, vasectomies etc.
>>41066570Love is the motivation Grace is the mechanism Joy is the inevitable
>>41064626ok anon,, I won't argue about what type of zinc is better but here's the thing, your seminal fluid is composed of high levels of zinc because your prostate is composed of high levels of zinc. So if you are not masturbating in a compulsive manner any longer, hopefully now you are experiencing longer streaks, maybe there is no need to take zinc in a daily manner, perhaps every other day or so, it's still a vital nutrient for your body, brain, hair, immunity, etc...
>>41069148What do you think a streak is? It's how many days you've been retaining, which is basically days without sex or masturbation.While edging is retarded and risky, it doesn't reset the day count.
>>41069816>>41069858In the age of the internet the only way to avoid porn for good is to defeat inside yourselves. Work on internalizing that it's poison for your body mind and soul, work on it so much to the point you can open a porn page and can only think all you are seeing is pestilence. Just porn, alright? Not beautiful healthy loving sex with a loving partner,
>>41070727I actually stopped taking zinc I just eat nuts now
>>41068855Great, keep it going, over time it gets easier to not have wet dreams, the cleaner you keep the streak the better it is for you.
>>41070781Whatever works for you is best, the important thing is to not avoid zinc altogether.
>>41070756What disgusts me is the distraction. I am sure now that satan causes all sorts of horrible events in the world like Israel bombing Qatar or the girl getting stabbed or Charlie Kirk getting shot so that I'm lured back to the news cycle and the dopamine rush of the idea that something is imminently happening so you must keep refreshing the thread and yeah while you're there random people are going to post porn for attention and also no news will ever come out while you're actively watching the thread so it's just a waste of time.
> I am sure now that satan causes all sorts of horrible events in the world like Israel bombing Qatar or the girl getting stabbed or Charlie Kirk getting shot so that I'm lured back to the news cycle I...don't think those things keep happening too lure you to check the news but you can always stop checking the news man, the 'news' are there to inject people chockful of fear, so they are more easy to manipulate. > keep refreshing the thread and yeah while you're there random people are going to post porn for attentionOh you are the pol anon looking at bikini bushes huh? :DLook man, if there is anything valuable I've learned in all my years trying to deal with this shit is that you can look all you want, *but you can never stare*, the problem was not the picture that caught your attention, or the girl itself or the bikini and much less the bush, the problem is you stared long enough to notice the bush, makes sense? Now, pol has become nothing more than a containment chamber for what...heck I think now it's pretty much for the entire internet ffs, the literal shit you see there does not fly anywhere else, rn 9.5 out of 10 times you will only see useless crap, and you can be sure it's not just randoms posting porn, there are entire operations dedicated to pollute the place. . These days I check what's up with the world with a few personally curated x accounts. You can always find some alternative that works better for you. Cheers.
>>41070801>>41070907kek forgot to include the post I was replying to.
>>41065976>says no to free donutsthank you for telling us you can't be taken seriously
>>41069319the quality of the semen is different and the hormonal effect is different, so nocturnal emission shouldn't be counted.
day 11, I can't stop thinking about sex.My interest in porn diminished but my imagination is wild rn. I like where this is going.
It's pretty easy to stop looking at porn and other lewd pictures / videos when you delete all social media and only use the internet to browse /x/
i was on day 29 which was my farthest streak yet, but 2 days ago i relapsed 4 times in one day, 4 times yesterday, and one time todayI fucking hate myself
>>41070907>These days I check what's up with the world with a few personally curated x accounts. You can always find some alternative that works better for you./pol/ used to be faster than /x/ but it's so trash nowI'm not the anon that saw the bushI don't think satan is doing everything to distract me but I think he is doing it like you said to spread fear in the world and also to cause people like me to be distracted from the work like the Bible study I am intent to do that will actually thwart his plans
Have any of you dealt with back pain before and had success healing it with SR. Currently going through a bit of low back pain and it can be pretty demoralizing at times. I'm very active and fit, I've ended up over doing it and getting pain, I think gooning contributed a lot because of how my low back tenses up trying to stay hard for hours. Then on top of that nutting instead of saving my nutrients for recovery. I have stopped, the pain comes and goes still but it's only been a few weeks.
Lost my 7 day streak this morning, fapping to Tinder profiles.
>>41071313to piggy back on what you're saying, you don't even need to delete anything, simply block images in your browser
>>41071845How is your sunlight? I think low vitamin D can cause some slight backpain. I was being a goon vampire and when I stopped gooning and supplemented vitamin d and sitting in the sun, the pains have mostly gone away.
>>41070208lol no retard. your source is weird because those cases have nothing to do with what >>41070166 asked. dipshit, monks appear to have low test because they're sitting and meditating, they are sidestepping life and how addicted you and your mom's retarded ass are to it. they are flowing with energy but they don't even identify with the energy because caring about their energy has zero effect on where they are trying to go. fucking dumb shit. what the fuck does a vasectomy have to do with monks? monks aren't out getting vasectomies, they don't care whether they have a cock and balls or not, whether their energy is the equivalent of a hundred men or not, they aren't doing sr for the same reasons most of us here are, which is primarily for the energy accumulation. dumb sack of retarded fucking zoomer rocks
>>41070166Idk try it
>>41071629Thats normal. Dont hate yourself. When you relapse its normal to fall off the rails really hard. Dont hate yourself. Just move on and try again. Hating yourself and thinking you’re worthless is just another waste of time. You just said you had 29 days and it was your longest streak. That’s an excellent accomplishment. And if you are able to achieve 29 days you’re able to achieve that streak again and much much much longer and reap those benefits.
>>41065487Did the tower’s retain?
Guys I feel great. It's been over a month since I started. I have so much energy, my body language has changed completely. I also have weird mood swings which is probably what is happening right now. Today I had a 20 minute conversation with a very pretty lady at work today.It felt so natural too, I wasn't struggling or stammering or embarassed. I'm not so self-absorbed anymore. The sickly pride is gone.At the same time I am very angry and upset. I'm 25 and I feel as if my entire teens and early 20s were taken up by me being a miserable coomer. Were the best years of my life were taken from me? I'm legitimately distraught. I wasted my life. I've never had a girlfriend or went on roadtrips with buddies or got into trouble. I don't know what to do. I want to lash out, I want to tell everybody to stay as far the fuck away from this evil poison.I will NEVER EVER watch porn or jerk off again. It disgusts me. It is the devil's iconography. Pp.s. give me back my foreskin too you awful jew rats
>>41065487I haven’t ejaculated in 4 months and I’ve seen some great benefits, yet I haven’t been able to kick the porn. I’ve used to want to stop watching porn because I would feel like a cuck, I now want to stop out of hatred of women. So far it’s been working.
>>41072135>Were the best years of my life were taken from me?Just take the "men peak in their 30s" cope pill. It's all we can do, really.
>>41072135Read Isaiah the Solitary to learn to sublimate your anger into a connection with god
>>41072135Some of the best years of my life were after 25. You have lots of time.
>>41072135Forgiveness is an extreme virtue Desu. Think about it this way: you have to be one sick individual to abuse a baby in such a way required to perform the foreskin theft, and that sickness deserves sympathy for it is like a heavy weight that may well eventually drag its host to hell. In the same fashion must you forgive yourself for wasting your years in futile lustings; you must do this. After learning the goodness that comes from a light soul unburdened with shame or blame can you learn the futility of lashing out, my brother. 30 days, while impressive, is not long enough, you must keep going with a heart of peace
>>41072121probably not
Hello, an occult practitioner here with some minor succeses, even if not a regular on the board. I was asked to make corrections after private discussion where many things were said about these threads.>>41065487>Why do it?Many of these are wrong unless someone is in bad health and/or masturbates excessively, to the point of overtaxing themselves.Some of these are wrong unless someone suffers hormonal issues.Some, the "supernatural" ones are wrong if a person doesn't practice any spiritual traditionThere's no such thing as "improvement of testosterone". You can get more or less of it. And which is good depends on your "default" hormonal levels. Sometimes more is bad, sometimes less.>>41065527>semen retention is one of the clearest paranormal inducing thing of all the other topics discussed on /x/Unlikely. It shouldn't, on its own, cause ANY paranormal effects unless there's already something wrong with the person. It can be used for such, but only in boundary of occult practices. Otherwise it's like eating healthy dose of protein, never exercising and expecting powerful, muscled, shaped physique.>It’s a sacred practice that has been the one of the main focuses in every major religion or spiritual practices.Also wrong. It's hardly ever a focus. It is a component of some religions, but almost always a minor one to show devotion to some deity or as a prerequisite of some spiritual and religious practices.>The mystical side of it is what we try to focus on in here.Aforementioned practices are absolutely necessary. Refer to muscles example.Another comparison: sexual activity is like using some of your battery. Depending on how, and how much you use it may drain your device, making it work suboptimally ("do magic") but it will work somewhat. If you'll do retention without transmuting and utilizing what you've transmuted, it's having the battery topped up 100% but never actually working with the device.Can't build succes on a lie, stop lying..
>>41071942Well it's winter here and it's been grim so you may be onto something. I'll supplement, thanks for the tip.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f2ceklvhSO4My video I keep fucking up.It always feels like I am going strong at the first 3 to 7 days. Then I fail like almost every time... I did have a 5 month streak in 2022.. I have no idea how I did it.. I am looking for help or tips
>>41072840Hey Mark!!! You dont have to delete your videos on semen retention, theyre not weird, I am sure they can help some people who are struggling with this addiction. Much love bro.
>>41072853I dunno its kinda wierd
>>41072856We all go through this shit man. But at the end of the day you should do as you see fit.Lately I have also been having very strong confidence at the beginning of my streak only to get bombarded with urges and sexual thoughts later down the line.But the images and stuff you shared about the 5-month streak made me realize that this is all real. Sometimes its shit like that that keeps me moving forward and trying once again.
>>41072063I suppose you have to be like that. I just released, it sucks. But I have not released for a week, and before that 2 weeks with a wd in the middle, so it's better than being a daily munter
>>41072152holy fuck what a fucked up situation you are in, friend. porn is for your enjoyment, never should you obviously watch it, but if you do, never feel like you're a cuck because of it, has nothing to do with that. so now you want to stop out of hatred of women? what is there to hate about women? women only take orders from men, men are the ones that allowed women to take on various harmful forms. do you know how when two dickheads dance, the man does all the leading? women know they are the follower, buddy, but when who they are following is all fucked up, then they get fucked up too. doing sr for whatever reason you choose should NEVER involve women, ever. they have utterly zero to do with your addiction issues, you are running to porn because you are afraid of sitting in the void of no stimulation like a monk, just confess that and when you do, commence your training in the void like every other man that has walked the path
>>41069816download another browser if you need to and block all images on it. why the fuck are you on 4chan of all places with images on while doing sr?
>>41072135That sounds like some bullshit cultist declaration. Semen retention shouldn't affect you this dramatically, especially not after just a month, neither in good or bad ways.I am pretty sure it's either mental issues or anon is hyping up the practice thinking he does it for a good cause, to later have others disappointed and turn away when they'll notice their own results aren't as pronounced.
>>41072135>I'm 25 and I feel as if my entire teens and early 20s were taken up by me being a miserable coomer.Kek buddy there's people in here in there 30s or 40s trying to get it together, it's never too late. If you're alive, breathing, and your dick works there's still hope.I made it to 60 days when I was 21, then spent a decade gooning and now I'm in my 30s trying to turn this ship around on Day 80 something right now.Never give up keep pushing and fighting and be grateful you figured this out when you were 25, don't slip like I did.What got me was sex with my girlfriend, then a backslide into porn that got deeper and deeper.
>>41073558yeah im in my early 30's and had a good long streak of 90+ days and several week+ and month long streaks in my early 20's. Just now really trying to put more effort into this. Spent my 20's completely single. Like the other anon said though, im beginning to cope with my life starting at 30. Seems like I still have a good head of hair and look younger than my age. Have been getting matches from 19-25 year olds on dating apps at 32. Some people are just late bloomers is what im telling myself. Biblically men werent even men until they were 30. To the anon lamenting that he hasn't done much up until 25, the flip side of that is people who life fast and hard and peak out in their 20's and go into their 30's and 40's with a lot of baggage. Its bad enough being a gooner, but imagine on top of that you have a babby momma, are a slight alcoholic, and you have to buy a bag every weekend. Things could be much much worse.
>>41065487Day 33. I feel like I'm slipping. The urges are extra strong today. My knuckles are sore from the planks and the push ups I'm doing to stave off these urges. Lord help me.
>>41074357Severe issues elsewhere. By 33 you should be able to mellow out enough to not feel particularly horny without either getting yourself in the mood or outside stimulus.That or it's LARP.
>>41074381>either getting yourself in the mood or outside stimulusI think that it's because I woke up with raging morning wood and while still half asleep I had some wet dreams. That set me off for the entire day. Yesterday I was as you described. Mellowed out enough to not feel particularly horny.
>>41072901Yeah man. Relapsing is part of the process, you just need to move past it and move forward. Rome wasn’t built in a day.
>>41070208>Source: eunuchsYou mean men that are literally castrated? Not the same thing as practicing SR while fully intact.
Why are there people who deny the supernatural elements of this practice?
>>41065487No way... Do you sperm out?
>an obvious gooner killed Charlie Kirk
>>41072957For /srg/
>>41065917>>41065969Weird flex
>>41071629don't get discouraged, just start over.
>>41065917>gets drunk>gets high>wastes his semenkek, are you unaware how stupid you sound right now.?!!
14 days clean.Had to go to the biggest city of my country today for work.Took the train and the subway.Very pretty women, with good genes, dressed like whores and filming people around them. There must be some kind of trend on tiktok or whatever. What a waste of a fertile generation.
>>41074671simply because of two reasons: they aren't fully invested into all of the intricate parts of the practice and haven't gone long enough. sad lot i know>>41075000trips of truth
Guys never fap. I’m so seriousI’m a couple months into this shit, most I’ve ever done. And for the longest, anytime I’ve ever measured my dick I was always just over 6.5. Recently I got an uncontrollable raging boner and it looked so massive I had to measure it. My dick is unironically an inch longer than what i always measured it as, I have a 7.5 BWC. And I’ve been measuring my dick since like 08 (started fapping to porn a few years prior). I’m not making this up, I got so excited I had to tell someone, can’t tell anyone irl providing the context so why not leave it here. Never ever fap or watch porn
>>41075183i haven't noticed this but i've absolutely noticed more self-confidence about penis size when giving up porn so it might as well be the same thing
>>410751837.5 isn't bad, but don't at all care about dick measurements. we're mainly here to cultivate energy and become powerfully invisible. but yes you are correct, sr does absolutely increase your cock size and length
i used to be the guy complaining about the lack of benefits after months of SR. recently i switched to no porn / no screen lust and added prayer. absolutely lifechanging amounts of confidence, wisdom, and blessing in my life. everyone should lean into the SR and get as pure as possible
>>41075209Respect and I agree. It’s just kinda crazy when you see it happen personally it’s like discovering lost treasure
>>41075220there's a well accepted theme out here which is that no porn boosts everything mentally and probably ~75% spiritually, and no semen loss boosts everything physically, energetically, and ~25%+ spiritually. so it's crucial to do both if you want maximum output. porn is garbage, it's addictive as all hell because it's never ending, high definition, individualized, categorized, etc. but it only zaps your literal energy, mental capacities, and spiritual abilities
>>41075239i used to think the "edging" nature of the stimulation might have magnetism benefits but i'm far more magnetic without it, after giving it a long enough try. really really interesting stuff
>>41074481what you're talking about is one of the most sacred and fucked up parts at the same time about sr: the chaser effect still very much exists even if you're completely pure if you encounter a wet dream. if you're well along on the path, your entire day that day will be fucked up energetically and it'll be just about an all day urge. it's all fucked up
>>41074381that's total bullshit, retard. don't spread misinformation. it doesn't matter what day you are on if you're practicing perfect sr like >>41074357 is. and around day 30+ is when the urges get extreme when they come, so you're a stupid dickhead that hasn't gone past 4 days ever in your life, dumb fuck
>>41075310after going "puremode" recently i had a weird dream OF a wet dream (that wasn't an actual wet dream). i liken it to the dreams i get of pigging out on pizza when i'm trying to cut weight
Thought I’d ask for guidance from the sr guys. 1 year retainer, had failures but been on the path that long. I have not struggled with watching porn for the past few months or masturbation. I’ve had much trouble though with waking up an hour after going to sleep already masturbating to pics of my ex. My solution is twofold. I go to sleep hungry and I essentially jelq whenever I’m horny and alone. The penis kind of shrivels up and I find I’m less horny afterwards. The Chinese do something similar with suspension qui gong. They say it lowers your chi in the moment but raises it overall when recovery is complete. I’ve been doing this for about a week now and haven’t noticed any negative effects or awoke because I’m horny. Does anyone have any experience or wisdom about this?
>>41065487Day 42.Today I woke up really really tempted. I really really want to fuck my cousin so bad. Not in a surface she-is-so-hot type of way. Like I am really burning in desire, I really want this woman to be mine, like fuck her so hard she understand she belongs to me. Guys, really, burning in desire. However, because I know SR gives you so much energy, I am thinking of use it to get her. I am however really terrified of karma, I think this energy could get me the life I want... but... I really want her.I just keep saying to myself that it's just sex and if I want to get it it's ok and karma depends on how gulty you feel of doing this.What do you guys think?
It's been 56 days
>>41075941kinda fucked up, anon
>>41075941Let me fuck her instead
>>41075942it's been 220 days
Day 82. I'm experiencing a weird call of the void where some part of me wants to throw the whole thing just for the lulz.Some kind of darkness, depression, maybe the shadow self.
>>41075374i'll address the bulk of what you're experiencing if that's acceptable by you: for long term sr success, you have to zoom out and look at the big picture rather than what your body and mind are doing unconsciously and when shifting from sleep to awake, etc. you can't perfect these realms of life that are outside of your control over night, so the best thing to do is remain on the path during every waking moment and over time what will happen is your subconscious will adapt slowly and you'll encounter this stuff less and less. in order for a person to change, they have to prove to their subconscious that they are actually changing
>Day 40Help, bros. I rode my bike so hard today. I was feeling I had a precum while riding and my left testicle was getting up. I think I'll have an involuntary relapse this night. Any exercise to make its way back? Pray for me, bros.
>>41076878Do this breathing exercise.Also cold showers help
>>41076878>I rode a bike so hardKek let me guess the seat was off?
>>41077044checked and kek'd
reminder anons that the goal isn't to 'stay busy' like retards always like to tout, it's to be willing to sit in the void with no stimulation at all regardless of your current semen tank level. if you keep trying to stay busy to try and trick your mind so that you last another day with your current load you'll eventually lose your entire load. this is a long term game, not a sprint on a tightrope. you also look retarded when you're in it purely to 'see how many days you last with your big load.' had a wet dream? well yea that sucks for any of us when it happens, but you have to remain on course and not binge out of frustration. binging after wet dreams occurs because of what i said above, you put all of your stock and entire life identity into your big load, and when you lose it? it's soul crushing and you binge to cope
Got a free can of Zyn from the cashier
40+ days brosstopped counting and just recorded the date, no inclination to fall to PMO ever againi am curious if any anons can relate to this pic, some apply to me but not allI have been wondering this because I think it might explain how some anons have an easier time abstaining then others
>>41077421Everyone's not like this? <.<
The urges have started out of absolutely nowhere, day 9 no porn or wanking. I didn't change anythingI require help
The urges are hitting me I'm so lonely bros I took a look at porn but it was just sad because each porn vid is just like a hookup and going from vid to vid is just seeking meaningless pleasure, if I lived in the pre-porn era I'd probably be wasting my time at a brothel insteadI want a spouse so bad
>>41075326Wrong. I maintained complete severence from any lustful stimulation for considerably more than 30 days, as per my own daoism-related practices.Acting like an angry, childish spastic doesn't make you convincing either.
>>41077454There's clear difference between anons. Some have MUCH harder time than others.
>>41077036Thanks, fren.>>41077044Kek'd.
>>41077607>I want a spouse so badget out there and start rizzing up some shawties, G
>>41068333Unbelievably blessed post.
This is my boner. There are many like it, but this one is mine.My boner is my best friend. It is my life. I must master it as I must master my life.My boner, without me, is useless. Without my boner, I am useless.
>>41068333Another (You) for the blessings.
>>41077421>>41077454>>41077626>dsm terminology
>>41077607>I want a spouse so badbe careful what you wish for anon
>>41077669I noticed random girls noticing me but none of them are of the kind I care for, and in part I also feel that I should save myself for someone I used to know but grew apart from, I'm not sure if we'll ever meet again
>>41078171Yea I know it's a dangerous game
>Try gooning again after a long time>Something feels wrong>Stop the session a couple minutes in>Pause the video>Take a shower and go to sleepDid I just beat the game? Am I the ULTIMATE retainer now? Or did I turn into a eunuch?
>>41078704You turned into an eunuch. Genghis khan literally conquered the world and he was spreading his genes 24/7.
>>41078704How long did you retain?
Can someone please tell me why semen retention triggers the LOA community so much? For example, I stumbled upon a thread on Reddit from /r/NevilleGoddard where semen retention was brought up and everyone lost their fucking minds. Meanwhile, everyone I have talked to personally in the LOA community that has practiced semen retention has told me it has helped them greatly in terms of improving their lives and their ability to manifest (which tracks with my experience as well).For the record, I am not even a fan of Neville Goddard as he was a rich kid with a lot of suspect manifestations that literally went crazy then drank himself to death. People treat whatever Neville said as absolute fact when he was just a mediocre writer who was forgotten about until the last 10 years or so. If I was the man I wanted to be I would not be jerking it to porn (or any similar self destructive behaviours for that matter). It's similar to the same retards in the LOA community who want to consume a certain drug without suffering any of the bad side effects of said drug to which I go, what is the point then? If you have a healthy love life and family, purpose, and a wonderful life you to experience every morning then why the fuck would you be jerking it to porn? It makes so sense.
>>41077526i'm here for you, anon. what you're actually going through are karmic waves. you don't have to view your urges as 'urges' as we knew them when we first started walking the path. you just have to change your outlook on them when they do hit and remember that you are working through heavy sexual/physical karma. an extremely small percentage of men on the entire planet walk the path because when the waves do hit (and just general shittyness of living when you're burning through your karma daily), it requires strength from all sectors of your being. so the decision is simply that, are you going to become the same man like just about every single other man on the planet, or are you going to become something so exceedingly rarely seen that if you stick with it long enough that you become maybe the only man in your entire city or nearby cities depending on size that has reached that spiritual position? this is just a realm of life to work through your karma in, it's all it is. but everywhere you look you see everyone else enjoying themselves, but they will pay the price down the road, you are paying your price RIGHT NOW.
>>41079041And for the record, after I posted that image I realize Neville is talking about celibacy in the context of not having sex and NOT jerking off (which Reddit of course is implying) as people jerking off 24/7 wasn't a thing in his time. I know I break ranks with some of the more extremist people in /SRG/ but there is literally nothing wrong having sex with your loving wife/girlfriend/etc. (and releasing that way) but self love is an abomination especially combined with porn. If these faggot redditors were truly master manifestors they would have so much pussy in their life that jerking off wouldn't even occur to them.
>>41079049>karma
>>41079041>>41079076Probably because they want to achieve great things in life without actually putting any effort in other than just thinking about it. Retainers have to endure constant spiritual battles and practice force of will while these manifestation guys just do wishful thinking at best.
>>41075941Having seen mine in like 4 years and everything I’m on SR, i want to fuck her so fucking bad too
>>41079041>I stumbled upon a thread on Reddit>Red ditThat's where the problem lies> in /SRG/ but there is literally nothing wrong having sex with your loving wife/girlfriendYou misunderstand this general, we don't really have an official position, nearly everybody realizes who is trolling and who isn't, those who are really into it as way of spiritual growth recognize sexual intercourse in the context of a healthy relationship context to be healthy, and that it doesn't necessarily requires ejaculation or orgasms from neither partner.>self love is an abominationWhat in the actual fuggiity fuck are you talking about, boy, compulsive masturbation or even 'normal' masturbation is anything but self-love.
>>41075941>I think this energy could get me the life I want... but... I really want her.That you are not the first man in history stupid enough to be willing to risk ruin just to get some overvalued pussy.
>>41065487Anyone else feel less prone to being cold when on retention? Warmth feels a lot easier to generate.
>>41077669>rizzingI'm sorry to hear that you're ugly. this retard term of yours doesn't exist for people who are attractive. if you're attractive, you go anywhere and the women do all of the work for you, it's literally just up to you if you want to allow them or not. it's also awful because it just shows the nature of women, they are driven by looks and magnetism. all of my ltr's were from them pursuing me. i've never had to lift a finger in my life, but i've gotten annoyed now because as i've shifted towards a spiritually focused life, it's to the point where the moment they see me they want me on the spot like right in the store or wherever, gathering, what not. the things that have happened to me are outside of you retards realm of understanding unless you're attractive as well which there's probably a few here. the most bizarre thing out of all the fucked up things that have happened to me are when i was in an ltr, working my office job at the time, and a girl who was married asked right there in the office to me as her desk was right by mine how i would feel about her having a moment with me over in the IT closet and it would just be a one off deal so she could still be with her fucking family... that fucking lady, i just glared at her, because i have principles which involve never cheating and not fucking up someone else's relationship or marriage. that situation has happened over and over with taken women with me, i am so tired of it. it's one thing if they're single, but it's another if they're fucking married. she was pretty cute, but i had to dig deep on that one and make the right choice out of integrity. that would be why i'm now on the spiritual path for a couple years as i know there's more to everything than meets the eye
>>41079270Okay Chad, we get it you're handsome and more handsome than us. No need to write an entire blog post about it!
>>41079041>Can someone please tell me why semen retention triggers the LOA community so much?According to LoA you only get benefits because you firmly believe you get benefits from SR, so here the typical redditor mindset only gets amplified by that muh quibbles quoteIt's that simpleAlso, >reddit>If I was the man I wanted to be I would not be jerking it to pornThis is exactly why I'm here personally
>>41077626>>41077607Aforementioned practice is what sets average /srg/ cultists from an aspirant. The former thinks that a modicum of self-restraint is some great achievement, lazily and naively thinking such "passive cheat" will build much, the latter actively works on self-refinement.>>41079129>>41079041>because they want to achieve great things in life without actually putting any effort>retainers have to endure constant spiritual battlesNo wonder /srg/ is seen as an elitist circlejerk. If you think that merely being horny and not stroking your dick is a "spiritual battle" you already absolutely failed and have no chance for achieving any spiritual authority. Really, far too many anons here thinking just that will make them better or bestows upon them divine boons, with no other spiritual practice are no better than LoA crowd and possibly worse at times.
>>41079776I RV’d and verified that a JIDF fatass wrote this comment
>>41079776Meanwhile genghis khan conquered the world while spreading his genes. People here thinking SR will give them superpowers.
>>41080749>a fat guy once achieved something while eating cake therefore you get no benefits from fasting
>>41080749i'm not trying to conquer the world at the end of a sword i'm trying to be more like Jesus. one of them practiced SR so that's what I'm doing
>>41079076Redditors are subhuman
>>41080343Thus proving you have no ability.>>41080763And your obsessive imagining of fat is weird. Having a weird and slightly off-putting fetish is one, but no wonder you struggle with retention if you cannot put a lid on it.>>41080749True, though it's a side matter. The issue isn't that there's something wrong with semen retention - it's a very useful, even if severely overhyped here and not really vital thing for various practices, but it HAS to be used rather than just kept passively to do anything significant.OP or anons like >>41079129 give us who practice this bad reputation by both overhyping the effects and acting like "a basic bitch", simple habit to get a bit more energy to work with is some sort of great battle. If keeping to not ejaculating for, say, a month or a few is such a titanic struggle, you lived a life of a spoiled person, never truly struggling for long.
>>41080803>is weirdi think you think i'm a different anon
>>41080803>OP or anons like >>41079129 give us who practice this bad reputation by both overhyping the effects and acting like "a basic bitch", simple habit to get a bit more energy to work with is some sort of great battle.This is, I think, the main reason /SRG/ is seen as a cultist circlejerk on /x/. There are more reasonable anons here, but far too many started to treat this like some special thing of chosen ones which will turn their life around no matter what and makes them better than all those orgasming animals. It works like a cult, turning care ingroup and isolating from outgroup.Add wannabe missionairies who admit to lying about SR effects "for the good cause" or trying to sell anons on it in uhrelated threads and it makes me think /SRG/ getting rid of half of the anons and the OP advertisement in it would do us all good.That or all those assholes thinking they're automatically better because they haven't stroke their dicks for a few weeks are just poisoning the well. I haven't ejaculated in a long while since that's part of requirement of my spiritual practices and I know for a fact it doesn't make a person better or even feel particularly different unless they overdone masturbation previously or have overall bad constitution.
93 days
>41080803>Having a weird and slightly off-putting fetish is oneHaving a highly off-putting fetish with a man spreading his seed far and wide is also very weird, your point?>41080846>makes me think /SRG/ getting rid of half of the anons and the OP advertisement in it would do us all good.>That or all those assholes thinking they're automatically better because they haven't stroke their dicks for a few weeks are just poisoning the well. Ok samefag, why don't you lead by example and leave the general already, if there's anybody here poisoning the well, is you, so, bye weener!
>>41079076>literally nothing wrong having sex with your loving wife/girlfriend/etcOnly if you are trying to make a baby.Otherwise you are spilling your seed, which is a sin.Or are you trying to say that the Bible is wrong?
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>>41081142>>41081149not reading that essay
>>41080749He was a violent rapist warlord. Believe it or not the war is the less difficult partIf you put Genghis Khan into a modern office job he'd kill himself
>>41078919>>41080749Genghis Khan didn't jerk off to 1080p pixels everyday. He actually used his dick what it was meant for, PROCREATION. Didn't waste a single nut on some onlyfans whore showing her feet. When you're going to do this gimmick, at least give some context.
>>41070801i always watch my pot starting to boil, wtf
>ran my fastest 10k everThe glory should be God's onlyDay 58
Get a grip, you delusional fuckshttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MAEUUb0gF_Y
>>41079041>Can someone please tell me why semen retention triggers the LOA community so much? For example, I stumbled upon a thread on Reddit from /r/NevilleGoddard where semen retention was brought up and everyone lost their fucking minds. Something about SR makes them so insecure. They literally get triggered like a bunch of whiny liberals.
# # # THREAD HYGIENE PSA # # #Starve the shillery.No attention for them.No replies.Focus.On.The.Prize.(Pro tip > Hide shill posts: Click on the arrow next to the post number, click 'Hide', Comfy.)
Starting at day 0 after falling down the slope again. Going to meditate and get a feel for the root of my problems with lust and read the tao te ching to get more in tune with living a better way. Will post thoughts later.
>>41081603I know some of my issue comes from a reliance on nicotine. I think to lessen that I'll work out on days I don't have work and take less on those days, then after that becomes normal taper off further. Also meditating at least 10 minutes to align myself daily would be a great help. It's like a shower for your thoughts at the very least. Wash away the crud you don't want to deal with, start down the path towards what you do want to deal with that day, and also make it easier to get through what you don't want to deal with that day. https://terebess.hu/english/tao/mitchell.html#Kap56Here's the passage I was drawn to today within the Tao te Ching. What I gleamed from it was twofold. The first was a general reminder to live in the moment, automatically more often. This can be misinterpreted by shills to mean something like "oh so succumb to bait and jack off" but I take it as more "see lustful slop and close it, ignore it, and move on". I think that living within the present moment gives ourselves more credit and we would automatically follow what's better for us. That we get lost living in ideas, or past thought patterns, or daydreaming about the future, and in that lost state it's easy to succumb to porn when it's portrayed as a cheap fix or a distraction to pass time waiting. The second thing I gleamed was to not overthink it. If within the present moment is all that exists then I am not lost in the trappings of lust. That means that I do not worry about succumbing to it, I am in the present moment enjoying life. Perhaps later I will falter and live outside the present, and within that I may falter in my lust, but in that moment reminding myself that I am not living in the present will solve that by removing me from unhealthy patterns of thought. I'm actually going to meditate now, this just came to me first. I'll check the thread later and respond to anyone's thoughts if there are any.
>>41081646After how many months retaining does my dick start to get bigger
28 days in and I had a sexy dream out of nowhere and drained off this morning. Kind of annoyed because I usually sense beforehand when things are about to pop off as difficulty relaxing and ultra hard erections that won't go down but I didn't get any warning last night. Scrotum feels tight and don't feel excessively weak and tired though so maybe sometimes it's just the best mechanism for the body to excrete dead cells. Not a total setback.
>>41082347desu anon im close to ~45 days and mine is bigger hard but I dont think its actually biggerjust reaching max size more consistently(especially morning wood)I dont measure it flaccid anyways but it doesnt look much different
I just got to level 17 of phase 1. I've found that viewing my SR practice from the perspective of a video game and my character levels up each streak day makes it easier. I wouldn't want to reset the level of my rpg "character" so I continue my streak. This is the longest streak i've had in a while, i think in a year actually. The fall of last year is when I got a 5 month streak. Im Sagittarius if that matters.
>>41083003I like to think of it like charging up my battery power.Every day retained is another 1% charge, when I reach day 10 I'll be at 10% charge, when I reach day 50 I'll be 50% ect.
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>>41082347I've had bigger boners after a week of SR but I think age factors into it. The other anon's 45 day mark is more accurate across the board.
Nobody has authority over my boner but me.
New thread >>41083219
>>41081015>Or are you trying to say that the Bible is wrong?NTA but I'll go with that
>>41081404you seem to have a big obsession with genghis khan and what he did with his johnson. are you trying to live vicariously through a historical figure? people in ltr's do it just as much as genghis, what is your great point here? and why are you concerned with how historical figures spent their semen? your only focus should be on yourself and remaining on the path, you delusional insecure fuck
>>41083233anons that thread was made by a troll/shill, it's lacking *all* the info excepting for one single anon trying to get it up to speed, just take a look at how many replies this one has, report the other and keep this one going for a while longer if you can.
>>41083863of course anon, none of us are taking that attention seeker's thread seriously lol. but your point remains and is good to clarify for some newcomers for sure
>>41083863That was an accident I'm a noob SR activist
>>41083114Heh, I hope somebody find them useful. Dude writes incredibly poignant lyrics like no one else imo
>>41083881no you're an attention seeker, just shut the fuck up or leave
>>41083903Calm down
>Day 1000 of SR, a noticeable glow emanates from my head. babies and kids smile at me when they see me at the grocery store. if they are crying they stop crying immediately. women stare at me. i feel lighter, as if i'm floating...reality bends to my will. if i want something, i get it almost instantly...just kidding i 'bated this morning...oh well. tomorrow is another day
retention has always filled me with this smoldering disdain towards people, women especially. just makes suffering people's bullshit way harder.
>>41084200imagine touching yourself like an incel>>41084228yeah you're in the pits right now, it's the longest stretch, but throughout your day you should feel at least moments here and there of total clarity where you don't feel that way. takes time and is shitty while all parts of your being adjust to not being a degenerate
>>41083003Life *is* a game. All evidence points to this conclusion, down to the fact that we have to strive for tokens called "money" to buy stuff to stay alive and keep going. This money also allows access to different levels and experiences, just like in a game. If we all lived on small farms, with incredibly caring families who saved and built up resources, and all we had to do was simple tasks to keep the family farm producing enough food, then I wouldn't've reached this conclusion about Life being a game. of course, there are some who get to live this life, and they may or may not enjoy it, but that doesn't mean much since they too must make money to pay taxes. I'm talking about all of human society. We live in a Game. The Life game.YES, levelling up is a key part of it and you are on the right path. Don't be like me, a flip flopper who relapses easily due to stress and my own circumstances (I live in one of the largest cities in the world).Go on /biz/ or just browse anywhere on the 'net and you will see people still striving for more despite having what would be considered "wealth". Just look at what happened to kirk, the biggest news event of this past week. that guy was already rich and yet he still had to keep playing the game. he already *MADE IT* and he still felt the need to work, thus resulting in his death.So you see, making it is very relative. Hard to say. Some might make it and do the smart move of just going off grid so they aren't in the crosshairs of anyone. Others might make it, and quietly live, enjoying their wealth, without ruffling anyone else's feathers and pissing them off enough that they have a vendetta.
When in doubt, always remember that organized shills:>never barge into Christian threads and flood it with posts saying "lmao bro just don't do lent, do whatever you want">never barge into Muslim threads and flood it with posts saying "uhhh don't fast during Ramadan bro that's an unhealthy relationship with food">never barge into astrology threads saying stuff like "stop looking at stars you dipshits they don't mean anything">never barge into healer threads and call him a hack>never barge into Hinduism threads and call everyone cow-fucking street shitters>never make targeted threads in the catalog seeking to discredit and trivialize any other general except this oneThe practice we discuss here, speaking from a metaphysical point of view, has the same validity and long tradition as things like prayer or meditation, which are never attacked.This general gets the exact same treatment that /pol/ threads get in those instances when they're hovering right over a correct target. And never forget that /sig/, Self Improvement General, got purged from every board except /b/ where it drowns among the million gooner threads before it gets to 10 posts.Never forget how outraged media outlets got at the no nut November challenge, even more so than they did at challenges that encourage physical or psychological harm, violence, stealing and other things like that. Ask yourself what kind of power is hiding in this particular practice that they are so desperate to purge it entirely, or at least make 3/4 posts in the thread absolute garbage to the point where it's sometimes completely unreadable.
Day 31. Had a fun couple of days with my friend, no real chance of relapsing. Back home now, and when the urges are not present, I feel more separate from pornography than ever. But when they are, they're stronger than they've been up to this point. This is officially halfway to my longest streak ever. I'm making more money per week than I've ever made, and I generally have a good amount of energy. But I do feel a little strained.
>>41084325>This general gets the exact same treatment that /pol/ threads get in those instances when they're hovering right over a correct targetIt's because this practice has been equated with right wing extremism and there literally is a faction of Jews doing everything they can to destroy every other race except for theirs. I remember being a regular contributor to these threads in the beginning. Then I remember October 7th happening. Until that day I was unsure if it really was the Jews. But for some reason, on October 7th and for a few days afterward, the SR gen was entirely free of shilling. That isn't coincidence. Also, you had the Obama-Biden U.S. deep state for some reason completely aligned with degenerate trannies and they shilled these threads because for some reason not touching your dick is literally equal to being a Nazi. As batshit insane as it sounds, there are Jews that have infiltrated every major Intellignece agency and they, for some reason, have a vested interest in your masturbatory habits.
>>41084325>And never forget that /sig/, Self Improvement General, got purged from every board except /b/Because they dont want you improving
>>41084228>retention has always filled me with this smoldering disdain towards people, women especiallyThis is how I know you are an actual retainer. Its the double-edged sword of retention. Once you get past the "omg my magnetism is so amazing" stage you also get repulsed by how stupid women (and most people) are. It's why monasteries exist and SR should probably only be practiced by a few men living in exclusion from society. Point me towards the nearest monastery where the objective is to retain and explore esoteric knowledge and I'm in.
>>41084246>This money also allows access to different levels and experiences, just like in a game. If we all lived on small farmsFarms are a game too. Research the genetic origin of most crops. Stuff like corn and wheat being evolved from grass, which is a massive evolutionary leap and no evoltionary record of the "in between" stages. Humans are not designed to live outside of a society. We need other people and we need technology to survive, even the technology we take for granted like evolved crops high in carbohydrates or animals capable of producing an excess of milk and animals that rapidly put on weight and age making them great livestock. You are fooling yourself if you think humanity ever existed in a pure unadulterated state free from the bullshit of fetishes like money. We were intentionally designed to be dependent on the group and the group was designed to be controlled. Fiat currency is just one means of control.
>>41084482lol, that's the stage right after the intro, you aren't anywhere real yet...
>>41068333>blessed
>>41080846>I know for a fact it doesn't make a person better or even feel particularly different unless they overdone masturbation previously or have overall bad constitution.Kinda. I'm with you on everything else in your post except for this. I have experienced too many weird syncronicities and stuff while retaining to not believe that it is an exceptional practice that fundamentally alters you. Now, how it changes you is what people don't understand. You don't get superpowers. It doesnt make you rich. It doesn't get you women. People will be drawn to you, but you will be repulsed by them because you see their nature. SR doesnt help you integrate. In fact, it does the opposite. It's like opening up a different slice of reality. You see the herd of human farm animals for what it is, but you still have to be a part of it. You see what is beyond the fence, but you are still behind it. If you make a break for it, you will really, really piss off the farmers and they will herd you back behind the confines of the fence or worse. It's not fun.
>>41084531Nigger, I guarantee I've retained longer than you.
>>41084596you do get superpowers you clown. you just have to drop all addictions including listening to your music, tv, youtube, everything. literally become amish other than posting on here you could say, and actually stick with it for years, not just a couple months or whatever your peak is, anon. you're new, i can tell right away which is fine but don't make claims about things you don't know about
>>41084616Shut up and stop responding to me. I've said this before and I'll say it again: I guarantee you havent retained longer than I have.
stupid clueless zoomers do sr for a couple days and think they know the entire checkpoint system for the next fifty years
>>41084246>If we all lived on small farms, with incredibly caring families who saved and built up resources, and all we had to do was simple tasks to keep the family farm producing enough food, then I wouldn't've reached this conclusion about Life being a game.That's just Stardew Valley bro
>>41084854congratulations anon, you made a video game reference... what the fuck are you doing here?
>>41084861>if my life was even more like a game I wouldn't come to the conclusion that it was like a game
>knees hurt>50+ day streak >knees don’t hurt >WD >knees hurt Tells me everything I need to know.
>>41084596I suspect that narcissists and psychopaths aren't human souls like you and me but are actually just proxies being piloted by the entities who run this place. If you're serious about germinating your seed of divinity by saving up your sexual energy, they will go out of their way to fuck your life up.Don't believe the hype about how SR will bring you good fortune.
>>41085580bro same, WD fucked my shit up.
>>41084228I consider this a good thing
>>41084325Maybe it's Jews, maybe its crab in a bucket mentality. Humans don't like to see other humans self-improving because it makes them self conscious about their own insecurities. This is true in every aspect of life.If you lift a lot of weights there will always be someone who doesn't lift as much as you and will try and bring you down for it "It's bad for your back" or "Steroid junkie."If you make a lot of money there will always be someone in your friend group who doesn't who makes comments like "You're so materialistic" and "Money can't buy happiness"If you're confident and good at your job you will get a jealous coworker who isn't good at their job and their insecurity will manifest as trying to bring you down.If you create content online, youtube videos, podcasts or whatever you may have a friend who isn't as creative as you and will tell you "You're never going to make it" and "You're not getting many views"If you're starting to quit alcohol or another substance and another friend doesn't have the strength to do it they will comment "You're no fun" and "You'll get bored and start drinking again soon"I imagine semen retention just falls into the same kind of crab in a bucket mentality as the above. Humans are all just crabs in a bucket, if they see you improving over them they will try to drag you back to their level so they don't feel insecure that someone is gaining mental/physical strength over them. It's animal and natural.You're friends/people will probably look at you doing semen retention and be insecure because they know they themselves are hedonists/porn addicts or they couldn't self improve in the same capacity as you can.That's my ramble. Take it or leave it.
>>41086415Also with women they can fall into this category too, but for women a lot of the hate for semen retention is the fact they feel they are relinquishing power over you as a man. If they can't control you gooing that's one less thing they can use to control you. Also it's less money for their onlyfans/onlyfans affiliated friends which I'll guarantee they will have because of how common that degeneracy is getting.So with women, hating SR comes down more to them giving up power and potential money. Whereas with other men its more likely to be crab in a bucket mentality.
>>41086450deny them your essence.
>>41085580what is WD?
>>41084228Day 91 here and I disdain faggots more than ever now. Women are still an image of God at the end of the day, don’t get me wrong, I realize where you are coming from but the final pill is accepting women for what they are
16 dans clean. Worst urge of the streak so far this morning. Woke up in the middle of a crystal-clear dream of a long forgotten memory with the naughtiest girl I ever met in my life. It was 20 years ago, and I havent seen her since, but the memory was perfectly precise. The place, the music, the smell, the sensations, even what we said, I sort of re-experienced the whole scene. I don't think I ever had a such realistic dream in my life, it was incredible. Still keeping this streak clean, but damn that was close.
>>41084596actually anything can happen to you on SR. Different people have different karmic baggage. SR allows you to be more energetic and thus "move" faster in life, so naturally what needs to happen to you simply happens on a different scale
>>41086511withdrawal
>>41086803>>41086511but they probably meant to say relapse
>>41086547the further you walk towards the light the more obvious the darkness is
Day 2 of a streak, better than yesterday if nothing else.Waiting on the increase of energy I'll get in a few days to make it easier to keep a consistent sleep schedule. That's another drawback of constantly draining yourself is that I end up sleeping longer after I relapse. Ruins a sleep schedule.
>>41086787>Ackshaully, SR isn't amazing for you because you are just a bad personGet fucked
>>41084325>organized shills:>never barge into Christian threads and flood it with posts saying "lmao bro just don't do lent, do whatever you want">never barge into Muslim threads and flood it with posts saying "uhhh don't fast during Ramadan bro that's an unhealthy relationship with food">never barge into astrology threads saying stuff like "stop looking at stars you dipshits they don't mean anything">never barge into healer threads and call him a hack>never barge into Hinduism threads and call everyone cow-fucking street shitters>never make targeted threads in the catalog seeking to discredit and trivialize any other general except this oneAre you new here?
I find it intriguing how those who practice on/off/on/off pauses of celibacy, want to have their perspectives admired as much as those who are fully abstinent. Those who “pause and resume” wish to not just critique, but mock and shame those who do a full stop. This is the most proof you will get that there is a level of evil that takes place against true practitioners; for if their “pause and resume” methods worked, they wouldn’t be telling us that our methods are not just wrong, but inferior, through the attempt to sheepishly masquerade being altruistic by “helping us out” as seen evidently throughout all these threads. If you pause and resume, these threads are not for you, and you do not belong here. Especially under the fake guise of “just wanting to help out” those they deem as misguided
>>41086919it has nothing to do with being bad, its all about the tendencies or patterns you have accumulated. the extra energy simply activates different patterns at a higher frequency and intensity. thats why most struglle with urges: you masturbate to porn -> develop attachment to the outcome -> repeat -> pattern is established (karmic baggage) -> you start SR -> energy increases -> activates patterns at increasing rate and intensity. and this is also the same (more or less) for other patterns.
>>41086980>they wouldn’t be telling us that our methods are not just wrong, but inferiorAnon ... what is the end goal? That's the part that you are leaving out. Is the end goal to never touch your dick or orgasm again just for no fucking reason? What does this give you? How does this make your life better? Your advice is basically telling people to save their money and be disciplined but never spend it. This is stupid.>through the attempt to sheepishly masquerade being altruistic Asking you to define the point of your practice isn't altruism. It's people calling you out for being an attention-seeking Charlatan with no concept of spirituality or growth. >If you pause and resume, these threads are not for you and you do not belong hereYou aren't the gatekeeper of this practice. >Especially under the fake guise of “just wanting to help out” those they deem as misguidedI dunno man. Convincing young men to give up sex permanently and waste their youth seems like a dick move. Even in the context of the ancient Yogic texts, Brahmancharya was one of four asramas (stages in life). Part of this stage was celibacy, but a larger part was study in the arts and development in spiritual life (completely ignored in these threads). And the goal was to prepare yourself for the other asramas of life where celibacy was not required.
>>41087027>even though you are disciplined, your discipline doesnt extend to other areas of your life, so you are badAnon, literally fuck off. If a dude can stop touching his dick for a few years, he can also clean up other aspects of his life. Stop acting like you have all the answers. You clearly don't.
Day 14 and all I can say is that I just feel lonely. I have this excess of sexual energy that just makes it tough to sit still and constantly reminds me of what I lack. Masturbation distracted me from the fact that I have never been in a relationship or even on a date or a hookup in the just shy of 30 years I've been alive. I'm a deeply lonely virgin. I know masturbating won't cure this feeling but rather just burn through the energy building up in me, I have to find something productive to do at least. Maybe it'll distract from the loneliness.
>>410654877 day streak>feeling people looking at me, feeling stronger, more purpose>little pics I see on red boards here and there fill my mind>go to sp to watch one of my favorite fighters the other night>gets mutilated and tkoed>cortisol reached it's max that day as I also worked a full shift>random anon posting JAV i say fuck it>edge for an hour>shower>pray for repentance and sleep>wake up early tired>go back to bed>wet dream where succubus gives me a footjob and I coom everywhere>wake up, bed is soaked, and my underwear soakedFuck man, I knew it was going to come back to me but no so soon :/. Going try to have the absolute cleaning semen retention run, gonna avoid all erotic visuals as much as I can. Whenever I start seeing sexual stuff posted or just in my field of vision, it fills my head and it's really only a matter of time before I cum.Graduating this December and want to be shining and full of confidence when I walk. What's your guys take on WD-Sex with a woman-oral sex with a woman-humping your bed a little in the morning?
>>41087125also note that, going to bed before I said a small prayer and was fine but when I got some extra sleep I just closed my eyes and immediately was made to cum by my dreams
>>41087083If you stopped projecting words and meanings i didnt say you might actually understand something of what was written
>>41087112I think people like you need to experience life before doing semen retention. I'm started on this journey because my last two and only sexual partners(both my girlfriends) essentially destroyed my life and lead me down a path of lust. You never even experiencing the deeper agonies of lust would simply just feel exactly what your saying. Porn does not make you hit rock bottom because it's the perfect medium where it's free and accessible easily. When a woman controls you through lust and when you let yourself be changed by itthat is true agony. You'll lose everything. At least I did twice. I know what sex is now and I'm doing my best to avoid it and all lust unless I find someone absolutely pure enough to be worthy of me or which is more likely, going to stay celibate to achieve my goals.If you're a virgin I feel like it's your soul mission right now to prove to yourself you are a man and hit the gym, get money, and build your status. If you've never had sex or romance in your life semen retention will make you lose your mind because you are not worthy to hold the power given to you. You can do it, save yourself to marriage but it's clearly not the case for you. Some people still have some lessons to learn in party life, romance, scandalous relationships, and etc. You know the person you are go and get it. Come back here when lust devours you and you know what you need to do to focus and achieve your dreamsGod Bless you brother trust everything will be alright. Avoid lust still, act to your dreams.
>>41087144No. You said them. I'm just distilling them to their essence and removing your flowery bullshit language. This entire practice for you is an expression of your ego and you truly believe not touching your dick makes you part of some elite club.
>>41087070THERE ARE NO BENEFITS AND THATS A GOOD THING. MAGNETISM? ENERGY? INCREASED LUCK? WE DONT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT THAT HERE. WE RETAIN BECAUSE THATS WHAT MEN DO. STOP CRYING ABOUT YOUR BENEFITS>B-B-B-B-BUT THATS A CULTYES WERE A CULT, GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE WITH YOUR BENEFITSIF YOU TOUCHED YOUR COCK YOU RELAPSEDIF YOU LOOKED AT GIRLS WITH LUSTFUL THOUGHTS YOU RELAPSEDIF YOU ENGAGE IN SEXUAL THOUGHTS YOU RELAPSEDIF YOU WANT TO ENTER THE KINGDOM OF GOD THEN STOP LUSTINGTHE ONLY WAY TO ACHIEVE THAT IS BY STOPPING ALL LUST, YOU NEED TO ASSOCIATE ALL SEXUAL THOUGHTS WITH SOMETHING BAD UNTILL YOU NEVER GET A BONER AGAIN
>>41087112>Masturbation distracted me from the fact that I have never been in a relationship or even on a date or a hookup in the just shy of 30 yearsSo basically, it was a drug to make things better and it helped distract you from rhe fact your life sucks. You have two choices. Go back to being a coomer just holding on or move forward and take holistic steps to make your life better. Not beating off is one of these steps. But it needs to exist within the larger context of spiritual and physical change. Also, if you relapse, dont be a bitch and relapse 30 times. Relapse once and keep going. The goal is to clearly not relapse, but shit happens and dont be deterred by small failures. Take this model of success and apply it to all aspects of your life. Small temporary pleasure never actually helps your life long term. Keep doing this until you have your shit together.
>>41087271there isn't a single 'them' in any of my posts. i am done with you little doggy dont bother ;)
>>41086511WD means wet dream
>>41087112damn anon are u me?im around 30+ days, the mood swings do get better eventually, I think it has something to do with dopamine withdrawlapparently that can take a very long time to heal
>>41065487ONLY GOOD POST ITTStreaks are for pussies. If you can’t hold an infinite “clean streak” you are simply sitting around too much. Changing your life is a better mindset than thinking of it as a video game combo that will end. You should also create the habit and then think of it as little as possible. It benefits your life so it only makes sense to live as much as possible whatever that entails for you. Wet dreams are also not bad and everyone should stop whining about them. They mean that your will is more powerful than the cognitive dissonances within your mind. They also barely effect you negatively and only do so for a short time.
>>41086511water displacement
>>41086511weener discharge
>>41086511
>>41087112You must find God
>Day 42Relapsed today on a non-wet dream. I woke up and couldn't believe that was happening. It was a clean streak. What now, bros? Does it reset? I'm not feeling drained. Just the feeling that I was robbed of something. First time in my life I thought of like this about my semen. I also got that feeling that I should go on a binge, like, I already lost, more cumming should be nothing. But I saw something through this and that I'm getting stronger and getting in another level.
>>41087889I forgot to add that I do daily exercise, pray, so I do some transmutation. I think I'll stop using my bike. Lately it's massaging my balls too much since I lost too much weight.
>>41087889>non-wet dreamWhat is this? You ejaculated powder?
>>41088031I meant a nocturnal emission without being attacked in a dream if it fits better.
Does transitioning and taking hrt have parallel effects to the monastic qualities one develops in nofap? Because it makes you desensitives and utterly uninterested in baiting but i wonder if the way the rest of body becomes erogenous would this cancel it out
>>41088094There’s a troon board I think for questions like these
Was at the gym for the first time in 2 years earlierWhat are some SR approved workouts?
>>41088076>>41087901>>41087889Ive been getting a wet dream per week since I started, I'm not giving up im not giving in. It feels like each wet dream spaces the other apart further First was 3 days in, then 6-7 days, now 9-10 days Keep going I refuse to jerk off to pixels Who I am and who I was are 2 different people and I won't let myself turn back
40 days, no wet dream yet, feels goodYes im aware I just jinxed myself and will have one tonight
>>41087889>I also got that feeling that I should go on a binge, like, I already lost, more cumming should be nothing. But I saw something through this and that I'm getting stronger and getting in another level.>What now, bros? Does it reset?You already beat the test.
I've been having some unusual experiences relating to porn, masturbation and semen retention and I'd like to know If anyone has had a similar experience. First some background.For some time now, I've been having fantasies, both sexual and non sexual, with a woman that represents the ideal female form, according to my tastes. These happen mostly right after I wake up or early throughout the day.It's always the same girl. She ha no name,she's always naked and profoundly beautiful. Everytime I imagine her while I'm on my bed I get a strong urge to have sex with her, almost always with the intention to get her pregnant.I should note that she doesn't look real or perhaps I should say "realistic". She looks heavily stylized, like a video game character or an anime influenced 3D representation.Despite this, her proportions are plausible in reality, and are very "modest" compared to actual female porn bodies.When I masturbate to this fantasy just involving her and me I enjoy more powerful and pleasurable orgasms compared to watching porn, but more importantly, the negative side effects are noticeably reduced.I don't get the kind of fatigue or "mental fog" that Is more common when I watch porn.I've only experienced something similar when I tried no porn and no masturbation for a couple of weeks a few years back. Back then, when I eventually decided to masturbate I only used my imagination with an actual woman I met and was talking to regularly. Same story.Stronger, more pleasurable orgasm and no negative effects after.In both instances I also had/have zero "abnormal" fetishistic desires that tend to creep up If I make a habit of watching porn constantly. In a way, these fantasies have kept me from indulging in more degenerate forms of sexual excitation.I understand that abstaining could be better in principle, but the benefits weren't as pronounced as I thought they would be whenever I was on a "streak".Cont.
>>41088673I should also note that pretty much all my experiences with these fantasies have left me feeling better overall.And whenever I've gone with a no porn/no masturbation mindset I've been very strict about It. If any stimulus could make me sexually excited in the slightest, even If not explicit or lewd, I would consider that porn and cut It off.
>>41088699>>41088673That’s crazyMe personally im just never gonna masturbate
>>41088673Yes porn does something different to the brain that causes brain fog I don't know what it is. My first nofap streak I went 2 weeks with no erotic things in my life at all. No porn, no fantasy's in my head, no looking at women in a lustful way.When I decided to wank again I used a fantasy I hadn't thought of since I was a teenager and I used AI to flesh out the fantasy a bit into a text format. It's safe to say I jerked off 3 times in one day to this fantasy. No video or audio, just what the AI wrote and my own brain doing the rest. All of the orgasms were strong and without the brain fog and negative effects like fatigue that porn gives you. It felt like I ascended. Every time I came as well it was thick ropes. I don't know if it was just the semen retention or if jerking off to the thoughts in your head can be more powerful/spiritual/beneficial than looking at shitty porn but that was my experience. There's a certain kinda power and creativity that comes with thinking of erotic slop in your head instead of just consuming it through external stimuli.
>>41086787Karma doesn't exist, wake up. It's just more social conditioning to accept the unjust aspects of life and don't start a revolution.
>>41087889>>41087901>>41088534Were you guys peeking shit? Some hot woman in a tiny dress caught your attention?Right now your body is conditioned to certain things, both mentally and physically, that will take a while to change, and as your streaks progress and you find yourselves doing cleaner and cleaner ones, WDs will become much more rare.Up to you if you want to reset the counter, or not, it doesn't really matter as long as you remain firm in your intent.
>>41088673>>41061995
>>41088673>I understand that abstaining could be better in principle, but the benefits weren't as pronounced as I thought they would be whenever I was on a "streak".So you just weren't interested in abstinence in the first place and are here to entice other men to touch their penis to 'fantasies' >>41088775>There's a certain kinda power and creativity that comes with thinking of erotic slop in your head instead of just consuming it through external stimuli.right, right, case in point, samefag.>>41089621>succubus generalYup...
>>41089843Not here to entice anyone. I posted because I wanted to know If there was some significance to It other than "succ gen".I actually agree that abstaining is better overall, I just shared my experience with It. It was good for me, just not amazing as It It was sold to me.
>>41089604Some yoga pants caught my attention for a millisecond. But no lustful thoughts.
>>41088031kek
>>41088031I think he meant to say dry orgasm. I've had those before, feels JUST like a wet dream except when you look down? Nothing came out of it.
I was on day 3 today until I binged and relapsed 4 times.Ive noticed whenever i relapse, 99% of the time it happens when my mind is in an unaware state. For the past days I havent been consistently meditating at all and have just been scrolling tiktok and whenever i had the thought to fap, it wasnt even like i was aware or noticed the thought, it was as though i was almost unconscious and just did itI will now meditate consistently from now on since it helps me be more aware.
>>41086511witch doctorthe hero
Relapsed on day 17Can't even get out of the coomer stage
>>41090961>dat make a big messcooming will make more than a mess in your handit will make a mess of your whole lifethanks WD
This might sound weird, but has anyone else started mentally equating cooming with cutting yourself and losing an equivalent amount of blood, if not greater (since a normal blood donation is 0.5l)? I feel the same dread from thinking about one as I do about the other, and I noticed it helps with SR as well when I remind myself to frame it that way
>>41090340Is this semen retention or a masturbation addict support group like AA?
>>41091030It's coomers, but such profound coomers that they see SR as nothing more the means to cooming down the line."Hey guys I'm refraining from jorking it so I can attract a woman who will do that for me, when do they start throwing themselves at me? What? What do you mean transmutation, essence, meditation, vril, kundalini? That's crazy talk"They cannot even conceptualize a mindset that doesn't revolve around them getting their dick stroked, they just want to change the way in which it is done.Like a fat fuck fasting for a day and and forsaking 2000 calories just so he can break his fast with an absolute shitfest of 6000 calories of sugar, lard and booze. Then he proceeds to equate this to dieting and wonder why he still weighs 250 kilos.
>>41091030No.This is the same man creating this thread. The same man that has been rejected over and over in his life.Or it's typical fed thread, along with nobody thread.
>>41091064have sex
>>41091117No.
>>41091064>What do you mean transmutation, essence, meditation, vril, kundalini?It would be nice if you would actually talk about this stuff instead of throwing around a bunch of buzzwords.
>>41091064>Like a fat fuck fasting for a day and and forsaking 2000 calories just so he can break his fast with an absolute shitfest of 6000 calories of sugar, lard and booze.And on the other end of this scale is you. An anorexic that hates his sexuality so much that he gets extreme pleasure from not partaking in it. It would be nice if these threads could evolve beyond extreme incel cope.
>>41091361>>41091030>>41091064it's only you anons.... that are throwing those words around. the only point of the general is to support retaining semen as much as possible to not wastefully throw it away, discuss various means in doing so and how anons are progressing with attempting to permanently implement it into their lives forever. the only ideal is to preserve semen, so if an anon is not around women, then his task is very simple which is to not indulge in anything remotely lustful and obviously not to throw away his semen. if an anon is around women, then when he is with them in an intimate setting, his task is to simply not release. as you can see, both are very challenging, but the end goal is exactly the same. what people do in between is up to them
>>41091434>the only ideal is to preserve semenDo you have any fucking idea how insane you sound? Bro, you need to take a long break from these gens.
>>41091030>Is this semen retention or a masturbation addict support group like AA?It's both. And both are important. But as a point of improvement, it would help to actually read a few books and discuss the ideas contained in them. If you are going to name drop Napoleon Hill, then maybe discuss how SR functions withing an LoA/manifestation system. Or if you talk about transmutation, maybe discuss Sri Sivananda. Anything would be an improvement over the ego-driven shit contained in these threads.
It's been 15 days for me now and I had a couple of sexual dreams out of nowhere last night. I haven't been looking at porn or any other lewd pictures and I haven't been edging or anything either. Totally pure. So what gives?
Waking up with energy is reason enough to never jack off again.
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asking the tao/meditation anons for adviceIs mantak chia worth looking into ? I recently vowed to get my shits together and that includes abstinence from gooning etc. I have a massive libido I cannot satisfy at the moment for reasons, and I need to transmute all this energy somehow. I'm practising prithvi mudra regularly but that isnt enough. Any advice on how to move that energy is appreciated.
I've been going strong until yesterday. I've started binging porn again and I've seriously started to consider relapsing. I'm quite far at 126 days. I still have enough self control for now but I can feel it slipping. Share some horror stories about the worst thing that happened after you relapsed. Some encouragement would also help.
>>41093491Relapsed after 100+ days before. It made me a miserable lazy piece of shit. I was in a mode I rarely reached before, taking care of shit that needed to be done. Relapsing made me not care about that shit and think “ah it can wait”. Basically it kills your drive and focus. At least accomplish what you want in life first, but even still don’t succumb
>>41093491you're literally allowing your peenus weanus to be the driver of this glorious meat mechanoid that you are. Dishonorable indeed ! reclaim your focus.
>>41093491>Share some horror stories about the worst thing that happened after you relapsed.Lost my only source of income the very next day and it took me 3 weeks to find something newThis other time I got hounded by debt sharks for a debt I didn't know I even had, and it was literally only a couple of cents but it was a big company and they decided to send a messageDon't do it bro
>>41093601>Relapse #1 ... 5 minutes after get a call. My employer is closing down. Lose job >Relapse #2 ... 5 minutes after, lose second job which was basically just a part time thing for extra money, but hurt after first job went away. >Relapse #3 ... 5 minutes after I somehow lost control of skill saw and ended up in the ER. It felt like something pulled the saw from my hands. Saw cut into my bone and ankle. Almost bled out and died. I'm not exaggerating or joking. When you make the Archons skip meals, they get really, really pissed. When you relapse, you charge them up and they are coming for your ass. I am unironically terrified to masturbate. I would honestly like to go back to jerking off once a month l, but am too afraid to. Dont fucking do this SR shit unless you are willing to see it though.
>>41093818>When you make the Archons skip meals, they get really, really pissed. When you relapse, you charge them up and they are coming for your ass.It's a real thing, it sounds insane until you experience itIn the book Introduction to magic by the Ur group, which I read quite a bit ago, the only specific quote that stuck in my head permanently is the one from the beginning that says spiritual practices require devotion and bakctracking on them can often have disastrous consequences
>>41093818>Moved to another city for work>Was on a month and a half streak>Hot girl at work throwing herself at me>We fug a couple times >start talking to ex who reached out to me out of the blue and eventually jerk off to nudes>Things fall apart with girl at work>Start feeling super demotivated at job>No energy, brain fog>Move back home because I couldn't handle it anymoreShits real. Everything was going perfect until I fucked up with my ex and jerked it
>>41093491everything that promises to be exciting and fun about a relapse ultimate ends crumbling to ash. it's all lies. as someone who got past these temptations on the way to 220+ days, i can tell you...the excitement is on the other side of keeping the faith
>>41093908Forgot to mention I don't consider the sex as a relapse because it didn't really affect me. The nudes and jerking off is what got me and everything fell apart after that
>>41093917Christianity is so based, the more pure I live the better my life gets. everything they warned me about porneia was true
>>41093933>the more pure I live the better my life getsI wouldn't consider myself a Christian but this is still absolutely true even despite that fact, it's like a protective forcefield around you bestowed by a metaphysical entity in any case
>>41093947unrelated to SR I once went blind when I took shrooms and was watching the exorcist at the part where they start blaspheming the cross, litteraly blind couldnt see, maybe 1.5 grams of shrooms, when I went inside and touched the Bible I was restored sight instantly. Havent done drugs since then (other than alcohol) but I often think back to that time
>>41065487I’m on my longest streak of 52 days now but I think I’m going to blow it. About half way through it stopped being a clean streak and lately I have been playing modded Skyrim with bouncy boobies and butt on my chick character. I think it’s basically over and I feel not in control. I’m planning to relapse here shortly. Any last minute advice before I go back out?
>>41094061You'll regret it when 1-2 days later you have super low energy, and lose that horniness. Being horny is such a powerful ability, wanting to fuck the world and win and conquer. Shooting ropes into a tissue is retarded. just hold the temptation passes after like 20 minutes
>>41094061>Any last minute advice before I go back out?yes, don't relapse
>>41094061Fag
>>41094061If you relapse now you will become gay
>>41094061If you blow your load you die in real life
>>41094061If you blow this load your mother will die in her sleep tonight
>>41093854>backtracking on them can often have disastrous consequencesI mean, at this point I dont think I can backtrack without being murdered by the Archons. Blavatsky talked about how they have no power until you charge them with your emotional energy. They need us to create energy that they can then use. Denying them your sexual force is going to make them come after you even more. It's why Im hesitant to recommend SR. This practice can get really weird after 6 months and you need to have a solid spiritual game with daily meditation multiple times per day.
>>41093908I dont know what it is about masturbation, but this act is such a grave sin. It destroys your energy. I have had sex a few times and it doesn't bring the negative consequences. But jerk off, and it's like you are flushing a part of your soul down the toilet and your life goes to shit.
>>41094687Surely the loss of your essence which is literally used to create another human being out of nothing will have a negative consequence, especially if it's wasted for nothingThe "part of your soul" part is truer than people imagine>>41094667I love itIf you can avoid paying taxes in money to your government that hates you, why not avoid paying taxes in lifeforce to metaphysical entities that hate you? The Synarchy can go and fuck itself, pic related
>>41094667What’s really weirder after 6 months as opposed to 90 days?
>>41094776Double the distilled lifeforce, like charging a battery for 30 mins compared to 15Still nowhere close to being full, but much better
day 15.I'm holding on to it through sheer willpower. I wish I could hear the demons and astral parasites scream in pain.
