ITT: Uninteresting and usual stuff that's happening on the boards you visit (occasionally AKA as the blog thread)Real happenings go on>>>/bant/happeningsPrevious thread: >>24926142https://archive.palanq.win/bant/thread/24926142/#24926142
First for Matt is a pornographer
loosh farming is forbidden
QAD, stop crying out in pain on /hap/. I know you're getting your shit pushed in, but your whining doesn't belong on that thread. Please keep your personal drama here. Thank you.
>>24944331Orange Juice
doggy
ID check
Is the ghost lady okay?
>>24944331Silence 67 pedophile, you don't get a say in the matter.
>>24944745>hurr durr durr durbles hurpityDie nigger.
dead hopefully
>Leto shows up mask off>is told to fuck off>ND (who is definitely not Leto whatsoever) magically appears to tell the fucker off to fuck off. Things that make you think. Sorry you're an asshurt faggot David. Maybe try getting a job or taking a bath. >inb4 niggerborg/ai script nonsense here.
>>24944772Yes, you are a niggerborg. Get clamped.
>>24944772So ND Is into little kids, huh
>>24944793If you would consider 18-20yos "little kids", then yes.
I scrappa da niggerborgs for da parts
I've sexted quite a few 18-20yo girls over the past few years, but I don't know if any sane person would call them "little kids".
There is a spiritual war in /nah/.
>>24944793I mean, even outside of the whole "He's just Leto" thing,.its kind of obvious with how much he talks about wanting dominate and kill children, and tries to act all cool, tough and scary in front of what he thinks and claims are children. However he's just a lazy Leto alt, so of course he's into little kids.
>>24944464She lives on in our memories. . .
>>24944828The youngest I'll go is 18 0m 0d 0h 0m 1s. I'm not a pedonigger, if you wanna have a conversation with a pedo then talk to Simon Saliva.
>>24944834Yawn. Sure w/e leto.
>>24944840Nigger Borg.
>>24944815There is no salvation for a containment thread.
>>24944834You’d probably go younger, be honest.
/nah/ is a Satanic thread. Anti-Satanists, get out.
Can you guys move the discord chat to the /hap/ thread was was made to contain it?>>24931851
Like a fatass I ended my fast early at my partner’s demands for me to eat. Incredible job, me
>>24945537YOU? YOU of all people have a partner? Fucking lmao.
Funny joke. You have a lot of potential in comedy, you're gonna go far kid.
Today's fortune:>>>/s4s/13167463What does that even mean?>>24945537>Like a fatass I ended my fast early at my partner’s demandsI hope it is clear the person is just worried about you. Tell the person to at least give you small portions. You should try Greek Non-Fat plain Yoghurt. Don't neglect your little good bacteria. You will regret it. >partnerCode word for gay.>Incredible job, meGood job! Eating is harder than fasting because of all that shame. But look at it as a treating yourself day. Little small cheat day. You ate, and that is good enough. Next day fast, next day eat. Stay away from that energy drink poison. Get some Green Tea, rich in antioxidants and a natural source of caffeine. Get a cute tea set. My is a little ceremonial pufferfish and koi fish set.
>>24945589Hey flaghop.BLOW YOUR BALLS OFF
>>24945557An alien concept to you, I’m sure. U mad?
>>24945604I have a wife. Blow your nards off.
>>24945593That's my wife
>>24945614Put a Smith and Wesson .357 Magnum in your pants and pull the trigger.
>>24945589You’re right, the shame and such doesn’t go away so easy but it beats being lightheaded and dizzy all the time from starving.
>>24945589That fortune means disappointment.!Oyuki/8em.'s fortune: Very Bad Luck
>>24945610>I have a wife.Now THAT’S funny
>>24945632Put a gun in your pants and pull the trigger.
>>24945636pfft
>>24945593Oh, you! Behave! Not in front of the children....And shame on you! You have a wife. What would she say to you if she ever caught you in a fling with a transvestite. >>24945614To the corner, you.
>>24946025Put a .357 in your pants and let it rip. Also what the fuck are you talking about? Transvestite?
>>24946025>And shame on you! You have a wife.I do. Does that make you angry?
And yet the hunt for Simon Salva continues. He still hasn't made a fucking peep in months. I wonder if he's waiting for something to happen, maybe for a certain piece of the puzzle to fall into place.
>>24946042It actually makes me want you more. You must be virile with all that testosterone tantrum. Is your wife just not pleasing you enough? I want babies, but unfortunately I cannot have any of my own. That does not mean I would not like to pretend as if I could. As my role as the Valide-Sultan, it is my duty to please the man. >>24946085Okey, you just absolutely killed it for me. I hope your wife has an escape plan and a good lawyer in the works.
Ah I'm not really focused on Simon Spiggerborg right now, I care a lot more about Arc. If you're interested in preserving whatever integrity this pair of generals has left then you should probably keep a close eye on him, and pay attention to where he moves around.
>>24946095>Valide-Sultanodd title
>>24946085>>24946111shifty little vandal
I know Arc is watching this general right now, and I want to send a very clear message to him:The fucking moment you show your ugly ass face on this site again, I will be watching you, and I will come to lay down the law like any good vigilante shit smasher upper. That is not a threat, that is a promise. There is absolutely no way for you to slow down the development of the Firechief toolkit, and there is no way you can stop the red piece from moving further down the board. And if you try to strike me down you will regret it sorely. And by the time you realize you have made a grave mistake in fucking with me, it will be too late.You do know I'm only here because of you specifically? I'm pretty sure by now, you do know that. I have reiterated it many times.I have put the fear of God in people before and I will do it again. Do not test me.
I suppose an ankle leg area wound update. I opened the bandage up and.....it is so much worse than I expected. God, the amount of blood.....it was still bleeding too when I unwrapped. The blood bound to the gauze way too tightly. I am really afraid to remove, but I have to disinfect it....I really dont know how deep the wound is...To be honest....I had hope he would at least have given me some kind of harm reduction advice. Honestly, the hell is a doctor going to do?>>24946147It sounded a lot more imposing and grand. Lady of the House sounds more inviting and warm to children.
>>24946256Valide-Sultan is a title for mothers. Why don't you want to invite people into your life?
>>24946273It is not very polite to ask people such heavy questions. Well....it is complicated, okey.Look what happened when I did. I...I...I told him I just wasnt ready, I wanted to get to know him first, I just....I didnt feel ready and I didnt know how to control my emotions in just an abstract and cerebral long-distance online relationship. I felt pressured, I felt like if I had not said yes he would have left me. I cannot forget all those things he would just toss about himself. If I could just look at his eyes, and read his body language, if only I could have heard is voice....it would have been different. I really thought he was different and I did feel relaxed and safe with him. Now, I am just too afraid to be around others. At least here, there is always a distance between users. I felt that dopamine withdrawal, it was so intense, jesus christ. Have I never produces so much in my entire life? I know what I did was wrong. But the fact he knew this aspect of himself...why did he even keep pressing me to be in a relationship in the first place if he knew it would have never worked out to begin with? Honestly, it was my fault for just not deleting the account right after that. It could have at least spared me the absolute shame that I displayed in front of him. All those hurtful words I said. I wanted him...I wanted him to feel the pain I felt. But the fact....the fact that he just....fuck never mind. Each day it grows closer to apathy. I keep replaying the things he would say, that one night he finally shared a side of himself. I wanted to learn so much about him. I wanted to know everything about him. From the cadence of his voice to the sound of his foot steps at night. My emotions come surging back desperate to relive that sort of intimate connection. I want to feel that close intimate feeling, I want.....I want to just shut up and forget it. But I simply cannot forget people like him. When I least expect it....it haunts me...
No one fucking cares.Stop shitting up the thread with your gay Discord drama.
There was a love squabble just like this a few years ago on /bant/. In a general chatroom too. We mocked him and it was really funny to see. Now, I understand his pain. I would read his post and he had an interesting background. He posted a few months ago, actually. I brought up the discord drama. He has happily moved on and he has a more or less secure future. I hope he is doing, okey. Just like many returning /bant/ers, he is so disenchanted with the state of the board and just how boring it is.
>>24946342The ghost is haunted by memories?>>24946345see >>24945205
Blegh. Look at me recursively loop around in the past. I was young then and I am maturing for the future. All this means is that I will be a better lover for the next. >>24946256Young retard. Look at yourself being so foolish. You only live once. >>24946273Shush now, IdleAnon. The ghost wants to watch her Oriental Programmes. Go back to playing Hoop and Stick, Jacks, or whatever the younglings do these days.
womanyou make me take care of these assorted retards.
>24945175>WOO ID
>>24946383>maturingaged bitch
>>24945636Surely your “wife” was desperate for a schizo asocial freak like you in her life, huh?
>>24946383>IdleAnonWhy do you call me that?
>>24946492Put a .357 Magnum in your pants and let it rip.
>>24946503Why are you thinking about what should be in other people’s pants? I thought a husband’s supposed to be faithful towards his wife? Whore
>>24946540You own a gun? If so put the business end against your scrotum and let it rip.
Good night, /nah/. I'll see you in my dreams.
Night 67 ID.
>>24944833memory is a fickle thing.
>>24945632>>24946492>>24946540DNI with the Leto prop. ND is half AI chat bot half human operator when Leto gets personally butt hurt. Nothing the AI says is true, nothing about its lore is accurate, and was made/dynamically changes based on a specific inverse profile. Kind of like Man Spider, to Spiderman. You can tell when its chat bot, and when its Human, because the chatbot repeats from script and lore Bible, while following the predictable pattern, whereas the Human dynamically changes on the fly. The Human operator only shows up when Leto is around. Again, DNI and log all instances of ND posting as Leto sightings, of which, a list is being compiled, which is taking a while, to be put into the Leto thread on Kiwifarms.
>>24947230Denounce Arc right now. I dare you.
I wonder if you want to talk about Firechief or anything like that. You know development is not going to decelerate or halt any time soon, correct? I wonder if that's what you're scared about. Especially since the existence of such a toolkit has only recently been made into public knowledge.Do you seriously think that I am some random gullible bumbling idiot? You're dead wrong. And you are so unbelievably childish in how you think and how you perceive situations, it's almost like you're a cartoon character. I don't want to sugarcoat or hedge or qualify it, you are dumber than a pile of rocks. You have the cognitive ability of an amoeba.And don't act like you don't have some skeletons in your closet yourself. I'm far better at this than you think, we can go as far as you want you little sucker.
>>24947274Sure. Never had anything to do with him in the first place. I denounce Arc, and I dont care what happens to him, or your beef/spat with him. Now onto you. Youre typically asleep at this time, you sleep from 2330 to around 0530-0630 with some variation here and there, this is regular clockwork on weekdays and weekends, during weekdays you don't post from 0730 to about 1400-1500, on weekends you post nonstop. Inferring a normal work/school schedule, however youre up late tonight, because the sector you work in or, school is off today due to Labor Day, which is a federal holiday, so youre treating today as an extended holiday. This tells us something neat, you don't work service, because they don't care. You aren't unemployed/retired because you wouldnt have a religious pattern, unless it was scripted to do so. But you arent on call work as well, so law enforcement, online administrator and technician are off the table because those are on call interruptive schedules. Your posting pattern does not infer that. It infers that you are a student, or a normal office worker, who is low on the totem pole socially which is why you are mean to people online because you are treated like a pariah in real life. Or at least, you give the very good illusion of said things, as is your lore Bible and program goes, since I don't know if I am talking to the chatbot or the Human operator atm. I'll know depending on your response, its timing, and if it is dynamic or static depending on the context of this reply.
>>24947364I really don't care about what your dumb delusional brain thinks of me. Also another pipeleak, I see.....The Alastor poster WHO IS TOTALLY NOT YOU did this autistic garbage too. Yet you say you aren't him? That's very curious.Now that I know full well you are one and the same, I would like to bring something possibly already familiar to your attention.
But really, keep leaking those fucking pipes Mr. Amateur Plumber on Drugs. No, really. I'd like to see where it takes me. Wouldn't bring me any closer to accomplishing my ultimate goal, but it would potentially provide some useful information that could serve a fair amount of future utility.
I have noticed one thing from you that sticks out to me. You seem to have this strange worship of your own idiosyncratic understanding of the world around you and especially of how human social dynamics function. I think that makes you quite susceptible to saying retarded shit like this that only serves to make a fool out of yourself and to entertain me.In other words you are a schizo.
>>24947386>>24947404>>24947448Ah, Chatbot response. Kay.
>>>/tv/223038424>>>/tv/223038455I watched this when I was like 12 or 13. What did that make me?
>>>/tv/223037414I tried the Steak and Ale one. Too salty.Euro version of Kitchen Nightmares is so much better. I cannot fucking stand that fucking dramatic and confrontational music and editing in the American version.
>>>/tv/223035475Omg shit you can just hear without sound. Duck Doooodgers of the 24 and a half centurrrrrrrrrryyyyyyyyyyyyy~~~~>>>/tv/223030851>>>/tv/223036079I guess I will sleep with a smile tonight. /tv/ always gets a chuckle out of me.
>>>/tv/223038540Mega Mondo Giga Hyper Cringe.>>>/tv/223038679I gave Notes from the Underground a reread like 2 years ago. That little mouse analogy really set an impression me. I have actually been thinking about reading it for a third time. Honestly....I feel like that mouse ramming my head against the wall for that peculiar profit.I really need to get a handle on things. Oh, yeah. I read Crime and Punishment too, but that was like......fuck I was like 16 or 17. There is a really weird PBS, I think? Psuedo Adaptation of it. It doesnt quite capture the story accurately, but it has some elements from it. Quite odd. Sometimes I look back and really wish I could relive my teen years, but....truly reflecting, I never really had many choices and I was just so smothered and limited by circumstances outside of my power. Makes me think of other teens like me out there that are just so unrecognised and unnoticed.
>>24946111>>24946085[purposefully throws a monkey wrench at your head and the muddy the waters of your script] There is a normal Simon Salva, the guy with the secure tripcode !!h4wpIXR3ZRV and then the skinwalking orbiter one with the tripcode !tMhYkwTORI Secure (Actual fella) https://archive.palanq.win/bant/search/tripcode/%21%21h4wpIXR3ZRV/Unsecure skinwalker (he can't crack 4chan salt) https://archive.palanq.win/bant/search/tripcode/%21tMhYkwTORIThe skinwalker tripcode password is #ihsv, which was revealed here by the skinwalker in /hap/ https://archive.palanq.win/bant/thread/24928405/#q24929629 Tested here by anotherhttps://archive.palanq.win/bant/thread/24928405/#q24930204Reiterated at this post. Tori Salva is just ND doing faggot stuff against actual Salva. Some of these greatest hits can be found here, that we seek leaking over into current persona. https://archive.palanq.win/bant/thread/23067869/#23071822https://archive.palanq.win/bant/thread/22929707/#22930788https://archive.palanq.win/bant/thread/22929707/#22929718The latter two being Blacked, Spaded BBC worship nonsense. More greatest hits herehttps://desuarchive.org/_/search/tripcode/%21tMhYkwTORI/page/1/Simply put, the secure Salva is just another random that ND/Redflancakes/Keterbot got butthurt about to skinwalk over, utilizing an unsecure tripcode version of him. ND-->Redflancakeshttps://archive.palanq.win/bant/thread/23462031/#23484184Redflancakes --> Keterbothttps://desuarchive.org/mu/thread/128052641/#128055457Keterbot--> Simon Salva (Tori edition) https://desuarchive.org/mu/thread/128052641/#128055457https://desuarchive.org/his/thread/17958505/#q17960191 https://desuarchive.org/his/thread/17958505/#q17960197
>>24947663Brief history on Simon Salva: /his/ Shitposter shits on pagans, one BBC Jewish coded pagan, ND/Redflancakes/Keterbot gets offended and hard cracks his trip, skinwalks as him to own the Christians, using same porn images as ND. Salva switches his unsecure Tori tripcode used from up to that point to an secure tripcode !!h4wpIXR3ZRV which angers Jewish BBC pagan to find the real Simon, while still skinwalking the previous account, while also being Keterbot, Redflancakes, and eventually ND. Also put in the wrong #tripcode before, I put in irhv, instead of ihsv, this has been corrected. Another fun greatest hit by the Tori Skinwalkerhttps://desuarchive.org/his/thread/17903709/#q17903887Reveals ANOTHER secure tripcode!!9zfcclmmPlH from username Big Bongus. Which is a Romanian posterhttps://desuarchive.org/_/search/tripcode/%20%21%219zfcclmmPlH%20/https://archive.palanq.win/_/search/tripcode/%21%219zfcclmmPlH%20/A poster who posts in /vp/ and /int/ Some greatest hits from Big Bongus (Still all ND btw) https://desuarchive.org/int/thread/224379924/#224381108 Cringe OC's and shit art. (Why he was on /i/ following Matt as Keterbot) https://desuarchive.org/trash/thread/81086483/#81110417BBC coded and an Asuka fag. This faggotry has been going on for a very long while, and while the unsecure tripcode of Tori Salva has been cracked for awhile, I cannot say ND > Big Bongus, mostly because Big Bongus is a strict Romanian poster, whereas ND is a strict US one, the skinwalking remains, the obsession remains, and it's Swinny coded due to BBC orbiting, /vp/ orbiting, ironic gooner, and for their known Romanian poster. It is also known for its fascination with Leto, because Swinny is just an offshoot of the Sharty, but very much into CSAM, Baby gore, tool assisted doxing databases, and fucking with people online that make them mad.Some Swinnyfags are involved with 764/NLM current branches as well like Coswork16tldr; it's Swinny shit.
>>24947714Brief history of the Swinny/Swedish win. Basedsphere splinter that arose when Doll took over the Sharty and banned raids and doxing due to legal issues. The users that would become the Swinny userbase weren't happy with that, so they made their own sharty that specifcially organized around raiding and doxing, this is the part of the basedsphere that created the Doxing AI, and the Doxing database utilized by the Basedsphere. Some other notable things with the Swinny is that one of their users was a poster known as Mr Mohn who decapitated his father on livestream, and Swinnyposters immediately made jaks of the event 2 minutes after it happened. the nazi sylveon edits, antitrans sylveon stuff, (which is epic btw) and being involved with various 764/NLM events. Their biggest user of ntoe, outside of Mohn, which was a Swedish poster arrested for stabbing someone for 764. The Swinny still exists as a shell of its former self, mostly just orbiting superior circles to gain relevance to its DNB website, however noone really uses it or thinks it interesting in the slightest and sees it as Discord garbage, which to be fair, it always Discord garbage with SNCA. Not sure what their obsession with /vp/ was, but hey whatever. Their only relevance in the present is attempting to latch onto Leto, (which they have done) and trying to latch onto the Edgesphere via T.A.K/764, Skibidifarms various incarnations, to the point where they tried to have Leto revive a portion of SF. Leto on the other hand, is no stranger to such things, as he was a dev/moderator of Fella Farms, which was an iteration of Skibidi farms. Yes, it is very much connected, and it is all very much cringe, gay, unc and brown as fuck. Literally, none of the people you will deal or speak with in those circles are white, and none of them are sincere people. They are all faggots acting tough on the internet, and some of them are clever about tech, but really shitty with it (vibe code) because brown.
>>24947748To make things even clearer: ND is a swinny cuck, has been for awhile. ND has gone by Redflancakes, Keterbot, Simon Salva tMhYkwTORI (skinwalk): possibly Big Bungus. Simon Salva (actual) has gone by !!h4wplXR3ZRV (latest) previously !tMhYkwTORI, possibly Big Bungus, as is also most likely a Swinny cuck. The reason Leto is involved is because Swinnycucks are in bed with Leto atm because "haha, funny CP fur man, just like the good ol' days." and they are the ones currently supporting him in his Sharty ecker, giving him money for other things, and also tried to get him to host another SF/Edgesphere thing because they are third world browns with internet access. ND very much included in that, when his Shapes LLC chatbot isn't running.
>>24944331/hap/ is not realit's /4ht/ - 4chan happenings thread.
>>24947548The American Kitchen Nightmares is meant to showcase the angry chef persona Gordie cultivated. Now eat your food.
>>24947663Why is this tripcode different?
>>24948352I accidentially put in irhv instead of ihsv; I'll show that here and the next post. This is irhv which results in minqhlaHdU as it did there.
>>24948352>>24948417And this is ihsv which results in tMhYkwTORI; it was a keyboard stroke error on my initial post. A minor spelling error if you will.
Anyone else get recommended goblin pussy by youtube? Just me? https://youtu.be/4YP78ZiDMK4
>>24948889Only you...
I had a paragraph of garbage to say. But it was eaten by the void. I dont have much to say. Other than the wound has been bleeding this entire time. I just removed the gauze and blood poured. It's no use fibbing....I will think about telling them. >>>/s4s/13168570I dont believe these things anymore. Yesterday wasnt that disappointing of a day. I mean, a downcast sort of day, but it wasnt bad. The godly luck is that I didnt strike a nerve or touch a tendon. >>24948340I saw freaking Beef Wellington balls, wtf lamao!!!THAT!!! If I see it sold on sale, I am gonna buy it, and post it on /ck/ with my feet resting right next to it on the table. I am a fucking whore and I know it. I am going to full-send it.
Pretty confident I can drive now. Going to the "Human Zoo" aka Walmart. Closes place I can buy cheap medical supplies.If I see the Beef Wellington Balls, I am gonna buy it. Aldoe, those Krab Kakes lookg really good. I really wanna visit Maryland and try real crab cakes. Man, I wanna visit New York so bad and take pictures of the cities and building. Fuck, I wanna document their infrastructure and seal the spirit of New York for future references. Chicago, I need to go to Chicago too. I think about Texas sometimes, like, no joke, King of the Hill made me wanna visit Texas. Besides Texans being utter cock sucking fucking and Lone Star Sissies, I know fuck all about the state besides, "Remembuh duh Alliemooooeee" Fuck, what kinna food do they have besides that dogshit TexMex.
>>24949068Texas has barbecue, southern food, and Dr. Pepper. You should visit the suburbs of Dallas if you want the KOTH experience.>>24948417>>24948423Okay, happy accident.
Texas is also the land of 764.
>>24948947Goblin pussy isn't worth 800$ anyways
>>24949718You look like you fuck imps.
>>24949779Imps aren't real and fucking anything that crawled out the nine hells would burn.
>>24949821Imps ARE real, and the burn is a positive quality.
>>24947748>entire soishit empire is underages emulating horrible people in order to put on a edgy personachecks outfucking future convicts factory of the now present doomed future
>>24949853You should easily be able to provide 1 proofs of imps being real then.
>>24949879There's an imp behind you right now.
>>24949947Cats don't count
>>24949947please do not equate cats to impsthey are bored agents of entropy and chaos that deserve affection
Wound Update: Properly mended and it doesn't look like it is worth bringing up to a doctor. I feel a bit at ease. >>24949005>Godly LuckI found a free flippin' bike right after I picked up my order. I thought my luck was really down in the dumps because I VISITED SECHS DIFFERENT GROCERY STORES and could not find an interesting Gordon Ramsay frozen meal. Sorry for bad mouthing your show Ramsay. I swear, I love cooking shows and I used wake up at 5 in the morning and binge watch your shows before school.>>24949222>Texas has barbecueGross, I hate American barbecue, but I am still open to trying it. Just not a fan of molases and katsup. I have heard that Memphis is the Meccah of BBC....I MEAN BBQ! Serious question, do I get barbecue made by the "Whites" or the "Blacks?" I know they have their own style. >southern foodHate deep-fried food. >Dr. PepperGet that swill away from me. Give me a Kombucha instead. >You should visit the suburbs of Dallas if you want the KOTH experience.I just might. I want to visit different states and document their geography, cities, culture, and people down to the most mundane detail. I want to leave the state as if I lived there for years myself. Is Dallas really the best place to visit? I am very serious. I am gonna visit Louisiana next year because I have relatives over there. I want Texas to be the first state where I am all alone to my own devices. I want to know what it truly feels like to be Alone and Forsaken. >>24949227I thought that was sum kinna beer. Wtf.....
>>24950014Brisket and sausage don't use sweet sauce. That would be your "White" barbecue (taste the meat) while "Black" barbecue would be sweet barbecue.>I thought that was sum kinna beerIt's macrobrew over in Texas. 764 beer wouldn't be good.If you want to be alone, go to El Paso.
>>24949977Unironically ask the witches and demoniacs here to summon an imp succubus for you.>24950013 <- (witch)this guy knows
>>24950156But we don't have any witches here. At best we've got a couple of heartbroken and depressed people with some hyper-specialized autistic people steering the ship.
>>24950237All tripfags are magic users. You just have to believe.
>>24950237nope no witches herewitch free space
This is the last battleground.
>>24950253I'll believe it when I see it. >>24950261Do a spell
>>>/ck/22190631Feedback received. I gotta admit, I had a hard time finding a good perspective and coming up with a scene. Next time, I will make it little more demure and sultry. Seems like a real challenge though....I mean, how do you do that with feet? I had the idea of maybe buying an ankle ribbon and painting my nails. I like pastel colours. Thinking of Emerald, dunno. But the Sega Saturn ain't a toy. It is an escape to another world, a second life. You wouldn't understand. >>24950253>All tripfags are magic users.I feed off the emotion, thoughts and attention of others. I devour souls. But I am very finicky and selective about the taste. Never really been into the occult. The most esoteric weird shit I know is just dreams and sleep.
>>24950274you will think about this postseemingly at randomin the near futureand not know why
>>24950276he posted a DIFFERENT IMAGEFOLKS IT'S HAPPENINGMOM BRING THE CAMERA
>>24950289Delayed hex magic designed to ruin the psyche of an unwilling anon. Very devious.
you will think about this postseemingly at randomin the near futureas you shove your bad dragon dildoup your assand not know why >do i sound deep and mysterious
>>24950276>The most esoteric weird shit I know is just dreams and sleep.How do you dream and sleep? Is it easy for ghosts to dream?
>>24950306i also do blessings in the form of hexes and baloon animals
Your brain has the capacity to generate worlds without limit. The only boundary is the imagination. It can conjure places that never existed, voices that have never been spoken, and form faces from simple emotion.Is it easy for ghost to dream? I like to say that the ghost is the dream made manifest. A fragment of a soul separated from the whole structure from a long deceased body that has festered into its own construct like a starfish. Hmmm.....a dream and a nightmare....a nightmare operates on the same machinery as a dream. Besides connotation and definition, what can make a nightmare distinct from a dream? Emotion? Instinct? Autonomic Arousal? Neuromodulation? Have you ever awoken to a nice dream? A dream that had you relived happy moments, but then....when you wake up...this feeling melancholy begins to grip your chest and eyes and you begin to cry. Was it a nightmare? What if later in the day, you no longer interpret it as a nice dream anymore? Worse yet, what if you dream of something you wish you had only to wake up? A form of pure evil is making you feel good and passively hurting others. Prolly just tripping myself in circles.
>>>/ck/22184510I went to SECHS different Grocerystores and none of them had a Hot Bar. It is mostly those gross fridge sandwiches or nasty cold meals. Dammit, I am so jealous. I guess there are those Mexican Markets but they are too far from the college and I hate Mexican food. God, so gross. The only market I know of that has Hot Bar food stuff that gets cycled are those Amazon stores. But I aint driven to the gentrified metropolitan fo dat shit. Nuh, uh. I suffer. God, no one suffers like I do. Suffering? You really wanna talk to the embodiment of suffering? Wait....where are you going!!! DONT GOOOOOO. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!I SUUUUUUUFFFFFFEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRR!!!!
Omg....I forgot to take my meds this morning.....I even gotta up the dose this week [docs instructions].
Wait, this made me think.>>24950237>a couple of heartbroken...[people]Matteo might have an eating disorder, but he is happy with his partner. ND? I mean, he seems to be happy with is wife, but is the wife happy? That is the question.>depressed peopleFutureKike eats like a divorced father and works a depressing job. But the fella is somehow happy. >hyper-specialized autistic people steering the ship.Don't talk smack about IdolAnon. He just likes to sit at the dugout and make passing comments. Stop projecting.
>>24950334I'll take one balloon please >>24950705How long are you going to keep malding? Is this a forever larp now? Stop acting so childish.
>>24950544Take your meds.>>24950705They're all witches in disguise. You have to be initiated into the grand /nah/.
>>24950751>How long are you going to keep malding?Until I go bald.>Is this a forever larp now?Eh, I kinna need an elaboration on that. What exactly is the LARP? Ugh, I dont know anymore....fuck, I dont know. Could you just talk to me. If you didnt just dump and leave me to just get so confused and frenzied I wouldnt have acted out so much. I just want to make sense of my thoughts. I dont know. Ugh....you have no idea just how scared I am saying this....>Stop acting so childish.So, does that mean you were with a child? That would make you a paedofile. But, could you touch me again....acht. I just cannot help but cope with shitty humour. Dont take that too serious.
>>24950751obese thing that generates pavlovian thoughts you didn't want
>>24950843https://archived.moe/bant/thread/24858161/#24871992>if they hurt themselves for real then they're a complete BPD emotional black holeHaven't you been blogging here about stabbing yourself for the past couple of days? If you're genuinely struggling that badly, then you need to talk to someone who can actually help you with that, not me.The best thing you can do at this point is forget about me and move on with your life. I genuinely hope you get yourself into a better place, but I'm not going to keep participating in this.>>24950857Thats a boob
>>24950914did i discovered the new rorsach test by gently messing with people?
>>24950936I think you'll need more shapes for that. Otherwise they'll just all look like boobs.
>>24950970>causes you frustration for no obvious reason
>>24950983hyperinflated duck
>>24950989inflation?knot expecting that but should have*jots shit down on paperless clipboard littered with scribbles*
>>24951005Some kind of butt stuff
>>24950914>complete BPD emotional black holeIs that what you really just think of me? I have much more to say, but my noisiness will just be met with deaf ears.>Haven't you been blogging here about stabbing yourself for the past couple of days?This isn't a larp. And it wasn't my intention either. Ugh, it just slid in there. That is all that will be said.>If you're genuinely struggling that badly, then you need to talk to someone who can actually help you with that, not me.I really do not know who to talk about this at all. The only person I can think of is my dad. But he has had enough of my confusion. He knows something is up, but I just do not want to dump this on him. His heart just cannot handle it anymore. I was so close to telling my therapist about it, but I have seriously awful experience with them once I open up. They just do not understand me and I just do not see them as....people. I do not want to go back to the hospital. I just do not. I t will do so much more harm than anything else.>The best thing you can do at this point is forget about me and move on with your lifeI really try. I really do, but my mind just betrays me so much. I don't know why it just keeps replaying events and certain moments where you finally opened up. I don't know what is wrong with me. I want it to end already. I just, I don't know why you just kept insisting we be a "thing" if you knew that part of yourself. I just know you absolutely knew I was not ready. Not only did I give you hints, but I am pretty sure I explicitly told you. At this point, if I say anymore, you will just interpret it as attacking and manipulation. I am just an attention whore, right. Another freak to add to your book of stories. I didn't want any of this. I just liked talking to you. For whatever reason, my stupid mind just kept telling me you were different and maybe I could have been understood.
>>24950914>I'm not going to keep participating in this.Yeah, I understand. I just wanted some kind of stupid closure or something. You know I don't know what I wanted.
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>>24951144Nipple piercing
>>24951165starting to think you think about s*x alot
>>24951317Only sometimes 3 obese teletubbies pressing their full bellies together
>>24944267We know you are a toosh farmer.
Good night, ghost lady and witches of /nah/.>>24951377The witch is trying to give you a balloon fetish.>>24951385???
Mmm. Pancake time. Nice to see happy and normal chat in /nah/ rather than fighting. This makes me a happy.
