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>>42305967Yes
>feels good
>>42306101start dermarolling + minox now. chinstrap's not doing you any favors.
>>42306101Nice sonicchu shirt
morning homos
> Be me. Mentally ill tranny.> I thought I was in a better place, but I never stopped being weird under the surface. I should have tackled the root issues.> Meet racist bpd tranner> Instantly something I can only describe as a prey drive takes me.> I used to feel this way as a kid, but this is a long forgotten memory. It feels incredible on an animal level.> Start looking into her online presence, find out where she lives (surprisingly well hidden online presence, but not good enough).> Fantasize about how I'll kidnap her and torture her for fun. Don't want to kill her by accident so I think of ways to mess with her head.> Genuinely want to do it and start making plans. Depression lightens significantly. I'm planning YEARS in advance, I NEVER do that.> Start documenting her mental state and things like her fears. It's not even 70% accurate yet but it's getting there.> Guilt and dysphoria keeps me from thinking about sexual elements (rape is malebrained, anon!), but they're obviously there. I think it's more of a control thing though.> Don't feel bad about any of it except for the sexual bits. Her racism just makes it so easy to glaze over in my head. Bad person.I don't want to be a bad person but this is the only thing that makes me actually happy. Please god tell me there's hope for me. I feel like a crack addict relapsing. She's also incredibly cute too. In a way that makes me Want. To. Hurt. Her. Nobody has made me feel this way since I was a teenager. What do I do besides rope? I'm not completely monstrous, I swear. It's just this BUG in my brain. What do I do??Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42306274buddy, you can't even spell satellite, that's not very scary and reads more lispy angry fat nerd. I'm going to be actively more of a bad person just to spite you from this day forward
>>42306283based ily
>>42306246Smart decision making, but anyone with enough prep time and resources could get around it. Keep in mind, an attacker could be someone you're close to. Do you keep your gun on you when you're butt ass naked? Of course you can make your chances better, but you can't eliminate danger entirely, and it's always better to stay alert. You know those stories of people reading someone's diary and acting like their perfect partner to woo them? Imagine if that was someone who wanted to hurt you.>>42306257As with above, "private" is a relative term. Nobody is above being stalked. You all need to stay safe especially in our day and age. I could just as easily be a chud with a rifle and 10000 hours on the range, a fed with disposable time and even more disposable money, or someone you're thinking of marrying. Always stay alert. If you don't think it could happen to you, that makes it even more dangerous.
>>42306314only people who give af about being alive would care
>>42306314what made you want to target this bpd racist girl? describe her. i'm curious now
It’s been 9 months and in the beginning, the thought of stopping HRT was scary because of how much progress I made over the years but as time has passed, I’m now developing an urge or feelings again that I felt before I started HRT; that are happening now. I need to know if this is possible to avoid and escape. I have Jesus in my life, I pray everyday, and I don’t present feminine anymore, I deleted all platforms that encourage femininity and influence, and i dropped supporting friends about it. If you have any supplements, strategies, sources, or anything that can help me rid of these feelings permanently.. I would be very grateful.
>>42306201TRVTH NVKE
>>42306026You are making a grave mistake. These aspects of your life are not as incompatible as you've been led to believe. You should accept who you really are
>>42306188I feel afraid to read the Bible sometimes because of what I might find>>42306201I’m not sure I understand what this means?>>42306242The biggest speed bump in this is understanding if I’m really a woman or not.. it just doesn’t sound believable in my mind and I don’t know why :/
>>42306291girl its not that deep. "am i a woman" do you want to go bald or grow boobs
>>42306311
>een on hormones since pre pandemic and I've managed to lose all my other hard musculature EXCEPT THIS!! Even my legs used to be all sinewy until I started working them out & they actually ended up looking better and more typically female (different fat distribution and muscle) but this just sticks around no matter what. It's become my main problem and it makes me bulky even with decent hips. Any advice?
>>42306199That's the thing though, my hips have improved a bit and I've gained a decent amount of fat but the muscle in that area still sort of bulges out. Do I need to gain even more fat?
>>42306176post photo please.
>>42306176potentially botox?
>>42306176My advice is stop making yourself weaker. Women in rural regions and women in the past were strong because they basically worked as slaves and yes; I mean SLAVES. Like house slave shit. They did everything.Rural areas women just do a lot of work today anyway.Its pretty privileged to be this focused on your body when its not something more integral like your genitals. You don't need this kind of "dysphoria" because its not dysphoria, its dysmorphia. Dysmorphia us not solved this way. Its solved by either finding a way past it in your mind on your own or seeing a therapist who will help you get over it
>>42306176>scrolling 4chins while stretching>noticed that Adonis belt >pure body worship, want to kiss those muscles, moisturize them, sculpt themFuck these guys are hot
everyone take the bingo. also i'm not a newfag but i have no clue what ase is tell me
>>42304483bingo
>>42304483i manmoded my first year so you woulda got me but not anymore
>>42304573>volumizer before blowouttrust me
>>42306206>18 is lateshit>t. lateshit
>>42304483Lul I'm the most normal from here. Dafuq am I even doing here.
You know the format.Include your tag.This thread is for making friends, and is not a general discussion thread.
>>42303854I'm into math but analysis is black magic to me. I'm more into logic and algebra desu.
>asl23, mtf, us ne>interestshistory, politics, marxist stuff, outdoors, backpacking, hoi4, vic 3, hell let loose, roblox, civ 6, philosophy, weed, music, movies, tv shows (the pitt season 2 is pretty good, i'm 1 ep in)>looking fordesu really looking for someone to play cs 2 with im gold nova 1 so im pretty bad, or ppl near me>not looking fornazis>disciktomia
>>42304012nta but I like a lot of Japanese math rock, what's your asl or post maybe you can rec me more that isn't jp
>ASL37/M/US>InterestsThe Cure, Cocteau Twins, Slowdive, The Smashing Pumpkins, Duster, The Chameleons, Deftones, Yo La Tengo, Low, Spiritualized, honeydip>Looking ForMusic>Not Looking ForVC>Discordof.nadwy>>42305798You can add me, if you like. I can send you non Japanese math rock next time that I'm online, but I'm going to bed now.
>>42285331you are almost exactly like me but a european, creepy. what i want and look for, what i like, body descrip, age. i almost wonder how we would get along if we met under mutual circumstances, alas that will never happen.
blood type: faggot editionqott: do people know you as a straight guy, or do they know something is fruity about you?prev - >>42293064
>>42305968>goooood if its soo good why am i not eating mcdonalds right now
>>42306263i swear i’m gonna have to start filtering “:^”
why? i'm a woman just like you! :^?
women don't look like mr. moder ;^)
>>42306277filtering is mean
Who's the best fictional trans character?
None they are all damaging to our optics. If you want a nonserious answer: the pew pew chick from gen zed
i feel like togata from firepunch is the only character that i know of that has actual dysphoria in a non-trans story
BUUUUB can you reach out to me 404 exploded and i miss yuo, i hope you'r alive and well
here. I don't know what you're talking about
How are there trannies who work decent office jobs and make six figures and have 401ks and a nice house and a nice car and have surgeries on a whim without ever having to consider doing sex work and stuff? Meanwhile me who dropped out of HS and did service jobs until mom pulled some strings to get me into a school that helped me get a nail tech license for cheap just to end up making less in tips than a cis woman for the same amount of work and skill. I can barely afford to live on my own and my car is literally about to die any moment now and I'm really scared you know? I don't even have health insurance and stuff is expensive enough already. I don't have what it takes to do sex work despite literally every single one of my trans friends doing some sort of sex work and encouraging me to do it. I don't want to disvovle into a kid and move back in with mom's again. She's such a busy body and picks on every thing. I don't know guys I just don't
UhhHave wealthy parents that pay for my autistic engineering degreeGet a job somewhere
>>42302198stop repping
this is just a thread full of peoples survivorship bias>yeah yeah my life sucked and then i somehow changed it all around and now i make 100k+ a year and im a passoid, wait what do you mean i make more money than 90% of people currently alive? i totally did this all by myself
>>42302450have you considered pursuing higher education, networking with others in your field of choice, dedicating years to your field working long hours, then applying to the 6-figure jobs?
>>42301868nta but in san francisco 100k is foodstamps and buffalo chicken
There is no such thing as stealth. It is a myth. Filters and angled selfies do not work in public. I think it's all just to lure us into believing this is all possible.
>>42299043* >>30057820
>>42298076Eh, I've worked with people who i didnt realize were trans (ftm mostly) for years before learning they werent cis. I even had a roommate who was trans mtf and it took me months to clock that she wasnt born female (im afab for reference)
>>42298901Same I just want to look like a pretty boy on steroids.
>>42299064never happened
>>42298076aw look youre making your own threads now, how cute. wonder how many cis women you have clocked as "trans". its going to be a high number, no question about it. by the way, if no trans passes, then none have to disclose anything, right?
Are transmaxxers actually real? Wouldn’t their reverse dysphoria be unbearable?
>>42304771This comment seems like it was written by a really mentally fucked up tranny in denial. You wouldn’t have taken those steps if you didn’t want to be a woman. I’ve had some insane repping copes that weren’t far off from this. You are a tranny.
I feel like I'm a troon because I don't want to jestermax for uninteresting women that I have no sexual flexibility with and they won't objectify me the way I want to be and I've become a bit of a misandrist and have grown to find cis male sexuality gross. I feel like I'm governed by impulses and I'm just responding to what everyone who has actually ever liked me has liked about me which is being pretty
>>42304810i mean the way i really feel is that i want to be rid of myself and i want to escape myself, and that transitioning is a way to delete myself and try and make something better instead of killing myself.theres nothing really about having a womans body that i think i actually want, its just an escape from ugliness.
I just look at cute dommes and then feel miserable going "I wish that were me" and then realize I'm looking at someone who is 4'11 and I will never be that, then I punch myself in the head, then I think about taking E, then I realize that (whatever in life is stopping me at current time) means I'll be able to take it for like a month then have to stop and become a beast from horror stories, then I beat myself more until I forget, then do it all again a few months later>mfw all my friends think I'm a grounded, mentally healthy person
>>42304650>orgasms that's where you're wrong anon. They barely feel stimulated as trans don't live in a carbon neutral world
So I figured I'd ask about this here since I don't know anywhere else where people might be familiar with it. I'm a man who has struggled with epilepsy for years and decided to try taking my gf's combination bc pills (Nexstellis) because progesterone and e4 both have neuroprotective effects. This actually worked better than my medication and also fixed my adhd. I've been taking bc pills for a year and a half and haven't had a single seizure.What I am wondering is how much feminization can happen in a male taking bc pills? E4 is officially a SERM and supposedly doesn't impact mammary tissue as much as estradiol, but I have gone from flat to having boobs. I'm not really in love with them but can deal with having breasts as long as they stop growing soonish. My gf is fine with them and I typically just use a Nike sports bra to downplay them.
>>42302500Yeah, my t is low and e is midway between male and female levels.
>>42301182>What I am wondering is how much feminization can happen in a male taking bc pills?BC pills work slower but they can sometimes get a person to the same degree of breast development they would see on HRT.Legit boobs after a year and a half implies that big boobies are in someone's future.
>>42301182could you take a lower dose? cut the pills?
>>42301297Very true, most cis women would nope out.
>>42301182As somebody who’s had her fair share of grand mal seizures, whatever works ya know the meds for epilepsy are super rough so if this works it works like who cares
>>42305457mogs me
>>42305457it makes me insane that like there are millions of people that look like this that just hate me for no reason. like im literally just a boy or a girl or smn calm downnnn sweetie
>>42305457Years ago it was his head that bothered me. These days it's his dyel physique because I gave myself body dysmorphia. Anyways he should seriously start eating 2 chicken breasts a day and start benching, his body hurts to look at
>>42305457man's belly is almost as deformed as his egg shaped skull
>>42305262they are pretty disgusting
Socialising guide for zoomers (Mostly for romance but a lot of it is applicable to platonic friendships too):>In general, you should type roughly the same amount as the other person types, and always ask them a question about themselves after you talk about yourself "Oh I really like this band, blah blah blah, what band do you like?">It is considered extremely rude to disappear mid-convo or take 10+ minutes per reply, if you are busy you say "Hey sorry, I'm outside/doing the dishes/working on something/etc. so replies might be slow for a bit">Check in with people at important times of the day, like when you wake up, lunchtime, early evening and before bed>If someone messages you, and you're too busy for a conversation, it takes 5 seconds to say "Hey I'm busy, I'll message you later">Show interest in the other persons life, ask them how they're doing, they will do the same for you if they care>You should want to be with someone you like all the time, it shouldn't be an effort, it should feel natural>IF THIS ALL SEEMS LIKE TOO MUCH, YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT THE PERSON, DO THEM The COURTESY OF NOT INTERACTING WITH THEM AND WASTING THEIR TIMETreat internet conversations as if you're stood face to face with that person irl, behave accordingly.
>>42302208>reppers>mentally stablewhenever i see these posts i wonder about the person writing them. are you a repper? schizoposting on the tranny board doesn't seem very stable of you.
>>42300184>Sure>Wtf no>Sure, depends>Depends>Yeah>Oh wait this is a bpd post>Lol.Got me.
>>You should want to be with someone you like all the time, it shouldn't be an effort, it should feel naturalThis one is not healthy. I would take a bullet for my partner and if he ever truly needs me I am there instantly but I do need to have some amount of alone time and so does he
Reading this makes me laugh because my best friend will go a month at a time without even responding to a simple text but it doesn't feel like our connection is any lesser for it.
>>42300184>No>Erp, otherwise no>No>No>I mean if something happens to them sure but otherwise >Yandere>Gay
