Srry 4 wall of text. As title says I’m a piece of shit and I know it. I am a chronic people pleaser and never stood up for myself ever. I’m a loveless fuckless relationship at least on my end. I’m terribly unhappy and I feel shitty for it like I should be happy I have someone in my life in the first place. I (have been with my gf for almost 2 years now. We have an apartment together and cats. We are financially tied to one another as we wouldn’t be able to afford to live on our own. I don’t think she’s the worst person ever but I certainly don’t think we’re right for eachother. It feels like she always has something to be upset about and I’m constantly walking on eggshells to avoid confrontation and conflict with eachother. She’s unwell but so am I. I don’t even know where to begin other than she’s says and does nasty shit when she’s upset with me. Even when I’m trying to help. I started being mean back but I used to constantly roll over and accept the things she said and now I’ve become an issue myself. I don’t have the energy to go more in depth other than we fight constantly, and I’m unhappy but idk how to leave. I feel like I’m missing out on being happy. I do love her I think, but not in the way I used to. What makes me a pos is the only thing I imagine I can do is Irish goodbye her at the end of our lease. However her parents, who are her only support network as we don’t have many friends; are moving out of state before our lease is over. I want to atleast give her some closure. I plan to write a note, saying she has 2 choices. Believe that I left her to go be happy else where or to believe that I killed myself. I don’t know which of the 2 I will pick myself so best to cover my bases. I don’t want to do this but I know there can’t be any discussion or I’ll never leave. I feel like she is trying to get better but I’ve been burned so much by her I have no interest in staying. What a life.
>>42102317my brother is in a similar situation (being in a "loveless" relationship), he still loves her but not in the same way he used to, walking on eggshells, the whole nine yards. i don't have much advice to give but know you're not the only one. you should be looking out for yourself more than anyone else, it can be hard but please have the strength to make the hard choices. have faith
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Week 22 day 2 of posting about getting a loving bf to kill me with love challenge impossible.
What have trannies here noticed?
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how are ftms so good at designing characters
>>42100679Female sense for beauty + male autism
wait for it
>>42098341that's more like it anon
>>42092752yeah it pains me that i wanna go back to being underweight but i know i pass better at "normal" weight. probably still gonna do it. the worst case is ill look like a boobed twink but chasers are bisexual anyway so whatever. feeling like you weigh nothing and having people comment on it and be bewildered when you tell your weight is awesome>>42095207BMI doesnt even take into account how much muscle you have, let alone what kind of build you have skeletally. theres a million other things than height that determine what a healthy weight for a given person is. BMI is a guesstimate at best
>>42092708Just looks like an average American woman to me.
>>42092765I'm 220 down to 140, right there with you.
>>42092707i dont understand people who spend their entire life not taking care of themselves and looking like shit then one day aged 40 are like now im gonna put on a dress like really now you care about how you look?
with my thumb and foreskin. It's great and you can do it everywhere with your clothes on.
>>42099644I have a penis when someone puts it in my vaginer...
>>42099120>>42099120>>42099120GOD FUCKING DAMNITI HATE KIKES SO MUCH FOR WHAT THEY DID TO ME. I WAS A FUCKING INFANT. A FRESH NEWBORN. AND I WAS MUTILATED.
>>42099781I'm sorry Anon, it wasn't your fault.
>>42099781Yeah...
>>42099120Do you just press your thumb at the tip or what? Want to try doing this but have a hard time picturing how this will work comfortably
Autistic trans girls belong to autistic cis girls.
>>42100981liking your dick is truetrans
>>42100523Sorry but I take it up the butt
>>42101139>doesn't know about the strap
>>42101125I like the dick less and less each day. The more feminized it gets and the more my testosterone sex drive goes away the less I enjoy it. It's nice.
>>42100970I don't want a normie I'm a4a!!!
Is it possible to get tits removed without telling the doctor how I got tits?>t. Take HRT to prevent twinkdeath
>>42098671Well alright mastectomy surgeon it is if thats what it needs, thank you
>>42098563>>42097579>>42097546You're going to twink die eventually, you either age like a man or a woman. Grandpa twink is as fictional as old man yaoi; it happens, but very rarely and not for lack of trying.
>>42097579>but what if they know i'm le troonSorry.... Are you stupid?
>>42101134no, hes an hrt twink. didnt you listen?
Just say you used to be fat and got them from there
christmas in 2 days can you believe it /lgbt/
>>42101044i dont watch oriental cartoons
>>42101369Shut up spanky
>>42096744can you believe it nona, Christmas is in a day!
>>42101044>ftm, straight>johnny joestar>kars or diavolo>in a silent way (ability), whitesnake (visual)>3>>42101369SCRUB
>>42102112hi flux
I used to be very anti v tube, the parasocial and fake nature of these anime girls moving and talking with the motions of a person i found unsettling, weird and for losers.HOWEVER, recently i have come to discover a vtuber who i genuinely find hilarious. He is lgbt friendly, very funny, and intelligent. He goes by Burnt peanut. His clips in Arc raiders are absolutely hilarious. He might be the most charismatic streamer to ever exist. He is cool. And i just find it so funny cuz like.. he's a peanut that talks. Its hilarious. If youve never seen a peanut unhinge its jaw to stuff a big mac in its mouth whilst playing arc raiders then you have not witnessed true comedy. He is just naturally funny and i now understand the hype around streamers. Iv never wanted to watch a stream until seeing this guy's clips, i still wont be watching full on streams because like ... i have a work private life to balance.
>>42097666Then transition
>>42096587Male brained afLick my chaser COCK and gargle my humongous White Ballsack you absolute QUEEEEEEEN
>>42100654Im confused
>>42096587mostly it's just a way to be a booby streamer (or the male equivalent) without actually being hot enough to do so.and that deserves only disdain. but ig there's a vtuber isn't always that. they can also be painfully autistic.
>>42096587they are very fail and cringe>t. transbian.
This is demonic
>>42092460Women don't have that browbone
>>42092375why are you so weird and strange?
>>42094387grooming feels like a strange word to use because grooming is when someone deliberately preys on someone and manipulates them into something. And none of it is deliberate, its just a natural ratcheting effect. It started with him having a passing interest in crossdressing and looking cute and developed into him recording porn and taking hrt.>He's trying to position himself as being a beacon to the trans youth while simultaneously promoting porn and sissy fetishes and basically presenting as a fetishist, as if that's all being trans is.That isnt all what being trans is but it is to a lot of people a substantial element of it. And you dont do anyone any favours by denying it. Finn is the reality of what being trans is, its not being one thing or the other thing, you are just a blend of all the desires you have and how far you take it. Finn just got hit with a nuclear missile being given thousands of dollars to basically fulfil his own fantasies and is totally unlike most trans people in that way.
>>42092315i remember telling someone in my college class that finn said that he was trans and they just responded "if you asked him what a trans person was he would refuse to answer, because the fact that there is no answer is the whole point for him, what allows him inside that group"now i get it...
>>42101773well what is your answer to that question
What is PIO and how does it work?Google gives me nothing
>>42099543So its not that useful to get a big assUnless you're an asian girl
>>42099463how the fuck do I gain weight and not get stretch marks? I feel like the moment I start gaining the slightest amount of weight I get fucking stretch marks it sucks :(
>>42099463lol at the amount of eyeliner to make the eyes look bigger
>>42099463>What is PIOa meme>and how does it work?it doesn't
>>42101944>Retarded white suburban manmoder discovers japanese fashion from 2019
I had vaginoplasty years ago. Why have I suddenly started having a dick again in my dreams?
>>42094524>I've dated women beforewhat the hell for you have no dick lol
>>42097995ever head of "lesbians"?
It came to me again last night. This time it was smaller, and my vagina was below it. It was disconcerting.
>>42081881Just rediscovered your pussy pictures. You're crazy cute.
>>42101827Kek, liar but I appreciate the attempted compliment
prev - >>42094740tummy tuesday editionqott: do you look forward to this every week?
make it whore wednesday so I can post boobs
dog fucker wednesday
just post boobs everyday is attentionwhore day in here
I need the peer pressure
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is curly hair AGP? should I straighten my hair? I like my curls but I don't want to look like picrel, does it affect passing?
>>42093601it's the shape and lack of root volume. it's flat to the skull, and the weird dangly bangs highlight hairline and low cranial top. it's very unflattering. curl health seems alright but isn't enough to compensate poor styling
Curly hair is the best. It can be a bitch to maintain properly however. The problem is not the curls it's the greasy aspect. OP pic hair would be fine if it wasn't for the bangs.
>>42101679curls aren't greasy, it's the opposite, they're usually really dry
>>42101759Why do hers look greasy
>>42101821it's shine and clumping from products.you're supposed to 'scrunch" it out to seperate/fluff it, but tino is a retard ofc
