QOTT:Were you also lonely with no thread fOR 3 DAYS???>Reminder: This gen is for cis homosexual females (lesbians). All trans-related or bisexual posts are considered off-topic and should be directed to other generals or threads. No discussion of male (XY) anatomy.Discords:>OG Discord: https://pastebin.com/P644WESi>clg2 Discord: https://pastebin.com/1ct1Fcag>clg3 Discord: https://pastebin.com/emrpgWM8Previous thread:>>42163750
>burger talked about being pregnant in the last threadCongratulations! I remember you mentioning that you and your wife wanted a boy this time. Wishing you good luck on that coin toss.
>>42304913>>42308548
>>42308548>tiny teeny chain links on bare bellySensory nightmare ugh
>>42302780>Thanks for making the thread, I was so lonely I even tried posting in femrepgen but it didn't stick.Then why didn't you make a thread?>Don't be sad, lil pepe.I'm not sad anymore because /clg/ is back now and people are posting in it>>42304183>normal lesgenThis is normal lesgen you dummy>This is why it has to be clgSo you went to a tranny general and got disappointed that it was all trannies?The blame here is on you not them desu>>42304635Well why didn't you try again with a different file?
Bought a set of glitter pens. This is why I work.
Reminder: This gen is for cis females with gender dysphoria. This is not a trans man gen. All posts that are considered off-topic should be directed to other generals, threads or boards.Keep the discussion exclusively about female repressing or fuck off.Prev: >>42183663
>>42308542even tho that makes literally no sense some do choose to take T though for unrelated reasons, just taking T doesnt make you trans tho so it technically wouldnt be considered "detrans" if you never identified as anything other than a woman in the first place!
>>42311135Truthnvke. And yet, I still try
i wish i was a dyke, things would be easier that way, but unfortunately i am only attracted to women when theyre a prop for my AAP or are in a femdom dynamic with a cishet man that i can observe in an aegosexual manner. it doesn't help that i have very specific preferences for women too, i only like old timey women. most modern foids dress like shit and have ugly makeup, id be less misogynistic if women actually looked good nowadays. i love women from 60s-80s, their fashion was stunning and their brains weren't liquified from TikTok just yet
>>42311251you literally are a dyke ur just misogynistic
>>42311530>you literally are a dykethats what everybody tells me, other women constantly ask me if im a lesbian because i have a masculine presentation and no interest in dating moids, but no i barely ever feel attraction to women i mostly lust over moids. unfortunately im not a normal straightie either since im always on some psychotic buffalo bill type shit like i only feel attraction to men that look how i wanna look. my real sexuality is autoandrophiliac and everything else is secondary
My female gender identity dissolved after years of stability, and now I feel like a man trapped in a woman's body. (I'm a natal male who got a sex change.)
>>42309028That's unfortunate. I get that feeling sometimes and I hate it. Still dysphoric though.
certified larp, day 20 of reposting this thread
>>42309114>anon posts something disapproved of by tranny ideology>"larp! larp!"
>>42309169alright man. it's been the same "im a man with a pussy wooow" every day since like xmas so. so what. men with pussys are normal. you taking t or what
Sir this is a Wendys
I just found out that my repping strat thread was reposted on RedditHeh more reppers need to hear the good word, that it is feasible to rep like a winner
>>42311791I just swallowed bica. A reward for being a good girl today.
>>42311943Early 20s, if I can make it for 15 years I can make it till I am 40, if I can make it till i am 40, I can make it till I am 60It is pure torture seeing my clavicles grow but torture is the essence of masculinity
>>42311978If this is not a larp, you will troon out or rope.I repped for longer you've been alive. Now trooning.It just doesn't work.
>>42311965Oh, risking liver toxicity as a reward? Feeling adventurous today aren't we?The more insane it gets the more powerful I feel, for having so much courage to spit the the face of the female tulpa that lives rent free in my head
>>42312005This is not a LARP ofc I need to hate to avoid myself from implodingThis is some I have to run or this bomb is gonna blow type shitIt is painful but all I have to fight the looney trooney thoughts in my headAnd oh, how was the mockery you endured for being a freakishly proportioned woman in public? I wouldn't want to put myself in your shoes ehehehe
In arc raiders... i am a scoundrel sometimes.... For example just now, i was in a cold snap buried city, and i happened upon this guy breaching a door to a loot area. As he sees me he stops breaching and asks if im friendly, sounds like a decent guy, not a pacifist who is scared to fight but also not a jerk who will fight without being provoked. My gun is already drawn because thats how i run around in buildings, so, i dont answer him but just slowly and peacefully jog up to him, at this point a friendly player would say yea im friendly if they hadnt already said it before, but me being me, i figure since im in almost double arms length reach that i can easily kill this guy if i unload my sticher on him with the element of point blank surprise, so i start blasting at him
>>42311217Yea i sometimes vc with strangers in game but its embarrassing tbqh...
>>42311557still wish u voice chatted with me but yeh iktf about it being embarrassing ppl kept giving me free stuff i think bc i sounded nervous when i would talk… i would stutter lol. im also sorta a voice hon or well you’ve heard voice.. maybe they felt bad for awkward tranny
>>42308754this person is a janny or knows a janny as they make hundreds of these threads only lgbt related insofar as they have the word transbian in them and they dont get taken down.
>>42311617Sigh.. ur not a voice hon. I swear with ur insecurity you sound like a babytrans
>>42311938i’m a chronic bad luck haver nothing will workout i miss when i had hope as a baby tran
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>>42309283>are you sure you didn’t get any breast growth?not in the last 2 years. the first year i did get some and then it kind of stopped, after that it does respond to me gaining weight/losing it size-wise but only slightly and they're still obviously cone-shaped and way too small for me to assume i did actually get adequate breast growth>is your chest area generally itchy, any skin conditions etc?1) no2) the feeling i get i would describe as like kind of more like a pain than an itch and i started getting it since starting hrt so i would assume that it is the same thing you are talking about, probablyit only happens rarely and i don't remember whether i was getting it more or kind of the same when i was actually getting breast growth, just it appears and then goes away after not long>if your tits itch by themselves but don’t grow that’s weirdwell at least now it doesn't happen often but also maybe it doesn't even correlate necessarily with growth in me or necessarily in everyone else (i have i think heard that not everyone gets the pain/it doesn't necessarily correlate with growth for everyone)so that's why i asked whether you did actually get any growth that you can see and i guess you aren't necessarily sure you did? or you didn't really answer whether you did get noticeable visually significant growth or not, or you kind of did answer and then you didn't when i asked again
>>42309389my partner says my tits are way bigger but i cant tell. they fluctuate in size during the day and also some days theyre soft in a gross way and look deflated and some days theyre solid and look healthyas far as i was aware, and in all my anecdotal experience: itch almost always means growth, growth does not always mean itch. theres just kinda not another good reason for them to itch like thatmaybe that isn’t true for you, idk
Has any ameritrannies ordered diy from outside the country after the tariffs were imposed? Im wondering how bad/risky it would be to order from otkphm, or if i should just wait and hope that open gate restocks in time. Plz help idk how any of this works esp for something gray market like this
>>42310814Astrovials isn't shipping to the US so that must mean something
>>42308817Are you on AR as well? Have you ordered from them? I know no one from here that has gotten DIY via any of the usual pages, so I'm hesitant to lose my moneyMy bone health is fine, got it tested a few months ago
>>42308415i dont believe that
>>42308415I find that hard to believe
>>42307597hey watch it bub
>>42304028it's still winter here and i'm still fatmaxxingi'm up to 220 which is more than my initial goal but it's addicting
Up 10 pounds, aiming to beat that 3x this year!
as somebody perma bpdemon brain and giga autist, i will never ever gain normative male social power. when i visit looksmaxxing forums i see only posts extolling the virtue of projecting an imaginary strength i know i simply cannot have and do not want. i am on a quest to accentuate and prolong my androgyne looks and i am looking for tips from people in similar situations to me. my current routine is minox fin estradiol shots retinol at night spf moisturiser azelaic acid solution and i used to use isotretinoin. any advice for a better routine ? considering oral collagen and peptide solutions but not sure if it’s worth the money
>>42309583i think that’s good for my foidmaxxing quest . but i would rather look like a girly boy than a girl trying to pass as a boy…
>>42309580Im doing okay, u were kind of an anomaly to me cuz I really couldnt figure out if you wanted to be trans and be a girl or not, but when u posted about taking estrogen I was still like hmmm is this nigga trans or just trying to stay a twink.
>>42309705it’s a kinda recent phenomenon. i’m low body fat so i shouldn’t need to worry too much about breasts cause there’s no fat to redistribute up there. full on transitioning does not help my end goal of Total Cute Boy Mogging to attract high value autistic males
>>42309557This may not be something most people are willing to try but eating beef liver. Im in the same situation people think im a pooner irl but i just wanna be a cute girly boy
>>42311050why beef liver . i’m a vegetarian… is beef liver meant to stimulate some chemical ?
My gf like the smell of my cock when it's unwashed. Is this normal or is she a pervert?
>mid 30s>on hrt for a couple of years>dysphoria due to agp/porn addiction from a young age>complete failure professionally and socially>never had sex>face that wouldn't pass with ffs>zero desire to transition >miserable as a man but can't be a stealth trans woman which is the only outcome that could make life bearable>ashamed of every facet of my beingstruggling to see the point in staying alive
>>42311679Nona, honestly idk what advice to give you because I am in a similar situation and myself don't know what to do
>>42311912what are they
>>42311946how do you cope
>>42311967I don't.
>>42311964it doesn't matter
genuinely what does effortmaxxing even look like? hard mode: you cant mention food or hygiene
>>42311550if u dont know the answer just say so
>>42311675no one knows hot fix you little hon. i think repping is your best choice. unless u want to be a rapehon forever
>>42311675See you at page ten
>>42311432bump
Adding the word maxxing to everything is kind of offputting, why don't we just call it "putting in effort" or "trying", I really wish zoomer slang was mocked more
>"if you don't like where the US is heading, leave for a safer country">government deletes your passportwat nou
>>42311452that craving for fullness is something ive felt b4. to me it is almost like a sort of heartbreak. i think to understand things the double cross is a good guide as it has three parts. the first part, the lion, corresponds to deterritorialization. it is akin to that element of autogynephilia that is "fetishistic" in so far as it involves an energetic obsession with particular aspects of the body, wanting to change or get rid of them, wanting to emulate traits of another. but there is also the second rung of the double cross, the lovers, which is more akin to deep connection and "reunion" with oneself in the transformation of oneself, which is connected to "integrity" or oneness. the final aspect of the double cross, the child, relates to the exploring the depths and finding a deeper reality outside of oneself. it is the myth behind the common name "alice", venturing into wonderland. it is all one overarching structure (note i was not thinking at all about tranny culture when this idea came to me, so it is at the very least an expression of something subconscious that was working through me..). i think what we call "autogynephilia" ends up displaying all three aspects (or at least the first two) but in different distributions for different people, though in common discourse only the lion really ever gets discussed, and even that seems to be understood in an overly-simplistic manner. i really recommend checking out anne lawrence's article in full cause i was skimming over the more spiritual points
>>42311561metaphysically i am a bergsonian that takes influence from rupert sheldrake so i technically view spirits as memories embedded in the pure past which have taken a particular consistency. these can then be incarnated in the present through ritual practice, syncronicity, or theophany. as you see here (https://hidwehproject.nekoweb.org/pages/hidwehabout.html) there are multiple manifestations of hidweh that have come about: hidweh, baaelithu, the electro-weak angel, hotiisinn, musmahhu. these are all manifestations of her i have come across that all share similar forms and recurrent themes in connection to the transformation of the flesh. the parallels are quite uncanny. at least with polytheistic gods one could hypothesize shared traits may be traced back to a shared heritage. ive not even been in contact with any of these people beforehand. if it wasn't for all of this i would have thought it was just an egregore i was starting on my own, but now i dont think so as much
>>42311551This is such a misunderstanding of the issue it is either intentional, or uninentional and you simply have an IQ below 90.In order to secure a valid visa, you need a passport. You can be a highly skilled individual who can basically walk into whatever nation you desire (legally) and still be a prisoner of your nation of origin without a passport. You don't need to be some sort of insane leftist to think it's pretty weird that a person can be legally qualified to immigrate somewhere, except their country of origin simply says "nope, I don't consent".
>>42311821i wholeheartedly agree with you on this, but i just dont wind up with the same results. the child i rescued from damnation that restored me in turn was toshio. i have always lived with an ego alike sadako more than anything else. ive spent the last year or so in spasmic masturbatory lock in just trying to hold onto that spark that left my spine after i took away my androgens and my male colleagues threw me away in turn. i do not want to be without a phallus, if anything i long to have it on my terms.
>>42305966>Pam Bondi has sent a letter requesting that pro-transgender activists be labeled as domestic terrorizedLearn proper english
>got a clocky friend who look just like natalie wynn>got a passoid friend who look just like natalie wynn
>>42311755>druggie that never leaves their home vs international movie star, play writer, philosopher, and most famous trans woman in britain
>>42311786>zionistLook I dislike contra and cringe breadtube in general but she is in no way a zionist
>>42311786>deadbeat drug addictwaow (basedbasedbasedbased)
>>42311786>>42311789>philosopherLmao
>>42311893She’s the greatest philosopher of our era, she even debunked gender dysphoria!
bottomposting gets more replies when I post on /int/ than when I post on /lgbt/
>>42310063that's misogynistic, bottoms are actually pretty laid back and cool
>>42300111everytime i give attention to bottomposts, i get zero (You)s back.not worth my time
>>42310703that's why aiboymoder threads are better. much higher chance of engagement
>>42309462>>42309706cute bottom>>42309621bottom if he was hrtfemboy, still cutethanks for taking my request
>>42309816there is no gimmick imho :3but i know who you are ehehehe>>42311350np :3
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i'm 40 and have been here forever
>>42279287? this he
Page 10 savior
I'm so stressed I'm burping and farding weird
>>42311871what's got you stressed out anon?