>be me, boymoder on hrt for 2y, malefailing most of the time>not gonna come out to anyone until I pass>i think everyone knows but nobody has said anything to me>mostly just weird looks from people on the street, once a girl laughed at me and whispered something to her boyfriend>anyways today I was working as normal, at a fast food restaurant to earn side money while I work on my degree at the local college>it's saturday morning and there's a huge rush so i'm busy running fry chef"hey emma, can you grab me a fresh bag of fries, i'm out">i turn around confused, the question seemed directed at me>it's James, the other fry chef>he narrows his eyes"oh sorry anon, I thought you were emma, you look so...">he furrows his brows a bit."anyways can you get me a fry bag from the freezer, i'm out">he's so annoying, he never goes and gets it himself>but he's the only one here who's always nice to me, everyone else just ignores meComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
I just realized its a bit unfair to make randos online the sitnesses to a fairly distressing act so i'm calling of the suicide. When i do it i'll tell no one.Just imagined being on the other end of that exchange. You guys probably have good lives and as such would exercise some level of empathy even towards a stranger and it's not right of me to abuse that for emotional validation.Apologies.It's really not anyones fault i'm dysgenic. I got dealt a shitty hand. It is what it is. I just need to do it and not burden anyone with the knowledge but yeah its off so dong worry. You dont have to talk me off the ledgd.
Also Its not all about looks btwLike If you have some money saved up you can just offer some tranny here to live with you rent free and boom tranny sex whenever you want yes they are that easy
>>42105705Listen bro are you actually dysgenic like deformed or just mid, like 4-5/10 in looks?
>>42105721>No money>No looks>Short>Weak>Low IQ>Dysgenic>Failing out of college as we speak>Horrid personality>No social skills>No hobbies>No passionsNot happening.Again i appreciate all of the kind words. As i've said k'm sure you guys all rock and have good lives so your instinct is to try and share that with others but its truly over for me.I've given up on relationships years ago. I just want to disassociate for the next 60 years until i'm dead. I can't be an alcoholic bc that'd break my mothers heart but i hate being conscious and myself very much
>>42105734No woman would fuck me. I could be a provider betamale but i would genuinely rather kill myself than have a woman pretend to like me so she can secure a spot in the world after getting her back blown out by chad.My dad was 34 when he married so im pretty sure thats exactly what happened to him and its just genetically our lot in life to be betamale providers and workermules.
Would you date a transbian neet who budgets $200 a month for food in a coastal city?($13 for takeout cheese pizzas, eat half of it per day, ~7 a day for ~200 a month)
>>42091969just 200? yes ofci could pay that even as a retardcel, and hope she'd help me keep my food budget at like 100 buckeroos as i deserve far less!>>42091976who the fuck farts from pizza?like are you serious or an animal fart pig? idk...
>>42105101I just wouldn't let u leave
>>42105350What like I'm your pet or something...? What makes you think I'd immediately melt if I'm commanded to do that and cooperate with you? It's not like I'm extremely easy to order around or anything...
>>42105552I know what you're doing. This is the text equivalent of wagging your ass. Degenerate bitch.
>>42105101im the original person who replied. there would be weekly, if not daily check-ins. besides, i doubt it would be difficult to convince you with a little bit of attention. >>42105552i mean look at yourself. easy.
stopped being a puppygirl and rping with strangers on the internet . started going out more and acting like a normal person and i immediately became lonelier and sadder. do i need to go back?
>>42105232you can do both nona, be normal irl and a puppygirl online
>>42105252it was more fun when i was a puppygirl irl too tho
>>42105299just keep it in the bedroom like most kinksters do, save it for scenes
>>42105299how do yoy puppygirl irl?do you wear the ears, tail and collar?do you woof at randos?
hello lgbt does anyone have any ideas for what i should draw. i am out of lightbulbs and very bored. im happy to draw you if you want or somethingpicrel by me but like a two minute ms paint drawing i can draw better than that i swear hahaalso post ur own drawings if you'd like! i love seeing peoples art
>>42104702uhhhhh ok in my defence ive seen exactly 7 photos of him for not a very long amount of time so uhhh>>42104814my discord is humanteethonmynightstand if youd like :P im going to sleep soon but id be more than happy to draw u tmrw haha
>>42104238Draw a boymoder with some guns
>>42105304she's probably a bit too excitable for a normal boymoder but she's a puppy so what can we expect>>42105178yes haha! >>42105086i'll get to this tomorrow, im very tired and need to go to sleep but i WILL draw it, i'll post it if the thread diesand yeah, sometimes i do but it only really happens when im drawing with just my wrist. i try to draw using as much of my arm as possible to move my pen and it puts less stress on my wrist (i think...) and if its sore usually i just rest it but i know people who strap their wrist/hand while they draw for more support>>42105100merry christmas to you too :3if thread lives tmrw ill get around to everyoens but i am going to sleep zzzzthank you all for the fun drawings i have been enjoying myself :P
>>42105708THANK YOU NONA! IT WAS VERY KIND OF YOU! SLEEP WELL!!
>>42105708Thank you <3I always hear people say "draw with your shoulder" and when I watch them draw, they just use their wrist, or their elbow at most... :/
>>42102911>Fluffy hair big glasses white twitter troon with bait so obvious the only people to fall for it are the low functioning autism ttttwitter and 4tran troons who don't notice the OF in bio
>>42102911Winter is either retarded or a ragebaiter. Because this is the second time I've been exposed to retarded notions from them.
>>42102911Let's say that Winter is being sincere, and genuinely believes not dating trans women is misogynistic. Even if it is misogynistic, it's harmless misogyny, since the only thing at stake is someone not getting fucked. So all it's doing is revoking a potential privilege, not infringing on anyone's rights.
>>42102986Women are retarded and just go with vibes, despite how often contradictory that often is. That's why women are the biggest consumers, because marketing works so well on them.
>>42105643>"I friggin' hate men! They're so scary!">"You're racist if you don't support mass migration of fighting age men from third-world shitholes with incompatible cultures!"
Post games and guess letters
>>42100326>have you played yume tsuhimi?never heard of it, i'll tap in
>>42097891>>42097879based tastes, outside of gta5 you're literally me
>>42097267>>42097403I really come off as ftm?>>42100013yay ty!>>42101961>straight mtf fujopretty close I think
risk of rain 2 and lethal company with friendfinishing up the messenger and just started void stranger
>>42105654(this is me, guessing here)>>42102355tranner & autist>>42102232transbian>>42101461cisgay or tranner
>post about wanting a straight trans gf and treating her right and cuddling with her and all dat shit>after some time only 1 girl adds me>i recognize her name as one of the trips>ghost her because shes ugly>:(
>>42104989I HEART ROSE ORLANDOwhy is a liblander doing some cringe chaser larp here?
>>42104989>:(are you angry or greentext sad here I can't tell
>>42105041what? whats a liblander and whats chaser larp? i posted a glegle because i like gleglesi dont know who is rose orlando>>42105051:(
>>42105105rose orlando on bandcamp that glegle originates on libpol.org which is a failed alt chan with a few neat wierdos who post on it still
>>42104989basedugly genetically failed scum should dieso only us of perfect aryan blood will live
i know this is a shitty place to put this, but for fuck's sake i don't even really know who to talk to -- I barely even use the boards because i know it's usually a cesspool. but here goes. Cissoids don't understand me, neither do trannies. I have all the features that are attractive on women and honest to god i just want to shoot myself. D cups (genuinely), tiny chin, slim shoulders, huge hips, etc. i'm trying so hard to pass and the best i can get is an androgynous lesbian look. i'm probably gonna sound like some greasy edgelord but most days my life is like a dead body rotting while im puppeting my own corpse. everyone thinks im early in my transition because i look like i am but ive known since i was like 12. i keep thinking about how i should have just been some youngshit doing DIY at 14, instead of just waiting around for my body to continue feminizing. im barely an adult (19) and my life is basically over despite having barely started. im so jealous of all the normal guys my age, all the guys that got to fool around as teenagers, all the guys who never think about if they were just born the right way. everytime i go out in public its "ma'am" "miss" etc. even my barber thinks im a chick. i've been wanting to do DIY for months but i haven't gotten my money up and im such a gd failure. the more i think about how ive just been sitting around letting my body rot in estrogen i wonder if im just some fake attention-whore butch who wants to be special. if i was really so desperate for t then id be on it already, right? sorry for the word vomit. god i wanna rope.
>>42103190my apologies, wasn't trying to suipost , just talking about that kind of "passing as male is so easy!" slop. i think im definitely gonna get on t by 20, hopefully
>>42102943Men have no empathy for women.Never forget this.
>>42101791A few things:(1) If you are beating yourself up this much over the difference between starting at 14 and starting at 19, imagine how you’ll feel when you’re 30 knowing you could have started at 19. Get your ass in gear.(2) No FTMs pass without T. You aren’t on T, so of course you get “ma’am”ed. It means nothing.(3) Try not to assume every cis person is living your ideal gender fantasy. “All the guys that got to fool around as teenagers” is less than you think. “All the guys who never think about if they were just born the right way” is WAY less than you think. The average teenage boy hates themself and especially their body. (4) The clockiest part about all of this is that you wrote a wall of text instead of doing something that gets you closer to an actual solution. Female behavior.
truly just poon out. was in the same situation kinda.
>>42101791my advice is to just do what u can and work out upper body. also u gotta figure something out u cant go ur whole life without test. cut some thing out of ur life
this is what my ideal top bf looks like>t. bottom
would you watch umbrellas of cherbourg if it was instead about two transbians and instead of one of them getting sent to war they had prior existing obligations to a polycule or situationship…….?
>>42105660i would watch it if it was about two ftm animation memers beating the odds and falling in love
>>42105671incredible and genius honestly
>>42105660replace the vibrant colors with vibrant smells
>>42105712:(
>>42105660>watch i live that
sisters, i’m about to eat my first pussy tonight, i’m kind of nervous but also excited, can you give me some tips?
>>42104603i have a pussy but i have never eaten one (i am a girl)..i would say just lick the clit
>>42104603https://spankbang.com/m6ve/video/nina+hartley+sunny+lane+oral+lessons
Do you mean a vagina or a transgina/inner scrotumgock
>>42104603you have to blow into it and try to inflate her like a balloon
>>42105617this is true OP it makes their tits bigger
My cousin is bi and she's been supportive of my transition while I've been boymoding. I'm not really ready to come out to anyone yet but she teaches me girly stuff and helped me pick some clothes to try getting used to girlmoding.She came over to do each other's nails last night and brought over some gel polish and we did my nails pink. I thought I was going to be able to remove the polish before class but the stuff I use to get regular nail polish off isn't working.Is there a way to get this stuff off with things I'd probably have around the apartment or am I gonna have to skip class today?
>>42099359wear gloves?>>42099490100% or are you in some cucked country where that's not available?
You should have sex with her
>>42101436Idk, maybe.But I also know too many baby trans throwing tantrums in public is what led to the normies' opinion turn sharply against us. I realize that on this board it's still popular to cope that it's the fault of some shadowy group of people, but it's not.>the only way to become socially adjusted is to sincerely engage in social stuffYes. Which is why I also said to go slowly but GO and start walking the path.>the idea of cringe is literally destroying lives of so many people who just sleepwalk through their days and are afraid to ever be sincere or do anything cool because it may come across as cringeMeh. I don't regret boymoding for 5 years. I ended up NOT sacrificing my career and also avoided the cringe "coming out" moments because by that time the normies around me were like "we know, nona, we have eyes"There is a tight rope between being cringe and being excessively neurotic (you describe a lot of the latter) but the balance is real and it is worth pursuing.
>>42102865>But I also know too many baby trans throwing tantrums in public is what led to the normies' opinion turn sharply against us. I realize that on this board it's still popular to cope that it's the fault of some shadowy group of people, but it's not.ironically a very baby trans take, the backlash has nothing to do with muh hons or whatever other meme from here you've taken too seriously
>>42102888>meme from hereI'm sorry, but no https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Du-aWzRyjRA>ironically a very baby trans takeI trooned out when the word "trans" appeared three or four times a year in mainstream news. I still thank my lucky stars I didn't pussy out.Ignorance from the normies is the best trade-off. This excessive attention emboldened the hons and makes everyone worse off.
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>>42095453First of all, vaping is extremely gay as fuck. No thanks. Second off, doc said I couldn't use my Zyns either. All nicotine and tobacco is off limits apparently.
voix celeste EUn, is it still safe to use if it's gone a bit rosy-coloured?>>42100868there are no real obstacles to any suppliers, right? my voix celeste vial came through just fine
>>42091947just do it
>>42104285I haven't even gotten a blood test yet
when's a good time to start pio? i'm like 2 years on hrt now and i'd really like to have some fat on my hips
qott: if you could take over someone's ai gf chat what would you say??
>>42105496you need to lurk more.i can only speak personally but i don't call myself a trans girl because im an adult. i think on /lgbt/ the word used is "mtf" and not "TransGirl" or anything of that sort like you might be used to from reddit, because many of us do not see ourselves as the same thing as cis girls or women. yet there is an obvious difference between mtfs and men, it is not difficult to notice.
>>42105477why would i wanna see a picture of it?
>>42105496we're autistic men with a fetish
>>42105627hey wait im not an autist>>42105496uhhh brap
>>42105637ehhh you're pretty dang spergy. going through entire life without a formal diagnosis, many such cases
/lgbt/ tells me it's easy to get women and the bar is in hell but I'm 5'4, ugly, and autistic. No girl has showed interest in me, only men. Is it really my fault? I dont want to do gay stuff anymore but i am repulsive to women.
>>42104726Society really should realize how attractive short men can be, I hate heightism
>>42104726God please let her be male.
>>42105377i’ve seen this artist before, he almost exclusively draws traps.
>>42105377Fag.
>>42105421Bless.>>42105546Yeah and what *squeezes your balls*
