>me mtf 20> live with gf of almost 2 years in current apartment for 1 month so far> 1st ever relationship, we've had problems but have mostly worked through it>realized i don't really know if i want to be in longterm relationship / don't know what i want / not ready for this / not sure if the relationship is gonna work out long term> kind of want to break upi think its truely just over for me, nothing is really wrong on paper with our relationship, i just have this feeling in my gut. i'm not ready. if it continues on it will just hurt her. if i breakup it will hurt her (we just moved in together, shes friends withmy friends, loves me a lot, etc etc). i feel like a terrible person. i probably am. idk. i want to kill myself so that she doesn't have to experience a pain like that. if i stay im also just going to feel pain. idk what to do whole thing is beyond fucked. anyway can anyone give any pointers on how to cut yourself ive never done it b4
>>40931683just be like me and do nothing. its simple. now im 20 days from my 10 year anniversary with her. let it ride boyo. save worrying about consequences for later.also what this guy said. very trukepilled>>40931717
>20>1st ever relationship>kind of want to break up>i think its truely just over for me
>>40931683You should act like a reasonable adult and express your concerns in a calm and truthful way. The true death of a relationship is when you cant tell your partner what is wrong. Killing yourself will probably be the most emotionally damaging thing you could do to her.
>>40931683that's tough, how long is the lease?
>>40931683you have an avoidant attachment, i know because im one tooyour brain makes up a bunch of excuses to self sabotage (you don't really love her, you don't deserve her, wanting to date the other gender, fomo, etc.) because deep down you're empty and you have zero self-esteem because your caretakers didn't love you righttalk to her, educate yourself and therapyi'm going to be honest it's a constant battle but try not to give in to the intrusive thoughts, you're worth it and you deserve love no matter what your brain tells you
it's over editionlast >>40900830
>>40931933it's probably the most active thread, just wondering if there's anyone here who is just like, living their life at this point
>>40931942They're living their life, not posting here...
>>40931865ellonot much I guessmy life is still just raising a child that's and not mine taking care of the home I don't really get to call my owndoing errands, educating, apparently im now an emergency contact too so I guess hospital visits if it ever comes to that :|my mum kinda sleeps here too now sometimes but also is alot more prolific a couch surfer than me I guessit's nice tho I like spending time with family
>>40932133did you suck your cousin's friend, the one bullying you all the time, because you should
>>40931950That is my worry, that there's not much of a reason for me to come back here, yet I miss some of the better memes.
i want a man to fully brainwash me until i'm nothing but an obedient dog, an extension of him instead of an autonomous personit would be true liberation of my soul
>>40931404No. They’re not. Put them on
>>40931409Okay if you say so..
>>40931413Based hypnoslut
Hypnosis is really so good.I like doing weird and humiliating things to people and watch their embarrassment as they realize that they're completely unable to stop themselves.Eventually you can see them give in all that resistance they had hours/days ago vanish as they accept what you've turned them into. It's best with those hidden desires people keep pent up but won't even admit to themselves. There's a whole cohort of potential puppygirls on here, just waiting to be forced into a collar and put on the floor.
>>40931839Be a little more descriptive for someone about these humiliations? : c
Be me> 24 yr old boymoder> 16 months HRT, one foot still in a glass closet> some people know, most don't> recently moved to a new city for grad school> lots of down time in apartment, agonizingly lonely and bored> call parents on the reg> on the phone with mom > off handedly mention how it'd like to have a life long friend come visit.> Mom: "And you guys can share a bed."> Unprompted. The fuck? I have a couch> Mom's aware of the fact I'm trans and bi> Friend's a cis guy, maybe also bi?> He kisses men on the reg, but insists he only likes women> Don't know his thoughts on trans womenComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>40930424suck his dick.
>>40930424suck his dick anon.
Prove me wrong
>>40929034my boyfriend doesnt seem to agree:)
>>40929034It‘s natural to do so, there are lots of nerves in that area, really sensitive. I still top exclusively because aside from the physical stimulation I get nothing from it, maybe if it wasn‘t seen as a feminine/humiliating thing it‘d be different
>>40932127bend over
>>40929034i'm an agamp repper who hates bottoming because i don't have a vagina but also feel gross because i want a futa cock
>>40932131Only if you‘re a cute twink and marriage material, otherwise forget about it.
hitsujigoods is a trans cam-whore (now "artist") who lies about being cis womanhttps://xhamster.com/videos/tranny-on-tranny-amazing-69-session-xhjmqbGhttps://xhamster.com/videos/two-amazing-trans-having-fun-together-on-cam-xhZ6FHmhttps://es.xhamster.com/videos/trans-couple-pleasing-themselves-and-their-cam-fans-xhUA5SWhttps://es.xhamster.com/videos/two-slutty-shemales-having-a-hot-69-session-xh5iikEhitsujigoods personal instagram accounts:@minimini_konbini@american_konbini@digital_konbini
>>40931831gonna be honest as a semi ok artist cis woman id ve able to pander. hitsuji never delved too deep beyond common fodder like eva shark plushies guns and weed etc. >>40931808she does nsfw art? figured she wanted to stay suggestive to sell to more normies but i respect it
>>40931348Everytime you try to sell me on the hitsujihate my hitsujilove just grows more, I will pray so your hate is cured nonny
>>40931903i am not selling anything, i am, just stating the facts
it wouldnt be half as bad if she didnt lie about being cis while her entire brand is transgender culture, its precisely by her actions of treating transness as something shameful that perpetuates transness as something shameful
>>40932106basically this. i wish i had his parents adress or something so i could send them the videos
l33t h4xx0r editionold >>40902155QOTT: Do you engage in safe hardware practices and remove your clothes to reduce the risk of static discharge when working on your computer?
140.8 with my clothes onthat's a new record
I'm a cishet male on estrogen
that's like, sooooo hot
>>40931887goals except i wish it would somehow make my huge skull more feminine
people who claim to experience gender dysphoria are all lying
>>40931192*repping
>>40931192>and something to run to.and how is this different from transitioning or transhumanism? they're both things to run to>It's not about the money, it's about food and shelter stability within a certain level of confidence.>it's not about the money, it's about things that money can easily buywhat about some of the harder things you've accomplished that are not solely obtained by money?
>>40931237>and how is this different from transitioning or transhumanism? they're both things to run toThere's difference in scope, for one. Being not-a-drug-addict is the baseline human experience. Being a drug addict is also a choice, made by me, and not something that was dealt to me.There's also the difference in magnitude. By pushing to eliminate my drug addiction, I'm not pushing to eliminate all possible negative things that might ever happen to me.You can help disambiguate clearly: if you had a button which would eliminate all possibility of unexpected potentially-negative events from happening to you, ever, would you press it? If so, you're pushing for a degree of change that's so far off the scale of "self-improvement good" that it might as well be on Mars. But you know that.
>>40926074You're lying actually.
>>40931473>and not something that was dealt to me.and you seem to have little problem with anything dealt to you. you've accepted your place in life because you are content with your own limitations. you talk a lot about limit breaking and struggle yet you so far have not given a single thing that you strive for>if you had a button which would eliminate all possibility of unexpected potentially-negative events from happening to you, ever, would you press it?we're looking at this from different perspectives. the button i am talking about is the one that opens up potential beyond what is currently possible, and of course i would press that
/Big/ - bisexual general : the end of the summer edition>QotT #1: How was your summer anon ?>QotT #2: Any plans for fall ?>optional QotT: what's your favorite autumn activity ?Previous Thread: >>40766952Tagmap: https://tagmap.io/tag/%2Fbigen%2FFAQ:>Am I bi if I like women and femboys/traps?>Am I bi if there's this one member of the same-sex I'm desiring, but normally I like the opposite sex?>Am I bi if I sexually like both sexes, but only interested in romance with one of them?Yes, sexual attraction to both sexes is bisexuality.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>40929162I often fluctuate between a super high sex drive and no sex drive. Kinda annoying.
>>40849413Trying to make the most of the last two weeks together with my gf before going abroad for half a year. I already told her that the idea of long distance sounds horrible to me. I even miss her much after just two weeks apart, but I simply couldn't bring myself to break up with her. I told her I would try and we'll see. I know I am being selfish. I don't know what will happen.
>>40931758Unless you are somewhat older (mid to late twenties) and have been together for 5+ years, shit ain't gonna work. Just rip the band-aid off man.
>>40849413bi rights are human rights
>>40865450i blame protestantism
I want to see lesbian sex irl
how this thread still aliveim OP im back
>>40923908I've seen it before it's not really what you think it's like it's not like porn and most lesbians don't look like in porn it's not worth it
>>40929549Discord is being a bitch, but I was somehow able to recover an old account. I hope you come back to this thread. https://discord.gg/TzYfcWa5
>>40931959wait are you the trans girl or the other lesbiani wasnt following the convo very well
>>40923940anon he is a trannie. they are having gay sex, not lesbian sex
cute asian girl points at you editionprevious: >>40891119
>>40931593Why are you so mad for no reason
>>40931663I think he's lame. 3/10 because he's short and plays WoW.
>>40931326I technically do have a dildo, it's a 6.5 inch 3-1 packer/play/stp, though I've never used it for any of those due to the size and my lack of sexual experience. I can't get more than the tip in even if I've been edging for hours. Moisture isn't the problem so I doubt lube would help. I can still get extremely wet when aroused even 6 years on T
>>40930752thanks for reminding me to do my shot, no wonder ive been so bratty
>Tryimg to goon>Story has rapehon literally named Alice>Lose t-boner
Why is that when an incel troons out, they stop being an incel, takes care of their appearance/behavior, has lots of sex and becomes politically progressive?
>>40930158ive done the opposite. I trooned out and then became an incel, abandoned the left, and gave up hope of ever having freinds
is Emily of 4chan same as Emilia of Italy?? been out off this wonderful shithole for awhile
>>40931969Holy shit I felt this.I used to be really happy and indifferent to the fact that I was a man. I didn't have that much sex but I did go on dates with at least three or four different women on the last two years, had a good friend group who's left leaning, and things were looking up.Fast forward to my trooning out and I'm now a resentful borderline fash individual. Everyday of my life for the last three months have been spent being either really sad, or really angry for no particular reason. I ghosted all of those four girls who I mentioned before, and have been drifting away from my friend group a little bit more each day because their politics now kinda disgust me and I don't want to hear about how "valid" I am for being a dysphoric male.
>>40930178>posts antisemitism any chance you can doyea nah, also I don't even believe you are hsts
>>40931669Lack of sex makes people desperate. So it goes. Were they always gay deep down? Perhaps, I’m just saying what’s been noted as having been discussed
fuck all gays
>>40932017be quiet nigga!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm a gay and I wish someone would fuck me T-T
>>40932086drop discord
Our do trannies believe they are women?
>>40931699i think you are hot too, but i'm from europewould you talk with an european anon?
>>40931729I don't think I could ever leave your side if you did
>>40931744sure yeah x
>>40931529Someone post it again.
>>40931949soz buddy you missed out on seeing my ass x
>>40931718Cute now but first picture looks like a Baltic immigrant wanted in connection with a cold case murder.
>>40931718this result looks similar to mine.seems like this person went for a more conservative rhinoplasty, maybe just a dorsal hump shave? but when that’s done the nasal bones have to be brought together to close an open roof.that will narrow the bridge and supra-tip unless spreader grafts are placed, but it looks like they weren't.the supra-alar creases are pinched together in both postop pictures and this is permanent without a revision. it's a "3-ball" look from certain angles, where in the preop it was a softer triangle. all fine for a white face but fucked on my asian face.. i now look like a transgender elliot rodger..
>>40931746picrel is proof that all troons need to get lip lift or fat grafts or filler. shed pass w that, non-agp clothes, and no beard shadow.what a waste
>>40931836her proportions are actually very good overall and i think she'd go far with what you said or with FFS
>>40930478:(