>almost every transbian I know is a druggie>weed, stims, opiates, alcohol, hallucinogens, etc.What causes this? I don't notice the same with straight trannies.
>>40969528>>40970240>seething transbians immediately become homophobicnot beating the malebrain allegations
>>40970315i love gay men what do you mean, theyre fun to hang with and are lively as fuck. straight trannies tho, insufferable bunch
>>40970315ketamine addicts are so fucking annoying cause they have big ass egos for some reason, too many chopped transbians with ket problems that think theyre hot when theyre chopped asf
https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC5222913/
>>40970331seethe
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>>40970652I didn't mean to put it in the freezer. I thought fridge usually meant not the freezer part. But the cool part of the fridge that's not the freezer is what I was talking about.>>40970651There's no reason for it to be outside, and I was saying it was a good idea to keep it in the fridge. Not that you're supposed to. It's just if your room gets hot then that's not ideal for the oil. The reason why I say that is because why'd you want to keep your vial outside? I don't think keeping it immediately available is a necessity. It's possible you could bump it and it could fall or something like that. In the end it's up to you for whatever you want to do.
>>40970677>I was saying it was a good idea to keep it in the fridge. idk i've just never heard of anyone doing that before>Not that you're supposed to. It's just if your room gets hot then that's not ideal for the oil.i'll have to pay more attention to my thermometer. it's 70-80 on a good day but hot days it will go way up>The reason why I say that is because why'd you want to keep your vial outside?in case i forget its in the drawer when someone visits, or it's hotter in there than the deskam i going to notice if it's damaged from heat?>In the end it's up to you for whatever you want to do.i'm stupid
bump
I started a new vial recently (same supplier as always) but I've been feeling dissociated again like before trooning and generally been feeling a lot worse mentally, wonder if something is wrong with the vial or if it's just regular life stress (have lots of issues going on rn), won't have bloodwork until October and I don't want to accidentally detransition for two whole months, is there a way I can check if my levels are off before it shows obvious effects? how bad would it be to just additionally take estradiol pills of which I have a few saved up? my levels were usually always pretty safely at around 200-300 at troughalso started antidepressants and smoking (again) recently though so idk what is doing what
bleeding after subq injection. also it hurts a lil. did i hit a vein? am i going to like die it i did?
can someone talk me either into kmsing or out of it? if you're a chaser and you wanna do it, I'll make it worth your while and send nudes on priv or something
>>40971208Why do you want to do it? You shouldn't do it. There's a loving chaser for every tranner.
>>40971464it's not that, it genuinely just feels like I'm floating in life and it's felt like that for the last 10 years, honestly. I don't know why I'm still going. Honestly, I constantly fantasize about ways to die and it's been like this for longer than I want. I'm depressed and I've been depressed and it's gotten better in some ways but worse in others and it feels like I'm walking on a threadmill.
>>40971477Life is all about ups and downs. We all die eventually so you might as well enjoy the ride how you can before then.
i feel you , a lot of the times that i find myself thinking this . but you gotta understand that ur life has value and that even though things have been rough, and look rough for years to come, i think you should still try to push through because sometimes theres that one person that changes ur life for the better, you should try working on self improvement, hygiene, routines, etc. it really gets you out there and gives you things to do in a day if u struggle to find things to do
I'm gonna tell the world!
>>40970746Showing that Vaush haters are the kind of people who believe in prosecuting thought crime just makes Vaush look better desu
>>40971159hate his politics but think he’s hit and supports his kinks…
>>40970508vaush unvaush'd himself?!
Good for him and everything but I don't really care much for his viewpoints on stuff. He kinda lost me at all the non-stop Biden hate and seething.
this would literally be an optics bioweapon
I'm genuinely so insanely afraid of transitioning. Not because of anything that comes with it, but because of the smallest possibility that I might one day just completely change my mind, and realize that I actually prefer being a man. Or even worse, that I'll realize I'm just fine with being a man compared to being a tranny.This genuinely cripples me with horrid dread. I wish I had an innate sense of gender and wasn't completely depersonalized, so that worrying about this would be pointless
>>40969594>I literally gaslit myself into thinking i had literally lost the ability to feel joy or human connection entirelyI didn't even need to gaslight myself into thinking this. Sometime right around puberty I simply lost the ability to feel any joy or genuine human connection and just accepted it as my fate
>>40969547>memories that were textbook super repressed mtfI have some, but they border on confabulation, so I don't know whether to trust them. The thing that still baffles me is that I can't remember ever consciously forming the simple thought of "I wish I were a woman"
>>40970460>The thing that still baffles me is that I can't remember ever consciously forming the simple thought of "I wish I were a woman"same boat. i do remember lying in bed at night for hours imagining what it would be like to have a vagina and touching the space between my legs without even needing to consider that i could be doing it for anything other than idle curiosity. similarly i started putting things in my butt before masturbating with my dick, and only thought it might be taken as sexual when i thought about what might happen if i were caught and had to explain what i was doing. the best explanation i could imagine at the time was that it just felt good in a nonsexual way like scratching and itch or sneezing.like i said in my post eight hours ago, it was only when i actively started working towards suicide i realized i was much more unhappy than i was admitting and i started trying to introspect. and even then it was me reading the wikipedia description for gender dysphoria that made me finally make the connection.when it hurts to do something, you learn not to do it. thinking about, admitting to yourself that you care about your gender hurts because you're dysphoric. so you've spent years not thinking about it and not admitting that you care about it. it's an easy habit for you.
>>40968633I hid it away since prepubertyIt became twistedNoThis too is a lieIt’s all pornMef agp sissy call it what you wantI call it pornI’m a manAlways was there is nothing to hide. There is nobody but me. I did this to myself because of porn. Crying won’t change that. Hating myself won’t change that.Why did I wish it to be real? Because I wanted the porn to be real. Becayse I didn’t want to believe I’m so shallow. But I am!I’m porn. Nothing more.When I turned 24 I seemed hrt, since I learned about it. Years later now I hate myself for lying to myself.I was never a woman. I never had dysphoria. I was never feminine in any way. I never ever wished my life wasn’t male until porn.I am male
>>40968002i regret my transition cause i don’t pass and i am realizing that an ugly tranny literally has no value in society whatsoever
soup edition qott: favorite soup?
Elon listens to that Rudyard freak lmao
>>40970788>>40970844Feel you on that one>t. another right-yuro to left-yuro migrant
Women.
>>40971384its okay we gonna go back maybe someday
>>40971507I'm of two minds on that one. The nature, the people, the air, the je ne sais quoi. On the other hand, the bad parts of the culture and how they're worse in the places where one can get a decent job, social life and future. Hope it's better for you.
Which Muslim countries are best for trans women?
>>40971505Estrogen. Unironically.
>>40971505Unironically a visit by the FBI
>>40971499i support them because i'm shia nigga
>>40971510For what? playing a vidya with Hitler in it?
I wish I were transgender in Iran!
Is simp culture the cause of trans women?
>>40971453no
>>40971460I think it is!
>>40971516I think you're a retard who should kill themselves!
>>40971453That's not simping, that's a dude starting shit he couldn't finish.
>>40971527well, it's hard to finish when multiple men gang up on you because you dared hit a lady
What is the plausibility of this?
>>40969026not gonna post pic but me at 7 years lol. i get they themd even when i go all out
>>40971352cope, i do not pass>>40971399i’m not the tag is just on the outside i have to cut it off lol
>>40971035I'm approaching 5 years and my body is still changing.>>40971114Old people pass as old.Not all cis women are pretty or sexy or cute. The game is won by being perceived as a member of the female sex.t. allegedly cute, definitely not sexy, kinda plain desu
>>40968815Pretty plausible. AGPs generally have a good transition. Look at almost any timeline posted and it's this but to a slightly lesser degree
>>40971471yeh, I was wondering, but the rough seams made it look inside out haha>>40971472nah, it's all the features everyone here complains about, yes those features too, and those, so everyone can be made to be clocky cos it's all overlapping bell curvessomeone being made to look clocky is never definitive proof of anything tbqh
gender = gender roles
>>40970580>it's annoying:ppppppppp i like it that's me sticking out my tongue at you :ppppp
>>40970611that's not as conformist
I hate gender roles.
I like it when the gender rolls are soft and squishy
>>40971514gender brioche
Just curious
Yeah.Satisfied?
my sex doesn't work :(
>>40971501what makes you do it? other than money obv, but like do you feel validated as a woman while doing it. Is it about pleasure too?
>>40971491kinda hate that ive gooner to picrel as a chinese tranny
funds aside, i wish i had the courage to get ffs. doing this to my skull genuinely terrifies me.like i'm worried one good wack to the forehead and i'm sending bone fragments into my brain. fuck... i'm so destined to be a hon :(
>>40971374im like 90% thats not how it works with bones, but ive also never gotten surgery. bones are hard tissue, soft tissue can heal itself like that but i feel like bones are different
>>40971379They've got a lot of surgeries that involve repositioning bones and it says they fuse on the internet, I think they do.
>>40969673>like i'm worried one good wack to the forehead and i'm sending bone fragments into my brain.I had this done in 2023 and 8 months later fell off a step-ladder and landed forehead first. I knocked myself out and gave myself a TBI that lasted almost a year. Daily seizures, amnesia, emotional instability ect ect. I can assure you the plates they put in ARE strong enough. If I can swan dive on to my forehead from like 10ft and nothing breaks...Aesthetically you would never know anything happened.
>>40971374>>40971379How do you think broken bones in casts heal? XD
>>40969696INSANE cope holy shit.
I would prefer to be a woman but I know it’s impossible so instead I try to be the manliest man I can be.
>>40969682You'd definitely make a cute girl Anon
You made the correct choice. You will be proud of yourself in the future.
>>40969682So you can larp ? Buyers remorse ? God afflicted you or something ?
>>40969682you don't look like that THOUGH
Previous thr>>40968754qott: what would you gift putin if you met him
Feet
your fat because you don't eat enough fruit the sugar in fruit makes you skinny
>the sugar in fruit makes you skinny
Me when I eat the entire McDonald's menu but then I remember I looked at some lettuce 5 years ago :nail_care_tone1:
>>40971467https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qzllKLJdZ5U
i feel as though i am one of the few trans women who would feel more affirmed in my womanhood if i was taller. most trans women talk about how they hate being taller than the average woman. but as a 5'2 boymoder, i would feel like a divine goddess if i was able to be the tallest girl in the room like 5'7 to 6'2. i've always looked up to (both literally and figuratively) to the tall women in my life and always thought thet their height makes them absolutely gorgeous. maybe because i don't have the experience of being tall, i would have a different perspective or even be dysphoric over my height, but the way i see it, tall women are beautiful, feminine, womanly, confident and empowered.i also think that towering over your boyfriend in heels is really hot.
>>40967740That's the point they are making buddy. Similarly, 5'7" is not tall for a woman unless you are Korean or something
>>40967474Fashion models are chosen by gay men. Those are not feminine women. Erotic models are chose for their femininity and they look completely different. Being short is being feminine
>>40969525TwT I am korean. My measurements pass by western standards fail for east asian.
I'm 6'1 and honestly it's a mixed bag. >>40967474This post sums it up quite well. Usually it feels nice for me to be taller than some men and hearing them compliment my height (you'd be surprised how many men like tall women) or even say how me being taller makes them a little bit insecure.On the other hand, being next to shorter cis women, especially if it's a bigger group, makes me feel very insecure and like I stick out too much. I live in a country where cis women can be pretty tall (western europe) so ig I'm lucky in that regard, if I lived somewhere else where women are super short then I'd probably feel much worse about my height>>40967716oh yeah and the spine problems.. I can relate a lot lmao
>>40967623You are some tall chaser's only hope at avoiding back pain.t. knower