how do i find a decent boyfriend when im a mentally ill unemployed loser who doesn’t have anyone irl and doesn’t go outside ;-;people tell me i pass really well. i have a cute, passing, but soft/weak voice, im good at voice training and can do several voices. people seem to find me attractive, im skinny, i a soft, gentle, kind and feminine personality. i introspect a lot and love thinking about the world, and people always tell me im smart and that im really helpful. im creative, and i think i have good artistic taste. i think i have good intrapersonal skills, but i do get really really bad social anxiety. i get hit on a lot irl, not the types that i think i would pair well with though …i don’t want just a sex thing, i want connectionim so mentally ill, incompetent and codependent. is it over for me? i want a boyfriend so bad, im also so scared of men. im so pathetic
>>40966734im not really a 4channer, sometimes i just come to post something anonymously into the void. i mostly just talk to friends and their friends, im not very outgoing, i get anxious. the most social thing i do is play minecraft on serves, and also voice train…
>>40966776thank you ;-; i hope we both find good relationships!
>>40966007>>40966073this is why I cant date men. are they attractive from a distance? sure. but as soon as they get close all they care about is being a monkeybusiness rape ape and not being human. why tf cant you enjoy talking? how tf do you like me if you want to fuck silently then leave? you want sex sex sex be a fag or pay a hooker.
>high sex drive (unpredictable subtype)>weird and specific kinks>do not want a "partner">anxious personality>unwilling to form attachments>keep everyone at arms length>caught in a fugue state of both wanting attention and to be desired but also have the freedom to not owe someone my attentionSend help, I'm undateable AND prone to whorish tendencies
>>40967742Wish I had a whorish tendency gf
Need fembrained porn recs to goonI tried, but I can't goon to fanfiction, sorryI still want to be fembrained, thoughever
>>40965491Do you like yaoi?
>>40965499I read some as a pre-adolescent, but I don't really like itI kinda like homoeroticism, but I have yet to find gay porn that is actually good
>>40965491Gang bangs, idk why but it's popular with women
Gay men having sex
>everything is perfect! I look 100% female now that I’ve gotten ffs
Imagine cumming on that forehead
>>40968240that literally looks like an average female republican voter keki would say its a success but shes still ugly as fuck
>>40968248imagine being so obsessed with the United States’ 2 party system that you see a bitch with a hulking forehead and think about it
How do I get over the fear of looking like a rapehon when being sexy with my girlfriendim already a passoid but the damage of my brain done by gigarapehons is so much I cant help myself than to be passive and saint-like
>>40968055ill let her rape me, she needs it anyway even if I dont want to
>>40967922yeah I agree. christ, she nearly said the whole /tttt/ lexicon.
>>40967914stop being a rapehon anon its not that hard :(
>>40968185im not a rapehon, i literally am as safe and bland as humanely possible. but the thought of my girlfriend thinking im a perverted tranny makes me unable to even touch her
>>40968185rapehons deserve love and acceptancei will save all the rapehons and love them ;3
do fujos like seeing their bfs bottoming for trans girls and flicking their beans to that? asking for a friend
>>40968074Not gay enough
>>40968141is sucking some gock not gay enough?
>>40968074I don’t think fujos generally find MtFs exciting, it’d have to be with a cis man or perhaps a passing trans man.
I wish I had a fujo gf that corrupted me and made me bottom for guys
Homosexual sex is only hot if I pretend I'm "the girl" for a masculine top or if the bottom is so feminine that's basically a girl with a dick.
>>40968005ok bro, uh I mean babe
internalized homophobia
>>40968005>Pretend I'm the girlGay>Feminine bottom is a girl with a dickStraight
are there any transbians in virginia that want to be my friend? i live in the greater richmond area
Ya, I'll be your friend.
Pusy?
>>40968198>srs before laser or ffs or putting any effort into appearanceautism is so fucking powerful
<3
>>40954545a cis girl six years younger than me who DMed me on a dating app had this as one of her pictures
>>409640696 years is too much. I would feel really creepy.
>>40964241yeah i agree. unless im like 30+, 6 years is too big of an age gap for me
>>40964069she's perfect omg, hope you dmed her back and got to know each other
I just want any chasers out there to know that I've jerked it to lesbian PIV four times today
>be me>have serious gay thoughts for the first time a couple nights ago>think "it seems appealing to date a dude! this seems right for me!">next day>thinking about it a lot and it still seems right>kind of anxious cause it's a lot to process in one days time>anxiety shows and mom asks "what's going on?">don't want to tell her because i was planning on waiting for months before even considering telling anyone>cave and tell her i'm gay>she's supportive but I definitely told her too soon>tell best friend on the same day, he's supportive too but same issueI feel pretty confident about all this, but at the same time i feel like i rushed the process a lot. I wish i didn't tell my mom and didn't commit to this so soon. I am attracted to girls in a sexual way but I would not want a long term relationship with one. I feel like I can connect on a more personal level with a dude. Thinking about getting onto the gay side of a dating app but apprehensive. IT ALL WENT WRONG!!!
i cant cut myself or kill myself because i was stupid enough to make people and animal care about me.im tired of this tranny existence and its too much for me. my flesh prison disgusts me daily and i cannot tolerate it well at all. if im left alone with my thoughts it takes no longer than 10 minutes for my mind to find itself enthralled with the idea of ending my life.in the past week alone ive thought abouthanging myselfshooting myselftaking a bunch of pillsziptying a bag over my head and ziptying my wristsslicing my wrists open in a warm bathjumping in front of a truckjumping off a buildingdriving headfirst into traffic or an immovable objectwhy am i so creative with these methods? why cant i be creative in ways to improve my life or cope better with trannyshit?
>>40967292Nooooo don't shoot yourself Olive you're so sexy hahaSeriousy though, cool it with all the negative self-talk. Even if you are just copying the way other girls do it here, even if you think you are just being ironic, it really does start to seep it's way into your brain after a while. Practicing mindfulness might be a bit of a meme, but it's a meme that actually works. Also TAKE A BREAK FROM 4CHAN! Even if you can't quit completely, staying away from it and the posters here for a while will do wonders. Negative self-talk may be bad for your mental health, but whatever the fuck your obsessive admirers(??) Or whatever you want to call them are saying in this thread will *definitley* fuck up your self image.>>40967257You are such a valiant, shining beacon of hope anon. Misgendering depressed tgirls to stop all the problematic "enabling". Truly a selfless individual.
>>40967721you are an idiot and an enabler. people like you need to be put an end to by trump some time so normal balanced people have a chance to shine.
>>40967746>normal balanced people>muh trump lol wtf
>>40967762There are people genuinely trying to help themselves and others and then there are freaks and enablers like you.
>>40967721calling a hulking idiot of a man a man isn't misgendering you idiot its calling a delusional man what he is - a giant obnoxious cunt who keeps posting his idiotic nonsense everywhere. Honestly I thoroughly get why MAGA is so popular right now when I hear delusional idiots spouting nonsense.
Im not particularly gay. Meaning i dont feel romantic or sexual attraction to men. But somehow wearing feminine clothes and playing with my ass feels good. I want a girlfriend that i can fuck, but thats not happening anytime soon so i just have fun by myself...What would you guys call this.I have had a homosexual exprience and it didnt really do it for me. But feminine stuff is hot.
>>40966380he already said he doesn't like men
>>40966356Agp white nerdy males. I hate you faggots so much you've ruined everything with your sickness.
>>40966402What's there to elaborate on this, I like cute boys
>>40966356>I like cats>Does this mean I like dogs?No dumbass it means you like cats.
Bait
I used to think it was humiliating to date lesbians as a trans man. I‘ve been converted now. There‘s nothing hotter than making a „lesbian“ take dick for the first time in her life, have her worship your hairy male body and brainwash her into a normal straight girl. This is good.
>>40968150But honestly, if they can get cutie shortstack pussy I still respect them to some extent.
>>40968150>I mog those broads, no wonder lesbian bed death existswomen just aren't as sexual or crave sex as much as men do
>>40968194women do crave sex but only with men
>>40967963very malebrained, you brainpass
>>40968194That‘s so false, women are the horniest creatures I‘ve ever met.
How much longer until they start using this logic against hrt providers?
>>40967868obvious larp but let me ask then what left leaning policies are you pretending to believe in?healthcare? non issueabortion? non issuepalestine? non issueyou have nothing to gain from voting democrat if you hate trannies this much
>>40967941I don't know what to tell you. I honestly feel like I am dealing with a disabled person here. I am a left-wing person who doesn't like tranny shit. I really think after losing to Trump twice, the left will knock it off with the tranny shit. They already started to.
>>40967971>I honestly feel like I am dealing with a disabled person here.well this is the problem with the left. everyone is self interested and you have to compromise to be part of it>I am a left-wing person who doesn't like tranny shit.doubt it. you're just self interested but have too many skill issues to be right wing>the left will knock it off with the tranny shit.will you be okay if the knock it off with gay rights or abortion?
>>40967868>Or did trans people just not make their voices heard?Again, spoken like an idiot.I'll state again, if I didn't already.Whatever trans people want to do, I don't care.I don't hate them, but I'm not their magical "ally" unicorn that will shine a spotlight on them for as long as it is convenient for me to do so either.With that said, you fail to understand how communication works.It needs effort from more than one person.A trans person can "make themselves heard" all they want.But if everybody "hears" them, but nobody is "listening" to them, it is noise in the wind.Do YOU "listen" to everything you "hear"?Why would a media institution, for example, "listen" to a well-grounded trans person with honest intentions, when they can simply spotlight some fat, sweaty, green-haired lunatic with more face piercings than I can count screaming about "punching TERFs in the face".If you are live by what the media tells you, tell me this:Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>40967472>Trump won the election on tranny hateDeluded take. He won because the economy was shit under Biden.
Did blanchard talk about this idk I failed at becoming a real man I just look like a teenage boy after being on T for some years. I want to be a masculine man who dominates twinks but I think I’m just destined to be chased by pedos. I still feel attracted to this form in that I would fuck myself though.
>>40964215I dunno.. would you trust a child in their care?
>>40965644I wouldn’t want them to beat a child up the same way I want them to beat me up so noMore seriously I think that the actual pedophiles shouldn’t, the ones actually attracted to children, but people who like adults that look young would be fine so long as they can seperate fetish from reality
>>40960669what is ur height and weight? if youre above 5'6 and above 120lbs, you do not look like a shota.
>>40960669autopedophilia is pretty common for bottoms
>>40968161I’m 5’1 and 106 lbs. you severely overestimate the height of the average pooner.
