fuck yall im going outside
i'm not dysphoric but i have extreme orgasm and vagina envy and want to have sex or masturbate like a womanis it worth taking HRT despite being a disgusting male pervert that is chasing hedonism and then killing myself if i can't have good orgasms?
>>40966283>I've noticed staying very relaxed throughout the day contributes to a youthful appearance and soft features,there's always something to worry about>And I notice women are more naturally suited to jobs that require light but constant amounts of effort,but where are those jobs and what are you considering light effort?>whereas men gravitate towards jobs that are really stressful and have acute busy periods with periods of relaxation betweenthis might also be part of why males have higher autism and adhd rates, and why women do better in education>>40966319>whereas a disgruntled old man just parks his ass in front of the TV until something important comes up, which in his old age means pretty much never doing shit.also their lifestyles leading up to retirement were probably more taxing on the body>>40966351Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>40966431>doesnt that get distractingi guess? its kind of annoying cos i feel pent up but cant really do anything about iti would say i have a medium sex drive so its not like im ravenously horny 24/7 but its ehh if my bf doesnt feel like doing anything for a few days cos i get fairly worked up but it doesnt really interfere with my life so much
>>40966431>there's always something to worry aboutTrue. The goal is minimization. Whether you realize it or not, you're constantly tensing your muscles involuntarily throughout the day in response to events, and this puts a sea of minor stresses on your body that wear it down. But you can reduce this with effort.>but where are those jobs and what are you considering light effort?Think of mangaka. They sit at their desks for 9-12 hours at a time, expending light but steady effort every day. Isn't that kind of feminine, if you think about it? Male work has periods of stress alternating with relaxation, whereas female work has little stress so it needs little relaxation. And Japan more than any other country is tapped into "feminine energy".
>>40966502just another way male sexuality is worsethe fact that you are just able to ignore it until you're readyif it were up to me i'd be a high sex drive woman with a remote job so i could just masturbate in my downtime >>40966563>But you can reduce this with effort.you mean like your natural response to stress?>Think of mangaka. They sit at their desks for 9-12 hours at a time, expending light but steady effort every day.do mangaka actually work for 9 hours straight or do they just sit there for 9 hours but only actually get things done in bursts? desk and office jobs aren't usually 9-12 hours of slow work in my experienceComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>40966653>you mean like your natural response to stress?Not just stress but like literally anythinglike tensing your head when focusedYou should not do this, or at least try to minimize it as much as possible. >do mangaka actually work for 9 hours straight or do they just sit there for 9 hours but only actually get things done in bursts? Bursts is the wrong way to describe itMale work is done in bursts, but female work is like a constant, gentle oscillation between mild relaxation and mild but steady effort. When men relax during work they're like, let's go out and smoke, let's drink a monster during break, let's do the hard task now & then sit on our asses doing nothing for hours or days until the next hard task (like the military). When women relax it's like let me change the playlist I'm listening to on spotify, let me stretch a little, let me make some tea, let me have a short chat with a friend, and then they just go back to doing the work. They barely relax, but that's because the work they do is just not taxing in the same way as in male professions really
When you introspect what in your subjective experience tells you that you're trans? Like to you just have an ambient sense you are X gender or what?
>>40966024>fuck off, disabled people don't lose a portion of their humanity!They lose a small portion. But think carefully about what the most exploitable part of a human is. Is it their bodies? Or is it their minds dealing with the pain inflicted via their bodies? I'd say what makes us exploitable is more what goes on inside our heads than our legs or hands or even our eyes. anything, disabled people are even more exploitable and possessable and thus valuable in some ways. Otherwise, rapists would just buy flesh-like replicas because it's easier. Otherwise, nobody would fall genuinely in love with disabled people. What makes us human and valuable(and thus vulnerable) happens inside our minds mostly. I will conceed that value doesn't mean much if you can't own yourself or find a good owner. But it's the 21st century. Even if women didn't have rights(and they do), they'd have men fighting over women online constantly presuming you're not in bumfuck nowhere like the middle east. Historically, where there is patriarchal power, a woman is oppressed to the degree she can't get thousands of men fighting over her. Women getting rights was kind of an inevitability with the advance of communacative technology.
>>40960593It was so long ago that I no longer recall. I wish I did, and I certainly prefer to live life this way compared to falling into degenerate Faragism, but a part of me does wonder what life I would lived had my parents done my due diligence and didn't give me unrestricted internet access that told me that being trans was indeed possible from a young age.i probably still would have changed my name though, but i imagine i would have had a better relationship with my family and would probably have gone onto university and focused on my studies instead of having to spend a large part of my time justifying my own existence and fighting an entangled web of pointless bureaucratic battles just to be mei would probably be a better person than I am now - if only a bit sadder and confused as to how I always end up making friends with women. would i rather be depressed and dysphoric or depressed and female? its an odd question and desu i don't think even i know the answer.i occasionally get depressive spouts of intense regret of transitioning but i just shut it out of my brain, as i vaguely recall failing to do with being transsexual in the first place
>>40960678is pain an emotion?
>>40966307>Never made any connection to gender until 20that's when i consciously voiced the thought for the first time too, minus a few months. i've been on hormones since i was 22, currently about to turn 28. no regrets except not starting sooner.>but it's been a fruitless endeavordo you mean you have no opportunities to present any more feminine in a social context, and no social life or friends to change their pronoun use? or do you mean you've felt nothing positive, not even a glimmer when you have done those things?>Can't tell whether that's dysphoria though, or me not liking a feminine presentationah. yeah. i know what you mean. asking people to call you something you know you're not doesn't make it feel better when they respect it. it feels like being indulged.are you on hormones at all? or have you just experimented with words and clothes?
>>40966728>that's when i consciously voiced the thought for the first time too, minus a few monthsHad my dream just a couple months short of turning 20, but it took a while until I realized I probably do desire to be a woman. After that realization, it only took one month until I bought diy hrt.>are you on hormones at all? or have you just experimented with words and clothes?I've took hrt for about 3 months and felt nothing. The anxiety that came from the fear of regretting it later, because I still wasn't (and still am not) certain whether this desire is intrinsic to me. I'm afraid I'd live a better a life as a man despite not really wanting it over living as a trans woman. I've experiment a bit with words and clothes, but it all felt very arbitrary to me. Wearing women's clothes while having a male body is akin to body horror for me though.>do you mean you have no opportunities to present any more feminine in a social context, and no social life or friends to change their pronoun use? or do you mean you've felt nothing positive, not even a glimmer when you have done those things? Both. I lack opportunities, but the few I got didn't make me feel a thing. I hoped they would, but I didn't expect anything else. If anything, I've felt even more like a skinwalker trying it.>it feels like being indulgedExactly this. I hate this feeling with a burning passion
i cant cut myself or kill myself because i was stupid enough to make people and animal care about me.im tired of this tranny existence and its too much for me. my flesh prison disgusts me daily and i cannot tolerate it well at all. if im left alone with my thoughts it takes no longer than 10 minutes for my mind to find itself enthralled with the idea of ending my life.in the past week alone ive thought abouthanging myselfshooting myselftaking a bunch of pillsziptying a bag over my head and ziptying my wristsslicing my wrists open in a warm bathjumping in front of a truckjumping off a buildingdriving headfirst into traffic or an immovable objectwhy am i so creative with these methods? why cant i be creative in ways to improve my life or cope better with trannyshit?
>>40966382>I'm a big womanWell duh, there are women of all sizes, the girl I met was also taller than me, well that's not a feat but she was bigger than all women in the room but she was still cute
>>40960217A bong rip, a greasy pizza slice, hanging out with some irl tgirls, getting your asshole stretched, and getting off this godforsaken website for a few weeks would probably save you Olive.
>>40966590he's too racist and nasty to reform and gets too much encouragement from his cis lesbian enabler to ever leave this platform.any time he wants attention the gigantic body will be squeezed in to the tightest of jeans and paraded for all to see for attention. if that fails its going to be suicide threads galore.
>>40966657I find it hard to imagine how pathetic the type of person who spends their days on 4chan bullying depressed trans women to soothe their own eggshell-thin egos must be. I can hardly even visualize it.Mind posting a pic of yourself for research purposes anon?
>>40966846Fine but only cuz you asked
I want to slap my balls for a transgirl
>>40964221oh my god...
>>40964152>thats too muchBORING
>>40965103Im sorry I'm too scared to post videos about me publicly ;-;I'd do it privately maybe, if I knew you.Also I'm hairy so
>>40966767>im hairydont care, HAWTbut its oki nonny i dont mean to pressure u
>>40966841>dont care, HAWTthank you >~< but im also brown and a guy>i dont mean to pressure uIts okay. I can make a discord or something if you really want to watch a hairy brown man slap his balls.
any cis boys share this experience? i was female socialized in highschool until I became self-aware of how gay I was perceived. My flamboyancy was just cope for insecurity surrounding my masculinity. I just realized how jarring/unnatural/annoying it is to watch grown ass men with dick and balls acting like sassy queens. I think most gay men are faking it. Some men are genuinely flamboyant but a majority of ""gay"" men are doing it because they're insecure and essentially give up the man role. But on the flip side a lot of straight men are essentially doing a drag performance as a "hetero" man and are a lot more gay then they come across. They do gay shit and put on gay voice as a joke but that is actually a real part of their personality that they are suppressing. I predict that the amount of men that are truly cis/straight is extremely small. Performing gender as a man is more mentally taxing and soul-crushing than the woman role which is why there are more mtf / flamboyant gays than ftm / butch women.
>>40966809> Performing gender as a man is more mentally taxing and soul-crushingThat's the cause of transgenderism right there
QOTT: Do you have any stereotypical female interests? Do you repress those too? last thread: >>40945501
>>40966327this is why when reppers date each other they end up transitioning
>>40965691lmao no I was a gigachud, I deserve this. By the time I stopped hating trannies and accepted that I had the brain of one I knew that it was already too late for me to do anything about it. I never really had any hope to let go of except for the dream that one of my magical genderbender fantasies would come true someday.
i could've transitioned when i was around 18-22 if i wasn't a retarded coward
I dont think anyone deserves to transition unless they are truly the gender they say they areWhich is why I believe all of you suffer justly
no one likes a repper but no one likes a late transitioner either
Do most chasers also like muscular women and are into femdom, right? They like mostly femininity with some degree of masculinity so both trannies and muscular women seem to fit that. Especially if these ones have dominant tendencies.
Most cis women have more muscle mass than the average scoliosis discord addicted tranny.
>>40965963There is some correlation yeah
Speaking for myself, I like it when a woman looks athletic without looking overly muscular. Their bodies have some tone, but they haven't shed every ounce of body fat. I don't get the femdom thing, but a woman should have a backbone. She should dish out as well as she can take.
How much longer until they start using this logic against hrt providers?
>>40965013i didn't know being near unrest is a crime.
>>40966066I mean when you look at polls (if you believe those), the only reason they look so bleak on trans issues is that conservatives have unanimous consensus on trans stuff. If you look at moderates and Democrats opinions are more divided but ultimately lean more supportive on fundamental stuff like anti-discrimination and "they should be allowed to exist" type of questions. Moderates wouldn't be marching the streets on trans people's behalf or anything, but they'd care enough to voice that it was vastly too far. It would be another part of a long list of things where the right overstepped the mark at the expense of more moderate tastes and all of that taken together USUALLY translates to a lost election for conservatives, if we have legitimate elections moving forward.
>>40966137Transexuals have always been a waste of everybody's time in the political sphere. They really thought they were going to be the next civil rights/gay rights, etc, social issue. But no. They just kind of suck.I don't care about a group of people that have been nothing but an albatross. They were a fad issue for far too long. We got rid of them and now can talk about real issues that matter. Like healthcare or any other issue that actually matters.
Want to talk about cartels? Mexican here.Basically, it's an illegal business run by rich people. They hire poor people who usually live on the border. The cartel's business isn't just drugs, but human trafficking, prostitution, and organized crime. This can exist with the help of corrupt politicians. I'm not just talking about corrupt Mexican politicians, but also Americans who allow all this to happen.Mexico is just a warehouse, the drugs are stored in Mexico, the Mexican cartel takes care of that drug and sends it to the north, the raw material comes from China, and the American gangs and the organized crime in their cities are in charge of selling and distributing the drugs... there is a whole logistics, but the owners are not Mexican, it is surely another person similar to Epstein.Mexico has lithium. Mexican lithium mines are literally under Texas. They discovered that less than six years ago... so guess why all this drama is about.The Mexican cartel is a cancer. Out of every 1,000 Mexicans, 1 is a crazy terrorist. There are 130 million of us, but the average Mexican is not to blame for that. Mexico is a peaceful place most of the time. It's only in marginalized areas where this happens.You can't go to war against the cartel. We already tried in 2006. They attack civilians, literally thousands of people dead. It's an evil that will never end until addicts stop using drugs.
>>40966255>Like healthcare or any other issue that actually matters.you're probably a bot or a concern trollbut in case you aren't, those aren't real issues. you realize that the fact that you are so pissed about trannies means that healthcare or any "issue that matters" doesn't actually mean shit to youdon't pretend like you give a fuck about housing or healthcare
One should be proud of having a transgender girlfriend, not ashamed.Never hide her.Always show her affection....... If only I had one.
>>40966864kiss my gf at the movies holding her hand while walking through a mall calling her a cute pet name in front of other people WOOF
As soon as it invades your body, it goes to work making you a mockery of life.
>>40966677Do you think women taking testosterone is a good thing because it has some of the opposite effects
>>40966677Yeah I can make up bullshit forever too pal that’s the good thing about talking piss
>>40966662just a few months
>>40966843you want me to kill myself dont you
>>40966858many many years
This is the peak female body.
>>40966566these fat positive and obesity fetish threads have been spammed too much!! They are losing the appeal of a niche fetish that losers might automatically have a body attractive to those with the fetish because its being shoved down our throats too much....just put like a few feederism dogwhistles here and there or post yourself being fat in passgen, we dont need multiple porn threads up for this
>>40966663i actually though that they were gone for awhile. i wish i could be a cute tranny fat bitch but alas i am a cis bisexual muscular bara twonk
>QOTT: Is this the end for terje?>QOTT2: Will he ever escape Gloves gaping maw?
>>40966366During summer Australia tends to feel like it's a short drive to the sun. But luckily air con is fairly common.
>>40959817Gloves is my comfort character...
>>40966049>build your involvement around a characterThe most fembrained thing ever written
Why are pooners so often more femenine than regular cis women?
>>40966781I love him too where is the boy fetch him for me
You look like that serial killer
you look like you ate a bee
>>40966574would succ
432Hz- Alpha Waves Heal The Whole Body and Spirit, Emotional, Physical, Mental & Spiritual Healinghttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u3papaX85MA
>>40966574Ohh you're cute How long have you been on test
im a junkie(strogen)
>>40964034im too lazy to
>>40964075I do.
if you want to be cheap and lazy but not a total POS what you can do is but the needles in a plastic milk jug and throw the syringes in the trash.
>>40965852or you can use an old tall can (monster or watever)then just tape over the top
>>40964044takes about 200