delusion edition>QOTT: do you feel like a woman on the inside?>QOTT2: are you willing to give up your old self to become something new and better?previous: >>>41222763
1 month off the satanic jew's poison shots
>>412443591) yeah sometimes most of the times i feel gay and inhuman2) I would give up a lot to feel better tbgive been thinking about being trans for 3 years now and my egg hasnt cracked yet. cant wait to be john50
>>41247208>cant wait to be john50my fear...
the healthier i get, the worse i feeli've been more organized recently, became less lethargic, started eating stuff i had an autistic hatred for because of the health benefits, i've been slowly getting healthier. but i feel worse in the troon thoughts department.when my routine reflected my depression at least i was in a haze where nothing could hurt me, my body was barely functioning and that included my brain.but im aware now, too aware. i hate this so much. dysphoria i thought i had never felt before has increased so much. fuck my life.
the trick to repping is to develop aaplearn to appreciate yourself as a man, an artsy effeminate man
https://youtu.be/DlL376A1hMo?si=lnnjd5Aj1a-tBXY_&t=371https://youtu.be/nV9er9e1gaM?si=XR1TjpcoTLm9Rw_N&t=3233Pete finally addressed Tucker's "he's a fake gay, let me ask him very specific questions about gay sex" comment and it's left me with more questions than answers. Everything he says we've heard before. I thought Tucker was just trolling for views but now I think he's right.
>>41246975I think he’s gay but not in the way Tucker is gay (bottom). I also don’t think he’s even “been in love.” I refuse to believe that sex with Chasten isn’t an entirely utilitarian task to keep him quiet.
>>41247052Tucker is gay in the "furtive encounter in the men's toilets at CPAC kind of way" so he is mistakenly projecting his homosexuality of passion onto Pete. Pete is gay in the sense of electrocuting Afghani peasant farmers for 8 hours and then getting himself off with a belt tied around his neck.
>>41246996He tried to make it seem like his dad was discriminated for being a brown midget with an accent despite rising to be the head of his department. I think he was hoping that the average dumb American wouldn’t know where Malta was. His attempts at appealing to black people were hysterical. When he had breakfast with Al Sharpton he ordered fried chicken, collard greens, mac and cheese, everything. And then Al ordered a single slice of toast. When the food came Pete immediately started ravenously eating as if he’d been fasting for days just for this moment. After a feeble attempt of attacking the chicken with his knife, he took it in his hands and ate about 90% of it before asking Al, “is this okay to eat with my hands.” This is grown ass man running for president. After this, he started shoving the collard greens and macaroni down his throat and did absolutely no chewing (this is potentially solid proof he’s no stranger to taking cock). Al is clearly judging him the whole time, he never even touched his toast.Pete famously asked Chasten if he could eat his Dairy Queen ice cream before his chicken tendies. I also saw a clip of him getting ice cream at local business and taking an incredibly long amount of to choose a flavor. This all very neurotic and faggy behavior but it’s still not proof he’s gay.Something I found interesting about Pete was that his neighbors never saw him as a child. E. Michael Jones literally lived a few doors down. Jones had a large family and claims he knew every kid in the neighborhood, but he never saw Pete. We all know gays are made not born, and Pete may have had an odd upbringing. Jones speculates that his dad never gave him attention so he seeks it from other men.
>>41247445i thnk Pete arriving in a pair of FUBU jeans slouched around his knees and a kangol cap and asking Mr Sharpton if white boys are allowed to speak in ebonics was more damaging to his standing with the black community to be honest
>>41247445LOLhe also lost composure when he was pressed in that interview about some bread price shit with mckinsey. it just would never work anyway. white liberals are really out of touch with how black people see gay people. white liberals think that black people think just like them. out of democratic voters, white people have the highest share that identify as liberal while black people have the lowest. these fags in the dem party keep hiring retard human resources white women to work their campaigns and it just doesn't work on any man that isn't a fat balding simp.
I’m gonna kill myself in a month. What are important things I should do before then? >t. depressed tranny
>>41244090>t. snoopy mom who found this website on her daughter's pc
Dmt
>>41236712comr to my house and lets play some games and chill for a while
>>41236712My gf was gonna kill herself before I met her as well now I'm just trying to make the rest of her life at least somewhat happy. Find a bf that has patience and your happiness in mind, difficult and unlikely but possible
>>41236712Try talking with chatgpt or claude. If you conform with the meme, and any good with computers, then use the API. (Frontend GPT-5 would just redirect you to a sui helpline, which is not helpful. Through the API useful models like deepseek, 4o or 4.1 is available.)If you have any valuables, give them to whom you'd like to.Try LSD or heavy psychedelics like shrooms if you didn't.Do scouting and opsec. Waking up in a hospital bound to the bed under psych eval is far worse than not waking up, and the absolute worst is if you managed to cripple but not kill yourself.If you live in the states, try to get a gun and go to a firing range. (So you won't raise the red flag of asking for "any gun", and "a single bullet" - you can say it's for self defense and you'll have time until the cooldown period expires.)I won't tell you to enjoy life or don't. Everyone else will. No one knows that you're in a state when you can't and won't listen. A part of you is crying out for help, but at this stage, you may or may not be able to listen, and you may or may not be able to find real help.There are trannies in here who has been through a lot, and are still standing.You're not weak for looking at a solution which is way too familiar for many people here.
Really makes you think.
>>41247375women be shopping lol
Sucks the most when it comes from someone you didn't expect. And they just think theyre being helpful.
>>41245312I jerk off to catboymechs art all the time the babyfur stuff is weird though
maybe men who are called women should remember their place instead of lambasting the women that accept them
>>41247501This shows Its not acceptance its passive acquiescence
why are some mtfs able to attract high quality men while others are seemingly forced to settle for the absolute bottom of the barrel?
>>41245575Go do your coursework before you lose your neetbux and drop out of college instead of insulting other people's boyfriends Discordia.
>>41240402those relationships dont last. almost all high quality men want biological children. nobody actually dates transgirls long term unless they have a mtf fetish
>>41246878Non-op Twinkhons and below actually don't have this problem since they can just date gay men. Even attractive gay men.
the only trannies i know with high quality bfs are passoids or very pretty twinkhons maybe it’s all about looks
>>41245390how did you meet?
how does it feel to have sex with a tgirl?
>>41246950>doesn't know who jessica is wat
>>41246818Looks like Michael Jackson
>>41246959can you just spoonfeed me how am i supposed to recognise every tranny that ever put their face online
>>41246970she plays yugioh
bump
>Be me, tgirl>135lbs for a few months now (about 5'5 for reference)>Realize I'm not as attractive as most of my friends because of it>Turning point is when my friend who's maybe 5 or 6 inches taller than me and much more attractive also turns out to be 135lbs>Time to stop being a fatass>Plan a 500kcal deficit per day until I get to 120>Go on a diet, even maintain a spreadsheet with graphs to stay motivated>After three weeks get down to 127 last weekend>Immediately get a ton of renewed sexual attention>Keep up routine, jump up to 131 again anyways>Trending down again but stuck at 129.5lbs for the past few daysDo I just need to increase the deficit? Is there something else I should be doing? How do I maintain a more stable slender figure?
>>41247331>i actually looked sick and frail and homeless. and i walked into the store and everyone was staring at me concerned>cus i looked sickgiwtwm
>>41247331>>41247198ik retarded and tipsy sry i didn’t mean only thing that matters is body shape and fat distribution that’s an anorexic delusion lie dry my brains fried frm being on myproana and edtwt at 14i mean body shape and fat distribution AND MOST IMPORTANTLY HEALTH is what matters like those things REGARDLESS OF WEIGHTif u gain weight all u need to do is decorating and stomach massage and calm down and it’s okay. weight isn’t bad. it’s just if you’ve been in nutrition defection/rapid weight loss ur body gets very confused and the things that acc matter get messed up and yr left w nothingi’m get taking extreme measures but at a point u will be left a nothing ruined skin ruined hair ruined bodyshell of yrself >>41247337no it’s really not good. it’s delusional and i rlly do get it i rlllly fat the delusions. but u can’t be pretty if ur looking sick and dying
>>41247357debloating and stomach massage *ana rexi uh survivors r prone to stomach issues for years after recovery. i have to take antiacids often
>>41247357>>41247364fuck you retard
>>41234601i know you don't want muscle, but any amount of muscle mass makes keeping fat off easier. work out just enough across your body (especially legs/ass and maybe abs, cause those are the muscles you actually want) that you can't really notice the muscle-y-ness while still building yourself up, and staying slim will be a breeze.
when will hrt work
>>41245706never in any way that matters. thats what surgery is for
>>41245706When you stop looking for it. Like, legitimately, HRT starts working after you've forgotten about it and it's just a thing you do every week.
>>41245720surgery is scary but i can accept that i need ffs sure
>>41245706First year I had an A cup, second year I suddenly got up to a C cup. Don't give up anon
>>41247220i've seen people go up a cup size year 3 it's never over
Any other Aussies here?
>>41247350He's fun to tease
>>41236926Hellloooo Brisbane hereAnother Friday night home alone... many such cases
>>41246485are only tranners allowed in? Or can bisexual twinks join too?
>>41247458I will bully you and tell you to kill yourelf
>>41247475oh ok... cool thanks
What rough percentage of polfrens have a casual passing familiarity with the terms HSTS and AGP?
>>41246278probably like 30% for both 70% for just agp
>>41247378seems about correct
T4T!!!!!
Nazi chuds x easily influenced leftyshit troons with small tits
>>41247487the chud turns out to be the big dicked bottom..
Would you let a Chud cum in your ass?
>>41247316what a shame her cock was huge i have her cam streams
>>41247400its fake
>>41247405her cock vids are on bunkr just search sayuri
>>41247410well yes. its not her
>>41247427It's literally her down to voice bone structure and eventually tattoos, nice try.
I hate these kinda posts so much. Every time I manage to build at least a bit of self confidence and feel maybe I look fine or even cute I inevitably bump into this kind of "estrogen is magic! Look at my amazing results!" posting on social media and feel horrible about my results and like I look terrible in comparison and malformed. Everyone tells me to just give it more time for stuff like breast development (I'm only a B cup and my breast shape isn't too good) but it's been 3 years and I'm starting to lose hope now. And even then other trans girls seem to get much better development much sooner, it just doesn't feel fair. I fucking hate this. I wish all the people who post like this would just shut up and actually go enjoy their good transitions instead of bragging and making a bunch of us feel horrible
>>41246520ur not a cis woman
>>41246520and also no that is not the normal range of cis women's estrogen levels lmao
>>41246556then wat is
>>41246566depends on the time of the month. but during ovulation upwards of 400 is common.
>>41244819DIY if necessary. Don't rely on some doctor that just looks at the number on your chart to determine if everything is fine. Results are the only thing that matters
this guy has severe depression and has brooding vibes because he's MK ultraing himself. you can obviously tell its an average bloke who likes knives trying to live like a woman. completely demonic stuff.
>>41243271What gives me the ick about these people is how they just exposed themselves to the internet, with their mental illnesses and all, and got hooked in the easy money spiral and engaging in shallow hedonistic relationships, all financed by sex perverts.
>>41242822But I like her big boobas
>>41244814ok so what, some people get no relationships whatsoever, also its normal for your friendships to be shallow, and all real friendships start as shallow ones.im jealous of them, i dont understand the mocking. they literally got everything in life you want and you try to spin it as a flaw somehow
>>41227222knives arent for defence theyre purely for attack, people who keep knives cant use them because the most they can do is stab their attacker to death - all visual
>>41235183>Imagine if he became very flamboyant on top of thatYou'd need to rewire his brain and dump rivers of estrogen into it for that to work. He is a cis straight man under all the conditioning which makes OP's point resonate. He could've actually gotten into some MKUltra type shit.>>41235819>transbian>bad personYou do the math anon
thoughts on this?
>>41247416hon penis
if youve never had a hands free 2 minute long full body orgasm you are missing out
>>41247440Lmao quit lying to people
>>41247383I think u should focus on the parts where it goes back in time, cos u might be onto a scientific breakthrough for time travel tbqh
>>41247471Nutting be like that
