>be me>gay straight-edge gym bro who is into hard kink>always aggressively harassed by other gay guys who offered me drugs from poppers to speed on top of their instant-dick>same happened with kinksters, most of whom couldn't ever play sober, couple glasses of alcohol minimum etc.>move into new place>fuck_it.exe>slowly turning my living room into a reading room and BDSM play room>used to work tightly with police, still have some friends thereWhat the fuck are you consent ignoring junkie trash on legs going to do now that you'll be forced to play by my sober rules or risk being beaten, thrown out and/or have my police frens called on you?
I love how posts like these always make druglets seethe. Addicts and poppers dependant faggots should be purged from the LGBT world.
>>43215918nah they should be corrected...they seem to like when a liquid has a strong feeling
Why are the druggies in your house?
why are straight edge men such insane losers?
>>43216389I share OPs sentiment. The LGBT and BDSM world really likes to prattle on about consent and how the normie straights and CIS suck at it, but holy shit, they really struggle to practice what they preach, and it's in large part due to drug and alcohol use. I know the causes behind it, the abuse and the insecurities, but I am not a therapist, and I do not work for an NGO. I want to get laid with non-junkies, and I want to get tied up and whipped by a guy who I know is in control of himself, and I am sick of how hard it is to find that with the myriads of walking trash receptacles walking around.You go and correct them free of charge, Anon. I am only after getting what I want to get, like everyone else.
i just remembered this today and it ruined my mood.>11th grade anatomy/physiology class (was really underweight at the time, still am sorta)>teacher makes us get into groups for a lab, it's about hand strength/muscle fatigue >basically the experiment is to measure force from a hand dynamometer (that you'd grip as tightly as possible) and record the results on a paper>when it was my turn, they thought i was holding it wrong or messing with them because the data was so low that the two girls in my group did better>teacher made me repeat the process three times just to verify it wasn't bullshit>eventually he was like "yeah just write it down, that's enough" and everyone in the group kinda went quiet for the rest of the periodi know it's silly but that was genuinely one of the most emasculating events of my life. i couldn't stop thinking about it for like a week after, and i'm pretty sure it contributed to me trooning out like 2 years later. i have a sincere desire to be a woman, although part of my reasoning was that i just couldn't make it as a man
>don't understand why I have penis>put lufa rope around penis>twist rope until penis turns red bloody and asphyxiated>get this incredible high feeling followed by painful burning sensation>hastily untwist the rope>worried I'll get in trouble>penis heals>do it again>and again>this is how I masturbate for years until I figure out the normal way at like 12>feel like an idiotStill have the penis btw
>>43216311Wrapping stuff around the dick is a classic, i remember doing that too(without the masturbation part) do you want to get your dick removed eventually?
>>43216341After I figured out it could make me feel good, my penis and I made a truce. But if there was perfect magic srs that gave me ovaries I would go for it.
>>43209931I first experimented with cross dressing when I was 10
>>43216462Why is that embarrassing? Too late?
I took 800 mg of progesterone just for fun and I normally do not remember my dreams so detailed but now I remembered dream which included a catholic extremist talking in my dreams, about his church he runs and giving me some herbs which teleported me to the past.Is this normal? Is this God talking to me?
Oral or rectal prog?
>>43216487Oral
Btw said extremist is actual existing person.
What happens if as a wrinklebound 5'10 man of 32 I go outside dressed like this with a wig and everything, jewish-brazilian ethnicity
>>43215952i suggest getting glasses. i hope you can afford.>>43215971there is a song about that. starts with an f
>>43216010>needing glasses in your thirtiesabsolutely dysgenic
>>43216024I agree with you. Updooted
>>43215818>pedophile is also obviously a triggered jew Many such cases.
>>43216402no. jews are meme for me. i am not hamerikuk
Being trans is cringe. Just be a man.
>>43216434Ok baldcel
>>43216427Are you trying to dunk on me by saying I possess the mystery of jazz?
>>43216427Masculinity is slavery
I love Adorno, he somehow makes everything he critics sound better
>>43216447no you just mentioned castration and i hadn't posted that quote in a while. adorno could not into impromptu structure so his opinion here is quite irrelevant>>43216456>Freedom is Slavery
I'll detransition ONLY because femboys are superior beings and i want to love them.I'll find my boywife.
>>43216246i look like this and i take estrogen
>>43216246it's like an entire firing squad is mogging me....
>>43215994woah based based basedimagine a a female boywife however...a tomboy
>>43216437or maybe a... basedboy
>>43216444You basically have child of literally God in your arsenal then
Welcome to st4tg!This is a general for all lovers of st4t ftms, mtfs, enbies and all those identifying with the st4t label.Qott: Do you enjoy nature? Tell me about a fond memory you have in nature.Qott2: Do you have penis envy?As always, remember toignore the cis~
>>43214800Thank you anon
>>43195936ST4T IS EVL AND SHOULDNT EXIST
>>43215879But I like my boyfriend, he’s hot and I like spending time with him
>>43216035YOUR BOYFRIEND IS A EVIL POONER THAT SHOULD DATE ANOTHER EVIL POONER OR A CISIE AS THE GODS ENTEDED IT TO DO BE
>>43198852trvthnvke unfortunately.all tboys i meet irl are so fucking fembrained. most of the ones ive been with were just theyfabs on Ti started looking on 4chan spaces for a roided based malebrained bf and the closest i got was a pornbrained schizoid neckbeard. he also hated theyfabs at least but only cuz his ex left him for one. all the ftms u meet are either so shamelessly wombyn-born-wombyn who will treat you like a man the second it inconveniences them, or seething misogynists who demean for the sake of their fragile ego. now i just stick with getting railed by butch boygirlthing transfems
hsts are the only ones who should be allowed to access gender affirming care!
its you again go get a fucking job or something oh my god rent free, just hate fuck a transbian to get your urges out of your system and move on stop bothering us with this shit
>>43214141then why does he advocate for transition for both HSTS and AGP?
>>43214307he really doesn't it was just his job to not JUST say no so he had to pretend he was theoretically ok with transition but in reality just told them to fuck off most of the time
>>43214084>if you’re gonna be into blanchard, at least actually read his shiti glanced at blanchards typological work once and my immediate impression is that its shittily done. i genuinely think the people around him do a better job with his typology than he did, as would 4chan trannies if they actually committed to doing something beneficial rather than pissing everywhere like a bunch of maimed straight boys.
>>43211727hsts don't act like real women either, they embody a comical hyper-femininity that is rare in foids. If you like HSTS more it's simply because you like the reality TV show bimbo aesthetic.
Trying my darndest Editionprevious: >>43093245 (Fell into the void) >>42892152Goal of the thread: Make a shopping list of things that you need, consider if there is any self care things you might be missing!Daily goals can be repeated. Remember to keep score, it can only go up!>What is this thread for?Getting better is hard, and sucks. A lot. It does not get easier doing it alone.Share resources and experiences with combating depression, anxiety, personal issues, achieving or maintaining a healthy weight, etc.>Why is this thread /lgbt/?Struggles with mental and physical health are an indisputable part of /lgbt/ life, be it from dysphoria, social pressure, heartbreak, or just unfortunate lifestyle choices.>Notes to consider:Please be civil. Shame is your greatest enemy in fighting urges of self abuse (be it sh, drugs, or just self deprecation). Relapsing into bad and unhealthy habits is to be expected, the goal is to increase the average amount of time it takes between relapses. Any improvement is a victory no matter how small. Your worth and right to get better are non-negotiable. And most importantly:WE ARE NOT THERAPISTS, WE DON'T REPLACE MEDICATION>Note on adviceComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
These coulda fit in one character limit wise were it not for the reply limit>>43158546>>43210492>Honestly just trying to hang in there until my new medication (hopefully) starts working.Heya, lain. Sorry to hear you struggled through this week, but you made it out alive, and I hope the new meds will help you! Wanna tell me what chores in particular need doing?>>43159676All ears, Anon(s).>>43159931Excellent! I know it is a tough, uncertain spot to be in, especially with the instability of your (former) home country.>>43162973The job market is an absolute clown show Anon, I feel you. What are you looking for? I assume anything at all, which makes it even more rough.
i want mommy
>>43175494>>43196377Heya scratch,>take the time to care for yourself today, especially if things are rough.Yes, it is important BECAUSE it is difficult, in this case.>You'd be surprised about how many things you forget are in your fridge or pantry.It's also good to plan ahead and have meals to make when you are low energy.You made some beautiful points there. The way I like to put it is that getting out of a pit sometimes requires us to "do things we don't want for reasons we can't believe in".>I’ve gotten good at holding in the stuff that scares people away>I want someone to see the real meIf you are okay with other people listening in here, tell me about your sharp bits and scary aspects. Speak your truth, even the ugly kind. Especially the ugly kind. You are scared of people being scared off. I can try help you how to soften blows and look at the things about yourself you deem unsavory with a more detached view.>I just hope trauma has a fucking expiration date.It can be made to expire, and you are working towards it, yes. You are making progress, and I believe in you making it.>>43177412>What things do you look forward to in life?Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>43177735>>43177770I'm always, ALWAYS happy to be there. I love being there for people here.>I think I can actually start trusting my psychiatrist now.Wonderful news!>The only issue that a lot of emotions are coming up right now.Yes, it can get quite bad sometimes, the effect is well known and documented. If you wanna have a googleable term, it's called backdraft, named so after a phenomenon known from firefighting: when a still smoldering room is opened during a house fire, the massive boost of oxygen can cause flammable gases to all spontaneously ignite. You basically reached a point in life where you are safe enough to process everything.>I've also ordered Dr. Matè's book, which might be a good resource too. I'll let you know once I've read it.Thank you so much! And as for video length, I do get it, it was also what prevented me from watching yet. Still, I put it in my queue for "under review", heh..I will need to work on the markdown files sometime soon, a lot of to do's open..>I guess I didn't like the idea of someone touching me when I was younger/skinnier eitherI mean, boundaries are fine! It's just maybe worth exploring why you are uncomfy with it, and it might be that you can overcome the discomfort.It is something I have my fair share of experience with myself, I made romantic partners more comfortable with their bodies with careful, considerate salami tactics.>Relationships seem risky. Maybe someday...>I have other issues right now.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
Time for another break.>>43177735>>43177770(2/2)>Get fixated on one person -> mingle for a while -> find new fixation quickly -> move on.That makes sense, but it means that as you overcome the ADHD related struggles maintaining relationships will be a whole lot easier for you, as your core issue is then one of energy. So the weak link is habituation essentially.>I always felt like I would have to give up some part of myself to accommodate another person.A common worry, and not unfounded. It strongly depends on the relationship. I could tell you from my own experiences on the subject if you are interested but I wouldn't mind pivoting away from the subject entirely. We can talk about anything else.>a normalfriend is out of the question. The brainrot must be compatible.I know that feeling, of course my loved ones know of my project here, for example. I don't think I could explain what I do here to a normalfren.>GermanyDu wärst überrascht wie viele von uns es da so gibt~>>43179579>i glad i was tired of carrying every conversation>i know i can never be part of groups no matter what so its best to leave them than invade their space right?Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>girl gets buzzcut>still easily identifiable as female
>>43213890>wah trannies enforce the patriarchymeanwhile cis women:
>>43215708>moids >their choking fetishlol
>>43215749Foids are into it too, it's just a harmless kink.
>>43214323>playful vibeAnon that is a BPD kinkslut gooning her ass off to being degraded>>43215708I guarantee you she's the one who gets off on it
>>43213890saus?
I'm a closeted lesbian and I deeply hate women. (Mommy issues, awful friendships with girls, dealing with women in general). How can I overcome this? I get where robots/incels are coming from but I still want to fuck women deep down without having to deal with much of anything else regarding them.
>>43213518maybe you just need a simple reminder to try a different mindset in your daily life.
>>43213518idk im a transbian and i hate trannies and am too ashamed to date cis women so idk how to help u werer kinda in the same train lmao. imo cis women are very nice and cool so idk why u hate them. maybe finds a woman just like u and date her? thats what i plan to do when i find a tranny as equally cool and normalbrained like me
>>43213518You have one of three options. 1. Hooker2. Porn 3. Create your own/consume increasingly more elaborate fanfictions/literotica where you can essentially create or read about whatever perfect woman you want and use that to alleviate your searing, self-inflicted loneliness.Or secret 4th option, wait for robot waifus, and just live your life with the expectation those will come into existence before you die. Unironically, works better than you think
>>43213518Would you enter a lavender relationship with a guy who wants to date a woman but mostly (or only in this case) fuck men?
>>43213518>I get where robots/incels are coming from but I still want to fuck women deep down without having to deal with much of anything else regarding them.I mean that's exactly what the robots/incels want too...
Cis friend made me get drunk and high at once, and in the whole time I’ve never thought about my appearance. Is this the strategy from now on? >t. 23 y/o tranny with schizophrenia who still doesn’t pass despite their best efforts
>>43215076maybe you should not pass. maybe you frens should pass..? Hmmm
>>43215097They,,, do? Every friend I've had, cis woman and trans woman passes better than me. What's the point here???
>>43215106maybe not enough
>>43215464Like, I don’t pass enough? I know that. I’m fuckin tryin, give me a break…
>>43216107i meant them, not you. >>43215097 read again. calm down
If you already 25 yo, your body is Masc AF would you even consider trying to transition knowing very well you would look like a degenerate?
>>43214477I think my support network is fake and deep down think I'm disgusting
>>43214460I'm a virgin and never have been interested in anyone ever, idk really>>43214476I guess it's the same for me... I'm just tired of feeling like shit and can't bring myself to suicide because I have people who care about me and dreams beside transitioning>>43214488Give a good life
>>43214476what made you finally go for it?
>>43214289idk ive seen some bodybuilders troon out into some real cuties, you just have to channel your agamp. if your face is grug tier though its over
>>43216370all socratism and platonism are caused by the grugface
I don't want to be a woman but I can't stop myself from transitioning. I'm literally doing it for all the worst reasons and especially because of the compulsion to kill my intrinsic self.There must be a way out of this self inflicted madness, which I'm simply too retarded to see.
>>43206291The only reason you could possibly need is that you would be happier doing itIf you are unhappy as a man, or you would be happy as a girl, that is all the reason you need.
>>43206291craaaazy
>>43215304I'm definitely not any happier doing any of this
>>43215418Then stopOh you can’t?Then accept you’re slowly becoming female and cope in some wayLike, at least you’ll have boobs you can grope anytime, idk
>>43215616It's all meaningless anyway when I can't call myself human in good faith
>asl>letters>about me>looking for>not looking for>contact
>>43214620how is it that 90% of people here do this? and also add >I will ghost you if you don't respond to me in precisely the way I expectdoes 90% of this board have avpd or never learned how to have a conversation?
>>43214876yes
>>43214876Do you spend your every day time on every random person that interacts with you? Or do you mostly interact with a select group of friends in your free time? Its normal to be selective with who you interact with, you only have so much time after all.
>>43213999>asl18 male central eu>lettersbi>about mei like reading (currently reading moby dick, i've read brothers karamazov, blood meridian and others), music (death metal is my fav genre but i also listen to other metal genres and drain gang) and playing games, i'm down to play whatever honestly, league (haven't played in a bit and im not the best), l4d2, tf2, hoi4, deadlock, cs wtv>looking forfriends who wanna play games together and chat, preferably from eu or uk>not looking foranything that is not the above>contactsoil2. discord (with the dot)
tfw no trans gf
