>2+ years hrt >go into women’s clothing store for the first time>freaking out but looking in the mirrors makes me feel like i don’t stand out too much aside from towering over everyone. i’m already wearing androgynous women’s clothes>nobody is staring at me. this is a weird feeling for me because i would get stared at like a freak earlier in transition just for existing >start feeling ok about myself and like i’m not an imposter>go outside>it’s windy and making my clothes hug my body>now women are staring at my faceis my body feminine and they are staring at my mismatching man face? is it the opposite? am i just all masculine? did they just get surprised by a tall woman? idk and it drives me crazy, i go home and whatever i see in the mirror or photos warps between man woman and alien. pls help by telling me what i look like based off of this limited information and no photos
do you wear a wig
Do ftms unironically believe that they are men, and not mentally ill afabs?
>>42024178you can be both a manand a mentally ill afabbeing a man doesn't mean shit these days
>>42024453They're a 4'11 femrepper from Qu*bec
>>42024492>4'11 femrepperI mean... you just have to... uhhh...>quebecalright thats ropeworthy
>>42024471>being a man doesn't mean shit these daysmost indian thing I've heard today
I used to look like this
This applies to most trans women and most cis women.The only people who don't seem to enjoy it are cis teenagers / mentally teenage trannies on twitter with an ED. But they aren't sane so i disregard that.I understand straight men are attracted to it but i don't get it. Why would a woman want this. Even buff gymmed up butchads have boobs.I understand ftms with dysphoria desu. What is enjoyable about feeling like parts of your body are made of jello?t. lean twinky cisgay
>>42022888> mattress-likeholy fatass how big are you anon
>>42017420I love groping my squishy HRT thighs when I jerk off.
>>42024131This is really hot
>>42017420>>42017519Whenever people ask questions like this it's typically implicit that they're trying to understand "what it is like" to experience something as though the one asking the question were the one experiencing it. But it's not the one asking the question who's experiencing the phenomenon that he's asking about, is it?Can we come to know "what it is like" for someone else to experience what they experience? This is one of the hardest problems in philosophy and hasn't been solved.
i like my men squishy too, unflexed muscles > flabby fat, plus an extra mode of flexed muscles!
can we get another terf thread or gender ideology or whatever they were calling it? the one last night was rly hot but i slept through it T~T
if America could put a man on the moon it can make man a woman.
>>42020904TERFs should be skinned alive
>>42022760you made it sound more based than you had the right to
>>42021020This would be cool
>>42022720maybe it is you who 'sucks'
wordswordswords incoming<reddit story space ev&doe this actually happenedok some niggers may think its fake but i dont care really since i just need some insight rather than heckin reddit updootsi am a teenager and i go to school. school is boring as shit so i have 3 ways of entertaining myself>be with friends (only in a couple of periods & lunch)>get on /onions/>lastly, troll a random troon every once in a whilei live in a very pro troon and faggot area so they're pretty abundant. long story short, i find this easy target which was in their mid-late 'teens (femtroon before being an adult holy groomed)i essentially just troll him through multiple different accounts and even got his phone number using the 'ox skills i got on this website (phone number on swolesome geg)from here i just bombard their socials, 'cord, and phone number with hundreds of alt accounts, saying offensive shit to get reactionseventually they finally write a long message about "please stop it's getting tiring i cant take it wordswordswords"i laugh and keep going since it was still trolling to me (and it still feels like it i'm just confused now)last friday on the school intercom, they weirdly gave a message on how suicide isn't a joke which they never do so i was just confused but eventually moved on fromthe entire weekend i just kept doing what i was doing except i got no responses which was also weird since they'd at least reply on occasiontoday at school they announced his death by suicide in first period which really tripped me outComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
do not reply to sharty fags.hidesagereport
>/onions/
>boymoding>hanging out with dudebro friends, we're drinking on the couch and watching car crash videos >somehow the topic of trannies gets brought up>stay silent but the biggest guy there who's like 6'2" and a little chubby says "I'd rape the shit out of a tranny desu just don't let me touch the dick">he gets called gay and I join in on thisHow do I get my friend to rape me?
we both know this never happened. go write your smut on ao3
>>42024927I WANT TO BE RAPED.
Good morning working tranners. Imagine if you will, you got up and ready to go to work, leaving me, your neet transbian, in bed. You leave me at home, go to work, and get home after your 8 hour shift, and I greet you at the door, jumping on you in joy. The dishes weren't done because I was playing video gamesDoesn't this sound like a great life? Wouldn't you like to adopt a useless neet transbian like me?
>>42024140No do the fucking dishes bitch
>>42024568Yes mommy
>>42024140OP pic is why I clicked on this thread. I used to love this image and sentiment, but I got outed to my parents and now I live with them and I am indeed forced to wear pants. It’s driving me insane.Also you sound useless, OP
>>42024838Im useless but i actually do like doing chores
>>42024140desu i'd be happy at first to have someone to take care of and baby but it would get tiring and i would grow to resent you. i mean i guess if you're putting out a lot, but even then, sex isnt worth it imo. maybe if you find another transbian who wants to take care of every one of your needs and also tops and has somehow not nuked her libido and finds you attractive enough to stay in a long term relationship. or i guess join a polycule.
Do trans women and cis women speak about sex differently? Do you think you can tell if someone is trans, AGP or malebrained just by looking how they speak about sex? Are you a wordinghon? Do you think this could be proven and measured using scientific method? I've quite recently seen a thread here about r/GoonetteHub and how cis women there are being "AGP". I went there to see and what I've noticed is that it's a woman-only nsfw subreddit where theres seemingly a similar amount of cis women and trans women. This could make for a perfect dataset to measure how these 2 groups differ in terms of how they speak about sex and maybe we could also infer AGP and malebrainedness from this. We could do something basic, like frequency and cooccurence analysis, or something quirky, like a neural network that based on input text determines if author is trans (and could be publicly hosted for anons' convenience).Now, there are obviously limitations, like for instance the fact that you can't always tell if a certain reddit user is cis or trans. Sometimes you can from seeing pictures of themselves they post, sometimes they just mention being trans in their bios, but one could also expect some trans users not revealing their transness. Maybe we could split users into 3 groups: confirmed trans, confirmed cis and inconclusive. But the "confirmed cis" group might turn out to be small. If you think you can find some other subreddit, discord server, or anything else that would make up for a better dataset, I'm open to suggestions. I need something where there are cis women and trans women, and i want it to be degenerate and nsfw. Also, what are your hypotheses? What would you expect to find?
>>42023199yeh, there are a couple here and there, usually the kind that stick out like a sore thumb, there are also some trans girls that say similar things but they're also uncommon and sometimes involved in poly groupsbut I don't think it will be possible to find precise differences, language usage is basically too open-endedit will always be one of those situations where differences within groups is larger than between groups
>>42023133I need a scientific study to tell me that cis women dont talk like, say, finnster & co.
>>42023133Aren't women and hsts the same sexually?
>>42024786ummidk how that relates to the thread but you can think of it that wayHSTS = gay menaren't women and gay men the same sexually?but personally i don't like this stupid typology that is always getting interpreted as "hsts=real woman" and "agp = only a man who pretends"
>>42023133neither the cis women nor the trans women participating in a fucking subreddit called "goonette hub" are going to be normal representations of their respective groups (much less the cis women), so that would be kind of pointless
Passing "privilidge" and is having hordes of undateable autistic men think its their time to shoot their shot in settings like work and school just because you share 1 nerdy interest.
You are lucky and privledged. I wish autistic men wanted to date me. Stop complaining you literally have a perfect fucking life
>>42024143>be trans>"god I hate being treated like a cis woman!"if your steak is too juicy and your lobster is too butter just detran or rope atp
>>42024229no, I dont lol>>42024280>>42024322>>42024347>>42024731>>42024748>>42024765lmao, guys. its not fun at all. its actually very uncomfortable and awkward. I didn't transition to be a sex object, I did it for myself. After the 20th stinky guy who can barely string a sentence together who falls in love with you because you like sci fi movies it really looses whatever appeal you think it has because these people don't just vanish. They are your coworkers or worse, friends, and they don't just immediately exit your life because you reject them and now you can never interact with them as just a person ever again.
>>42024805I want men like that. You are fuckin lucky. stop being an ungrateful bitch.Id do anything for a nerdy autistic loser man. If it bothers you so much THEN FUCKING DETROON!
>>42024805Set boundaries or do this neat trick one of my friends did to get me to stop trying to hang with her
One more while it's still the weekendBe nice and reply to others too
>>42024644Literally
>>42024644hope it finds peace then transitioning into square-shaped sissyhood far too late...>>42024658I am a (relative) newfag too... and I understand that making fun of 4chan's icons (like pichu) can be fun sometimes, especially when it comes to funny haircolor meme... but the retards blaming pichu for "ruining" a thread... either they are masterbaiters of rage or they are literally delusional autistic demons unable to understand that they are at fault themselves gosh I wanna KMS now
>>42024621>>42024644>>42024658>>42024673>>42024715It's Pichu posting the hate himself to farm compliments and followers on his twitterAnd he deserves the hate too he deserves people dariding himHe is a bad person more people should be mean to him.
>>42024727lvke
>>42024727>it didn't really happen to her>and if it did she did it to herself>and if she didn't, she deserved it anywaydo you hear yourself?
what do boymoders wish from santa?
>>42023550A girlmoding guide
less ai art used on this site
>>42023680No! X3>>42023686This year might be the year :3>>42024017Secret Bunmoder!!
>>42024050Aww ;~; I'm sure part of him still loves you ;~;
>>42023550for everyone not to hate me anymore
most of your boob development issues are medication/lifestyle induced. if your tits are small, pointy, and/or too firm its because youve been chasing lean breast development too much. fatmaxxing wont fix this because gaining weight is going to result in a greater proportion of fat stored via fat cell hypertrophy in existing cells vs fat stored via adipogenesis. trannies have to solve the problem of getting more fat in their tits if they would like the same kind of soft, round, full breasts that cis women have.to do this you have a number of useful tools:- pioglitazone- progestogens- glucocorticoidsPioglitazone is the obvious one as it increases PPARy activity directly. unfortunately, it appears to favour the lower body specifically. topical pioglitazone efforts have shown dubious results and its likely not a viable means of selective fat deposit increases.progestogens are valuable as they increase lipid uptake in feminine pattern fat deposits, but their efficacy can vary substantially between individuals. the trans community has largely settled on bioidentical p4 as the progestogen of choice, but we still cannot explain the strange androgenic effects from it in some people. many progestins are highly androgenic, some even proving more potent AR agonists than DHT. Of the safe progestogens, hydroxyprogesterone caproate and dihydroxyprogesterone/algestone acetophenide appear to be the most effective of the non-androgenic progestins.glucocorticoids, in particular clobetasol and betamethasone, are useful as topical breast fat pad enhancers because breast tissue has a unique response to glucocorticoids. whereas in general circulation GCs cause fat deposit atrophy via lipolysis and visceral fat gain over time, in the breasts they cause significant increases in adipogenesis. there are a number of documented incidents of cis women developing macromastia requiring surgical correction from systemic corticosteroids. they are however not to be used carelessly.
>>42021970oomfie im like 3 of these people so i'm just gonna surmise what i am picking up but lowk can i just dm you somewhere? plsfrom the >>42017275 message, you suggest i should try to get hydroxyprogesterone caproate over my rectal P4 (200mg current dose). this is not on the market in the US and as far as i can tell is kinda expensive to import (i can only find it on pilloid). how do you recommend sourcing this?you suggest during a prog cycle to lower estradiol doses to 5mg a week max. im a sublingualhon. my levels are fine tm i want to get on injections but my endo is being obstinate and won't give me emanthanate or let me have a high starting dose (currently on 10mg a day dropping me that low will make me crash out)can i create an analog to 5mg a week? or should i get on injections asap?from the >>42020881 message and re: that catbox link i find the 2 months on adifyline to be a considerable step up from without.additionally, how long can you stay on clobetasol?its not that i don't have the patience for this i just wish i knew the best course of action bc im kind of in a unique spotComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42022567THE SECOND NUMBER IS SUPPOSED TO BE >>42019374 IGNORE ME ITS LATE
>>42022552>>42022565less of the peanut butter but yes>>42022567i get you anon. if you drop a dc we can chat theresublingual is less ideal than injections for a start, id hop on them if you can.i suggest 5mg a week max injectable E regardless of prog status. excessive doses are hondoses due to SHBG and receptor downregulation.hydroxyprog should cost you about $10 an ampoule, with a 500mg ampoule split into 2 1ml syringes (stored in a safe container in a fridge) being a 2 month supply.longer duration clobetasol is risky, we dont know a lot on it yet. my friend did 2 weeks of daily application in that pic. for her boob gains she got pain in the connective areas of her pectorals that lasted 3 weeks.
>>42022607sashedes on disc please save mei thought SHBG really only started to affect excessive doses effectiveness past total estradiol levels of 700? (from powers)
>>42021970post discord pls nona
Basically, i'm a tranny who's around 3 yrs in hrt (began when 17) and because of a lot of mental problems and lack of socialization, especially at younger ages and a lot of bullying, i began thinking i was always a hindrance to people wherever i'd go, especially seeing myself as some kind of creep, transitioning did not change that as much as it worsened it, now i feel like an even bigger creep and that people look at me only in disgust or awe. The thing is, my bf and other friends inhave always said i passed, ofc, i never believed because i don't see myself as some "golden flower that will pass in less than, idk, 10 years", i don't look right in photos i take, when i see myself in the mirror, it never is the same face, it's as if every day i was a different person and when faced with people, especially women (be it cis or trans) i tend to compare myself quite a lot.This feeling of being out of place has ever since led me to some horrible crisis, that don't seem to be stopping, but rather increasing in frequency, to the point my friends are now growing tired of my venting and of trying to talk me down on doing myself any harm, i feel it especially hurt my relationship with my bf as he will get slightly distant when i get one of those crisis, but i really can't help it, i don't know what's wrong with me, people around me gender me as a woman, but i always think they are just saying it to not be rude to me, or because they're creeped out, i tried acting more happy and confident, but i always feel like i'm a mockery of life itself, this has gone to the point of people not talking to me or even me not wanting to meet new people because i don't know if they're real or not, i don't know what to do and i just want this to stop.
>>42024484tbf, they are mostly my bf's friends rather than mine, plus, it was my bf who wanted to talk to me and started a relationship, not the other way around. You can have people around you and still not be able to talk to any of them.
>>42024565>actually i didn't even have to go out of my way to make friendsyou can't even imagine what actual loneliness feels likeand yes, you are brainwormed
>>42024675i didn't post to see if the way i feel loneliness is the same as the other people or if i'm better or worse than anyone, but rather to ask how someone gets out of the situation i'm in currently.
>>42024484I was in a LDR and the guy complained about how lonely he was>tfw a few days earlier he told me he drove out of town for a casual meetup with a group of people he knew
>>42024776idk, touch some grass, get some hobbies, meet some new people. don't just sit and think about being a tranny the whole dayit's not gonna feel good tomorrow but try to keep doing stuff and it may work out in the long run
QOTTWhat does your goal look like and what steps are taking to achieve it?>Reminder: This gen is for cis homosexual females (lesbians). All trans-related or bisexual posts are considered off-topic and should be directed to other generals or threads. No discussion of male (XY) anatomy.Discords:>OG Discord: https://pastebin.com/P644WESi>clg2 Discord: https://pastebin.com/1ct1Fcag>clg3 Discord: https://pastebin.com/emrpgWM8Previous thread:>>41851071
>>42024397I have no idea if she still posts here.One of the times cis :v posted nudes back in like 2022 she used a site called unsee.cc or something like that and someone from the thread commented in the comment section.Unsee doesn't have accounts it just lists your IP address above your post and I googled the IP to see where it was from.
i want to fuck my exhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1f6GxS5uGXk
>>42024682me too, is she cute?
>>42024640You're a man with AGP.
If you're dysphoric about being 6'3'', you're a pedophile?
>>42024802Troons would get a lot less hate if they didn't focused on being cute and submissive, and didn't try to psyop us into thinking>it's PERFECTLY normal for a woman to have stubble and an adems apple, what are you a pedo??
>>42024828We dont thoever
