>be me> tranny boymoder on diy for 6 years> kicked out at 16 for being a tranny (i'd been on diy e for 2 years at that poiny)> crash on friends' couches and work 60 hours a week until i can get my own place> get my own place> work as much as i can> no friends no life> haven't seen or heard from my family in 3 years> mom calls> she apologizes, says she's a fucking theyfab now, wants to meet up> kys freak who the fuck would want to be a disgusting worthless moid kys kys> she sends me a pic> grossest fucking moid i've seen in yearsWhy does my theyfab mother pass better as a man after 2 years of T then I do after 6 years of DIY
>>42048684>>42048693If this isn't a larp--and desu being mogged by your lateshit parent is objectively hilarious--I'd say this.Not reconnecting with them because of them some trans bs is petty (even though I totally understand it as a repper who is currently hearing about a family member troon out, it is the most frustrating thing).Not reconnecting with them because they're unforgivable is not petty.I'd be more on the side of trying to reconnect tho, partly cos their perspective might be more accepting now, but also cos you might not have another chance to patch things up, especially if you're moving.We only have a limited amount of time, but that includes the time we have with other people. So you have to decide how unforgivable they are and how much you might want even a casual relationship moving forward. If you try and it works, it was worth it. If you try and it doesn't work, you never have to see them again.
>>42048887Yeah :/ I don't know I shouldn't make these decisions when I've been drinking but needed something to help. Glad things worked out between you and your old man but I don't know if we could ever be close again. Whenever I'm inconvenient she got rid of me, either having me sleep in the porch or locking me in my room or driving me somewhere and leaving me for a few hours. I know she doesn't really want to reconnect and there's always some reason she wants to be associated with me again.
>>42048894I dont know how much of it is me just hating theyfabs for wanting to be irredeemably disgusting moids v me trying to avoid my mother because I don't want to have to deal with her bullshit again. I'm still a fucking wreck from the last time she got rid of me and this time didn't even hurt but I know I can't be around her.
>>42048931Yeah you should think this through sober, maybe no contact is the best for you, but maybe it isn't, explore your own feelings, sober
i agree with the others that you should wait to sober up and think things through then. they're your parent and you shouldn't have to forgive them for kicking you out just because it's been a long time.>I dont know how much of it is me just hating theyfabs for wanting to be irredeemably disgusting moidsbut i think this is your dysphoria talking
I miss when being trans was just “a thing” and not “THE thing”I don’t care if that makes sense or not!!!
It truly was so much better when no one knew what trannies were>no "gender euphoric" rapehons>no "female-presenting trans men are valid" trenders>autists were doing something useful with their lives>passing easier>less hatecrimes>less discrimination>shorter wait listsSo glad tumblrinas and motherfucking BRUCE fucking JENNER ended that horrible time of trans invisibility
truththere was a brief blissful period when it was kinda just part of this broader spectrum of "oh so its like being gay whatever man idc" that we will never get to return to
Did anyone else get more attractive as a man because of HRT (estrogen). Can anyone related to my situation?> mid 20s now> gender dysphoria since I was young (11ish) > purposefully didnt tell anyone or seek HRT so that it would be impossible to pass, and so id never transition > oh good ol' Catholicism > in my early 20s, i know ill never pass but dysphoria eats away at me > start taking estrogen, but never present female. Dont have names. Rarely, maybe once a month, crossdress. > dont plan on transitioning, just HRT for myself> year and a half in now> get really hot as a guy, face changes to be more masculine is some ways, feminine in others, very weirdly male leaning andro > but way more attractive now > women give me attention, gay men give me attention, all my friends (of all genders) try and hit > would be megahon if I did transitionComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
I want a girl to ride my face with her pussy and piss on me while she holds my face and keeps me smothered. Bonus points if she's a bit fat. Extreme bonus points if dark bush.>t. horny transbian
>>42045490i want a girl to facefuck my mouth with your penist. horny transbian
>>42047479I mean it literally is piss>>42047530Tried riding my gf like that but it makes me dissociate :(
>>42045490insanely based holy moly
>>42047667it's not exactly piss, it's diluted urine and fluid from the skene's glandbut of course being technically correct is the best kind of correct and all that futurama nonsense
>>42045490Same except I want to wear a cage and be called a dumb little bottom bitch during it.t.bottom bitch
qott: what is your favorite animal video?prev: >>42043588
>>42049133no
>>42049099We couldn’t score cis girls so here we are.
>>42049111I don't really seem to have much of a type looking at my dating historyBeing A(U)DHD seems to help though
I wish passgen was up already
>>42049123hi pick me
Are you fatmaxxing nona? Those breasts aren't going to grow themselves.
>>42047156My levels are currently >200pg/ml and <30 ng/dlI plan to boymode for at least five years. I should be just fine right?
>>42036393Yes and weight cycling I went from 160 to 140 over the summer and when I hit 140 and pet my eight fluctuate a big I got another cup size. Currently going up and hitting mid 150s and my tits are looking good. I just wish I didn't have to stop pio an extra month
im fat ive been on hrt for two weeks and i wont grow any
>>42039116Thank you nona
>>42047209Yea
/lesgen/ is the lesbian general for all cis women and trans women (MtF) to discuss lesbian relationships and topics.Be kind to each other and report/ignore trolls who attempt to divide trans mtf lesbians and cis lesbians as a community. This includes transphobic bigotry, femmephobia, butchphobia, racism, and anti-c4t/t4t slop. This is nice thread. :)QOTT>What book did you read most recently?>Do you follow the news?>Thoughts investing?tagmap: https://tagmap.io/tag/%2Flesgen%2Fdiscord: https://discord.gg/bAnVMAGPNRold thread: >>41975400
>>42048230She's in femrepgen and she has a femrepper gfbf
Meanwhile irl my coworkers point out cute butch and tomboy women to me because they know I’m into them. Y’all schizophrenic.>>42048230Yeah, no. That bitch is gross for preying on trans men (which doesn’t belong in this gen) and encouraging them to repress for her weird ass fetish.
>>42048672nigga you've been whining about her for the past year while she's off living her best life not thinking about you ever
chuds keep dunking on us on xitter.
>>42048973>usNewfag, this is the least racist gen because a lot of us are in interracial relationships or non-white. Go back to shitter.>>42048755jfc I posted the stupid edit she made UGH IGNORE THE FIRST ONE
https://vintologi.com/threads/why-puberty-blockers-is-a-bad-idea.975/https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z5ERBxin_J4
>>42044218>>42044231So nobody actually read the studies, including the retarded OP?
>>42047435Glad to hear it!>>42047457>>42047467Yeaaaaaaaaah the 20-somethings can get like this in real life too. Part of what ran me out of a trans support group. Truly the sissy vs arrested development duality of tran.
So vintologi isn't some wine rating website I assume?
>>42047940No because that would have value.
>>42044214We have the following 2 studies but those are not ideal eitherhttps://vintologi.com/threads/science-regarding-transexualism.566/#post-5583https://vintologi.com/threads/science-regarding-transexualism.566/#post-3632But i am not sure if objective measure of QoL exist to begin with.
Does BBC taste better than BWC transdolls
>>42048536no real difference desu but sometimes you're in a mood for one
>>42048796Wrong :3
>>42048536I like how a free-trade deal (the most capitalist thing imaginable) can be framed as communist by the most retarded twitter users possible.
>>42048725Back to /pol/ faggot
>>42049039Communism is when the government does stuff I don’t like!
I think I want one that looks like this. What sort of chasers do they go forI won't be replying because of the captcha
>>42033536Women with height preferences give me the ickt. 6'7
>>42033102Just be ur suelf ;)
>>42033102Are hips like this possible if I’m not a youngshit
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>>42033308can i pass if i look like this
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>>42048875Online has vintage cube and older formats which is cool but arena is where the fun events are. But sorry for talking about silly stuff. Pokemon is just very underwhelming from my experience too. The games are so slow, all the quests are bad and stupid. Unironically top 5 worst jrpgs of those I've played. Seems like only kids could have it occupy their minds because the mind of a child is small
>>42048375me>>42048530>morning wood,i don't get that but i didn't really get that much even before>libido,yeah it's much lower but could be due to stress>body odor and sweat, skin oiliness.i don't notice this but my skin is a lot dryer i think
>>42048905collosseum seemed kino but yeah it’s unplayablei love tcgs but never tried magic
>>42048922My gf got me into magic and its a pretty cool game. We only really like the limited formats though. I also have been playing chaos zero nightmare which is like a guilty pleasure gacha card game lol but actually fun if you want something lighter. Sorry pokemon didn't please you.
>>42048834Seems to for me!
What do I need to do to get a twinky ayden ftmpunished-posting boyfriend as another feminine looking ftm? Are they generally open to t4t or do they exclusively chase cis(het) cock? Do I need to hit the gym so they can feel like a soft (womanly) uke around me? I want to pass so well in comparison to him that other trans people will give us the sideeye when he talks about how gay we are (I'm straight). I'm like 5'2 so we probably can't do size kink stuff but I'm also latinx so if he has an issue with that I can call him racist
honestly you're probably good now, go to irl trans and lgbtq spaces events and spaces and flirt. the "they need cis cock" shit is chaser cope.
Would you be okay with a femrepper
>>42047688man get off this site, using this lingo is just making you unrelatable to guys like that. i would another feminine ftm my height so bad but if i ever heard you say shit like that irl it wouldn't be worth it.
>>42047688>got to ftmpunished>post or interact casually>befriend other posters>slide in dms or join a Disc>jackpotThere's your game plan
>>42048253trvke (All I need to do is get over my social anxiety)>>42048763Get on testosterone so I can one day start stealing it from you>>42048897Luckily no one in the right mind would utter these words out loud, and I'm relatively sane.
Finally asked out a boy for the first time in my life and got rejected. Fuck my stupid tranny life :(
>>42046396stupid ass tripfag
>>42044896It’s because you like TCOAAL
>>42047870sounds like you are filtering potentially sweet men out in favor of outdated and often harmful gender norms tbqh
>>42045258>he basically said he doubted my seriousnessthat means he thinks you're a whore who will cheat on him. nice job on making a good impression, dumbass
>>42044896Finally asked out a beautiful trans girl for the first tine in my life and got rejected. Fuck my stupid bifag life
How do I get over absolutely fucking HATING how I look in candid photos? It looks like literally a completely different person from who I see in the mirror. Am I that mentally ill that I have completely deluded myself into thinking I look presentable?I just got a thank you card in the mail from a wedding I attended and therein was quite possibly the WORST photo of myself I have ever seen: at night, in the wind, weird angle, flash photo, and it literally just looks like a man in a dress. Is that what I authentically look like? It literally looks like a completely different human being than what I mentally associate with myself, and while I obviously suffer with the same crippling self esteem and self image issues as anyone else here, I honest to go thought that maybe I do in fact pass.It's so fucking over. It's SO fucking over. Holy fuck I'm actually going to sob. I can't wrap my head around how I look so fucking ghoulish in photos others take vs what I see in mirrors or photos I have taken. It's incomprehensible. This is like, what Lovecraft meant with eldritch horror, I wasn't supposed to know. I wasn't supposed to see myself like this, it is forbidden, maddening. Why couldn't they have just sent a thank you card without the most horrific photo I've ever seen of myself.
>>42048380>>42048388Right but it's not like, just looking unflattering, it's literally a whole different human being in the image
>>42048413that honestly sounds liike body dysmorphic disorder, you should probably talk to a therapist
>>42048653Is this the same person
>>42048896looks like it, one is just more unflattering because it's an unstaged candid
>>42048917It makes me sad that the body language of the photo is clearly communicating I don't want a photo taken and yet a photo was not only taken and then sent to me.I feel very sad about this because it has successfully made me feel fucking horrible about myself just as I sort of started feeling less horrible about myself.
And I don't mean shit you really should have known, like getting oilier or losing muscle mass, I mean really niche shit that no one would even think of telling you about, I'll go first: I didn't realize how much lint I would accumulate once I started growing more body hair
>>42047378maybe it's just agp but i kind of like being weaker, like i really get why some girls like being scooped up even more than before
>>42047650The cold thing is so real, its really bad right now my skin gets so dry and it makes that skin sensitivity issue you mentioned so much worse. Crying is also the big one for me, I am way more sentimental and my heart and mind are touched in ways I never even felt before...
>was always weak>always cried a lot>always hated coldMeh
Why is there so much fighting here? Why so much hatred? This isn't what I made this thread for. Let's all hold hands and tell eachother something we like about one another.
>>42047745>the feeling in the body completely shifts. instead of being centered in the genital area, the feeling kinda starts in my gut and expands outward. I used to need to jerk off to feel anything in my body, but like I was just sexting with a guy one night and nearly started convulsing from how intense the sensation was all over my body. its fucking insane.yeah the tummy feeling is such a big difference, it's really crazyalso my fingernails are much more fragile nowthat's basically it
