"transgenderism is a jewish ideology. my brain belongs to mossad."
>>42026268perfect pass im so jealous i can't even tell at all you just sound cis
>>42026946first off fuck yousecond https://voca.ro/1ii7BP37kxyn
>>42027025im sorry i hurt your feelings. im not a troll i just felt like a comparison might be helpful. i feel like you need to be a little bit more resonant. It can be sort of hard to explain but if you almost imagine like, try to imagine *where* physically in your body your voice is coming from. you can imagine it as like a little glowing ball of light, and that's where your voice projects outwards from. for most men, they're projecting out from deep down in their chests, and for most women they're projecting out from the tip of their lips. i feel like you're more in the back of your throat, sort of in between. and it can create that sort of creaky hollow sound, or like vocal fry. and it makes it hard to project. try your best to try and lift that little ball of light up and forward to the front of your mouth or even to your nose, like how you can feel your face buzzing while you're humming. mmm and nnn sounds. obviously you don't wanna overdo it because then it will sound too nasal and ridiculous, but just trying to keep this in mind can be helpful for some people. it was helpful for me. also your pitch i think is unfortunately just too low currently, but that can be trained with persistent use. find a website or an app that will show you your pitch over time in a voice recording, and look up the male and female hz ranges. pitch is not the only thing that matters but it is a big part of it. i hope this helps. im sorry for comparing you to that silly video
>>42027112thank u for the lots of info, very useful feedback (:also i was just kidding around. i like never take any insults on this website seriously
>>42026978i wouldnt go that far but thank u
>Germany is actually tranny mecca and all those tranny hating Germans are actually just Russian and Chinese bots!!!Hitler was literally just a Russian/Chinese bot too! Germans are incapable of doing anything evil so this must be true!I hate krauts so much.
russian bots made us demolish our nuclear plants and import third world rapists oder etwas
>>42027442I don't get why everyone acts as if German are bound to always be giga-chuds. These days just about every country bordering it, especially to the east, is much more racist and many already have far-right governments in power. Everyone acts like the AfD is especially evil when essentially all these parties operate under largely the same movement and are in agreement when it comes to all of the big points (white replacement, anti-lgbt stuff, serving russian interests, remigration, etc.). The AfD is just less likely to try to seem less radical, which is why publically a few of the other ones have to pretend not to be fully on board, but they all want the same stuff and the EU is almost certainly fucked once they are in power in the few EU countries that actually matter (France and Germany) and russian botfarms have managed to trick enough retards into voting to leave the EU. All those EE countries that keep on electing their far-right populists never end up leaving because they're getting a ton of money from the EU and the EU would still function without them, but without Germoney funding them all the EU would quickly die.
>>42027442>noooo you should totally spend more time reading posts from bad faith dumbasses who say zelenskyy is literally hitler on news pages!!!! and you should definitely not fact check anything they say!!! that endless despair you feel is good actually, you should feed it until the only thing you want to do is destroy the decadent bourgeois wes- I mean overhaul the system from the bottom up by voting for people who definitely know how to do that and won't dropkick you the moment they have unlimited power!!! protesting against them is useless anyway, it's only natural!!!
>Search for some gay porn>See that disgusting circumcision scar below the head of the top's cock>Erection instantly lostParents and (((doctors))) who circumcise children should be punished by death
>>42027300I think you misunderstood
>>42027405Phimosis is GODLY.https://files.catbox.moe/c8lerz.mp4Phimosis is MORE protective for your penis and 0 surgery will ever be needed. Keep your shit dick away from me and stop bringing children into it.
>>42027394>sour fucking grapes>>42027433cord you are legit so fucking based t. phimotic whiteoid whose body is identical to yours
>>42027433>0 surgery will ever be neededdepends how bad it is
>>42027470Enjoy Gods gift. Sorry to the rest of these mutilatees who have to cope without it.
The uglier the better.
>>42027350They do be jealous. I mean Im a delusional motheefucker myself but with some of the hons these days and the ones on this board really really know how to live on their own planet. I dont really understand this sense of hontitlement the only thing equal to it is like chuds obsessing for pussy and their unyielding opinion of right to access for it.
>>42027376I'm a lateshit but kyute and I feel bad I do not pass but look kyute still. These guys do not have that. I think females should owe their pussy to men for protection. But I wouldn't protect a female in public let her get killed or stabbed.
>>42027410dont call yourself ky - whatever, I agree with everything you said except for the self praise
>>42027420But I am on the lets throw sulfuric acid on passoids side now because I am a man of action.
>>42027350>agp>doll
How do I not kill myself for starting HRT at 25, knowing that my bones are fused and I will never pass in my life?
>>42026240it's a sunk cost. can only look forward to what can be gained by continuing at this point. I'm in the same boat, but i was actually delayed a year more since i didnt know DIY was a thing. too late to worry about it now, so gotta keep moving forward
>>42026240Avoiding second puberty is still really goodIt might not feel like it but you pretty much caught the last good chance to start HRT
As a boymoder, how do I get an ftm bf? What spaces do suitable specimens lurk in? What trials must I undergo?
>>42026105I'd unironically date you but I'm on the other side of the world and have no intention of moving.
>>42026476>go awayno
>>42026105your local coffee shopalso if there are any comedy venues anywhere near you
>>42026105You sound lovely anon I'm sorry for living in a different continent than you
>>42026105I don't have an answer for you, and as an mtf repper, I'd like to know the same sorta thing for finding an ftm repper, so we can keep painful secrets from each other forever.But I like your Byzantine boymoder pic, which is what I wanted to say.
Every couple of months I inject myself with a high dose of estrogen as a form of self harm. I am a cis man, and the estrogen makes me insanely dysphoric, but it helps me lock in and remember what I take for granted.
>>42027472have you considered professional help?
>>42027481What for?
I am a cis man. I am dating a cis man. He identifies as straight despite our romantic involvement. I keep trying to explain to him that you can't call yourself purely heterosexual and also actively maintain a homosexual relationship, but this conversation always ends with him getting angry at me for telling him how to label himself.He won't even explain his logic, he just keeps telling me I'm "just never going to get it" and reasserts that being open to dating a member of the same sex doesn't inherently make you queer. When I explain to him that that's exactly what that means, he goes away and doesn't talk to me for the rest of the day.
>>42027434why does it matter
>>42027434This is only an issue because you keep making it one. He’s never going to agree with you and you’re never going to agree with him and it’s relatively harmless. Literally just don’t bring it up and it’ll be fine.
>>42027434It's just words who cares
>>42027434is he the top?
>>42027434Why is it so important? I don’t even know my boyfriend’s orientation nor do i care.
If you're dysphoric about being 6'3'', you're a pedophile?
>>42026035you gotta work with what you got. life is about compromising. you can't be a cis woman but you can be a trans woman. your frame is going to dictate your ideal look, for many of us that means being fit. like just spiraling day after day about not bring smol is kinda weird when you think about it.
>>42026559the series of posts implies everyone who's dysphoric about their size is a pedophile>>42027007>you can't be a cis woman but you can be a trans womanI dont want to be a trans woman.I want to be a cis woman
>>42024802the phrase "muscle mommy" makes my skin crawl but she does have a point, i do wish trans women weren't so adverse to hitting the gym. nothing sadder than cardiohons who think picking up a dumbbell will make them look like dwayne the rock johnson.
>>42027377sorry but you can only be a cis male, it's that or trans woman. which do you want more?
>>42024802surely comparing yourself to a loli is by its very nature the opposite of paedophilia
Is there a better place to be trans than Portland Oregon? If you live there, what is it like?
>>42020109idk i like it here in toronto a lot
>>42022838Washington is such a pain in the ass to deal with. They think they are California but in reality they have 1/3rd of the resources and 1/3rd of the talent. Living in Seattle felt like the worst hits of the SF Bay Area. All the shitty parts with none of the good parts. A rip off San Francisco that deeply sucked.
>>42020474i live in dc and it’s nice, it’s expensive but there’s cool nightlife and a decent trans community
>>42020189Las Vegas
>>42025984washington isn't that bad, though i prefer the bay area desu
grace by which i stand edition previous: >>41986907
>>42026511No because i'm a 100% bald at an early age so i will kill myself before ever trooning out.
>>42026511Lots of projecting. You don't need to waste your life just because you're unhappy and rep. Get a good education, a job, friends, be social, etc. but that doesn't mean you're comfortable with your physical reality.>Those who spend their time here are just slowly marching towards the inevitable future trannydomprobably true tbf, i happily envy those with the willpower to go tranner early in life. Life's just odd, and difficult to figure out even if you can mask pretty well. Would prefer not having these feelings, but that's not realistic. I'm happy there's a place to talk with others about this, even if some people are going through a bit of a downer phase. think repping will never really be understood by others desu
>>42026511>slowly marching towards the inevitable future trannydom, just at a snails pace all whilst ruining any prospects and potential they once hadThis but trooning out when I was 16 was the answer, or at least part of it. Not doing it was one of the things I did to 'ruin any prospects and potential I once had." There's other things and other aspects ruined by the same cowardice, yes, but if I wasn't a coward, I'd have also trooned. That's simply the reality of it.
>>42024235I think I did as a kid, by a dark man on vacation because my mother left me alone at a clothes store. I was a pasty white kid and I remember the employees pressuring me to try the shirts I was holding on and they may have touched me idk. All I remember is comments on how beautiful my skin was. So now I'm racist with a race fetish. WMBF, BWC, that kind of thing.
Sorting junk mail today, including catalogs.Every time I see someone advertising happy, dressed in some chaste fashion that would be appropriate for an adult woman, I dump it cos I don't want to be reminded of what I'm missing, of what I missed.Hopefully not the only one like this.
>be me>grow up as really overweight kid>constantly bullied and ostracized>develop trauma and social anxiety>start going to therapy in my teens>meet with a dietician regularly>lock the fuck in>lose over 100 lbs in a year and a half>fat cheeks turn to gigachad jawline>finally able to see my muscular build in the mirror>still socially anxious and insecure>genderdysphoria.jpg>start HRT a couple years late>lots of excess fat and loose skin from being overweight prior>feel tits swelling the day after i startComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42025908i am going to kill myself
>>42025908i lost a shit ton of weight too and am now realizing the dysphoria. are you telling me its not over?
>>42026019far from it nona
>>42025908this is a larp but also its cute.can we see what you look like?
Should I bother continuing with estrogen? All I really want is to look more feminine. There's no chance of me ever passing. I have wide shoulder, big hands and feet, and the typical male fridge body. Hiding breasts seems like a pain if it probably won't even be worth it. I've been on it since around March.
>>42026176most of the people posting about their tits are not annoyed by having them but annoyed by needing to hide them. stay woke.
>>42026227Yeah, basically this
>>42026176>Dutasteridebut side effects
>>42025830why the fuck can't you retards just be normal menwhat a failed generation
>>42027275Even if I didn't bother, I probably wouldn't be a normal man anyway
i dont use 4chan but im posting here because if i said it anywhere else id get called transphobic. why are trans men so fucking effeminate and femalebrained. they're deadass more effeminate than the cis girls i meet sometimes. they all wanna be a "pretty boy :3" or "femboy" and it pisses me off, i geniuenly think 50% of ftms are going to detransition. all they do is post woke shit to tumblr and whine and whine and make 4000 microlabels for everything. the ftms i know in real life are walking stereotypes and they got mad at me for making a joke about saggy grandma tits. i cant stand them. holy shit when will i find another ftm who isnt a total twink i feel like a rare breed. youd think them being effeminate would make them dysphoric and try to change that but for some reason they dont
>>42023157"andro" trans"man" = weird girl
>>42012873no chud here needs to hide behind a veil lol chuds will show up and go "im a fucking nazi. who wants to have sex?"
>>42023274Andro trans men > tomboy > weird girl next
>>42023157Based anon
>>42009849ftms can be cute but the issue is they don't do any like transition and then claim to be ultra super trans despite being the walking stereotype of "im not like the other girls" and the detransition rate is sky high as a result. obvi the ones who get on hormones and shit don't detransition because they aren't these weird quirky phase girls, and the rare ones that do end up become conservatives
Post your favorite music.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZJL4UGSbeFg
>>42027241ok?
>>42027277your close but idk if your close enough to where id say your correct.
>>42027395well what r u then?
>>42027404bi mtf
>>42027409lol thats silly, i was kinda right. in a weird way
