Im at my limit. I can only be so selfish. The guilt gets to me. People like me do not belong in families. Its another year of i got lots of presents and i got no one anything. I come home with my "haul" of presents, all gifts from people who are only kind to me because they love my mother. Im a parasite of christmas. And im done. Im done with my family. Im done with presents. Im a lonewolf from now on. The focus is on me now. So yea, as a transbian i think christmas is good when you like <25yo. But after that its time to move on. The charade, the parade of familiarity has to end eventually. Ultimately we are all, alone.I also have some prose i wrote yesterday if anyone is interested..
>>42124212Thanks ^_^. You're really sweet..................."Here is the prose.. its rubbish i thought it was great when i was writing it but today it looks crapAt the aquarium...I saw the fish, swimming around, swim swim.. as i looked, I started to realize,as the bubbles went, blurble blurble, i noticed, more of them, take a turn, turn turn...Their eyes seemingly, starting to focus on me, me me. Our gazes, locked.. i began to understand, stand and stand..I could see them for what they really were, blurble blurble..The fish.... they can ...see us, swim swim..they... perceive us.. blurble blurble. As they view our souls. They experience this world and they experience us. And so it finally hit me..The fish have souls. "
>>42125664This is the worst shit I have ever read in my life. You ruined Christmas. Fuck.
>>42125843Kekekekekeke im soooorrryyy.. yea its had im ngl.. BUT! ITS important to experiment ^_^
>>42118577Literally me. I'm too poor as usual, only got one gift for dad and one for mom.t. 26 yo passoid midshit AGP transbian
>>42125664i love your prose please keep it up!!! so much character<3 and it’s so cute lol
I used to think that I will eventually pass on hrt. Now that I have been on hrt for 5 months, I lost all my hope. It did some changes, and they are good, but they are not enough to make me pass. No man will ever be attracted to me No man will ever wife me up No going out with friends girlmoding No going to the mall fashionmaxing girlmoding :(
>>42126215didnt try hard enough could have done çÿš>>42126214thats more like it
>>42126278im not even a swede nor am i in sweden also theres no way swedes are more snobby about language than the fr*nch
>>42126329I've heard swedes complain about blahaj and smorgasbord before. Meanwhile i have not seen a single french person complain about cafe or resume or naive.t. incidentally not an american
>>42126329>fr*nchfinally a nona of culture on this board that properly censors slurs.f*nch and g*rman are slurs so bad that should never be used sparingly not even on 4chan.>>42126385the f*nch are niggerfaggots tho
>>42125757>go on 4chan>see this post>5 months hrtthere is another PSYOP
I have a date with this trans girl later tonight, and I’m expecting her not to not won’t to top.I know how to use a strap, but I’ve just never been with a trans female before.What type of sex and praise is the most gender affirming? I just really want to make her feel good and let her know that I really do like her as a woman.
youngshits have it so nice
>>42126026She’s absolutely beautiful It genuinely makes my chest hurt how pretty she is
>>42125929i didnt mean literally read those lines aha obviously its up to what ops girl tells her she likes. my point was about deliberately being very verbal i think we can agree thats important>>42126002yeah i would of course check with her beforehand but i think the stoplight is pretty standard. evidently ‘good girl’ is not universally enjoyed but i think you understand the spirit of it. if you and she are into it i also think having her talk back to you could be a good angle (making her say your name, describe how it feels, etc). one thing that sticks out to me though is when you say “gender-affirming” specifically; its good youre aware of that but dont get too in your head about it. i had a gf who, with similarly good intentions, ended up really overdoing the gender-affirming bit, like i could tell she was trying really hard at it. it ended up being a huge turn-off because then that was all i could think about too. i dont really know how to explain that any better other than saying like …. your main goal doesnt have to be being gender-affirming, just focus on fucking her right. based on the fact that youre even asking, i have to assume youre probably already doing fine. dont overthink it just give her a good time and enjoy yourself too
>>42126002then you're both female and if you're a lesbian you should know how this works..there's also a zero percent chance somebody who doesn't have a pp is going to top you lolidk what a stop light system is if this is about consent just use regular words instead of some dumb metaphor to traffic signals>>42126294she's just a girl OP is going to have sex with there's literally nothing special that needs to happen...
>>42126294It’s seems like I’m on the right path then :)I just really want to make her feel good at the end of the day, then I’ll be able to enjoy myself. I hadn’t even thought about making her say my name. Holy fuck, that sounds amazing. Her voice is so sweet. >>42125929I don’t think she has a mommy kink, unfortunately for me.
>Want to go on T >Wait until Im 18 to go get a prescription >Get waitlisted after 1 doctor visit>I will kill myselfI give up does anyone know where I could buy DIY hrt, I am eastern european for reference.
>>42126581i dont know about t personally but ive heard you can find it on gym forums
>>42126581Go to the gymbros. They will guide you through.
>>42126625I tried a couple of times and its only shit that ships to the USA
>be me mtf 22 5 years transitioning>came out to my dad 3 yrs ago and he told me I was just delusional>Other day I was talking abt how I was afraid of the direction of things because of the recent ban on trans care for minors >Pulls me into his closet>Digging in the corner pulls out a huge bag>Reveals scoped ar-15 >"I'm ready if they come for my own"Lowkey thought he had just been feigning neutrality/support because my mom made him or something, apparently hese just based as fuckNot sure its a good thing I know where to find a firearm but eh(pic unrel)
0% chance he will ever fire the thing he def just has it to have it but i was stunlocked for sure
White liberals are so normal
>>42126509He doesn't view you as his daughter he still views you as his confused sensitive boy that he needs to protect if he senses you're being threatened
>>42126559thats not the worst outcome. op has a decent dad. you cant expect them to fully understand.
>>42126559thats still a perfectly good state of affairs compared to your parents seeing you as a rapist freak even though youre way more normal than them
What are PAWG trans girls built for exactly?
>>42098534>tfw no trans girl who sets me up for an involuntary whiteboi disposal and goons to my winning
>>42125128Good boi
Spurting my impotent girlcummies on the floor
>>42126617Can i see nonny?? >,<
ITT
what do bisexual bottoms want most of all???
>>42119658love and affection
>>42119658A cock up the ass and a pussy on the face
>>42119658currently srs and a cup of tea
>>42119658To crush their enemies, see them driven before them, and to hear the lamentations of their bisexual tops.
>>42119658The most Femdom prone demographic
I refuse to acknowledge the existence of stealth passoids above 5'9. I refuse. EVERY single one I've ever had the MISFORTUNE to talk to was below 5'7 AT LEAST. I'm not even a heighthon like 5'9 is not horrible but i have NEVER met a single person my height or taller who is a STEALTH passoids. thats the word there sure passoids can existence at that height all it take is a good face and decent proportions. but like STEALTH? is it just some rift in the universe where they dont exist. if YOU are a stealth passoid above 5'8 PLEASE respond. i would love to get to know you. however if you are below 5'8 you have NO reason to comment or say anything in this post. you have absolutely nothing to say of note here. THIS post is just about me wanting to see stealth passoids who are taller than me to make myself happier OK??
>>42125264did you grow tits?then you gained fatand some of that fat will have gone to your thighs i.e. made your hips bigger
>>42123568envy and desire
>>421232696'3" I pass just fine.
>>42123269i'm 5'10 and i'm a neverpasser gigahon ugliest monster on the planet so this checks out i guess sorry for being alive
>>42123557KEKdunk on the massive longboy twink
How fucked am I?> Started HRT 10-11 months ago, 19yo> No women in my immediate family pass as women until you get to my mgrandmother, know nothing about my pline. Mgrandmother's a cousinfucker so the tree's a little screwy.> Look a lot better than I used to but maybe that's just because I'm doing the bare minimum instead of being a trooned out troll> Look almost like my hefab "dad" did in his high school yearbook (Susan "Raven" Renee Knight, class of '89, sister to Sharlene Knight) except my hair's a bit harder to maintain and I don't do makeup (perma boymoder)> Not flat-chested anymore> Some curves between chest and hips, thicker thighs (I'm retarded and can't measure)> Entirely DIY (40mg/mL EV, 0.2mL/5 days; 100mg spiro/day), too broke to be an ocdhon about my levelsAnons how fucked am I
Body for reference (present)
>>42126623fucking kys tranny ywnbaw
>qott - how are you celebrating Christmas?
>>42126362Sometimes I think it'd be nice to have a cute skinny sissy to fuck
I feel sicksick as a dog
naw nobody hates me frem im alright!
you hateself bro, you got tricked into paypigging a gross bonger faggot
naw silly im happy in a loving relationship with my besfremthis is good and healthyits ok anon
I was wondering how many of the gayboys here are still virgins. If you are, how old are you and what do you think why you are?
>>42124550In a way yes. But being wanted for just being a charismatic attractive guy is not possible. I need to secure a mate from other ways, such as financial manipulation, and I have a plan for that>>42125813I probably fall in the range of “predator” but I dont want to harm or abuse anyone I just want to find a twink who is willing to let me use them in exchange for financial rewards
>>42125857You make it awfully complicated. I just cooked for a femboy once after I fucked him and this impressed him so much he fell immediately in love with me because quote>you are the first person other than my mother who has cooked something for meThe bar is like REALLY low
>>42123633>sexually abused as a kid>avoidant/autistic with attachment issuesall it takes
>>42126472oh and 33
>>42126197Sounds like you are attractive and charismatic. Im not so much that. If I was those things id just pick up a twink off of grindr. I need to get sex through other methods
other psa thread died so i'm gifting y'all a new one for christmas.DO NOT REPLY TO BAIT.>you should just be a feminine man>all trannies are evil pedophiles>i would never ever fuck a troon because i'm straight and you can't make me>i'm ftm why do mtfs hate us>i'm mtf why do ftms hate us>look at my debunked study from 2004 that proves all fags are pedophiles>dae love bbc and want to be a white sissy sex slave in the bnwo>i'm g and i think we need to drop the t>i'm a real lesbian and i think all transbians are rapehon monsters and all other lesbians think that too btw>i want to breed an ftm and make her my little tomboy bitch>i'm a cishet man and i hate women and i should be allowed to talk about that here because lgbt has t which is transGENDER so this is the gender board and this isn't off-topic>look at my cute little ai boymoder and her ai bottom boyfriend come generate more ai boymoders with meif you see any posts like these, especially if they have a frog or 'jak picrel, they're bait. report it, put "sage" in options if you must reply, hide the thread, and move on.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42126322Stonewall had rebels fighting cops. No pedo leaders. That's a lie.We need trans allies. They fought with us, boosted visibility. Pedo smears are TERF lies to divide. Inclusion wins. Drop it.
>>42126347>No pedo leadersLie>We need trans alliesanother lieIt doesn't even matter what happened at a riot that happened 60 years ago when today troons are destroying LGB rights by advocating little kids to transition
>>42126391Wrong. Stonewall matters because it birthed the movement trans allies helped build. Today, trans advocacy doesn't "destroy" LGB rights or push kids to transition. That's fearmongering lies.No evidence links trans rights to LGB setbacks. Marriage equality won globally despite trans visibility. Kids? 99%+ of youth "transitions" are reversible social steps or puberty blockers. Regret rates under 1%. Trans inclusion funds the fight. Divide and lose.
>>42126335but drag queen story hour is so fun bestie
>>42126335drag queens are the G part of lgbt, not the T, you fucking monkey retard subhuman
como puedo encontrar a una chicomodera latina que puedo llamar "mamacita"?
>>42126354i am not into men. i like women regardless of their genitals
>>42126415You want a "girl" who dresses and presents herself as a guy so you can suck her dick. This is a prime example of mental gymnastics.
>>42125897Que pueda llamar*
>>42126442boymoders are girls. and i like girlmoders too
>>42125897what the fuck kind of language is this why are you not speaking german
boymoder gf but i secretly throw out all her hoodies and boys clothing and fill her wardrobe with cute girls clothing and buy her lotsa makeup
>>42123366freak tf out bc all my aesthetic baggy pants and oversized shirts are gone
>>42120213I'm not a boulder exactly, but I would love that so much.
>>42125647*boymoderPhone posting was a mistake.
>>42120213You have to teach her to use all that makeup don't forget!
>>42120213need
I once saw a tiktok about sandy hook and one of the most liked comments had a gay trans flag in their name, but in the "tcc" it appears that at least 30% of the fans are lgbt in some way, most notably transgender. So what do queer people think about mass shootings? Are they interesting? do some queers idolise them?(I hope not)She/he in picrel's bio btw
Stop being off-topic please >>42126393Ok..
>>42126407Nerdy china boy with the agp you're going to learn how to serve a man tonight
>>42126407if she was a nice nonviolent mtf posting in passgen would you folder her
>>42126426I would, obviously
the secret art of per capita has deemed trannies incredibly dangerous, on par with incels when they get their hands on guns but not as dangerous as the American Negro