MTFG: Make a thread you lazy troons editionQOTT: What are you doing for this weekend? January blues setting in?
>>42328167>Why not boymode?Really worried about boob growth making it too obvious and hard to hide>it may be illegal to not hire someone just bc they're transOn paper yes but businesses still dont care and can come up with a plethora of bullshit claims as to why they chose to not hire you. Ideally I dont want a wagie job, they suck and its extremely hard to live comfortably with one
>>42328197True ig. Ginecomastia happens a ton for nontranny reasons. I'd just lie about an unspecified endoctrinal issue desu.If you end up in a highly specialized field they wont care about gender or transness. Thats why so many mtfs are in compsci(partially)
Siiigh. Wish i wasn't ugly and literally looked 1:1 like the chudwojak meme so that i could troon out and become cute.It is what it is.
i smell like blood
qott: good morning, monday morning, do you have a case of the mondays? q4c where would you bring your tranner for a date on a monday afternoon? q4t do you have a case on the mondays?https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A4B0pLDqYqIhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XASNM1XEQPs
>>42325969Has anybody seen frisson?
I do not have a case of the Mondays because I have an extended weekend this weekDays in the cage now gave me a lil bit of a rash down there, looks like I'll have to get some baby powder if I want to be perma-caged...
How do I fix my relationship with my brother? Growing up he and I HATED each other, but we're 27 (me) and 32 respectively. And we added each other on Discord, decade or so ago. And we don't even live together anymore, he still lives with our parents in Kentucky, meanwhile I live in Seattle on my own. But I noticed he was playing Cyberpunk 2077 and I messaged him asking what lifepath he chose, and how he's liking it. 3 days. No response. I know he saw it because he's in online status.
>>42325969I have my twitter privated, how did you even find it?
ill never pass and life has only been seeming less and less worth it. even going from homelessness to having an apartment the gov practically hands me ive just felt like life is more and more pointless and it'd save a lot of trouble for others and me if i just ended it
>>42328548i already beat the bdd allegations
And yet you're still here. I wonder how much longer you'll bitxh and moan into the void.It's a fun performance dont get me weong though!
>>42328569Im just interested in what you look like
>>42328574im glad you enjoy it anon
>>42328771I just think it interesting that in some way you have a uniquely formated story of your life and interactions with others through message board archives. Funnily, hilariously, someone like you will be the things historians of the future will look at. 100 years from now, teenagers will look at the old banned internet (insert future hell here) and they'll read shit like this, you bemoaning your life and doing drugs and talking to strangers around the world.
You know the format.Include your tag.This thread is for making friends, and is not a general discussion thread.
>>42328301And a bureaucrats favourite place to be is in his office. Most people on the other hand would rather shoot themselves than live such a life.
>>42328093breh just take a chance and add me plz what if im not weird type shitlike idk what your personal definition of weird is but hey why not right?
>>42327688Wat soll dat denn jetzt heißen, junges Fräulein?
>>42328571it kinda reads like someone posting someone elses tag do you promiseee its u
>>42317190Guys I'm a twinkhon just to set expectations
If homo/transphobia didn't exist how would the world be different
>>42328523Freedom from foreign influence thwarting their own expansionist plans, while supporting totalitarianism domestically. Meanwhile Ukrainians just want a democracy within their internationally recognized borders and haven't bothered anyone.
>>42326746charlie kirk would be alive
>>42328535They donate money and such, of course they're not going to actually risk dying in war >>42328567Ok I don't know much about politics so idk>>42328568Possibly
>>42326746>he/them>she/them
>>42328788Well yeah the original was "you're about to hear the worst opinion"
Anybody on this board whose gender dysphoria had a late onset, i.e. starting post puberty or in one's 20s? Personally, I've only started being explicitly dysphoric after a random dream I had where I simply was a woman. Realizing that I was simply a woman inside that dream made me feel like the weight of the world had been lifted off my shoulders and I could properly breathe for the first time in my life. It was the first time I ever felt serene inner peace, and not constantly restless and melancholic. I wonder if anyone experienced something similar
Had dysphoria as a child. Lived old enough to become a man. Almost killed myself. Then decided to begin transitioning. One day I realized it’s too late for me. I’ve decided to give up and keep taking estrogen. Be a Boymoder. Maybe one day I’ll have enough money for ffs
>>42317769Men enjoy being rough
had agp since childhood did weird shit growing up like never wanting to have facial hair and borderline feminine fashion but i always look at through the lens of obsessive fetishistic rumination which has matured into seeking relief from feminine presentation
>>42327264Agp since childhood is as trutrans is you can get
>>42328558fuck am i supposed to do with that is there a reward
I'm a cis guy and can admit that my homophobic tendencies towards lesbians is entirely the cause of sexual frustration (I want to have sex with them)
>>42328752a lot of them have male interests. due to having been a man for most of their lives
>>42328752Somebody else will probably explain it to you in a more mean manner but transbians are looked down upon because a lot of older transitioners attach themselves to that label and act in such ways that you could call bad optics for trans people in general thus a lot of younger transitioners hate transbians as a whole
>>42328606Do you talk about your interests when you're having sex with women..?
>>42328752cis lesbians aren't interested in these things aside from reading
>>42328779Well cuddling afterwards is like the best part anon
I suffer a decent amount as a tranny in Australia.QOTT: Have you showered today?
>>42328683>>42328698I'm not in the business of housing the disabled.Back to your pathetic servers where you all think of and talk about me constantly.
y does she post about karter when no one else is even talking abt that lil mf but doesnt think shes the one w an obsession problem
>>42328493Nah we are fine.If you're having a bad time then you gotta fix yourself man
>>42328745worst part is you can tell shes talking to her self here
>>42328274You're doing great. Make sure you remember there still be some bad days, but youre on the path to a happy life
The FTM chasers on this board are all bisexual men identifying as straight who want a tomboy, but hit on fully transitioned ftms because deep down they are really into masculinity and want someone to tease it out of them. DL level: maximum.
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>>42328438Yes
>>42328377I don't want a tomboy I want a cuntboy >:(And to frustrate him about his lack of dick.
>>42328377that seems like a stretch
>>42328377Nobody likes mutilated bearded women anon. They are repulsive and vomit inducing.
I wonder what my family would think if they knew I often spend 4+ hours a day compulsively masturbating to sissies getting dominated by women. They know me as the weird "Christian conservative guy" who makes vague pro-nazi comments at family dinners.
>>42327417Congrats for all of that, nona.I'm behind you but on the same path.
>>42325507would not be surprised at all
>>42326723>>42326929Duality of man
>>42327242Sissies like you that just own it and are actually hot are the best
>>42326661what cute O.o
been too fucking long dudesWhat do you look for in a trans woman, apart from her penis/willingness to top?
>>42328662No one's forcing or even telling you to do anything.
>>42328691Obviously you never talked with a bottom chaser, the level of gaslighting, pressuring and guilt tripping they do in order to get topped is absolutely outstanding
>>42328731Obviously you never talked with a tranny, the level of gaslighting, pressuring and guilt tripping they do in order to get topped is absolutely outstanding
>>42328731thats all men however
>>42328746and women as well, it's dishonest to say it's just a bottom chaser thing, it happens with cis women as well that they're even gonna pretend the tranny still act like a man in full.remove the request to bottom and it's basically almost any person on earth who requests sex from someone
Is fucking a pooner in the ass considered boyremoving or girlremoving?
>>42328651Who cares
>>42328679op caresnow tell him the answer or shut the fuck up
>>42328651If it’s in the asshole girlremoval
ive gone all the way to get hrt but i just dont know what to do, i dont know if im trans or gay or staright, if im happy or if i hate my body or if i feel good or bad, i am so damn uncertain all the time i dont know HOW to know how i feel, i mean sure ive had troon thoughts since i was 6 but i dont know how i feel abt my self or anything for that matter,how do i become a person who knows how they feel how do i have opinions abut how i feel and how do i know that its true in my head, very confused anons please advice
>>42328529uh oh. Got clocked.Yes, I am "incel nona" (as a lovely anon here nicknamed me).
>>42328553I'm the anon you talked with yesterday in this thread >>42318414. That's the only reason I was able to tell it's you. Wouldn't call you "incel nona" though
>>42328570>Wouldn't call you "incel nona" thoughThat's okay. I actually found the nickname quite endearing even though I'm no longer an incel.After all it is a way to distinguish given that most former incels lurking this board are ashamed of their past or w/e whereas I'm not.I'm still serious about the fake it till you make it though.
>>42328577>I'm still serious about the fake it till you make it though.I do believe that you're completely right about this, but I find the notion of having to fake it really disturbing.To me, faking it till I make it in terms of transitioning implies that I'm actually a cis man deep down, and I've just decided to try and become a woman for no discernable reason. It's the thought that I actually am a cis man that's disturbing
>>42328598In jan 2019 I was finding the thought of being a woman disturbing. You have to keep in mind that January is a depressing time in the northern hemisphere. The weather is mostly shit, and even if you live in a warmer place the day is too short (which is not good for human psyche anyway).>and I've just decided to try and become a woman for no discernable reasonyesterday you told me a reason tho. Which is as good as any other.You don't owe anyone an explanation, not even to intrusive thoughts. You want what you want and you do what you gotta do to get what you want. It really is that simple.Keep in mind that this isn't a short process. Don't let it consume all of your existence.Once I got some energy to function, I just started doing things and let things run in the background. I'd take my shots just like I'd take my vitamin D during winter. Probably not the best approach (I neglected/delayed voice and mannerisms training a bit too much) but did wonders to kill brainworms by proving IRL that nobody gaf and I can just do things.Make some IRL acquaintances. Go to a bar. Anything. Stop listening to shut-ins, BPDemons and trolls who tell you nothing is possible. They're wrong (or purposefully lying).Our grandparents grew up in a more violent, less connected and more closed world and still somehow made it work. Legit volunteer to an old people's charity. They have a lot of wisdom to pass down.My confidante these days is an 81yo woman who would be called a femrepper on this board. We bonded over our common belief about performing femininity a few years ago. Now we meet every other week for shopping and bills management (she can't work out the electronic payment systems).The first attempts will feel hard, but then it gets better.You can try or you can succumb to neuroticism and brainworms. Your choice in the end. But this level of neuroticism isn't healthy. Stop sabotaging yourself, nona.
I'm a tranner and I just installed Bumble in hopes I can plap a fat cis girl
>>42326488yeah im the same anonshame that one anon never replied but i doubt she lived close by anyways
You again, huh? Glad to see you're committing to the bit and going for fat cis girls. As a tranner who fucked a fat cis bitch before, I wish you the best and lay lots of girlpipe.
>>42325473Her and Tinder are better for that IMO. >t. ransbian with both apps filled with ignored messages from fat (and skinny) cis girls.
This is interesting to me because the children will be of mixed transbian and fat descent. I approve and hope you have a good time.
>>42325473what's the appeal of topping if ur a tranny? i never understood it
>your letter>grossest thing you doI'll go first:transbianI like to use bobby pins to scoop ear wax out of my ears. It causes my ears to over produce wax, similar to when you shampoo your scalp too often creating more sebum production. However for my ears it feels like I good thing because I love the sensation of cleaning them out. People turn into basedjaks and go nooooooo you'll poke your heckin ear out noooooo but it has never happened. I sometimes fantasize about collecting the wax and making a candle like shrek did but I think I'll have to wait until I'm an old lonely widow to do something so disgusting.
>>42328630>also i pick and bite the skin off my fickers, often until i bleed. unfortunately, i unconsciously do this around other people.Kind of relatable. Since I was a little kid I've stimmed by picking at my toenails and I wittle away at them until it's just skin. An ex asked me to stop and so I used willpower to quit, when we broke up I fell back into it.
>>42328612sorry babes im only 27
>>42328351>bi mtf. agp for women, hsts for menI bite my fingernails and clip my toenails to the point of blood bc i feel dysphoric having them on my body. No idea why, but I end up leaving them around. I had to clean up a lot off my desk.
>>42328676Relatable mine bleed sometimes too. For me it's like they're these crunchy hard things I desperately want to feel break apart
>>42328657>christmas cakeGood enough, thanks