i might be straight.> be me> transbisexual> assume i'm demisexual?(relevant)> know no man would ever want me (197cm)> "good thing your bi Nona. you should probably just go with other trans girls hahaha"i'm told this a lot.for some reason this makes me cry a lot even though it's true.> years pass, become semipassoid (as good as i can hope for)> get a girlfriend> sexual stuff is always requested by her> feels very icky to me but I assumed I was demi and just hadn't warmed up yet> after months realize not once have i been attracted to her body STILLComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42345462giwtwm
>>42345437You know there are kind and normal men out there that would be attracted to you, OP. You owe it to yourself to try living, although it's not easy given your situation.
>>42345437Also come to the Netherlands, plenty of men over 197 cm.
>>42345437Wow so sapphic
>>42354097highly unlikely. she's 197cm. what man wants that?
i haven't come out to my boyfriend as trans yet but he referred to me as his boywife todaycan someone explain? is my cover blown? what should i do now?
I suffer a decent amount as a tranny in Australia.QOTT: Have you showered today?
>>42347867Do not make a tttt discord! Humanity is filled with beauty beyond that you and I can imagine! TOUCH GRASS!!!!!!!!!!!
>>42348087I’m so glad you’re doing better :)
>>42348766I’ll be supportive anon! I hope you feel good and I’m happy to hear the news! I’ve heard good things about pellets but they’re so pricy…>>42348867Reading and writing mostly, same as usual. I like baking though, even though I’m terrible at it. >>42349543>>42349553Suspiciously Karter shaped replies… seriously though, I’m not going to make a Discord, so stop getting pedantic about it. There’s really no point in being that terminally online, which I know is ironic coming from a tripfag. >>42350464Thank you anon! I hope you’re doing well too.
>>42351240>I’ve heard good things about pellets but they’re so pricy…If you do the math it's roughly equivalent to DIY with gel. Two pellets cost $300 plus $200 to put them in, that's $500 and that lasts 6-18 months depending on your body. If you're taking oestrogel from an online pharmacy, a 16 day supply is $25, that's $570 a year. So it's about the same, the expensive one is patches when they're not on the PBS.
>>42353446Fuck. Maybe I should invest in that. Saves me injecting myself with placebo juice every week…
post controversial lgbt opinions, i'll start:policing people's speech is extremely retarded. by this i mean things like asking people to refer to you as a specific set of pronouns, or getting angry when someone calls you "dude" or "girl", when the speaker's intent is not to gender you, and that's just how they refer to everyone. every time i see someone doing that i get "IT'S MA'AM" flashbacks.
>>42354671Isnt hurting others******* that's a awful typo lmao
>>42351317>>42351424>>42351448>>42351576>>42352415I subscribe to all of these.>>42351963I particularly subscribe to the first half of this comment. The second half is cringe.But intersectionality is absolute cancer and most definitely a psyop.The second half is way too dramatic, though I like the spirit.>>42353129Rural plebs in Poland address me in the feminine. Living in a place with a heavily gendered language is a non-stop referendum on passing.Now, onto my own chudite takes:1. racial diversity is bad, actually. Proximity to third worlders is particularly bad for trannies and fags - https://academic.oup.com/esr/article/32/1/54/2404332Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
Trannies have irrevocably lost the culture war due to their uncompromising positions on things like minors and sports teams. People will literally die because some ugly fucking hon NEEDED to swim with the girls.
>>42351423>Virtually all of society and culture needs to be torn apart from the roots and built back upEvery brainlet teenager wants to start from 0 so their ideology can rise. It's been tried by multiple countries. It never works. And you end up losing so much valuable culture along the way. Part of maturity is learning to accept complexity and imperfection
>>42355028trannies have no institutional power our opinions of these issues are of virtually no consequence, trans politics entirely consists of cis people talking about and over us.
I'm a weird artist that makes weird art, my whole life revolves around it not only that I'm transbian as well.
Do tall trannies want to give short kings snu snu?
>>42354730I can just lift you up and you can wrap your legs around me. I have dignity, a man shouldn't have to beg like this.
>>42353643yes i do. i love short men more than they'll ever know>>42353660sure, you need facial hair tho. no shotamaxers!
>>42354713well yes since thats me. but im not american, so i wonder if thats a whole thing.
>>42354758Where are you from then?
>>42354995southern hemisphere
Would you fuck this 41 year old Ukrainian soldier?
>>42354822she isnt, she just goons to them
>>42354729I mean if he's nice to me probably.
>>42354871This is true. It's sad because Russia used to be openly gay as fuck and supportive of loving homosexual relationships. This is the real tradition that Russia needs to reject modernity and RETVRN to.
>>42354886Do nazis even exist anymore, half of them are third worldists that hate whites for being insufficiently Darwinist ime>>42354952Apparently pre-Christian russia was quite tolerant too
>>42354850I only use it because of my politics play fetish.
The year is 2043. Troonism has finally been solved. It was true what Powers figured: It was all mostly due to genetic and hormonal anomalies. However, Blanchard was of course also in the end accepted as partly correct: Autosexuality is more common amongst trooners and pooners. This is however not what ultimately caused dysphoria. Similar to how siblings who grow up together don't tend to develop sexual feelings for eachother, most cis homosexuals aren't attracted to just being their sex, or the cultural artifacts associated with it. However, the gynephilic trooners and androphilic pooners had something in common with siblings growing up in separate homes, or even countries: The can develop sexual feelings for the similar other. For the separated siblings, the anomalous object of attraction was the other sibling, but for the troonies and poonies, it was instead the nature and culture that they were "supposed" to have had forced upon them all their life, like normal people, but in the end didn't, because of their actual sex. AGP is what happens most often when a person with both a female identity and attraction to females/feminitity grows up without it, and AAP what happens when a person with a male identity and attraction to males/masculinity grows up without it.
>>42354433>troon out at 15gwitwm
>>42354433>troon out at 15it's kind of ironic how zoomers are so lucky to have all these resources and information about trannydom, they were teenagers at an unprecedented time when trannies were starting to get accepted, they didn't have to repress...and then they have these breakdowns and sometimes even detroom (I'm hoping you're smarter than this though)Millennials that had to go through full puberty and years of repression don't do this because they actually know what the alternative is, how damaging it is to repress.Im hoping you'll get through this without doing anything stupid
>>42354616Eh as a zoomer who did rep until 25 it's still easy to get these kinds of moments.
>>42354616I would never detroon, I'm very autoandrophobic and have a fully female ego, or whatever people say nowadays. No worry
i'm glad the blanchardites are hanging out and and having a fireplace chat again
This isn't what was supposed to happen. I knew it would, but I hoped it wouldn't.I never wanted to feel reverse dysphoria. I wanted to be able to enjoy the effects of estrogen.But now, I constantly feel as if my skin is melting off and I'm constantly in a state of panic because of the effects.I really don't want to be a man, but it's what I always was and always will be. My regular dysphoria was fake from the very beginning.I cannot ever be a woman, simply because my very own brain refuses it against my will.I really hate, really despise being a cis man, but I will need to accept it.
>>42349383I probably will but I need to make sure that they don't become visible for a while. I'm one of those uberfucked trannies.
>>42339427i was on 10mg/week een for years did i ruin myself lolas far as i can tell i'm doing fine but maybe that's why gaining weight does not work for me
>>42354861not ruin but it isnt good, you may have stunted your effects.
>>42339138>create a poor imitation>art requires practice and experienceImitation is the beginning of practice and experience. Writers compose pastiches of writers they admire. Graphic arts students sketch copies of old paintings.The best way to start being more artistic is to figure out which artists speak to you and then do a version of their work. Eventually, a version becomes your version. And after that, it's just yours.>>42342174It is true that a bit of chaos can help to be creative. Creativity is in how you react to things, be it something random, like a dice roll, or something that restricts you from reacting like you normally would, like trying to follow a weird set of rules.
>>42354914that is a bummeri am on a lower dosage now maybe i'll look nicer in another five years
for some reason i imagine adult luz noceda as a trutrans nb who is a mtf chaser.
>>42352611she really has a chaser phenotype>latina>bi with a preference for women>futch>short hair>autistic in a charming wayif she hadnt met amity she would grow into a chaser
Do you think Eda dicked her down in owl monster form?
>>42352764kys
>>42352764yes
How do you tell whether you really have dysphoria or not?
I want to top a chaser with my thick tranny cock.
>>42354916Because it feels good.>>42354932There are chasers lined up from here to Timbuktu all waiting to ride my cock. You'd just be shitting up the queue.
are you white?
>I want to top a chaser with my thick tranny cock.
>>42354981Yes>>42354987I don't look like that
>>42354987The honnier they are the hotter it is, in my humble opinion.
How do trans girls make up for me not being able to touch them down there, do they have some edge over regular girls or is it a worse experience in every way?
>>42352941I guess so. You can always just stick to cis women if you prefer that
>>42352801Thanks for the advice. I'd also want to try to make her feel loved and desired, that she's not "wrong" like >>42352698 thinks. How she sees herself is not necessarily how others see her and I would want to prove it to her, also it and her prostate are a powerful combination to blow her mind.But someone like me is clearly not suitable for a lot of them it seems and I'm aware of that.
>>42352941It's a big concern for sure, the juice being worth the squeeze. A lot of it would depend on how I feel about her as an individual but I have some hard boundaries I'm not willing to give up.
>>42352881yes you retard
>>42354585nta but explain
being male is awesome get off the fucking internet bro
Post and give rates
>>42354857BUILT FOR CHASER COCK
>>42354910lmao
>>42354893wash your face and do nightly physical exfoliation and chemical exfoliation with BHA/salicylic
>>42354941i should probably start using salicylic acid again yeah
>>42354842That face that stare. A decade of self rape produced this result.
