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>>42047951Love to see HRTGen still going strong
>>42140466>pure hon science on my end thonah that sounds reasonable>gaslight themselves into thinking they're lowim pretty good at noticing even slight changes will definitely notice an increase in migraine frequency im gonna take it slow and keep records im just slightly concerned because with drugs depending on the class im a lightweight but also or because of fast metabolism and my tolerance resets in like a day speaking of does anyone do like 5/6 day cycle with EEn? ive heard of 10 and that sounds like a bad idea. not even sure how you would dial that in traditional medicine if you arent doing a new blood test every day of the week. what kind of things effect the half life of fat soluble esters or is it more generally stabilized? it doesn't go through your liver right so metabolism shouldnt matter?
>>42149368https://estrannai.se/docs/ingredients/this explains how the estrogen esters work.you essentially have diffusion of the ester from the oil carrier into circulation (this is variable and theres very little info on what affects it from what i can tell)then the ester being converted to estradiol, via esterases in the liver. this is where your E2 level starts to increase, the EEn itself has no feminizing effects until it undergoes this process.then the estradiol being metabolized as it normally does, again occurs in the liver.
>>42147075>going strongI've been bumping it every now and then to stop it from dying off early
why is it so much easier for pooners to pass than mtfs?
>>42150123Lol no they wouldn't. They'd get pity indulgence or hard avoids
>>42147778I noticed that the vast majority of pooners are clocky no matter what they do, and it mostly has to do with their eye area. I can clock ones that most people would perceive as men. But, with trans women, I notice a lot less of that. Either you don't pass, or you pass amazingly well
>>42147778I think this seems like bait. Transition can be a race against puberty and a genetic lottery afterwards. Don’t get me wrong trans women have materially worse conditions than many trans men, and often suffer the worst of institutionalized violence… But I’d be curious to see statistics for passing rates among trans men and women before immediately saying something like this.
>>42150932>with trans women, I notice a lot less of that.Trans women shave their brow bone in ffs. Trans men don't often do face surgeries. Brow bone is most sexually dimorphic trait. If you don't notice brow bone in trans women, you are looking at post ffs faces. Trans men can grow their brow bone If they start t young (under 18) but some trans men also just get lucky and they have some brow bone.
>>42150947I have seen some study and it was like 20% of trans women who passed vs 60% of trans men
Are fem cis gay men women?
>>42150875You not taking your girly pills is a waste of our short time on earth.
>>42150888i like cummin'
>>42150749i look like this
>>42150915Cope
>>42150922i like having muscles
All rightoid trans women defending their positions and reasoning for siding with people who want them dead reminds me so much of picture related in terms of dumbness it's unreal
>people want trannies dead for no good reason
>>42150864Just imagine the life you could have lived untainted by troonime.
>>42150864Suzaku wouldn't have been trusted with the robot to begin with if he didn't side with the Britannians
>>42150864I didn't side with them though>>42150878>imagine life if it was worse
>>42150864>code geassDamn, I have to rewatch the series >rightoid bootlickers are like a bootlickerFr fr
I want a gentle ftm bf to cuddle
>>42150942You won't tease them about fucking you because of their lack of penis right?
>>42150948oc course not
Why is hrt making me dysphoric? I want it's effects, so why the fuck is making me dysphoric?This is genuinely horrifying. What am I supposed to do‽ Detroon, and go back to being a man‽ I hate being a man.Am I just fucked‽ Built so incorrectly that nothing feels right‽I don't know what to do anymore. I've tried everything. At this point only a lobotomy would heal me.
>>42147424>in an ideal world I just be an androgynous womanthen do that retard
>>42147446I would if that were actually in line with my internal sense of self, but trying to be a woman would basically require me to undergo ego death. This desire also feels very superficial. It's like me saying "In an ideal world I'd have wings"
>>42147502get over it
>>42148240"Get over it" as in I should get over my superficial desire, or to get over my male sense of self?
>>42132777>and any time I see a older women, I'm overcome by anxiety that I will age like her if I keep taking hrt.You won't. You'll age like amab that started hrt at whatever age you did.
How late is too late?
>>42142925>post itno but ppl are mixed but they all say no hope without ffs
>>42131206Never
>>42131206Not nearly as awesome as this reveal
>>42138042>hons that dont care and just wanna be themselves are cringe but are the true winners of the troon game, and if thats your goal its literally never too lateamen
>>42134872i wish i knew about this. i want to fucking vomit every day. my OCD stopped me taking my estrogen prescription from when i was 18 until 21, and when i look at photos of myself over that time period it looks like nothing changed and everything changed at the same time. i remember going on trans forums and googling stuff like "how bad is 19 vs 21" and everyone saying it didn't matter at all.
what to do when you have boymoders in your walls and under your floorboards?
>>42150879>well well well, what do we have here?
>>42150928good night :3
>>42150938>They continue to shuffle past her feet, but the boymoder is too tired to deal with them>>42150946>Doromoding
>>42150958>ugh i just cant deal with this anymore....
>>42150862Burn the house down. Kill them all
What's /tttt/'s favorite rhythm game and (optionally) why?
Every time I see a tranny playing sdvx they’re incredibly clocky. Maimai is my #1, but chunithm and WACCA are fun as well.
>>42150690not sure tbqh.i tried the new gitadora cabs when they were location testing them in osaka and the input delay was really bad. i hope the new displays aren't all like that
>>42150425osu standard, beat saber and DDR
i used to like playing project diva extend on the psp
I genuinely love Fortnite festival
I am the most ugly and masculine thing ever
>>42143012That's okay, you can't help it. Just place your attention somewhere else.
>>42143012discord link?
>>42143012u have so much potential but u keep feeding ur misery, guess learned helplessness is the greatest tranny killer
>>42143012mango are you okay
>>42143012Not all that masculine nor extremely ugly, no idea what your body is like but without looking all to carefully I would probably not give you a second look in passing.However if you imagined yourself becoming some female sexsymbol's long lost twin: yeah that is certainly not happening for you. You were hopefuly told this before starting your transition.
free neo-vaginas for turbo-fagspretty based, eh?
women are emotionally abusive monsters who would never be tolerated if they were not the only way to propagate the species
>>42150655Why would a cop assume every civilian has an explosive or knife small enough to fit in a pocket? I looked like the most average joe you have seen. He could ask me if he had low visibility, didn't bother to talk to me, just ran to me and detained me in front of his horrified family. And yes your continuing to defend him with illogical arguments.
>>42150682>Why would a cop assume every civilian has an explosive or knife small enough to fit in a pocket?Not every civilian but if someone looks dangerous and and my family is nearby and potentially at risk? Yeah I wouldn't risk it either, most people wouldn't.>He could ask me if he had low visibility, didn't bother to talk to me, just ran to me and detained meOnce again if you had been carrying a firearm he would have risked getting shot before even finishing the sentence. And if he gets incapacitated in that situation his family is essentially dead.>And yes your continuing to defend himOnce again, not me. But frankly i don't really care if you think we're the same person, it doesn't make any difference really.>illogical argumentsTrust me there is plenty of logic here, unless you've lived that life you have no idea what kinds of things officers have to mentally assess in the field in every single situation they encounter. All my respect
>>42150804stop sperging out
>>42150899Fr, ultamite fanfic writer.>>421508041. Not carrying or looking like I could carry a lethal weapon.2. Tried to talk to him, detained me before he spoke a word.3. Does not matter if there's two people defending the guy, your defending the piece of shit.4. Illogical fanfiction.
>the reputation of women depends on the actions of one cop in Albania a decade ago misandrists are experts at deflectiontheir worst fear is you actually getting to discuss what women do, they always want to keep it centered on harmful actions by men
qott: what's your hot take? let it rip fuck it
>>42150756me too nonawhat's getting you down
>>42147963Fuck what other people say, be yourself always.
>>42150778for me its loneliness, there is a few bad things but this one is just soul crushingand the only times ive felt a little better in the last years was when i was close to someoneeven when it was a bad person for me and that i had no hope it could go anywhereit still felt better than anything else what about you
>>42150830for me its extreme mental illness, mostly depression and anxiety lately i spend most of my time paralyzed with fear and nothing that happens in my life seems to helpmy life is good on paper but my heart is closed
>>42150874i can relate, feeling depressed or anxious 99% of the time is quite an experience
why are so many ftms unable to better themselves to avoid being ugly freaks?
>>42150486Because they are frequently the equvialent of bodybuilders who skip basic workouts and nutrition and go straight to 'roids. They don't have a good internal mental basis of masculinity to start from. No kicking ass a their job. Reaching their baseline physical performance limits. Owning and controlling the space around them . Being a proper bro to people. Protecting the weak. Too many of them have bad ideas of what being a man is that resembles the yaoi fantasies of a 15 year old, and neglect even the training montage.
>>42150486They think that taking T and doing nothing else will make them look masculine and attractive. Unless you have godly genetics looking masculine requires that you need to eat well and exercise. Otherwise you just turn into an ugly skinnyfat dude.
>>42150799ignore my shit grammar it's 1 am
>>42150526>Too many of them have bad ideas of what being a man is that resembles the yaoi fantasies of a 15 year old, and neglect even the training montage.It makes me sad and sickened to see shit like school shooter worship and "roachmoding" be encouraged even here. It's ironic because getting a free pass for bad and disgusting behavior is the most womanly thing there is.
>>42150852Well masculine identity is being blamed for everything wrong and suppressed as a byproduct of that constant vilification.Men aren't even getting healthy role models. Poor pooners don't stand a chance.
All replies must contain your tag. This means no replies purely to comment on another's post.>letter(s) >about>primary interest >other interests>looking for >not looking for >(free space) >contact
>>42148060This is just one more missed chance out of thousands I or you could've taken today. One more possible future out of billions upon billions upon billions that'll never come to pass.
Fuck it, its been so long since I posted here>letter(s)Mtf Bi 22 NY>aboutIm a taken mtf whose looking for friends and people to talk to cus im bored waiting for school break to be over. >interestsBoard games, cooking, fashion/makeup, hiking, fitness, video games>looking forFriends. people to help with passing or people to play games like GTFO or Stellaris with. In person friends would be cool too but I doubt it >not looking forIf u are a chaser or looking for a partner. Please fuck off>contactFoxy5Sqd
>>42148131I think about missed chances a lot and it hurts my eyes for some reason.. I hope you eventually take a good chance and it’s long term success
>>42141524I should've been clearer about it, but, please, do not add me if you already have a partner. I don't want to third wheel your bullshit. Thanks.
https://discord.gg/mUtutMBygf
