Do cis gay men like gay male fiction such as Yaoi and "Heated Rivalry"? Or is it just for AFAB who fetishize gay men?
>be fujo>goon to the most stereotypical foidbrained yaoi all day>transition FtM>suddenly not remotely attracted to the yaoi look anymore >realize how shallow and retarded all yaoi and mainstream gay media is >stop watching gay shit entirely >start gooning to women and hetero porn Huh
>>42399906Fuck you you're a straight man this question is for homos
>>42399782We do, that’s all you need to know.
>>42399861a large amount of bi men are fascinatingly poonerbrained
>>42399906your brain switched on for the first time
What was your gay awakening?
>>42395254Hi wooldor
>>42395254I don't have a specific one, to be honest, but even going back to very early elementary school I had a fixation on breasts and by effect the female form. Maybe early porn exposure was part of it, but you can't really undo that, can you? It's not like I care to anyways.I'm not sure how much this counts since I'm a straight trans man, but having initially been a lesbian before I was able to articulate any thoughts on my gender certainly counts for something, and I suppose one could say I'm hsts. As for a trans awakening I was always more masculine than the other girls but not exactly in a tomboy way and had thoughts about it as soon as I was aware of the concept, but the single event that cemented it no joke was a wet dream where I was railing Neferpitou from Hunter x Hunter doggy style with a real penis and all. It's been a little under a decade since and I haven't looked back.
>>42395254OP here, any art requests? i'm horny for wooldoor sockbat rn
>>42395254Scalies.
>>42395254Uh.. I can explain..
Playboy edition>QOTT: Did you ever subscribe to or buy nudie mags?>QOTT2: Do you currently pay for porn? If so, how much per month?Last: >>42356192
>>42396467Imagine not wanting the world to end. Couldn't be me.
Burn it all to the ground
>>42399785>AGPajeet
I have a period every year for 3 years where I think about trooning out, I finally have injections supplies, and estrogen, and suddenly I'm fine with myself, and I don't want to troon? I think I'm just curious about what estrogen would do to me, I see my body like a science experiment on whether I could look like a pretty foid. Regardless I'm atleast going to inject E once to see what it feels like, if I like it I guess I'll keep going? But force once I'm actually happy to be a moid.
>>42399785can't even consider him a repper with all that proud face pube it's just another scam hustle for him anyway
How do I begin to girlmode if I’m an ugly 4/10 freak?
>>42397351remember there are 4/10 women who survive
making threads to mock me isnt funny
>>42397351be an ugly 4/10 freak of a woman
>>42397351you dont, just continue being on estrogen and after a long while of that and ffs you might make it as long as you didnt start hrt at like 30
>>42397360>cockls and bal
i want a man who looks down on me and talks down to me and teases me and makes fun of me and calls me embarrassing names and takes care of me and is way bigger than me and way stronger than me and pins me down and makes me feel small and manhandles me and does whatever he wants to me and holds my hand and puts his arm around me in public and just acts in a way (short of anything obscene) that makes it very clear to everyone around us the kind of dynamic that we have and i wanna watch him work out and cheer him on and lick his abs and sleep in his arms so tight i can't escape or resting my head on his chest clinging to him like he's the only safety i've ever known (he is) or with my face nuzzled into his crotch and i want him to control my life completely and i wanna look however he wants me to look and tell me how to do my hair and what clothes to wear sometimes and have rules for me and own me and take care of me forever and ever and in exchange i'll give him my total undying love and affection and give him anything he wants and be there for him always and think of nothing other than him and devote my entire life to him and i'll do all the housework too. i feel like this makes me a horrible, selfish, immature, unlovable person. i can't stand it but i can't help it and i can't make it go away. this is what i want more than anything in the world. i know it's not a realistic expectation. i don't know what to do. i feel so sad and lonely and pathetic i feel like an abandoned child. there's something very wrong with me. and the worst thing is i feel like the guys who are like this and who want this, few and far between as they are, are largely not the best people (at least that i've seen), and are usually republicans. and that's terrible. and do NOT like trans girls. if i met a guy who was like this and liked me but was also somehow a good person and a leftist and a feminist (despite how he treats me) i would so completely obsessed with him. i would do anything.
this board is 40 percent chaser but none of them have anything to say about this it's so over it's so over it's so over
>>42398569fag
>>42398569Not happening..
In an ideal world what kind of a girl would you be?
>>42398566>deergirl this>cheetahgirl that>puppygirl this>catgirl thatYet nobody aside from myself seems to be a bunny
>>42398566Hot and rich with blue eyes
>>42399401I think what limits rabbit-women is that pet rabbits irl are just living flesh automatons that eat lettuce and stand there. The bunnygirl personality type is held up entirely from media, with little actually inspired by the animal proper. It's a struggle for them sometimes, but at least they're the "classic", enjoyed by the kinda guy who's dream is a playboy girl and a good smoke.I'll maintain that canine-women have it bad now that they have to battle against the weaponized passivity/hedonism of the modern "puppygirl". The real key is to just grow up in a dominant dog-woman.
>>42398566Eepy princess gamer girl with a dash of power mommy maid on the side for fun.
>>42399649>just living flesh automatons that eat lettuce and stand thereThis is my personality, it’s about as interesting as wet cardboard but I’m soft, squishy and cuddly
trans women are women, right?Because everyone is acting like that's what we're supposed to be doing here, but it goes too far.
>>42398407Well yeah they're women. You think men would look and act like that?
>>42398452You mean like, tall woman, fat woman, trans woman?Eh... again, I'd have to put that in the "goes too far" category. I see what you're doing, but it lands flat. Like, that's a word game. Like a seahorse is a horse or something.
>>42398653I think trans women would look and act like that. Not men, not women, but trans women. Does that make sense?
>>42398407No one thinks thatbut we tell them we do so we can fuck them
>>42398452And it gets welded to "woman" to make a new noun:transwoman
I only see trans fems and trans women and idk, I'm a trans guy who wants to post here sometimes but I'm fucking scared dude. I don't wanna be like judged by trans girls for posting here or something.
>>>/lgbt/ftmg
i am a cis man on hrt
>>42398875the thread is back..
>>42398933Prove it
>>42398875i want you
>>42398933Unsee/catbox or fuck off chuddie
>>42398875based
I hate that my male face and male body feel right and like me.I hate that facial hair doesn't feel wrong and disgusting on my face.I hate that my deep voice fits who I am.I hate that having a dick feels right.I hate that acting manly comes naturally to me.I hate that I like to be strong and competitive.I so deeply loathe being a cis man. I am shackled by it and I will never be anything but a cis man.
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>>42399322Why did you quote the current /voicegen/ thread?
>>42399390you said you hate your voice, you can change your goice
>>42399395I said that I hate it fitting who I am, and not that I hate it specifically. It's a objectively good voice, and it actually complements me as a person, but I still hate that it does. Maybe there is a voice I couldn't hate having, but I also believe that any other voice would feel wrong and not like it's mine
>>42399466keep being miserable and self hating then. at this point you deserve it
Dors cis man on hrt and prison gay exists outside of 4chan circles?
I feel energetic and like I'm in charge
>>42399594a warmth of pinkness making your skin glow~ oh dood
>>42399505Haha I was gonna ignore this thread but had to pat you on the back for pointing it out. They don't think trans men are men and feel victimized by people actually believing in themselves
>>42399805The post BBC glow
>>42399236It gives me tingles
Yall im looking for a femboy bf, idm distance at all!! If you have tips on finding irl do give me and feel free to add me on discord: d1.nik.
> I no longer crave tttt and crossgender media> Thought that I will leave this place for good, and finally be a normal man> Had crossdreaming experience, was a tr*nny in it this timeHelp me break free of this place anons, I am so close to being normal
>>42396816Start hrt. A life of repping is worthless
>>42396825I need to go to work but every day without fail I visit this board to view HRT resultsShit man this tranny thing is much much harder to quit than my porn and video game addiction (both took less than 2 weeks to quit)But I have an insane resolve, given that the above 2 are not easy to quit, and surely I can do something with my crazy tenacity (the level of a Soulslike player)
>>42396816>Help me break free of this place anonsclose ur eyes
>>42396816stop repping retard
>>42396825>>42397396And join you? You do realise that we are all mentally ill right?
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>>42397069post injection frequency as well as any levels you've previously taken and timing of blood tests
>>42397169I inject every 7 days with blood test every 3 months. I was supposed to do blood work again around this time but since I got a sudden dose increase I was told to wait. My last blood work came back as estrogen at 258 pg/ml and testosterone at 11 ng/dl. this was just on .22 ml ev nothing else just been frustrated since Im already a year on hrt and almost a year on injections in April and I feel like ive gotten no real progress
>>42397212When I first started I was on .15 ml then went to .18 ml then .22 ml been increasing steadily always told my blood work is fine always ranged from 240 to 250 with testosterone always being under 50 highest was at 21. I alwasy try and take my blood work 3 to days after injection too
is it bad if I start injections while still having a gnrh in my body?IDRK when it is gonna wear off im this anon >>42369358should I just low dose 5mg every 7 days some weeks? I have been on 2mg sublingual daily and gnrh every 3 months, for 3 months, my last gnrh was supposed to be my 2nd dose
What should my levels be at if I test at 4 days into my 7 day cycle? I had 400 estrogen and 20 testosterone
