I am a 25 year old man, and have been a porn addicted gooner since before cum could come out of my penis. Recently, I haven’t been paying attention to know how recent, but during my masturbation sessions, certain fantasies would pop up in my mind. These fantasies have a common theme that revolve around me getting treated and used like a woman by a man. I am not an actual cis woman in these fantasies, I am a super passing trans woman and he is the “real man”, and he is the only one that knows about me having a penis. Setting of these fantasies are usually in the 50s where gender roles are deeply respected and expected, and he is like a husband type figure. The weird thing about this is that I am not romantically or sexually attracted to the male body. It’s purely the submissive act of abandoning my manhood to be another man’s woman that is the turn on in these fantasies. These feelings only come when I am horny. I am curious, Is this how trans women feel?
>>42367284Yeah this honestly.I had fetish shit like this the worse my dysphoria got. It was at its worst right before transition. It's because masturbating is a way to make dysphoria temporarily go away. It was 5x, 10x a day sometimes.I ended up an asexual trans woman with bottom dysphoria and an appointment booked for surgery lol. Whatever your views on what being a "real trans person" means, know that it will only get worse the longer you don't transition. No amount of rationalizing it with adjectives or isms will change that being perceived as a woman makes your brain feel nice. It's just how you're wired (hence why you fantasize about it).I transitioned late as fuck, too. 26. Like, you eventually reach a point as a trans woman where you realize all this early 20s "w-whaaa what does it mean to be trans" soul-searching was dumb.What does it mean to be happy? That's the real question you should be asking yourself. Before accepting I tried HRT a few times and then stopped because "I'm a cis man," and ignored that it made me feel happy. Ultimately, years later, you have the really dumb realization that living for other people is wrong, and what makes you happy for your body is the best. Who cares what you are. Do what's best for you.
>>42366299>25Bro wait any longer to troon out and this will be you when you finally do find a husband to fuck lolI hate 20 year olds because they think puberty stopped.You think you'll be able to enjoy that fantasy and not cry when you're 40 with leathery skin? How fast did the first 5 years of your 20s go? It goes faster than you think and it'll only speed up more with age and repression.Take your pills.
MEF trannies that can pass while embracing their inner sissy during sex are absolute peak, just saying
>>42367450this dude never heard of skin care
>>42366299this was me when i was 15, it just stopped going away when not horny, i started finding guys attractive and getting dysphoric and all that fun stuff
I still miss her. I sent her a Christmas card but I think it never arrived.
>>42369375girl are always so phoneywhat are friends if i'm smoking by my lonely?and when you find a cool girl, she's actually too crazy for youwhere is vynvynshit is tough manit's supposed to be reciprocalfuck these bitches, i ain't ever giving my heart away again if i'm in doubt
>>42369375She never coming back, don't expect her to. Just move on, it sucks and its long road.
I'm a autistic loser, but I want to become the right one.So transgender ladies, what is your type?
>>42369170personality wise, not being a dick, being funny, and also decently smart so we can talk about a bunch of stuffwe're talking about trannies here so being assertive and confident is a big plus alsoheight is unfortunately a big thing for me, but i'm 5'5" so most guys are taller anywayif you sort out basic hygiene, skincare and grooming you'll be leagues more attractive also start working out, i prefer leaner, athletic builds but as long as you're in shape and don't go roided out level it's fine
>>42369202Seconding all of this. Also avoid being too cliche. It's okay to not have much unique to you but try new things often, explore yourself, find unique things that make you special. I've met so many men that only play a small handful of super popular videogames, only listen to very basic music they don't think much about, same with everything. Please try new things, it shows you are open minded and not boring.
>>42369170I LOVE autistic guys, but you're so hard to find. So at the very top of my list is don't be anonymous on 4chan.
>>42369207>but I'm ATTEMPTING to have a penis!
>>42369170#1 is not being afraid to be seen in public with me
Now that would make one hell of a yaoi.
>>42369220mishimacore
>>42369234Why yes I do read Mishima and even listen to Death in June.
>>42369163>i think im a lesbi-cool pic
>>42369424if i could get a guy like this to fuck me i would also not be a lesbian
>>42369163Gonna run this through the AI yaoi printer.
The Jews are singlehandedly responsible for transgenderism. All of it.
>>42369262>they are ascended superhumansthat's exactly it. polcucks are jelly untermenschen
>>42369314It always surprises me how utterly retarded you are brother. No, subhumanoid. The castration done on farm animals is precisely an external constraint and therefore not freedom, retard.
>>42369419>is precisely an external constraint and therefore not freedom>animals can be tricked into being held captive and castrated>nobody could do the same thing to socially unwanted humans>im the retard
>>42369429>animals can be tricked into being held captiveThat's not how farming works.
>>42369439animals enjoy being held captivethey would never escape if unfenced...
im a choped chhud
Didn't you die blobby
>>42362169I'm a chud adjacent but not too chuddy anglo and I love hapas desu
>>42361764Bella Ramsey maxxer
>>42361764>thread didn't dieuh oh... gulp!
Is eden a pooner or a troon?
which way submissive bottom?
we would all like left but we have to settle for right
>>42369321:(
>>42369321idk I find the idea of "topping" twinks with my pussy kinda hottoo bad i dont have a pussy but maybe one day
/lesgen/ is the lesbian general for all cis women and trans women (MtF) to discuss lesbian relationships and topics.Be kind to each other and report/ignore trolls who attempt to divide trans mtf lesbians and cis lesbians as a community. This includes transphobic bigotry, femmephobia, butchphobia, racism, and anti-c4t/t4t slop. This is nice thread. :)QOTT>Are you or your gf good at making others laugh? What never fails to make you laugh?>Are you a vengeful person? Favorite incident in which you’ve gotten revenge on someone? Are you forgiving?tagmap: https://tagmap.io/tag/%2Flesgen%2Fdiscord: https://discord.gg/bAnVMAGPNRold thread: >>42335213
>>42368747date a less normie cis girl then
gf who forces me to girlmode because ive been boymoding for 10 years :(
home
>>42360438i thought her and charlotte dated?
>>42366235it's pretty popular in my generation. not ubiquitous but not uncommon
Are there chasers open to dating "normal" effeminate gay men who look masculine and don't crossdress *as well as* femboys and trannies?
>>42368335that jesse pinkman kek
>>42368365BETCH
Probably true bi chasers, I couldn't do it I'm fake bi.
>>42368335I'm only attracted to stable femininity so probably not? I do consider myself "reddit bi"
>>42368335Yeah we're just bi guysI'm not exclusively a chaser I just tend to click well with trans women so I'm more open to them
i wish a big alien mommy abducted me and force me to transition
>>42368861I am Twenty Seven years old. Please read my post and disprove me, it will greatly serve the both of us if you can plainly articulate a way where I can stop living under this spell of nihilism
>>42368544[USER WAS DOMESTICATED FOR THIS POST]
>>42368875no offense but if i was speaking about life this way at 27 i would already kill myself
>>42369077i ended up in the hospital 3 times last year over attempts, each time i saw people, tried new meds, asked for new advice and opinions and got nothing except "im sorry"Life's just the way it is.
>>42369099god love is always healing
The whole "Just be a boy" thing really grinds my gears because, when I was growing up, people used to say things like "It's okay to be gay." People wanted to reassure gay people that it was okay to be themselves.But here we are in 2025 and the script is completely reversed, now we want to tell cis people "it's okay to be cis" like WTF the existence of trans people does not in any way invalidate cis people. It's wrong to treat us this way. We are not the baddies, we are not the villains. We are a persecuted minority. It's y'all who are the baddies and the villains. Imagine if in 2005 people were going around saying "it's okay to be straight, just like girls! Just like girls, it's okay to be straight, just be straight." It's fucked up.
>>42365844Unfriendly reminder that we're not cis and trans. This is your thing, tumblr. We've always taken the piss out of it.Being gay is one thing. Pretending that your true self is actually the opposite sex/gender is retarded shit that will be taken the piss out of until it is nothing.
>>42365859>set thing about straight tranniestransgenderism is homophobic! it’s making gay men castrate themselves because being trans is better than being gay>seething about transbians they’re a bunch of straight men larping!! don’t they know women are always straight
>>42368844a lot of people dispute that being gay is even real
>>42368873this
>>42365844If I may, minorities can only siphon reasources off majorities when the majority is still healthy and compliant. The needs of the many outweigh the needs of the few. From a utilitarian perspective, you're the bad guys for putting yourselves above most people for decades and contributing to the very nation's destruction that you depend on for your survival.Young men and young women are not having kids, or even making friends. People look to the lgbtq, see how it's like a special club where people get moral authority and community and a sanctioned place in society for their sexuality, and they want to be gay or trans too. Being a minority does not make you the good guys. The rich elite are a minority, and so are you. The left has abandoned its proletariat roots. The worst of the lgbtq+ leftist manority worshippers go around parroting sentiments as seen in picrel. The remainder tolerate it on a daily basis and justify themselves and their hatred and "belonging" to the left because they consider themselves an oppressed minority and as such immune to accountability. Are you one of such people who contribute to that stereotype, anon?
Jason of /cum/ editionPrevious: >>42092689>QotTWhat other boards do you browse besides /lgbt/?Tagmap: https://tagmap.io/tag/%2Fbigen%2FFAQ:>Am I bi if I like women and femboys/traps?>Am I bi if there's this one member of the same-sex I'm desiring, but normally I like the opposite sex?>Am I bi if I sexually like both sexes, but only interested in romance with one of them?Yes, sexual attraction to both sexes is bisexuality.>What's the difference between bisexual and pansexual?Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42367208Maybe you're way overthinking this for lack of actual experience.
>>42366952yeah i wish i looked like that>>42367208i feel all of this desut. fellow autist
Cis male here. My MtF friend (sex friend actully) invited me to the mountain, she's got an appartment there, she suggest some walking, trekking, the lot. Gonna enjoy a couple days and nights the two of us.
>>42368232that's nice, have a good time anon
>>42366557As a twink into FUBs, a slight belly is not enough for me. He needs a huge belly!
what are the most common crimes that boymoders commit?
>>42366421Catch me if you can probably
>>42339382illegal estrogen
I gotta stop visiting this board because it just depresses me so much that I will never have a cute trans girlfriend to love and cherish. You dangle these cute AI boymoders and tease me. t. a lonely chaser
>>42367999Same
>>42346774wuts she playing? :3c
First >>42342836Previous >>42354795Not using Seehon's threadDon't feed the retard troll who calls everything a wig, hair flap, AI, "male size glasses frames", "cis women would never wear that", ectReply to others you conceited newfags
>>42369139the post 42368067 is obviously not a real trans woman. That’s someone posting a video of a cis woman wearing that boymoder hoodie and calling it a trans woman
>>42369139fuck, why are you so pretty? I'm jelly and infatuated
>>42367042>>42367044>>42368067>>42369139felforitagainaward
>>42368067Holy filters
back in mah dee the retard mods would actually be bothered to delete rate threads on blue boards
I'm convinced that ugly boymoders don't exist
me when boymoding
>>42368667youre not fooling anyone btwwhy are you even still boymoding?
>>42368667More like jestermoding
>>42368586>https://litter.catbox.moe/0ltr1xrx7p6en1le.jpgif you lost interest just say it and goodbye.
Me, probably should call myself a manmoder by now
