>>42381989
No, it wasnt. Akash's mindfuckery was a lot more active. I was partially just speaking to the concept of Affini and how they evolved. The OG story was posted on a hypno site (ROM) so it was always going to be hynpo focused on some level.

>>42382060
yeah I mean that's just how they were written though
there's no reason plants would be more suited to tentacles and bondage and drugs and hypnosis than a lot of other amorphous alien concepts

>>42381427
i have extremely low functioning autism and this is my post

>>42382821
listen ok at least i subsist on a serbian's wages in the united states for my lack of contribution to society now do you have any leads on plampts enfattening cute girls or mtfs or not......?

>>42382908
depressing post

>>42382770
ya

>>42382770
yea
i honestly try to avoid labelling myself too much in general... i really don't want to force a specific perception of myself onto other people like im just existing

>>42382770
this is such a non passer problem lmao

All you have to do is take your pills

>>42382611
I look like picrel

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>>42344147
And I really appreciate the encouragement. Some weeks are harder than others.. and I am grateful people hold me to standards that are more realistic than my aspirations.
>>42344163
Difficult. In the right environment, you might grow comfortable with the girl you can be, chances are you might even make friends or partners that let you live out the experience of a cute girl, but that is different from what you seek. It would be a lot of work getting there, sure, but whether it would be good enough is also a matter of what it truly is that you seek out of being one. Is it truly and end of itself? I mean, a lot of the time when people call me cute for example (even though I am masc and cis) the thing I primarily get out of it is the love and affection that those close to me express through it, in my case wishing to feel loved/wanted is an end of itself here. What about you? Do you feel it is a matter of self worth? Something else? What got you into thinking about cuteness specifically?
>>42346932
I can feel myself aging reading this
>t. age 33
>>42347630
It would be insane of them to give you shit for being trans, but I understand your fear because some of them just are unprofessional like that. How have you been holding up since? Is there also a chance to get your papers in order to avoid these things in the future? I know the amount of paperwork strongly depends on the country.
>>42347825
I am glad you keep up your routines in spite of the struggle. The job market being a mess globally recently isn't helping. I wish you nothing but the very best, Anon!

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>>42348849
No, even though I can relate! The only way I can manage to make as many posts as I do is by sticking to my rhythm of Sun-Wed-Fri, +- a day usually. I do yearn for the times I had more energy to post near every day but.. I make do.
>>42350588
>>42350619
First of all, welcome, Anon. You've been with us for quite a long time then, and I am glad to hear you speaking up. Huh, a familiar with a cat motif? Since I was reminded of the Sabrina cartoon today, I am tempted to dub you Salem. I don't mind your prose and I can handle a bit of theatrics, and I am sure some will vibe with your approach. In the end, it sounds like you intend to make people ask themselves questions. I jotted down your contacts and will probably get back to you in (unfortunately) a few weeks from now. January has been hellish thus far and with many obligations (moving, new work contract, private matters) wrapping up early February I will finally have enough clarity again for a more in-depth talk. For now I'd just welcome you here, see your approach in action, and work from there. If nothing else everyone trying to help here supplements the general with fresh perspectives. Sounds good?
>>42353077
In general, no form of exercise can affect where you lose fat on your body, but we do have a book on butt shaping exercises in the resources that may help you!
>>42354348
That's a pretty shitty scenario. How mobile are you? I assume public transport sucks in your area or is prohibitively expensive with no larger town nearby? How rural/conservative/anti-lgbt is the town?

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>>42356916
What is your starting off point, NEETdom wise? Like living circumstances and such, and what have you tried to get out so far?
>>42354791
I tend to agree with Panty, your main focus gotta be finding grounding techniques that work for you as a first aid, although the fact that you are quick to anger by frustrations is actually something you might wanna seriously explore. It might be something as simple as you being very stressed. Is it a constant thing? Or does it happen reliably every time, no matter your prior mood?
>>42353065
>>42358784
Welcome back once again, Anon! I took the time to re-read our old conversations trawling through the archive links you provided each time, I appreciate it. My last response back then was actually cross-thread since the old one died https://archived.moe/lgbt/thread/38422948/#q38424094, unless I messed up the reply chain.
There's a lot to talk about (I had to split the post in two even) in all this and I try to be brief for now, I can expand on anything you want, but in short, I would put depooning considerations on hold and talk long term relationship goals first.
>i agree to depoon
That's.. one hell of a thing to offer, Anon. Of course he feels guilts, depooning might seriously fuck you up. If he is from a red state and his family are turbonormies then I am afraid he would need to radically depart from his current social climate for the chance to have this relationship work. I mean the fact he wants to make it work for you should mean even he should have issues with his own family, right? Let me be frank, he needs to seriously consider if he wants to die cuffed to his family for life. Family is an intricate subject for many but, as awful as it is, sometimes you gotta cut ties if you want to live.
Does he have friends you would vibe with? This matters for something else I'm saying below.
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>>42353065
>>42358784
(2/2)
>i think i stress way too easily, i cant take small things and think of suicide daily.
What you lack is grounding, which makes sense if you are isolated and the only relationship you currently have is both romantic and under difficult circumstances. Your bf is a loner from what I gather and I assume that by living the car life you mean the plan was that the two of you were to live out of your car with no stable surroundings or a permanent address? There are a couple sore spots even if you weren't to detrans, the most pressing is that if you had no friends and 100% of your social life was your partner, your relationship would be doomed in the long run anyway. It is not a healthy set of circumstances.
>and i need to get some cavities filled and am scared of the drill too.
We can talk about that too if you wanna. Remember, we've got your back.
>>42357348
You're very welcome, wishing you all the best!

>>42382385
I'll take a look at the butt shaping exercises then. Also, any idea how to reduce loose skin? I have a massive apron of it since I gain rapid weight gain as a teenager due to being prescribed SSRIs instead of estrogen.

I deliver mail and packages

>>42380900
tavern

>>42381690
need a man like that frfr

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I am a machinist, and everyone looks completely different from me, as they all have beards, and are older than me.

>>42380900
at-home technician (I repair stuff in people's homes)
unrelated: nice numbers, OP

>>42376734
People who support Palestine are completely clueless banner-waving drones who live in a fantasy world, like with anything in the real world, there's no "bad guys" or "good guys", just a very messy history between two groups of imperfect people with competing agendas and priorities

FACT NVKE TIME
>none of the neighbouring arab states wants anything to do with Palestine or Palestinian refugees (see what happened to Jordan and Syria)
>Hamas is a genocidal organisation funded by Iran (which itself is a genocidal regime)
>Hamas deliberately place the military assets in dense urban centres knowing that it'll lead to huge casualties and massive criticism of Israel (this is exactly how drug cartels operate in Latin America)
>Hamas actively hoards food for themselves whilst civilians starve in mass (see videos of Hamas torturing Israeli POWs, they're all buff)
>most Palestinians support Hamas (look up the stats)
>most Israelis are against a 1ss or a 2ss despite being educated and affluent like the vast majority of Europe and NA (look up the stats)
>Proportional to overall population, the October 7th attack was deadlier than 9/11
>October 7th attack is just one of many terrorist attacks perpetrated against Israel by neighbouring terrorist organisations
>If Israel never invaded Palestine, then Hamas would have never begun disarming, instead, more terrorist attacks would have been perpetrated against Israel just like the last 100 years.

one question that NO anti-israel poster can answer

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>>42378086
holy shit that's unintentionally hilarious

>>42376734
Brianna has no actual beliefs. She is barely even a person from a moral perspective.

>>42379394
the hsts group is the one where isnt relevant until puberty. the "trutrans" have it from very early childhood like autism, but it becomes more pronounced at puberty which gets treated as if it only started then.
calling you an ass was about the "decision you make later in life" and asserting thats self explanatory.

>>42382728
>Dysphoria is largely a non-issue until sexually dimorphic development ramps up in a significant portion of the dysphoric population
wow, what a shocker

>>42379300
>Top left
Basic biology. Doesn't mean we shouldn't treat passoids like women
>Top right
Nothing wrong with not wanting to date transgenders. I'd only date an MTF that passed and unmutilated.
>Bottom left
They should disclose when necessary but don't have to say so when it isn't
>Bottom right
It's much better for them to live like a woman if they can pass and all effeminate faggots should try. Otherwise, being a faggot is the lesser of two evils I guess.

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>>42379300
I look like this and I say this.

>>42382693
I think a lot of people would say it if it felt less like a "traitorous" thing for an "Ally" to say.
Allies are full of criticism but these are largely women and know the only way to be honest about someone else is to speak about them out of earshot.

>>42379348
fourth obsessively scouts this board to make that same argument over and over even when has nothing to do with the thread other than a trans woman being in it.

>>42379300
>I'm ok with bisexuals, but biologically speaking, love can only exist between a man and a woman
>I don't have any issue with the bisexuals, I just wouldn't date one
>bisexuals shouldn't hide what they really are, wouldn't that be like lying?
>can't they just be gay, isn't bisexuality a bit homophobic?

Usually I either scroll 4chan or just lay in bed, rotting =/

>>42377836
spend all day on my bed playing FF14 or sketching some stuff while listening to music

considering I spend most of my days alone, yeah you assume this happens frecuently

>>42377836
I sleep a lot or go on walks or post here

>>42382426
>>42382719
You two sound cool, but I've always had a thing for artists.

>>42382562
I used to think this too, as I hated my last job. Then I got laid off from it, and now I have exciting new problems like "how much longer will I be able to make mortgage payments?" and "crushing guilt & anxiety about not having a job." Work may not make me happy, but poverty isn't floating my boat either.

As for me, this is looking like a "drunk & high" kind of night...

>>42377836
sleep

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>ASL
18 mtf spain
>primary interest
music, i like swans, current 93, godspeed you black emperor, lsd and the search for god, have a nice life, the microphones, but mostly swans
i'm a history major too
>looking for
friends or new people to meet, maybe to play games together
>not looking for
a relationship or anything intimate.
>(free space)
i have more info abt me here
pronouns.cc/@oveja420
>discord
hrtandthesearchforgod

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>asl
22/mtf/US
>letters
L,T

>looking for
attention, i want you to put 100% of the effort in and be interested in me
no small talk (hi/hru will be unadded immediately)

>not looking for
MEN, league players
i will not be putting in effort. do not add me if you want it.

>interests
modern pokemon (i've been playing legends Z-A), game analysis/design, weed

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>ASL
18, m like a twink kinda, socal
>letters
cis bi
>interest!!
reading sumtimes, vidya a lot mainly roblox, rivals, ow, project moon, cyberpunk, roguelikes in general, as well as visual novels im heavy into rn!! Enjoy music of like most kinds fav genres are alt rock, shoegaze, and shibuyakei.
>looking for
friends or just ppl with similar interests or in muh area !! if ur chill thats also like pawesome
>not looking for
turbo gooners or like rude ass people filled with hate in their bones
>free space
uhm oh im tryna get into cosplay i guess
>tag
gamertothemaxx

>>42382025
bro.

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>>42382025
>not looking for men
>doesnt want to put in any effort
do you uh... do you know how this whole thing works?

>>42380623
The studies weren't done on human subjects and said it might have negative effects while increasing fat deposition on the breasts. Your growth probably won't really change with pio. I had a friend with an essentially flat chest who took it, and it made them larger but not particularly noticeably so; although, if you kept gaining weight, it would probably be noticeable after a while.

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I need the plaps and someone to convince me not to keep taking weight loss meds

>>42382260
this is literally an afab body

>>42382260
this but without the cellulite would be heaven

>>42382260
god im ngmi

>>42382091
can't promise that sorry
>>42382101
sf

>>42382119
i'm in california too... disc?

>>42381257
>What needs would an older transbian have?
She's an older transbian not a bodhisattva

Any hornygenners

guyse where do you find actually good ftm porn? everything i find is made for straight men so it's always barely virilized doods either letting straight men plap their pussies or scissoring each other like lesbian porn. even when i find ones with passing guys they're always made to be subby feminine bottoms. where is the true ftm gay porn? as in, where can i see masculine gaydens getting it on without acting out someone's "girl on girl" fantasy?

>>42380281
But what if I have dysphoria but am not trans?

>>42380309
ok then?
i dont care?
kill yourself?
go away?
take our pick

>>42380281
Baneposting

So i cant call myself female until FFS?

>>42380281
if you have dysphoria and put effort in, you should be allowed to have gigachad body and call yourself female.