We stop and observe the logical evolution of the specimen.
>>42146606Just take ozempic/naltrexone and bupropion/wegovy/mounjaro/etc. to lose weight; there's a solution, even if it doesn't involve the gym. The only complaint you might have is being ugly, but not everyone is beautiful, and in case you've forgotten, ugly people have rights too.
>>42146784It's literally still recovering. While I agree that there's no damn reason to be posting this shit, you don't have to be an ill informed retard to disagree with it.
>>42146694>This is intentional failureIt needn't be intentional in order for your point to still be true.> I refuse to believe that these people have any identity outside of being trans.I do agree. And these people are the main source of terrible optics for transpeople.We went from excessive gatekeeping and shit-tier care to no gatekeeping at all, still shit-tier care (unless we research it ourselves and DiY) and truly fucked up optics.t. normie tranny
>>42146875The scars are fresh, yeah, but the skin shouldnt be sagging and stretching like that. Bro probably had a nice rack before getting it chopped off and the surgeon didnt know what to do with excess skin.
>>42146878Normies dont care about FTMs. Stop pointing fingers
Cis man here. I want to date women and maybe lift or take martial arts but my feminization fetish stops me. How do I stop this from mind controlling me?
>>42145995lots of women do martial arts
>>42146042Lol you know nothing about being terminally AGP. We don't watch porn. Literally just looking at a normal female outfit, hearing a pop song, or thinking about a concept is enough to trigger the intense AGP thoughts. If you were literally watching loteral porn and masturbating to it then you are already so far away from a typical AGP-- that stuff is generally gross to us. Like once in a while i might have watched actual porn when really horny pre transition but i would always skip to just the blowjob part and self insert as the girl. I had very little taste for actual sex. It was impossible to see myself as porn addicted because I only looked at it like once every 2 or 3 years.If what you actually mean is "stop jacking off" then yes please go make your pitch on the nofap subreddit. You don't belong here.
>>42146145Why is gen z so mindfucked that they always identify simple acts like getting off or being horny on an entirely anonymous text based board as "self harm" "gooning" "porn addiction" or "fetishism?" These are just basic online activities people get up to and have been doing so for decades on deviantart, tumblr, wattpad, WordPress, AO3 and whatever else. There's nothing necessarily "self harming" about it. Even if you're soliciting people to like present arguments to you that you should troon out, the presumption is that OP is seeking this out consensually, no?
>>42145995Hi OP, As an AGP who detransed and dated women, don't bother, once the relief wears off the AGP thoughts about feminizing and bottoming will come back, you'll just ride the same pipeline but be older and uglier when you troon out. You should cut out all of the angst and just troon out. Also the "force fem" "sissy" concept where you want an "accepting woman" to make you into her "GF" 8s a stupid cope fantasy that's entirely based on the distance narrative spun out of having a woman present (look mom I'm still technically heterosexual!!) It's incoherent. EVEN IF you find a woman like that, it will never satisfy you. You will always interact with her as a gatekeeper (or keyholder) of feminity, she will always be looking to steer you away from your feminine desires and down the path of using feminity as an "outlet." She will reinforce the identity structure of "the Fetish." You might think you want this, but you don't. Eventually this system will break down. You will want cock, you will want emotional fulfillment with a man, you will want to be recognized as feminine independant of a sexuak context, and your GF will ultimately want the same thing. I've gone down all these garden paths and repressed as hard as I could and had half a dozen girlfriends. I regret not examining my true feelings and accepting them. I regret putting aside the truth I felt about myself in favor of what seemed like straight existence which only slowly imploded over the years and became less and less satisfying. Self acceptance is invaluable. This board caused me to lose years of my life I can't get back because I was duped into believing in "AGP" and that I was a "gross man with a fetish" so take from that what you will.
>>42145995Allah will reward me in the next life by making me into such an angel... such a promise shines light into this mortal darkness
is fucking femboys gay? I can't see how a man wouldn't want to fuck a very fem guy like this, does that even make you gay? like what if they look like almost women? surely it cant be gay right? cause ur like only attracted to the feminine aspect of them.
>>42144475Why they all look like horseshit
>>42139494>most heterosexual men would fuck a feminine tranny or super feminine guythe level of cope!
>>42139057Ruff has smelly feet made for my cock and nose :3
>>42144475wdym there's totally people I would fuck there
>>42146966That's because you're a loser who can't get any pussy from women, so you have to settle for the most ugly, mediocre "'"femboys""" imaginable
i just wanted to be a girl since i was little. i've read agp hsts but idk if those make sense to me. i've had ffs and cds and pass fine. i want bottom surgery badly but whenever i research it i always feel disappointed. i've done total hair removal and everything but still haven't found the right technique i think? anyway i've been on hormones more years now than i haven't. pass so transition worked. but i still don't understand why i transitioned sometimes. it's hard to remember what testosterone was like. anyone else like this why did you transition.
>>42145477i developed a porn addiction around 12 where i had to imagine myself as a woman to get off. this led to me to develop a hatred of being male and a desire to transition
>>42145477> she excitingly exclaimed how i as a man would one day have that toothis is where i differ tho idk. while i 100% do not want a man body. i dont dislike my body that much and if it looked more manly i wouldnt hate it i think. what i dont like is how it signals to others that i am a man. for some reason my dysphoria is almost exclusively on having the social status of a man. i dont want others to see me as one. even if i was a super cool buff solider or wtvr.
>>42145477>it's an awful feeling, like max dysphoriaI wouldn't describe it like that.Remembering my time pre-transition doesn't trigger any dysphoria. Just a lot of sadness and a reminder not to miss my E shots.It's why I sometimes describe that period as "before I escaped boyhood" because that's really what it was at he end of the day. I was in a box that I just didn't fit in.> i still struggle to really understand the root of my dysphoria tho. i wish i had more insight on why this happens at all.I stopped caring in the third year of the transition. That helped a lot.I switched to the mentality of "this (transition) actually works. Great! Now let's make the best out of it" - and in doing so a lot of brainworms simply died almost on the spot.Yes, the height and the cute face also helped with passing and all that. But stopping the questioning was the nudge that I needed to get the motivation for everything else (such as voice training and intentionally integrate feminine habits and learn to like them).Not second guessing myself every step of the way made the journey pleasurable for the most part too. And enjoying living turns out is also very attractive.
>>42144214too much anime
>>42144214Gender incongruence. What are called males forms tend to invoke a dysphoric response in me. While more feminine ones tend to alleviate that or sometimes cause a euphoric feeling. There's many inhuman and odd forms I'm interested in, that may map to what ever this gender thing in my head is. But technologically we aren't there and being an enby on E is comfy enough to live for now.
and i think it might be my last. i have been so alone for such a long time, and i am so sick of being a disgusting fucking tranny freak that is reviled by society. i wish i had someone to hold, someone to touch, to know im still a real person. how do any of you find the will to go on living????
>>42144017I feel you OP. The image too, I was abandoned in a similar way by someone I thought was finally my chance at love.
>>42144189im sorry that happened to you. ive been too scared to ever search for it to begin with because of that possibility, of being rejected. everybody gets tired of me sooner or later ._.
I am lonely too. I wish I could meet someone that just wants to be held and share affection, even if that's cringe
>>42144017Move to a big city
>>42144017If you're cute you can live with me and be my puppygirlOnly stipulation is you have to huff my musky balls and deep throat my bwc every weekend after I'm done with work and pent up.
Boymoders should have to wear leotards and pantyhose under their hoodies and pants to feel extra feminine.Boymoders should have to be locked in chastity cages until they girlmode.
>>42147051i am a girlmoder who has a neovagina...
>>42147053You should try them nona
>>42147078Good, then none of this applies to you
>>42143358Pantyhose suck, for the most part.>chastityI did wear (and routinely still do) a fufu clip. Helps with walking a lot.Haven't boymoded in over a decade, but still like the fufu clip.
>>42147094i like wearing my pantyhose though..?
Homura editionPrevious: >>41924395>QotTWho's your waifu/husbando?Tagmap: https://tagmap.io/tag/%2Fbigen%2FFAQ:>Am I bi if I like women and femboys/traps?>Am I bi if there's this one member of the same-sex I'm desiring, but normally I like the opposite sex?>Am I bi if I sexually like both sexes, but only interested in romance with one of them?Yes, sexual attraction to both sexes is bisexuality.>Do you have presents ready for me Santa?Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42144152Yeah. You're too nice, what they tried to do is pull you down to their level, a.k.a. also sexually dysfunctional in relation to women.LGBT is a hoax, LGT or LGHeteroT are comparable, B encompasses the good and healthy parts of all of them and as such is superior.Like a world where everyone straight jumps around on their right leg, gays on their left leg, and then the gays and straights agree that bipedals are "queer" just like the gays are "queer" for not only using their right leg. It's ridiculous.Excuse my gruff writing, I'm still processing this so I'll have a sweeter and more nuanced response later. But fundamentally the "convert a bi guy to be gay" thing is grossly perverse and basically a fetish for corruption / causing clinical levels of sexual dysfunction, like actually evil and predatory. Mistake or not, worthy of a verbal lashing.>ultimately he thought...I call bullshit. He already told you he tried to groom you into excluding his competition - women. Big ick faggot. I'm all for men loving men, but not when it's to the exclusion of men loving women. This is why I DNI with "doms" or "exclusive tops", I'm a big softy but I won't be imposed on.
>>42144354>But fundamentally the "convert a bi guy to be gay" thing is grossly perverse and basically a fetish for corruption / causing clinical levels of sexual dysfunction, like actually evil and predatory. Mistake or not, worthy of a verbal lashing.While I don't think it was entirely poorly intentioned, I did begin to realize his interest was at least a little fetishistic, as his friends commented he basically liked "converting straight guys." To be fair, he was my first, and things escalated to the point where I was unsure and confused for a minute. I was (and am) very closeted, and we moved from what was planned to be a once-or-twice hookup to try it out, to me inviting him over multiple times, and extending it. I was questioning - "if I enjoy sex with him so much and we're buddies with common interests, could we be more? Is this something I want?">This is why I DNI with "doms" or "exclusive tops"Realistically that's all I'd want, with maybe the exception of a very feminine trans girl. Like I mentioned, had no fun trying to top or getting a blowjob.
>>42144604I mostly enjoy the heavy petting and kissing and such... I've had blowjobs which didn't do much for me, topping was fun but that was with someone I had great chemistry with. Never bottomed though I did get pegged once which was fun.I don't like weird power dynamics is all, but yes I've learned to enjoy a few different things which makes that easier circumstantially.
>>42095735trvke, when I was little I instantly knew I was bi when I learn abt it cuz, "why should there be the barrier of gender?" Shakespearen and based
>>42092689No longer a virgin, sex is pretty greatBut why the hell can't I cum?
A lady about my age came into my work with a pontiac shirt on and asked for a dollar in quarters. We dont have change for cents at work so i gave her some quarters from my wallet. She then went to go mess on one of those little childrens rides we have outside my store with someone who looked like her bf. I drew a little pontiac symbol on the dollar she gave me. Idk why.I think envy is killing me.
>>42145299stop stealing my thunder
>>42144270>We dont have change for cents at work so i gave her some quarters from my wallet.uhh why? tell her you don't do change and don't dip into your own money at the register retard. tell her to go elsewhere you weird pushover
>>42144270Mess as in shit themselves?
>>42146796Southern dialect. Mess can mean fool around or nonsense.
>>42146644I mean i got the same amount of money in the end, she just gave me a bill. Its nice to not have quarters in my wallet
old me>normal looking>twinkish & strong>maybe slightly short>nice, a little autistic>complete failure at attracting chubby girlsnew me>aap shotacon detrans>female passing>self deprecating degen bpd freak>intense autist & age regressor>fat girls want to peg me and let me breed themHOW is this an upgrade
>>42145279It isn't retard, get your life together
>>42146648women actually like me now and you want me to toss that away because i cant impress boys at the gym ??? anon youre actually the most stupid person ever
>>42147019>aap shotacon>bpd freak>age regressorIf I met you in real life I would put you out of your misery, but since you don't exist I can only pity you. Also actual mindbroken pussyslave retard reasoning at the root of the issue, but I think you'd sooner kill yourself than forget fat chicks so I won't even try to change your mind(I despise you but I hope you are well, even though you aren't)
Ive came out of the closet as bi and I love fat guys built like sumo wrestlers.
I respect you for being real and not a prison gay faggot at least
>>42144269this pic is so hot wtf
>>42144269Actually based. I'm pretty sure I would never fuck a fat dude, but it's good to see some are eager to
>>42146436The internet is all talk. Literally no one has ever hit on me but older women who want me to help them move furniture around
If you posted something that was actually lust provoking and real instead of grok slop that'd be nice.
Cis men taking HRT are valid and not trannies
>>42141345Started HRT when I was 19, I am in my mid 20s now.>>42141354How clear do I need to make it? I am vain and testosterone going into your twenties just makes you look more and more shit. I got what I needed out of it through puberty.
>>42141365you're so real
NORMALIZE *CLAPS* MEN *CLAPS* TAKING *CLAPS* ESTROGEN *CLAPS*
>>42141233I already cried like a little bitch whenever anything bad happens before HRT
>>42141120Hmm...
post minecraft skin and guess letters ^^
>>42142516Faggot
>>42142489Straight mtf>>42142360Transbian>>42142343Either weird girl cis les or bi trans girlI really like this skin lol>>42142080Transbian>>42139843Chaser that hasnt played minecraft in 5 years
>42139739bi mtf>42139843ftm>42142080agp>42142343>42142360>>42142489transbian>>42142516p>>42144383gay
>>42142080Yuuri from Shoujo Shuumatsu Ryokou
Bump
Why is hrt making me dysphoric? I want it's effects, so why the fuck is making me dysphoric?This is genuinely horrifying. What am I supposed to do‽ Detroon, and go back to being a man‽ I hate being a man.Am I just fucked‽ Built so incorrectly that nothing feels right‽I don't know what to do anymore. I've tried everything. At this point only a lobotomy would heal me.
>>421441973 weeks definitely isn't enough, but it didn't get any better the first couple times I was on hrt unfortunately. I was on it for 3 months at most albeit
>>42144151At this point I have nothing else left to try. It really all feels hopeless, but giving up isn't an option yet
>>42140770Same. I shouldn't had been taking oral dosages under the tounge . Was too much
>>42132707Non binary? Would you rather be some feminized twinkhon creature instead? Being a woman scares me too but running on E is better than what running on T will give me.
>>42132707have you tried being a boythat works for me when I have a time where I'm tired of manningor like a personit's not like I put on diapers or whatever, it's just like giving it a rest, doing a little retreat, giving myself space to pull together
>Testosterone at 18It's over
>>42144712It's just begun
HRTGen: Neon Captcha Evangelion EditionPrevious >>n/aSorry, I'm not the usual poster but it's been dead for nearly a week now. • Help, advice, guidance on meds and dosages• HRT related medical experiences and research• Availability and pricing of medications• Rational and scientific discussionSee following post for a pharmacy list.Survey: https://1drv.ms/xs/s!AudRJceTA5C9c2G5lCV2Avq0kQ0▶ Survey data: https://1drv.ms/x/s!AudRJceTA5C9cyIWo6_X14AvHyM▶ HRTGen Data Analysis: https://1drv.ms/f/s!AudRJceTA5C9gRLLWnbpdzlIxe4r▶ HRT Info Sheets: https://1drv.ms/f/s!AudRJceTA5C9gQnyM7wxZcBGWRzWComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42141739>are you dumb?nghhh ask me again im close
>>42143653dumbass
>>42143657omfg w-whats your discord??
bvmp
>>42047951Love to see HRTGen still going strong
