4tran, does anyone else take clothed-dysphoric-shower-baths to calm down? I know i cant be the only one that does this after a long 13 hour shift of boymoding and having coworkers say the most egregious things about transwomen. I would rather be called a slur than having a coworker talk about the time he almost asked out a passoid transgirl in highschool with supportive parents and that she was going to get srs after graduation. Like "'woaw, haha you almost dated a dumb tranny bitch thats crazy -_-" And its this girl having the life i wish i had. Its like being an obese retard and having a 'buddy' bully a slightly dumb overweight kid for being themselves, with more background systemic hatred and violence. Thanks for the reminder FUCK IWNBAW. Sorry i dont mean to vent, but actual ropefuel ;-;
>>42380585you need help
wtf would you do that for just bathe in the dark (or with minimal light) and close your eyes like i do
Do some trans men just not know that transphobic men can see them as dykes and fuck them?
>>42376998Huh
>>42377003>>42377017oh veltail. whoever the wojack is of. a big and round gay gainer who posts big belly boy photos
>>42377110oh yeah that is veltail
>>42375928lips too small
They turned this nigga into a jak ain't no way
hi lgbti don't post here often but i wanted to ask the gayest board to get an informed opinionso im in my early 30s and i've bad sex with men and womeni really, really, really like sucking cock so much, it feels amazing feeling a guy taller and stronger than me caressing my head and play with my hair as he pumps my mouth full of cum, and then cuddle with him afterwards, it's the closet to love i ever feltbut when i have sex with women and im done im like okay i don't have anything to do here anymore, like i just wanna move on and be alone even if i do enjoy it but in a different wayi think i may have agp because of all the girly things i consume, wpop, kpop, girly films and stuff. but i still feel i have a masculine side to meso im not sure, what am i? a closeted fag? a coomer? bi? an egg? idk pls help
>>42380533You sound gay and your soul yearns for a man to be with
>>42380533Does your dick get hard when you see a man? Do you like men's faces or are they just kinda meh?
>>42380596only some men, and mostly because i imagine them slapping my face with their big cocks>>42380552i mean i'd like to have that with a girl too.. that's why im confused
>>42380611you sound bi then if you're still craving girls despite your love of sucking penis
I think I ruined my life to such a degree by repping that I genuinely fail to see a livable existence anymore, my body is now forever mutilated by male puberty and there's no amount of hrt and surgery that is going to fix what should've never happened in the first place. I hate myself for having been such a stubborn, stupid fucking coward and not at least trying to get help and be myself when younger. I hate myself so fucking much for it, and I also understand that I probably weren't any more dumber or weaker than the average person would've been in my situation, living in a hostile environment with no real connection to other trannies resources where I could learn about trans healthcare and the other. Either way the end result is the same and I am now a tall, broad shouldered ugly fucking hon. Forever. I could get srs and ffs and they would probably make happier, but I would still be a tall, broad shouldered hon. What the fuck even is the point when the only thing I ever wanted, the only thing I've ALWAYS wanted was just to be a normal woman? Am I going to take out loans to pay for my surgeries, and then kill myself after that when I realize it was not enough to fix me or to make me lovable in the eyes of any sane person? There is just no way I can ever fully cope with the amount of dysphoria I've felt since a child and will probably feel in the future as well, except dissociate from those feelings completely while wondering why nothing really makes me completely happy. God I want to kill myself so fucking badly.
>>42377204<3 i’m sorry anon hold out for surgery! i have faith in you!
>>42377204So what are you gonna do?
>>42379122Thanks, I think that's what I'll try to do but it's really difficult to get especially since depression and dysphoria already makes me more dysfunctional than the everage person>>42380005Probably work really hard towards getting surgery and hope it goes well, and if it doesn't then I rope
Post drawings.Any skill level!
amelia is transition goals fuggen jerdee
>>42380537Amelia is built for big tranny cock
>>42380609amelia would send trannies back to lesotho or however the ice is managed
Pichu doesn't pass.
>>42379742That looks like Snurly not Pichu
>>42379742whoever this is registers as unfuckable to me>t. cisfag
>>42380108>gay man would not fuck a womanw... uh.. .. w-what?
>>42379742Seriously who is this?Whoever it is they cute, and idc what they're trying to pass as
Pichu passed
Jason of /cum/ editionPrevious: >>42092689>QotTWhat other boards do you browse besides /lgbt/?Tagmap: https://tagmap.io/tag/%2Fbigen%2FFAQ:>Am I bi if I like women and femboys/traps?>Am I bi if there's this one member of the same-sex I'm desiring, but normally I like the opposite sex?>Am I bi if I sexually like both sexes, but only interested in romance with one of them?Yes, sexual attraction to both sexes is bisexuality.>What's the difference between bisexual and pansexual?Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42375875Sounds like a problem for discord users.
>>42279287damn so that's what i'd look like if i were even uglier
>>42374398Take your time, maybe take a walk (/ a few) to put your thoughts in order. That's more important than putting it in writing; taking the time to work through it emotionally, with your heart.Just like it's more work to be willing and able to go to therapy than to actually go and do the whole circus of finding a therapist that can provide a good bang for buck, a few sessions every few years may do more than the whole years-long psychoanalysis...>but Ive had a thing for being on the weaker side of a power dynamic before I even knew how to articulate sexualityOkay, but looking for power dynamics at all means a normal level of stimulation is unrecognizable or not adequately appreciated... ofc someone who can't tell the difference between $5 and a $50 wine doesn't "deserve" the latter, but that's no excuse to become an alcoholic rather than develop a sense of taste and proportion. Like with alcohol, volume does not make up for lack of quality of experience, volume comes with nasty side-effects, and has a tendency to monopolize your life and turn it dim. There is no qualitative equivalence between seeking out extremes and developing more balanced and deeper experiences, habitually going for the extremes guarantees you won't get past the surface level, in this case of intimacy.I wouldn't be surprised if you developed a tendency to avoid intimacy very early in life, and that's a real issue.That's about as much as I can say without playing therapist :p maybe pick some of the stuff you're posting here and open up conversations about them with your gf, but keep your analyses to yourself except where she asks for them so as not to bias the conversation to what you're inclined to conclude anyway. Or just show her your posts here?Aaaanyway gl;hf
>>42363612Yes some people are too shy / don’t know how to ask for it, help him out a little, it’s nbd
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Diaper threads are back. Diapers are trans culture.>>QOTD: Are you 24/7 back in diapers? If not, what's stopping you?
>>42380314Just a diaper girl, but I want to wear a lot (including non-sexually). He told me once that his line in the sand for trying stuff is anything to do with bodily fluids, but I like being in wet diapers.
>>42380331Just become incontinent and spend thousands a year of you own money on good diapers
>>42380460>He told me once that his line in the sand for trying stuff is anything to do with bodily fluids, but I like being in wet diapers.Fuck. I mean he still might be open to you wearing and wetting diapers, he could just mean he's not into water sports (giving or receiving). You could always try the easing him in with pullups route, and then once he's comfortable switch to diapers, and then get drunk as fuck with him one night while wearing and wet your diaper (like a good girl). He may not be interested in changing you, but its still something. Sometimes people are more scared then actually hostile to various kinks, so from what you're saying I still think there is a chance.
>>42380542What type of pull-ups to you suggest? I don't want him thinking I like the ab stuff, so probs not goodnites.
>>42380542Also, how would I ease him in to the pull-ups?
*enters the women's restroom*
>>42380353It's crazy how small their irises are
>>42380353>how are you going to enforce it? genital inspections?LACE CHOKER INSPECTIONS
>>42380386that's just what ring lights do
>>42380353i dislike seeing someone enjoy being feminine, its annoying
>>42380484I like seeing someone enjoying being feminine, it's nice :)
I'm a mtf tranny but I often wish I was a gay dude.Idk i wish I could love men in a gay way be a twink and enjoy that lifeBut I can't do that because gay men don't want women and I don't want to be with straight dudesI'm condemned to be a transbian as a bi tranny
>>42380440You don't want that. AGP trannies cannot separate their fantasies from their desires. If you wanted men to fuck you, you would enjoy having sex with men but you're not gay you're a straight man. Being mislabeled as a woman is paramount to your fetish, without that you wouldn't think you're lgbt.
>>42380480I still get railed by trannies anon.
>>42380492That's technically gay sex.
>>42380509>you have gay sex so youre a straight man
>>42380509Yeah i know?>>42380548Fr lmao
Most 4chan posters like vidya, anime, manga, TV, film, music, comics, cartoons, weeb shit, etc. as interests and hobbies.Why not specify what kind or your favorites in your post? It says more about you and will likely net you better adds than just posting "I like /v/, /a/, /tv/, /mu/, /co/, /jp/, etc." in the bio.>ASL (biological sex, or gender)>letter(s)>primary interest>other interests and hobbies>looking for>not looking for>(free space)>tag
>>42380250Alesana - Try This With Your Eyes Closeddrain gang - D&GA Skylit Drive - Wires…And The Concept Of BreathingStrawberry Hospital - PhantasmaphiliaNosgov - World Tourantihoney - As We Kill The NightYung Lean - WarlordDelcada - Dead Whore Sityblank body - Things Will Be Better From Now On
>ASL36/M/US (Southeast)>primary interestKinda struggling with that right now to be honest. The usual stuff OP mentioned? But not really? >looking forLove, as in a long term relationship. Bi, but very pick about men looks wise. Bonus if you're into BDSM. Trans is ok but again, I gotta find you physically attractive. Standards are much lower for a CIS women.>not looking forPeople just to talk to, have plenty of those sorry. >(free space)High school dropout but somehow I own a house with no significant help from anyone.>tagcash4told
>>42380401Why won't you kys already? No hate, but it's obvious that you will always be an undesirable incel
>>42380421I already bought the shotgun, suppose I'm just waiting for the copium to run out.
>>42380069>>42380084Why are you hurting?
Why can't chasers accept that they are essentially diet-prison gay?
>>42378638Nah.
>>42378683honestly you sound gay as fuck
>>42378640Finally. Let's go
I want a gay boyfriend!
>>42378925don't we all?
>Take dutasteride for balding>It decreases DHT by 90% >Immediately feel better, more efficient at work, less anxious, no brainfog, long-term depression goes away the day after, no longer get random panic attacks.Would i benefit from troonpills? I don't want to be a woman but i think my brain might be more attuned to low T.I'll ask a doctor. Could be unrelated terminal lucidity and i'm just a walking corpse rn.
>>42379130how long did it take for you to regrow hair on fin?
>>42379183women look like shit because of menopause and childbirth though, not aging. thats why they look so deflated whereas men keep it together even if they are hairy and bald.
>>42379183I mean if you have to conceive a world where you'd basically have to be distracted constantly to cope with being an old man because the very idea of it is distressing... Yeah I would consider looking into this stuff. Nobody wants to get old, sure, our bodies will always eventually change in ways that feel incongruent with what we once were but what you're describing sounds like it could be dysphoria. Again, I would highly recommend talking to a professional about this stuff if you're unsure. For me, the idea of getting older as a man was so distressful that conceptualizing the future and making plans felt so futile. I would never say I had real suicidal ideation in the sense I had a plan to take my own life but thinking about "me in the future" would invariably lead to just... Nothing. A black void. Since I've accepted that I'm trans and taken steps to ensure I can live that life I can actually "envision" that future me and even if she's not perfect or living the happiest life it's changed my ability to fight for myself and plan ahead drastically>>423792343-6 months for minor results, about a year for what I consider to be a noticeable and drastic change in thickness. My hairlines stick a little scuffed but it kinda always was. I kinda didn't think it was working for a while but the before and after is insane. Obviously as with any hormonal medicine, ymmv. For gyno I started feeling chest tenderness ~8 months I'd say. Started out as just very slight nip puffs but now there's some nice satisfying fullness to them but still small enough that nobody thinks I have boobs
>>42379311why dont women who dont birth look ugly still then
>>42380547menopause
Topical minoxidil is just minoxidil dissolved in water and alcohol. It can be measured.If you know what you're doing (only I do, and nobody else), like, you already have estrogen syringes. You can measure it perfectly and drink a glass of water in the morning.This is 1000x cheaper than meme minoxidil you buy in either foam or oral form. You don't want either. Alcohol dissolved means instant release into the bloodstream, I'm popping 5 mg a day and cured my balding. It *will* probably shorten my lifespan by enlarging my heart; but who cares, it gave me back my hair and is cheaper and easier than any other form. I do not suggest anyone do anything with this. I post this esoteric knowledge freely. Alcohol and water won't kill you. It can't go in your eyes but who the fuck says it can't go inside your stomach? You ever bought vanilla at the store? It's vanilla beans dissolved in alcohol. All the same shit.
>>42380392I think youre gonna die but good luck
>>42380410You gotta probably not fuck around above 10mg. I don't dare go past 5 because I got results at 5.Most pill forms malddose you at 2.5 mgIt's not that this isn't dangerous. It is.If you do rhe wrong amount you can be a fucking idiot about it, like all medication. But really, just be smart.I get my heart tested and bloodwork done regularly.Don't do this lmfao but it worked for me
>>42380392This picture perfectly encapsulates mental illness.
