how do i make my gigapoon bf more attractive and feminine? when we started dating he was a cute theyfab but now he's fat and hairy and his hairline is receeding. i'm a cis lesbian if it helps. breaking up with him is not an option. i will probably just kill myself after his top surgery if i can't take it anymore.
>>42337964>cis lesbian>dating a poon>poon poons out>poon's body doing poon things>surprisedpikachu.jpeg
>>42337964yeah just rope it’s over for you. he on the other hand should give me his number.
>>42337964youre stupid for not anticipating this, anyway, break up with him
>>42337964how is breaking up not an option
i am a tranny, and i hate my penis. i want to be horny sometimes, but it hurts and i don't want to touch that thing. i would get srs, but it is scary and expensive. i don't want to dilate for the rest of my life, and i also wouldn't have the money (eastern europoid). don't even mention that they can also fuck up everything there. i was hoping estrogen would make me not have erections even when horny, but that hasn't happened yet. i was also hoping that it would have gotten smaller, so i can delude myself into thinking that it is like a clit, but it is the same size. what can i do? should i mentally prepare for srs? will hrt shrink it someday and give me ED?t.ranny 9 months estrogen
>>42339031Perma flat cage like a good girl
>>42339031>i don't want to dilate for the rest of my lifeas a chaser even I have to tell you that that's nonsenseyou have a more strict frequent dilation schedule the first few months (thing stops being a "wound" within a month of recovery), then after a few months you can replace dilation with sexo, and at some point the frequency drops to once a week or even less iircalso consider using the right kind of topical t gel if it hurts, so the tissues don't atrophy but are the best source material for a future SRSalso see if you get lucky and your bottom dysphoria drops with time
>>42339170heh?
>>42339190Least obvious repper
>>42339365That or most based chasoid
Found out that someone I had kissed at a party had an open cold sore and simple type 1 herpes they knew about but didn't tell me. And now I have a cold sore.Am I ruined now? Like beyond the struggles with being trans in and of itself, because of this am i just unable to get a boyfriend?
>>42339271why is no one like this over hpv and epstein barr? or are those "too hard" because you have them?
>>42339373>epstein barr>The Epstein–Barr virus, also known as human herpesvirus 4THERES A FOUR NOW??
>>42339416almost certain you have it and have transmitted it to someone at this point. theres a reason people gave up on this class. remember chickenpox?
>>42339416>>42339435though at least chickenpox has a vaccine now
>>42335978just another reason why i dont ever want to be intimate with another person, ever. people and bodies are so fucking disgusting like i dont want to be deformed anymore than i already am
yupold >>42323416
>>42339439and clean as a whistle
Do you know what happens to a fag when it's struck by lightning?
>>42339243but they can be clicker trained
what does winona’s ass look like
new: >>42339481
two confusing feedbacks a few days apart>ask my coworker if he thinks our new boss knows im trans>he hits me with "who knows, maybe he doesn't. some women just don't have a very feminine physiognomy.">mfw>few days later, meet my firends roommate. later she is told im trans. roommate is confused and asks if im starting a ftm transition, is shocked to learn im mtf.idk what to think anymore. i get all kinds of responses from strangers too.
Are you retardedPeople who know you're trans always think you're masc because they want to believe they can always tell.I had a former friend recently tell me I'm visibly trans during a chud spiel. He knew me before transition. Do you think that makes his opinion worth anything? Ofc he'd say that.
>>42338921i’m *a bit* retarded. ty tho. i guess i shouldn’t minimize the effect of having known me before
>>42338929I mean you know you're trans and that leads to your dysphoria too. Like you probably have benign features you attribute to being trans but if you'd had amnesia tomorrow and thought you were cis you'd never.But np nona
>>42338915phrasing it as kindly as i can:>he>shesurely you know what i'm aiming at, yea?
>>42339052could be that. it’s very difficult to tell tho>>42339078i getcha. maybe it’s that. desu this coworker gave me the vibe that he’s a bit of a chaser, he was telling me about this trans woman he knew who was “super hot”.
Where's my fellow tranny chuds at
there's no trans rights without white rights
>>42339178Gonna take my tranny gf to a future nazi rally and get insanely fucking hard from watching her struggling to hold her pee in
dissident transfems shall lead the future estronationalist nation-state
>>42339145in my discord bbgirl powd3rb00m
>>42338942i dont really care about the white race, i just care about civilization, and i just dislike muslims, thats all
do trannies have nice feet?
>>42336604oh shit this is me how long have you kept this image hahahaha
>>42339235You're the source?? I'm gonna need you to do that to my face asap
>>42339259Yeah that picture is about 6 years old lol. I've lost about 50lbs and no longer boymode.
>>42339221Who’s that? I go by Nyssa x
>>42339308They're so soft and delicateI need them to step all over me
I'm currently severely mentally ill, I felt a little better when I was DIYing injections but I was still severely mentally ill. I'm in the process of getting prescribed HRT but I was denied it until I have relative stability in my psychological state, only then they're gonna look into it because alledegly I could have severe shifts in my mental state from a hormone imbalance.
What is the severe mental illness?
>>42339478The psychs don't know what I have because I have overlapping symptoms but I'm on 10mg of antipsychotics
This isn't what was supposed to happen. I knew it would, but I hoped it wouldn't.I never wanted to feel reverse dysphoria. I wanted to be able to enjoy the effects of estrogen.But now, I constantly feel as if my skin is melting off and I'm constantly in a state of panic because of the effects.I really don't want to be a man, but it's what I always was and always will be. My regular dysphoria was fake from the very beginning.I cannot ever be a woman, simply because my very own brain refuses it against my will.I really hate, really despise being a cis man, but I will need to accept it.
>>42339220The higher dose is almost certainly making me feel worse, but as mentioned previously, I really can't help but feel that all my normal "dysphoria" is fake as well. It feels like I deeply despise being a man, because I just loathe myself
>>42339270i mean does it matter if its fake? i also feel "inherently male" sometimes but at the end of the day i really do hate the effects of testosterone and enjoy the benefits of estrogen so why does it matter if im actually trans or just faking it?also i mean i think its natural to dread living as a woman. its obviously something you havent done before and the social expectations and stuff are pretty scary especially when you havent been tought them.imo you really shouldnt worry about it too much. i think what you described is pretty normal and common among trannies. it sounds to me like a combination of dysphoria, impostor syndrome and the higher dose making you spiral.
>>42338649same, i hate the boobs, i hate being a man, i dont want to be an ugly unpassable tranny, i cant be a man. its just suffering, is it better to suffer towards an impossible goal than to suffer by giving up? who am i? am i what i am physically forced to be against my will? am i whatever my petty desires tell me i want to be? am i just nothing? i feel like im just nothing
>>42338649i think estrogen actually has an inflammatory effect on the body which is why it rises and falls in cis women and is counterbalanced by other hormones.high levels of E are not good and will make you feel crappy. it also blows out your estrogen receptors and makes them less sensitive, slow and steady is the way
>>42339427Estrogen is a histamine liberator and testosterone is an anti-inflammatory so it makes sense. I actually have an MRI today to check to see if high E levels are causing some kind of inflammation there. Too high and I get headaches. Too low and I get depressed. It's hell.
who is she
>>42339437the person reading this
does it make me a bad person if i respect transgender women but internally sigh and lose respect for them when they bring up how "sapphic" they are
>>42335989you're a retard. kill yourself
That's not ridiculous at all to say that.
>>42336460>do regular lesbians even say "sapphic"yea but usually when they're being gay about something or commenting about something's gayness.sapphic poetry, sapphic energy/vibes, sapphic art, etc.describing oneself as sapphic is kinda eh unless you're a tumblrina lesbian, the "regular" lesbians just say yeah i like birds or yeah im a dyke or i'm a lover of women or just "GUHH" usually.
>>42336015fake word
no
I dont like being mean to people... it takes its toll on me..... people who force me to be mean to them are thusly abusive abusers. They are abusing me by forcing me to be mean. Just leave me alone. Respect my boundaries. Stop being an abuser.Leave me alone. Stop visiting my threads in any way. Dont post on them. Please.
>>42337670Yes. As a stoic stacy queen. Im allowed to have a lil fun on the side ^_^
>>42337494what is your ideal person like?
>>42338951are you even attractive? you probably should have taken the crazy girl if she is actually pretty
>>42338975She is if she were more coherent tbqh. And if she wasn't a cheater harlot. And if she wasnt utterly broken. I want the manic pixie gf without the feeling like im drowning in the chaos of bpdemonI kinda wanted to ask her to do the reze dance for me ... it would capture the current zeitgeist of the situation and i think she'd be cute AF doing it
>>42339137Im mid as fuck. Id say she is perhaps two leagues above me. If leagues even exist, silly concept really.But i disagree with you. Ur desperate. Not me.>>42339413Also like to add, if she weren't parasitic. I get why bpdemons are seen as succubi now. They literally try to chain your heart like in that gif the person postedI thank god for my stoic defenses thamk you god
Estrogen isn't only useful for trans women. I'm a cis man without gender dysphoria and I've been taking weekly injections of estradiol cypionate for four years now, in order to curb my libido and for other benefits.When I was a freshman in college, I would masturbate so often that it genuinely and seriously affected my academic performance. I started taking it my sophomore year and the problem went away entirely. Now, instead of failing a class every semester, I'm a Master's student in a very well regarded molecular biology program. I'm a second author on a published paper from a good laboratory as of last week. I get compliments on my skin and, after laser, no longer have to shave. Because doctors in the U.S. prescribe ED medication like candy, I can still have sex whenever I like. I think that estrogen should be considered more often for its non-HRT therapeutic qualities.
I think men, real men, can do this because the self-assured male mind is not diminished by the adornment of glowing skin and perky breasts.. It's kind of a cliche but it's true.
>>42330941Being trans is to transition. Doing hrt and enjoying the effects is being trans it doesnt matter how u identify. Identity was just some bs enbies did to feel included.
>>42339167I think it's more than just a chosen identity. There is a real difference in how males and females think and act. This is controversial to say but perhaps it shouldn't be.
>>42339206Are you saying that from personal experience? Actions are learned and identity is built. Only by having experiences as a women do you build a identity as one. Its been cool watching how one slowly fades and the other takes its place. I dont think it would happen without choice and reflection but it is like being way more attuned to everything. Men walk around with blinding agency but little attunement. It makes them seem tone deaf now but i was exactly the same before hrt. Now i feel like i can read people so well and think about so many things and feel so many things at once. It has drastically changed how i act or want to act. And i started on hrt vaguely to stop my labido and hair loss. I didnt think i was a woman i just hoped i could be.
>>42339260>Are you saying that from personal experience?corroborated by many men and women who say similar things, there's endless discource on the differences in behavior between men and women. On this board people consider behavioral differences alongside social transition.>Having experiences as a woman is how you build an identity as a womanThis is somewhat circular but yeah. I do actually believe that in the vast majority of people this (wo)manliness is developed unconsciously and by the time people are developed enough to reflect on how they measure up to the standard of a man (or woman), they have already been thoroughly gendered in their psyche through which they recognize the standard which applies to them. So there are disctinctly male and female insecurities that are obvious in adolescence. Gender identity theory makes the unconscious explicit and it also simplifies it down to something like a choice, a preference, a favorite color on a spectrum. For trans people it is different since they undertake conscious work on what for most people is unconscious, in order to pass better, or to truly be the thing that they must be, because of some deep gendered mismatch between psyche and anatomy, which if left untreated means confused maturation. That's where the difficulty in translating trans experience to cis people lies to a large extent.
My bf is taking me out to try on bikini's how the fuck do I not panic at the store and when wearing it later
Hot
Share your kinks, ask people about their kinks, ask people to explain the appeal behind kinks you don't understand, and generally be freaky
>>42339161anon that is so fucking hot
urethral oviposition and sounding
>>42338446you are my spirit animal
>>42339161Didn't expect a respose (and certainly not one that would make my cock twitch), but I'm not even trans kek. Just a closeted cocksucker.
slavery, bnwo,
