Breasts are such a crapshoot that it guarantees I could never get on e. It's at best an overcorrection. I could never risk a situation like picrel because trust I am irreversibly male in face. My dysphoria's bad enough to be severely depressing. I just want to be an androgynous twink like in the sad cartoons I watch but that won't happen. I don't think there's a realistic solution and if there is it'll take too long to get to it. I'm 75% on just ending it before any hrt desu.
is it genuinely over for me? So much of my body has been messed up during my early life. Before I even had the chance to process it all and knew about DIY, T and DHT wrecked so many parts of my body. I feel like a cursed abomination with so many flaws and yet somehow my boyfriend still loves me and accepts exactly as I am rn. Don't get me wrong, he would like some things to change too (SRS mostly), but he always reassures me that my appearance, my voice etc. are all fine and normal and that he likes them, thinks they are cute or pretty etc. Yet I've heard different views about those things coming from people online and my own inner critic. It all messes with my head, I don’t know what to think anymore. Maybe I have to go through some kind of ego death to process all of this and be more kind to myself. I don’t know, yknow?
>>42327371>>42327390I know and I wanna do that it’s just really difficult. I've been looking into getting a psychiatrist too, for the sake of our relationship, both out mental health and SRS
>>42327525>getting a psychiatristgood idea no memeway i look at it is if someone isn't paying my bills or fucking me idc what they think
>>42327584It's just so ingrained and normal and the issue is that the negative views online and my inner critic align :/ but I will really try to change my outlook and try to get some inner peace
it's soooo obvious how I always get replies when I post pics of myself but when I don‘t the thread is dead :x
>>42327967The board is infested with chasers so no shit
Guess which one of them is lgbt
so these people are 4channers? i hate tripfag normies so much
>>42325236only the fag on the far left
>>42323246No, you're wrong, it's all of them
far left is wife material
>>42323169left to right bottom gay - he has a lot of sex with older men bisexual but more lesbian - she has a lot of sex with girls and sometimes bbc, probably she's going to marry a white dude after hitting the wall this dude is probably a repper, she's going to troon out in a few years, she has lots of sex with twinks, cis women, and trannies i feel bad for this dude, probably a tranny too, but she looks troubled, for obv reasons, she has too masculine features all over her body, and she doesn't have lots of sex, probably is a virgin
what's the least painful way to kill yourself?hanging? ODing? i don't have access to a firearm because europe i'm pretty tired of being ugly, iwnbaw, and waiting for hrt to do the very little it does is driving me insanei'm dying a khhv virgin, which i'm sad about, never got to feel the touch of a man before i go, which sucks, but happiness is for the more fortunate anyway
>>42322328old age.
>>42327646look you’re just not photogenic there are a lot of attractive people who are terrible at taking photos or getting their picture taken. If anything thats a good sign you’re better looking in person a photo is a still image that can’t capture your full look. Anyways you’re not ugly if you’re wondering the acne can go away with dieting or prescriptions. Pls don’t kys ;(
>>42324294you'll be fine. keep going. i'm allowed to say this since i have been on hrt for a decade.
>>42327786thanks, i'm probably not going to for now, i was just having a particularly bad day
>>42327859What happened in your day anon?
>be me>19mtf>random message on discord >says she found me on tagmap>talk for a bit>few months pass>decide to meet up>she asks me out and stay at her place>"anon why are you wearing this black hoodie">figures out im a boymoder>after some talking get touchy>we end up making out>picrel>tell her im a virgin>we ended up having sexComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
fagmap gave me aids and got my dog shot
>>42322880I hope this isn’t a humiliation ritual for any lonely dude who wants to Yknow
>>42325478what map can I find you on?
>>42327602Need to vet better and practice internet saftey
>>42327969smokey is dead now so to late
The official/lgbt/ Minecraft server is extremely cool. Vanilla java 1.21.11. post your Minecraft username in the discord for a speedy whitelist https://discord.gg/8vKpdT8C9XVideo: https://youtu.be/Pym8NuAGUv4
>>42326676Wtf I joined the discord and now I can't even log into my account anymore??? Wtf??
This server got a more developed metro system than any American city
>>42326791
>>42326676this server makes me forget my troubles
Girl penis has got to go
who are you missing right now?
I miss my girlfriend, though I only saw her last yesterday, there's a deep yearning for the feeling of warmth that she continually gives me... I miss her smile, I miss her soft skin, I miss the way she makes me warm
I really miss someone on i met from soc who I talked to every day for months. Ended on new years. I hope he is safe and has a roof over his head.
>>42325968A girl i met on here
>>42325968My ex from years agoMy friend who stopped talking to me for a big partThis girl I just started talking to because she's at uni rn and I want to talk to her
I miss spiceI loved her
How fucked are we
>>42324924Wedding Peach
>>42321560nah it's kinda hot.I imagine public spaces would smell like a cow pasture with everyone in diapers
>everyone now owns exclusively large dogsdamn
>>42316874the people who made Alien(1979) are gonna start making a whole lot of money
>>42316874alot of people would want to die but there would be no one to do the killing so it'd probably be kinda lame.
been too fucking long dudesWhat do you look for in a trans woman, apart from her penis/willingness to top?
>>42327828t. mad transbian
>>42327854That's a miss. Straight tranner, and bottom chasers are the lowest type of scum
>>42327854its just repugnant buddy no one finds it endearing or attractive
>>42327869your disgust is learned
>>42327970its visceral champ
Any other young transbians here really wish they could be an older woman into younger girls?
germany is so ass when you try to find a cute bf, especially in the southhow does one even find such peoplemost people here are either cringe or total npcsi want someone who is cute but also confident and fun
Germany is the land of autists somehow Americans have more normal people online than Germany ever could have>>42324598wie geil viel Glück
>>42324534The things I would do for a trans german gf or feminine twink german bf.
>>42323918This explain why all the western ones hit up us Dutch
>>42323918yeah a lot of German people, men included are really ugly. Guys tend to be more chronically online and familiar with trannies though, which is good for us. Just gotta weed out the chasers and the guys who throw trannies into one pot with femboysLiebe Grüße aus Hessenidk any trannies but one ftm in my city either. Queer meetup was all theyfabs, 2 minor ftms and one theymab
>>42326479>you?
Girlremoving FTMs: how does one go about it?
>>42322974i am not seeing any issues with this video
id let her stab meeeee
>>42322974I want to rape her
>>42322974You tease them and get them super horny and worked up until they can't handle it anymore and start beating and raping you.
>>42322974Idk but does anyone know how to put the girl back into my FTM?
sup lgbti never post here anymore but i thought itd be fun to get a little spooky story thread up. can be either supernatural stuff or scary encounters with humans. lets get comfy and get some shivers! i'll start with my own. >be me, 22 mtf>pretty clocky but i'm happy with myself>very paranoid, into 2a, etc>last november, back in my hometown for thxgiving>my last real childhood friend, who still fucks with me, hits me up and says we should hangoutno this isnt lewd stfu>he's kinda a junkie stoner dude, but nice. honestly just glad hes clean these days and didn't die from pressed pills in high school>his stupid girlfriend calls me the day before and says that she wants to come along because shes scared of him cheating, lol>oki>pick them up, we go thrift, she gets a dress, he gets a ski mask balaclava thing, i get a cool german police jacket>we're bored so we decide to go drive around in the hills>my city has a haunted road >we drive through it and nothing really happensComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
Is it wrong to hate my ex who (wrongly) accused me of abusing her years later still? She's from a super rich family and passes now too which makes it even worse. I genuinely pray on her downfall every day but I feel it isn't healthy
>>42327710no why would you be wrong to think they're a piece of shit for that idiotyou likely won't ever get closureit probably fucked up your life pretty badeven if you didn't face legal action likely lost friends over this
>>42327710>I genuinely pray on her downfall every daythis part is wrongperpetual resentment isn't good for you
>>42327747How do i let it go when it fucked my shit up socially and still does
I went through something like this OP. She kind of abused me physically and then stolen valored the things she did and said I did them to her. For example punching me in the back of the head when I was facing away from her and giving me a concussion, later saying I'm the type who will hit someone with their back turned. Also said every time we had sex I raped her because she was afraid of me hurting her. She posted on social media about wanting to mutilate my body and tear my dick off. Said something about wanting to "choke me out with the long dick of the law". Legally nothing came of it. It was just her words and physically I was the only battered person. I wasn't even tried and acquitted just straight up there wasn't anything to press charges on. Still I can't even really talk about it or talk to other domestic violence survivors because I carry the mark of a wife beater. Next relationship I'd sometimes go into shock and ask her repeatedly if I was abusing her while sweating bullets. She finally said she couldn't handle these episodes anymore and told me to go to therapy. Therapist believed me and I asked how can she be certain I'm not lying. She just said whoever is lying is going to repeat their behaviors because someone like that can't keep that shit contained. It has been 8 years and I've never hit or raped anyone, no criminal record.What sucks is I'm an alleged abuser and rapist for the rest of my life even though legally nothing happened. At some point in any relationship I have to tell them that someone said I raped and hit them. Probably fair to hate your ex for that but at some point you gotta let things go and just know life on earth is going to have maladjusted people in it and that life is unfair. There are still lots of worthwhile things to experience anyways. Hating people from the past doesn't fix anything or make the present better. Read berserk imo maybe it will help you process what you went through.
why i can only cum to the thought of being sent to school naked? as an adult surrounded exclusively by other adults of course. if i want to cum i have to focus on it really hard even while my partner is fucking me
>>42319710Are you fat? bcause that's why.
>>42327116im skinny :(
>>42327074Does it only involve being naked? Have you tried getting off in a public place? I'm probably more into that sort of thing.
>>42327343only being naked. it's not about masturbating or having sex in public for me
>>42327784lmao i'm glad someone else has my weird kink i thought i was the only one
