>be me female repper>I literally can't stand being around men I get increasingly angry and jealous to the point I avoid them at all costs>Come across this board full trannies>passoid thread>"wtf that tranny looks actually beautiful">Lustful towards the thought of some dumb scrote becoming pretty for me (male self)>Jerk it to basically almost all of them>it's got to a point I don't even get horny about anything else anymore. I thought I was straight what the fuck is wrong with my head even
>be me, female, and attracted to nonthreatening males
>>42153122>>42153729>>42154097>>42154108you all realize poons become hyper attracted to men after hrt right? op already likes cock, it'll make him attracted to actual guys
>>42153104H-hot. I hope you liked my pictures
>>42154183Okay and?
>>42154133In my experience, this is a dumb gotcha made up by people who in most cases aren't even attracted to men. Nobody actually feels that way.And what is the 'right' way to be attracted to men in their opinion?>oh no he rapes geese and beats up beggars, I am aroused!!! this is real woman sekshuality!!!
why are ftms so good at designing characters
>>42152410Hmm I was thinking the same... The style and colors are different, but the design is basically everything else I've seen online.
>>42150673Looks annoying af.Also I have no clue what that flag is. Pansexual heart agender? But the character is also male?Typical foid mistaking visually loud design for quality.
Cis gay men blow this trash out of the fucking water
>>42151613maybe it represents his character "dead" christianity, thats why the design is a little demonybut then again with internet ocs you can't ever know for sure, rule of cool rules the internet
>>42150715where can i get more of this fella?
Are fem cis gay men women?
>>42151164I need muscles to live.
>>42151164hot
>>42151169Didn't ask
>>42151324I NEED THEM
yes
red: all exclusively androphilic (only attracted to men) reppers are cursed - they can only date other cis male reppers, and they can never transition/take estrogen, they will spend the rest of their lives as reppersgreen: all cis male chasers are cursed and can only date other cis male chasers and none of them can transition or take estrogen
>>42153812GREEN
red
I wish the economy wasnt shit or i was a luckshit. I wasted my life crying about the degree of puberty i went through and coping with weed. I could have been one of the dolls in a lesbian/bestfriend relationship with another doll were we got all our surgeries hit the gym together lived together and had three/foursomes with men when we craved d. Instead im a jobless neet who lives with their mom and still needs ffs. Im 25 i know its not tooo late but knowing i wasted the first 4 years of transition and having no energy ever(and no boobs) sucks. I know ppl would consider this cringe and pornbrained but idk i dont rlly care anymore but i lack drive and money and a job and i dont rlly know hot to get employed as a depressed transwoman no place will take me.Actually be reminded how wide my shoulders are and how masculine my face is I think crying was reasonable I just wish I was stronger mentally :/ https://unsee cc/album#GU2BztOYaiKK
>>42153832I just hit the gym recently and your op pic is making me remember why I fetishize musclesI love working on my ass
>>42153908Tbh I'd consider it cheating if we didn't do it together
>>42153939I'm too nervous to go alone but I workout most days at home with a 20lb dumbell
>>42154089I have a small home gym so I can heavy lift whenever
>>42154103Nice did it cost much?
If you transition past your teenage years or at the latest your early 20s, you are mentally unable to become a woman. By this point, living as a male and misogyny have been so engrained in your mind that your rapidly decaying nueroplasticity is unable to form enough new connections for your gender to meaningfully change. Spending your entire adolescence and young adulthood, the periods most critical for a person's mental development, as a male, will engrain those behaviors in your mind forever. Don't feel bad about it, this is the future you chose by choosing to repress and hide yourself when it mattered most. Please do not transition, you will only make the lives of youngshits and midshits who weren't as cowardly as you worse. You will never be able to find anyone like you, you will never feel like you belong, and you will never, ever be able to escape your own poor descisions, they will stain your soul forever.
Is your life really worse because of me? Can you describe how?
>>42153912oh come ive always acted like a girl then?
>>42153912Don't underestimate how much people can change if they want to. Also don't underestimate how much spending time as a guy (similar experience to a woman with all brothers) can make for a more feminine woman.
>>42153912>mentallybrotherman, mentally is the least of your problems
>>42154184What are we talking about when we say mentally a woman, though? Are we talking about identifying with feelings more than idealism? Are we talking about perceiving themselves as female? Or what about a male vs female ego?
Appealing to the Male Fantasy QOTT: What is your male fantasy?Previous: >>42078964
>>42152225Hey, i didn't design it with a fun button in the pipe, but i run a clean shop. Ain't no playing in the mud. Not that a few crumbs will stop me if I'm plunging your back nine. But it's not something that sparks joy, so like garnish, we move it to the side before sticking a fork into the meat
>>42151930>swallow hormones>ftmgwhat did she mean by this
>>42151540yes multiple times shes a stacked pawg>>42151604>thismilfs are as malebrained as it comes
i need t4t boyfriend
>>42152336Never start a sentence with "I think."
Everyone always talks about DIY HRT but what about DIY SRS?
Last I heard about it were the women doing orchis out of their barn. Maybe I'm just not connected
>>42152419high chance of death. the best you can reasonably do is a self orchi, though i think the most reasonable version of this for most people is injecting them with isopropyl and letting them necrose some before going to a hospital where they will be removed due to being unsalvageable, though i'd only consider this if i was about to lose access to hrt forever, as in the case they're gonna throw me in jail for being a tranny or something. anything else you're just asking for permanent mutilation that will hinder the effectiveness of future srs by an actual surgeon. for the most part it just isn't really relevant since monotherapy works fine
what has being a gay conservative ever gotten anyoneeven if you do the little song and dance that "you're not like the others" and "le immigrants are stealing teh jobs!!! (ignore the fact that the bourgeois is exploiting them for cheap labor for jobs americans are too lazy to do though LOL)" and whatever else, you are still a sinner and an abomination in their minds if you do not shit out little crotchspawn for future slaves they have a vehement hatred for you
>>42154076This the exact kind of the nigga the lamestream media wants us to be
>>42154202>vehement hatredprojecting; most conservatives are Christcucks, so they don't really deal in hatred>burgeois exploitationplenty of people on the right are rightfully calling out big corporations and billionaires for exactly this reasonare you uninformed or just purposely misleading?
>>42154076Right about literally everything.
>>42154202Vile post brimming with hatred.
Christmas Edition II: The Reckoningprevious: >>41869583 >>42044782 (Fell off the catalog)Goal of the thread: Food and cooking is a core pillar of self care. It is self expression, sustenance, social interaction. Enjoy a homecooked meal from fresh ingredients, with others, if you can.Daily goals can be repeated. Remember to keep score, it can only go up!>What is this thread for?Getting better is hard, and sucks. A lot. It does not get easier doing it alone.Share resources and experiences with combating depression, anxiety, personal issues, achieving or maintaining a healthy weight, etc.>Why is this thread /lgbt/?Struggles with mental and physical health are an indisputable part of /lgbt/ life, be it from dysphoria, social pressure, heartbreak, or just unfortunate lifestyle choices.>Notes to consider:Please be civil. Shame is your greatest enemy in fighting urges of self abuse (be it sh, drugs, or just self deprecation). Relapsing into bad and unhealthy habits is to be expected, the goal is to increase the average amount of time it takes between relapses. Any improvement is a victory no matter how small. Your worth and right to get better are non-negotiable. And most importantly:WE ARE NOT THERAPISTS, WE DON'T REPLACE MEDICATION>Note on adviceComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42146983I feel like you could do with a reminder that it’s not impossible to lose weight without taking a GLP-1 drug like Wegovy. It might not be as easy or as fast, but it would also be cheaper. Alternatively, do you know that the cheapest option for you is Wegovy the way you’ve been getting it? Have you investigated the availability and cost of other drugs in that category?
>>42115016I would consider lifting if you wanna gain muscle mass, and not worry if your weight plateaus.>>42115081>I'm 25, didn't really accept my sexuality until I was 23 and I'm worried I'll never find anyone or really 'fit in' anywhere.Lemme preempt with you have SO much more time to fit in than you think, or rather, carve your own niche in this world. You don't owe gays being into trad masc any more than straight men owe anyone being into double Ds. You simply have a specific taste. What kinda struggles do you face in dating?>>42115532I hope you had a lovely Christmas, and wish you a twinksome 2026.>>42117849>people who's pasts were way worse then whatever I hadPeople recover from experiences differently. We need different things to cope, and our environment and brain chemistry (things we have limited control over) make a huge difference. No point comparing oneself like that. I think I recall us talking about it, yeah. For now I might wanna start with more simple things, given you pointed them out.>I can't even cook or clean enough to survive in long term>instead spending most of the day either in bedAh, bedrotting does drain motivation a great deal, but since you can cook I think the best we can do in the here and now is to try and push things that you can build a day to day backbone around. We gotta get you used to doing a tiny bit of anything at all again, habitually, as a start. It will become more meaningful as we progress there. Did you look into some of our resources on adhd and such in the past?>>42119673>ok, time to write the task list, power it off and get goingComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42122795Ohh, a lovely Christmas dinner! The sarmale look very familiar, a friend of mine (Belarus) made similar ones way back when.>>42121101>>42123950I'm late but I hope you had a very merry Christmas!>>42124631Alright, castration aside, it sounds like you are horrendously overwhelmed. Let's start simple: would you fail out without the option to repeat a year? How did you get there, procrastination? If we try and get a post mortem of your situation going and investigate where you can go from there we can try our best to help you reassert control over the situation. Just remember that failure does not bar you from sympathy or compassion, and academic success does not define your worth as a human being.>>42127155>What does the permanent position look like? Something you've been aiming for?Essentially, professorship. Becoming a full-fledged researcher with his own group.>Okay I see, what are the options you are looking at right now?Well, the private enterprise options are super diverse because I would essentially be qualified for all sorts of R&D/programming type jobs that prioritize creative problem solving over a CS background. A former colleague of mine literally prints money for a living (as in, develops the printer software for money printers).
>>42131774What are your obligations? Tell me about your circumstances, I would like to learn more about you to see if I can help you cover your social needs going forward.>>42134408No biggie, Anon. I just want you to know we got your back here! Hope you have a wonderful one yourself.>>42134577>>42137558>>42134087>Merry (late) Christmas, everyone!A very merry (belated) Christmas to you, too! I hope the holidays had their highlights for you, on top of being exhausting.>Hopefully after I complete my current online studies I can jump into the new year with a better plan.>Makes sense, I will have to see what's available to me first anyhow.>Maybe I can get tips on that after I've made more serious decisions.Yes, definitely report back with whatever insights you garner!>I have few options to look at and apply, but before I list them I am open to any examples you have to share.Hmm, sadly I'm drawing a blank right now but I might come up with something based on the examples you provide later!
>>42154283>>ok, time to write the task list, power it off and get going>>I want to live, not rot>Awesome sentiment, Anon! How did it go?decently well, I wrote each task on a smol post-it, lined them up vertically (with tasks where order doesn't matter in a horizontal group), then processed and managed to restart even as distractions happened, which is another positive sign that making my task/project/dependency graph touch UI thing might help a lot
>i like women>I like feminine males (aka. twink or femboys)>but I also hate men (masculinity, masculine side)What am I? Bisexual? Or something else? But how can I be bisexual when I am only attracted to males that only have feminine traits
>>42152088>How can I be bisexual Sexuality is a spectrum. The vast majority of guys (straight) aren't going for effeminate males because even the somewhat masculine features remaining disgust them. You can at least tolerate those or find it exciting to see them mixed with the feminine, therefore your sexuality has already diverged from straight and simply sits on the hetero-leaning bi spectrum
>>42152088This is the most common male sexualityBisexual with a femininity preference
>>42152088i was like that and after some years became full bi, but i still have separate preferences depending on genderit's super normal, if you stay like that or change i would still call bisexuality. it's not like this is an institution with faggotry exams and ranks
>>42152163yeah! let's just call trannies "women" while we're at it!! Wheeeeee
>>42153978Exactly.And this sexuality (it's like a Kinsey 2) is the baseline ingredient for manufacturing trannies (AGP, AGAMP) and their appreciators (GAMP).
Dysphoria = AGPRepressing = AGPNeeding to block male puberty to pass = AGPGynephilia = AGPMeta-attraction = AGPBisexuality = AGPAsexuality = AGPWanting to wear dresses and play with dolls as a child = AGPHating being a boy = AGPSitting to pee at home before SRS = AGPWanting to compete in women's sports = AGPFeminine presentation before transition = AGPEuphoria = AGPSocial transition before passing = AGPLong-term boymoding = AGPComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42149858yup. it’s true, OP. the only pure and good TRUE transsexual transitions solely to become sexually appealing to men. anything else is degenerate filth:
Being distressed about using your penis during sex = HSTS
>>42152290That's a weird way to spell "AGP"
>>42151874I'm purely hsts.
>>42149858>being a tranny = agp>being a ladyboy fucktoy and letting me suck your penis = hstsChasers should be hung drawn and quartered
> Be me, loser virgin man> Have an imaginary girlfriend to cope with life> For some reasons, she is transgender> She say things like "thank you for believing in me", "only you can see the beautiful woman in me", "you always tell me to girlmode", "you complete me", "if you go i will 41% myself"> I love her so muchWhat's the reasoning behind all this?
>>42153535That's called a tulpa anon and it's completely normal and healthy. A lot of people have them without realising desu! Some even make them intentionally. Check out tulpa.info desu
>>42153535why would you not just find a real girlfriend?
>>42153535just be careful to not let her mix with your inner self and u become her.
>>42153648Because I'm a loser.
>>42153535>What's the reasoning behind all this?possibly that you feel like you provide no other value, so at least you being normal about trans women and treating them right would make you valuable enough for her
Gay sex edition>QOTT: Have you ever had gay sex?>QOTT2: Did you enjoy it?>QOTT3: If not, why?Last thread: >>42106130
>>42154028I mean the year after that, 2027. A alcoholic comma for a year would be nice tho
>>42153440>old trans women can absolutely pass as old womenbeen with three. you are absolutely correct.
>>42154005give it a try and make the best effort you can, protect yourself from spirallingrember you got things you can accomplish
>tfw 35 yo trans woman who passes as a 45 year old man
>>42153933i used to do this shit too lmao. they thought they were talking to an under aged girl in some forum, but they were actually talking to an extremely underaged boy pretending to be an older girl
> She told me that she was never really attracted to me and was only attracted to the idea of being desired by a man> She's dating a woman now> I'm in debt after paying for her surgeriesWhat do I do?
>>42154035I dont wanna get catfished, i just want to openly but respectfully simp for a cute girl who doesnt think highly of me.
>>42153944>has no style>has no grace>this troon>has a long horseface
>>42153959Please.
>>42153868>> I'm in debt after paying for her surgeriesgood bait, or my condolences if you were not prepared by your parents properlynever invest what you're not ready to lose, and I'd need to be quite rich (especially in Europe) before I gamble surgery money on a woman that is unlikely to stay my "until death do us apart"
>>42154266>apartpart even, I'm tired enough that my ESL is slipping
