why does my top bf keep groping and licking my stupid tranny cock and balls its embarrassing
>>40924211does he talk about how he is straight btw?
>>40924218oh yes all the time he affirms it every 58 minutesi am growing... suspiciiuss
>>40924211"Top" is a gay sex position and tops still enjoy gay sex foreplay
>>40924211
>>40924211you said you don't like it?
Is this true of you, trannies?
>>40923082There’s that white fragility we keep telling you about, really need to work on that
>>40923082see youre so mediocre you have to take credit for what your culture has done rather than what youve accomplished personally
>>40923731i don't think he's an actual pedo, just otherwise a sadistic psychopath
>>40923082Italians and Greeks are brown, and they created the Roman Empire and Western Philosophy, respectively. Then you have the Arabs inventing the numeracy system we use today. There's nothing inherently special about white people, it's just that it's their turn.
>>40918777BE is and has been a total psycho and I totally believe him that his only true position is being anti-west because he blames America for his failures>>40919084>Do you think any of these guys get funding from Russia/China a la Tim Pool or do they deepthroat this hard for free?They do it for free>>40919171Real af>>40919302>This is why leftism is so unpopular, its the pseud modern art crowd that uses sophistication performativelyThey're also just openly being as hateful and reactionary as their rightoid brothers now
>like anal>like nipple play>consider nipples and butt my primary (only!) sex organs >don't want SRS>don't find anal painful or dysphoria-inducing or inconvenient Am I crazy? Trans women tend not to be as amicable about these things as me (I'm not one just an HRT femboy). I feel really weird for being like this. Like I'm either a pervert or a fetishist.
>>40923849Natural way for estrogenized body to have sex is penis in pussy, that reguires no prep and is alway clean enough to go from pussy to mouth
>>40923998I have nothing in common with gay men and gay culture doesn't interest me at all. Even before I transitioned it was so and none were interested in me.>>40924013No it's not.>>40924028Ok. Well the whole fucking point of the thread is to say I'm a weird freak. I know
>>40924108you are both men who want to have sex with men, anon. you are not substantively different than a gay bottom who wants DL trade
>>40924108You are gay. You get fucked in the ass by men. How you feel about it is not relevant. Hetero women are not attracted to men but still have sex with them
>>40924212My bf isn't gay. He was not interested in me prior to transitioning. I am not gay either but that's because I'm not legitimately attracted to men.>>40924224>Hetero women are not attracted to men but still have sex with themHoly cope
How did she end up in the end? I've not heard any updates...
>>40921627Not what a blue name on wikipedia means but she was on the front page of Wikipedia at one point,
>>40921627>>40922565not even a blue name unfortunately, her arrest is the only article no page on her
>>40921352it was some procedural defect iirc not a declaration that she didn't do anything illegal or that the bathroom law isn't valid or anything like that
>>40921328Who is this? Link to site?
>>40924287boku no pico
19 mtf repper, really want to troon out soon. but i'm thinking that it might be best to try twinkmaxxing before doing so, to let people down easy and maybe reduce some of the "there were no signs" arguments.is this retarded? did any of you try this?i already have long hair and shave regularly. i might just slowly start with makeup and more feminine clothes but that still seems really scary and i'm not quite sure what the best way to go about this is.
>>40924250it'll probably be a while before hrt really hits you, if I were you I'd just take it and try to twinkmax before it really has much of an effectthe easiest things to learn are basic eyeliner and concealer, those really take next to no effortalso maybe wait to try feminine clothes if you mean like dresses or skirts or something, that's not really what twinks wear and you should probably go with women's cut jeans, shirts, etc instead at first
>>40924250someone who's going to try and argue against ur transition bcs "there were no signs" is gonna do so regardless of whether or not you twinkmaxx, you might as well start taking ur pills now
I'm ftm and have a breeding fetish. I'd never want to actually be pregnant, but i want the perception of risk and to be cum in raw straight into my poon. I do also like women and would like to do that to them, but I have to take what I've got.
Yes. If you're willing to have PIV you're a woman anyway
>>40923522Choice wasn't up to me. Otherwise I would have. Being a parent is something I'd enjoy being.
>>40923541May be tru
>>40921482"should i be miserable for the rest of my life but be really aroused for a bit or live a fulfilling existent with slightly worse orgasms"This is how ik ops a man. detransing for a nut is wild business.
>>40924031>Fulfilling existence cause I cosplay as a dudeLot of assumptions there. Especially that whole "am I there yet" and "will they treat me like a dude even though it's entirely possible they know I'm not" weight that's going to follow you for life. My favorite, is the one you don't think of. >Is this the year they finally disprove trans scientifically; Because when trans theories politically falling out of fashion, that means science disputing trans theory is gaining more funding, rather than being cut off because it was frowned upon.
Id do anything to be 20 againEverything could be so different
>>40924044>Boys going crazy everywhere you go, beauty with no effortThat was not what it was like
>>40924166Don't be fat
>>40924265I was very thin
>>40924279Maybe don't be too thin
>>40924295How thin is too thin
i want a man to fully brainwash me until i'm nothing but an obedient dog, an extension of him instead of an autonomous personit would be true liberation of my soul
>>40915700did ur discord get unmessed up i wanna add u </3
>>40922516I've gotten multiple adds from people in this thread so I don't think anything's wrong on my end, you might just be shadowbanned :(
>>40921363i added youu
This is so grim. I need to be some kind of control freak to get a girlfriend? I just want to LOVE.
>>40924274Don't worry, 90% of the trannies who say they want something like this just subconsciously think being owned and abused is the only way they could be loved, and the second they get into a normal relationship with someone who treats them well they drop the entire abuse thing and get all cute and happy with being a normal girlfriend.
Identifying as something means jackshit. Even if you "identify as trans" you're not. Not unless you're actively seeking out to BE that (via HRT, surgeries, etc). A theyfab who binds but doesn't take T or chops off her breasts is just a woman LARPing.Same thing with a theymab who's not on E or planning to get implants/orchi/whatever. Just a LARPer pretending to be trans.We need to bring back transmedicalism already, if we are to be taken seriously and save whatever optics we can from the general public.
>>40924103yeah i agree with that.definitely not the same, and not wired the same.but also, theyre around and have their own niche in the market.
>>40924113if someone says >I would like to be treated as a woman and referred to as a womanwhy would I assume they're lying?
>>40923915>Thank you anon, you taught me something useful today. Scratch the part where the OP says transmedicalism and instead put down transbiologism, as it seems to align more with my viewsjust to clarify, i made up the term and no one uses it besides me. i do not even know if it's linguistically validsome people use "transmedicalism" to mean both transbiologism and the medical gatekeeping thing and some use it to mean only transbiologism. i made up the term to disambiguate it
>>40924156the penis
>>40924103Yeah I think I’ll kill myself due to thatI’m just a freak thenGoodI deserve it
Please state your>assigned gender at birth>current gender>time on HRT>sexuality before HRT(androphilic, gynephilic, bisexual)>sexuality after HRT>libido before HRT >libido after HRTFeel free to go further in depth on your personal experience with sexuality and HRT.
>>40921284>assigned gender at birthm>current genderf>time on HRT7 months>sexuality before HRT(androphilic, gynephilic, bisexual)gynephilic?>sexuality after HRTbisexual>libido before HRT absurdly fucking high, i hated every second of it>libido after HRTComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>40921284>born with a penis>now have a vagina>8 years>no sexuality but i let people assume i was straight (into women)>straight (into men)>horny>still horny
>>40921284>assigned gender at birthMale>current genderI don't know man, some sort of woman adjacent flavor of non-binary (this could be dysphoria induced cope)>time on HRT6 years>sexuality before HRT(androphilic, gynephilic, bisexual)Bisexual with strong gynephilic tendencies>sexuality after HRTBisexual, although androphilia grew on/during HRT>libido before HRTExtremely high, masturbated every day, sometimes multiple times a day. Sometimes in situations that put me at risk (at work, etc)>libido after HRTNuked, destroyed, obliterated, I have to force myself to masturbate to keep things working. Still filled with lewd thoughts but not much biological reaction to them.
>>40921284>m>f>years>uh kinda hard to remember desu I was very disassociated and tried not to look at anyone's bodies. I liked the idea of guys but couldn't have sex as a gay man, I didn't want my partner to think of me as a man>androphilic and much more comfortable with what I like about men>average for a guy I guess, masturbated regularly>varies a lot based on my moods sometimes unbelievably horny, sometimes I feel bleh for weeks.
>mtf>2 years>reddit bisexual>bii fluctuate between being more attracted to men or women, but i seem to have gotten more androphilic over time. the idea of a cis woman kinda grosses me out though>hormonal teenage boy>only horny with outside inputi masturbate maybe once every two months, but if im cuddling with a boy and he gropes me ill get horny very easily.
If you fuck women but crave being fucked by men and love men's bodies sorry but you're not bi, you're gay.
>>40924286You're basically describing a Kinsey 4
>>40924286If you like both sexes you are bisexual
Im really toxic... iv been toxic since i was 20 and i think my toxicity has only gotten worse.. sometimes i feel like the toxic version of rick in rick and morty during the detox slime episode. For example:I have an online friend for kinda like 2 years now. And im often mean to her, call her retard, say maybe she needs an iq test, that she is gullible etc(to be fair she falls for alt right talking points)Feel bad about it later, so i try to apologize to her so i write this:"Sorry for being mean yesterday...(tho u probably deserved it)"And she still hasnt written back, which is probably wise because toxic negative people like me only bring downfall to those around me.. but anyway im thinking to myself, wow, is this really the best i can do? So i guess i have truly realized i am extremely toxic go a baffling degree. And i cant help but think i deserve at least 50% of the hate i get. I uhh... im sorry. I uhhhh. Im just sorry everyone..
>>40923584Y-yeah..... you're probably right... h-haha....
bro you are trans and you like other faggots, of course you will be an unstable piece of shit, no transbian can control her emotions so they are all like this, pretending being """autist""" is just a self defence mechanism to try to control those emotions. Just accept that you will have to be constantly meeting new people every 3-4 years because you are a soul drainer. You can find peace knowing that you don't love any of those fags, you just want to feel in control and loved by them, just go find new ones
>>40923320Being like this, and especially calling people retards, is top tier male-brained by the way. Just thought I'd let you know.Not even your mean comments pass.
>>40923320If you're really remorseful about your actions and want to change then the most important thing is to be honest and accountable with yourself. I would recommend therapy and training yourself to break overly negative thought patterns and negative attention seeking behavior
>>40924000Thats a very negative outlook!>>40924005Yea i know im very moid brained... meow....>>40924069Yea tbqh i agree. But for me therapy just doesnt come into question. I kinda HATE critic.. and i hate listening to dem damn eggheads...
you will become a pretty girl nona
>>40924051Transvestitecore
>>40923329I'm a fully grown adult man
>>40923329I will become something weird and uncanny
I LITERALLY NEED SOMEBODY TO TEACH ME HOW I'M TOO STUPID TO BE A GIRL
>>40924245get a father
okay guys so I recently found out I'm xxy and I did more research on it and it apparently lowers your IQ??? I can't cope finding out I could've been super smart instead of regular smart
>>40924282I bet you look positively adorable, you intersex creature :>
>>40924290wish I got one where I would be afab
I've been trying to figure out if I'm trans or cis for about a year now.Tried looking for signs in my childhood. There were none.Tried introspecting whether I am dysphoric. Feel just fine with my body, mostly apathetic, but not like anything is wrong.Tried a more feminine gender presentation. Felt either nothing or felt horrible.Tried using different pronouns on a alt-account. It just felt like I was lying to people.Tried hrt for a couple of months. Felt alright at first, but it began to feel profoundly wrong when the changes started to show.Every single thing I've tried up until now has only reaffirmed the fact that I am just a cis man.Being cis is obviously the more pragmatic, and thus preferable, outcome, but I simply can't accept it. Every time I am reminded I'm cis, a crippling dread washes over me. I should love being a man, simply because I am one, but I can't help but obsess over what I am not and never will be. A woman.How do I accept once and for all that I am just a cis man, and that I won't ever be a woman, and also that I don't want to be a woman to begin with?
>>40924198Being perceived as a man feels right and also existentially unsettling at the same time. They are seeing me for who I really am, that being someone skinwalking a man. I do not feel like a human, but I do feel like a man, so them seeing me as a man is the closest they come to seeing me for who I am
Same sameAlso I guess you know who I am
>>40924183there are a lot of ways to be a "man", anon. you can be male and act masculine and fulfill the social role of "man", or any combination of those, in so many different ways. my best advice to you is to stop thinking about yourself in terms of categories, whether "cis" or "trans" or "man", and think of yourself instead as an individual ontologically prior to any categories. just follow what makes you feel joyful and self-actualized. you can just be whoever you want to be in this life.
I'm not op, but in a similar situation.I think mine mostly stems from me going bald despite using the meds. If I was trans I could possibly keep my hair using E, so for me that's a huge reason to want to be trans
repping is hell where brainworm never dies once it hatched... even before it feels very very off, something not being right, deeply wrong... no matter what you do it will be wrong thing to do. cursed. no real way out... maybe unless it will work somehow... when thevfuck will be at peace at last? fuck fuck fuck fuckity fuck!feeling loke downing a bottle and crying like little baby but i know better... fucking cursed world to be born on.