Im a 21 y/o cis man neet and I smoke weed with a 26 y/o neet boymoder in the park most days. She's my only friend
>>41328688One time some teen who was about a foot taller than me (im short) who i didnt know punched me in the back in the head in the hallway in hs. He was a foot taller than me and after punching me in the back of the head he said "yess i won a fight i won a fight" i got up jumped on his back bringing us both to the ground and kicked him and other ppl who i also didnt know kicked him with me until a teacher yelled at us to stop. You remind me of that kid.
>>41328391marry her
>>41328688Why are chuddies so cringe lmao
how do i get this
i used to be something of a passoid and i kinda looked exactly like the stereotypical boymoder drawing (so much so i cosplayed it on xitter and it took off) but suddenly all the curls left my hair and now i have a horrible hon faceits crazy how important a good haircut is, i feel pretty powerless and depressed because my hair's no longer puffy and falls disgustingly straight and despite a fatter face i look more like a man than i ever have beforeit doesn't help estrogen made me gain a shit ton of weight too, bumped up from 140 to 165-170 despite exercising the most ive ever had in my lifeis it over for me
>>41331765I don't understand the problemif you want to change your hair, then just change it.Want it curly? get a permwant to make it straight? get a flatiron or a straightening treatment
>>41333841I don't think either are it
>>41333825check passgen, usually you'll get a good idea for passing haircutsand when u have a cut in mind, u can just research how to maintain it and stuffhonestly the main barrier is recovering from a fucked up cut. i messed up my bangs pretty bad, my hair's all over the place and i look HORRIBLE, but i have no option other than wait for it to grow back to a normal boymoder length
>>41333998blood everyone has the same haircut and I already have it. i want something different
>>41333841This honestly seems like a skill issue. Frizzy, sort of wire like curls on left are from bad styling (products use after shower + how you dry it) provided you do have the right cut. Most flattering is prob curly bangs on tranners imo. Provided you get enough forehead coverage. t. curl bang abuser
Throuples are the dream but if i become a third wheel again a will just kill myself.
>>41334194Autocorrect. Should read "all-male". Also yes I am retarded
>>41332835I'll never consider poly relationships because everyone online in one is a weirdo and the ones I knew was people who wore furry tails in secondary school and would get detention for it.
>>41334201I'd love to be in a M/M/F trouple but that shit would get so toxic
>>41333213Polygamy works perfectly fine
>>41332835Someone always becomes the third wheel. If you perfectly divide 1 by 3. You don't get 1/3. Fractions aren't real. That's just 1÷3 represented differently. If you divide 1 by 3 you get 0.333... There will always be a remainder.
this is the single most rapehon energy movie i have ever fucking seen holy shit.
>>41333694I might of worded my last post wrong, I think many of the woman could pass if they voice trained, however I think having a film be mostly filmed with trannies, depicting them being obnoxious drug-addicted sex pests, as well as basically none of them truly passing except for one who's revealed to be a cis woman at the end, is depressing.
>>41334469Yeah the second part especially was not supposed to be a feel good movie. The series in general sounds like it will continue going in that direction. I like that it's depicting the shitty aspects of being trans. I've gotten my hopes up and down and back up again often enough about transition that it feels nice to see. Maybe if you've had an easy, flawless transition they just won't resonate though
>>41334489I mean I didn't really watch it expecting it to be a feel good movie, and most of my issues with it I outlined in my first big paragraph are mainly just problems with how it was directed/drawn out, but I think there's something (unintentionally?) depressing about how trannies are being depicted to someone who's less involved in that side of the community. I like seeing a lot of the trans stereotypes in the second part, and I liked Adeline as a character, but the whole thing just left me with a feeling of misery that felt completely disconnected from the content, I'm having trouble explaining it.
>>41334489It won't resonate with me as an ugly manmoder because I'm not a sex-pest and I don't do drugs. The entire lifestyle doesn't resonate.
>>41334562It's not about literally relating to orgies and massive drug use
>agamp / agp now dominant sexuality>used to date women and had no problem attracting them>now: I just want to be a sultry tranny with a fit chaser top to fuck me all day>always had cross gender interests since even before puberty>no porn>fap to agamp fantasies because cooming is the only thing that can keep them at bay>bottomed for a man I know when I was cross dressed (make up and all trying to pass)>busted while he was still fucking me>no PNC >want to do it again but to have real breasts and hips he can holdHow do I fix this? Can I be a hetero guy after this? I see this board sometimes say AGP is common hetero male fantasy but I don’t believe it. 90% of the times I’ve mastubrated in my life have been to AGP stuff.
>>41333535just become a chaser and live vicariously through trannies works for me
>>41333535just become a tranny and have the best sex of your life. even your day to day life will be better too because you'll feel like you've finally found yourself.
>>41333535Just transition, ID as queer rather than pretending at binary trans women experience, and treat your appearance as a sensory art projectIt's what most of us dot. Agamp moidbrained autist
Onions Carlos tengo 15 y quiero que me secuestren y abusen de mi sexualmente
Half the trannies here are just straight guys with AGP trying to get closer to women via lesbianism (it doesn't work very well so the best they get is another tranny) who are still gynephilic but want to be fucked and/or emasculated.
>have nothing in common with trans women culturally, in terms of hobbies or desires>can't even relate to cis women except the rare really really weird ones>don't really have anything in common with men either Am I even a person? I feel identifying with anything other than "low-value weird male" would be ridiculous.
>>41330878I'm literally just transitioning because I'm a massive anomaly (height, frame, hip to waist ratio, ect) to the point where some people have asked if i'm intersex. Even if i end up aging into a cutehon i can't imagine it being any worse than the alternative.
>>41330967playing piano/guitar, weird /mu/ music taste(Freak Folk, Electroacoustic, Berlin School, Noise Rock, American Primitivism), knowing too much about tea and certain post modern authors.
bump
>>41330878>low value weird male>nothing in common with tranniesackshually
>>41334552MtFs are women, I'm not, I don't like the things trannies like. Smartass.
So, I'm quite a retard, and I actually wrongfully believed I was trans ever since I found out about hrt. Never had any tranny thoughts before that, but from the moment I've learned about it, I was fiending for it.Now that I've been about 5 months on it, I have come to the conclusion that I was extremely wrong about it all. The past couple of weeks have been a nightmare where I've been constantly feeling what I can only describe as reverse dysphoria. I was perpetually feeling like I was decaying, extremely anxious and tired. The only reasonable course of action was to detransition, so that's what I'm doing now.My only issue making this process harder than it should be is the feeling of giving up on something significant. I want to go back to being a guy and enjoy it, but I can't stop being distraught by the fact that I really will never be a woman, nor do I actually desire to be one. I don't want to live the rest of my life with thinking about what could've been.What is the best course of action to get over this, and see it as just a stupid blunder on my end?
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>>41331835if you repress your suicidal urges now you will just kill yourself in 40 years anyway and it will be way more pathetic than killing yourself at a younger age
>>41331853yeah true but think of all the art and blog posts i can make between now and then. i can at least wait until i'm 25 or something to rope and make crazy shit in the meantime
>>41331691>but you either do it and find what you want to be or you lay down and die without trying at allMy life can be summed up as a constant struggle trying to find out what I want to be, and the disappointment that comes with said struggle being fruitless. But I guess I have no other choice but to keep trying. I'm just so tired at this point
>>41329851You will retroon and you will regret having wasted all this time
I make late transitioner at 31 years old. Before estrogen I never wanted a friend or a girlfriend. 3 months after I started estrogen, suddenly for the first fucking time in my life I wanted a girlfriend. The issue here is that I never had to seek a girlfriend or friends and now suddenly I have to. I'm not too interested in friends but I really really like the idea of having a girlfriend and someone to hug in bed. Dating app suck plus the fact that I'm a transsexual will make everything more difficult. I don't pass but I look very good feminized and I would love to be able to doll myself up and go to night clubs with my girlfriend and be all the gay that I want to be. I do not in any way appreciate how estrogen makes you unable to be emotionally independent like men are. This is too fucking unfair.Daydreaming in bed when I'm trying to fall asleep is getting difficult to manage because the pleasure I get from daydreaming isn't enough to cover the hole of loneliness. It's also remarkable how the brain helps you cope with loneliness just by daydreaming. This shit actually works.Now at the age of 33 I have to learn a skill that you are supposed to learn at the age of 13: approaching girls. Wish me good luck because my situation is becoming unsustainable at this point.Thank you for reading my blog post.
>used to make an effort>used to pass>stopped caring>stopped eating >stopped trying>pass less and less>passing less affirms the futility of trying at all >stare at the pavement on streets I used to walk down with my head held high >flinch when anybody walks too near or looks too closely >derive a masochistic pleasure from watching my hopes and dreams fall away from me as i just get worse and worse and worse Is this based
>>41334559>>used to passpassing is a myth
>>41334567people used to call me she, but i was suspicious they were just being nice. I agree with you, which is why i stopped trying.
>Born in 2000>Knew i was trans at 13>grew up in super libbed up family>didnt say anything>Knew that puberty was why i was suicidal, tried to slow it down a little (used to sleep with heating pad right on my crotch at highest temp) >Didnt tell anyone>At 17 started maladaptive daydreaming about being a woman>Didnt tell anyone>At 20 at home cuz of covid, could have trooned out>didnt tell anyone>entire biden presidency>didnt tell anyone>now trump presidency>no point in telling anyone>Mfw i will stay strong
>>41333773doing my part o7
>>41333751based
You are still a little baby, and still in your happy years. It will get worse.t: 36-year-old repper
make a marvel hero with this as his story dude
>>41333751>Asian>Knew I was trans at 2>Mom let me wear her dresses at 2>Stopped wearing dresses at 7 due to unsupportive dad and sometimes my dad would beat my mom for letting me wear her dresses>Never mention about wanting to be a girl again>Continued to rep until 17>Rich family, moved out and start college without having to work>Act like an incel so family doesn't raise any suspicions>Start hrt behind their backI've been doing this for 2 years, could've been a youngshit but I'm just retarded
Would you date Toby Fox?
>>41332371yup
>>41332371as a homestuck fan, yesas an undertale fan, fuck no
>>41332371yeah
>>41332371sure
>>41332371I love toby, but I'm not into him like that
should I watch picrel and the film its a sequel to if I'm particularly sensitive to/traumatised w/ transphobia, sexual abuse and all that jazz?t. mtf who had a full on mental breakdown and panic attack at the end of the twin peaks movie
Stupid bitch thinks he can deactivate after I found his publicly posted nudes lol
>>41334459kys
>>41334459transsexual rizz
so far I don't care for it really.
>>41331045is it based and gaggy or cringe and retardedsounds like an interesting premise>>41331277i am going to kms nvm>>41333488WHAT THE FUCK I THOUGHT SHE WAS COOL
What are your fetishes /lgbt/ and no basic ones
>>41334288I often do, but stuff with a historical or natural basis hits harder
>>41334297Odd ,but I guess I kan see your reasoning
>>41327060have you seen the video to bjork's all is full of love?
>>41323699>mtf 28yocuckqueangunplay (its not fun if its not loaded)cncabduction playsadomasochism obviously the receiving end of these
>>41327060>>41334514https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cbGSy6PKOb0
>Dragon Age Veilguard gets shit on for the cringe and hamfisted lgbt character and themes>Meanwhile a fucking Warhammer 40k game drops the best asexual romance in video games and no one says a wordYrliet is great and more video games need to pander to me with ace characters rather than pander to trannies
>>41328017I've never even fucked an asexual but it's annoying how much attention they seem to want for literally fucking nothing.
>>41329671Ah ok that's why I missed it, I always save Eklendyl >Let's Muaran touch her face What a whore, he nearly got her killed.
>>41326810It's about intensity. Very good things are talked about, and very bad things are talked about. Dragon Age: The Veilguard was very bad, while OP's example was probably just okay.
Mon-keigh male challenge: go ten minutes without thinking about ramming your genitals into the nearest warm, wet hole.
Yrliet is your asexual gf who keeps accidentally cheating on you with her ex-bf
I never feel loved or supported enough and then I cheat... i'm also just hypersexualized and need way too much direct validation to feel good about myself. I want to stop, I don't like hurting people. Having to admit what you did feels like your entire body is going to die.
>>41334192stop dating people. just have one night stands. problem? solved.
>>41334192Go to therapy anon. You recognise its a problem. You recognise it makes you feel bad. You recognised the thought pattern that leads to it. You're like most of the way towards fixing it. Get some serious therapy. For several years. Maybe do DBT cause it's great for bpdemons. If you've got some heavy trauma you can't deal with do EMDR. Generally just do somatic work. And live better. In the meantime while you work on this. Probably stick to being single or to open relationships.
