>>41497834

Don't go up to trans men talking about how they like ST4T & then complain about how trans men who like ST4T are impossible to find.

>>41497844
It is normal to treat this place like a forum for chatting and not like a dating site. I would potentially meet someone from board but I'm not looking for it and thats healthy and normal. irl, it is very hard to find trans men who have their shit together and are into trans girls.

>>41497884

>have their shit together

See that's the difficult part that you should complain about.

>>41497897
?
I can complain about whatever I want thanks

>>41497725
> Why'd you break up?
The full story is long and dark. The short version is: I was dumb, an asshole, naive and young. I deserved it, and it was good for both of us, especially looking in retrospect. It had nothing to do with him being afab and me being amab and anything to do with me being stupid and just standard relationship bullshit.

> Genuinely I don't know how anybody can stomach this.
You're preaching to the choir. When I transitioned back in 2014, boymoding and manmoding wasn't really a thing, I don't understand that meme still - either you're trans or not. (Yeah, y'all can start the hurr transmed choir).

So after starting E (the 2014 meme: 4 mg micronized, 50 mg cypro, qhi) it took me all if two months to go fulltime. As in leave "being male" behind and be a woman, get papers fixed and all that jazz. For me, transitioning young wasn't an option (no diagnosis of F64.2 possible, bica was more expensive than a month's salary, cypro wasn't approved < 18, and I had no information that I could be anything but straight and cis, so I told myself the crushes I had on boys were not real, fooling around with gilrs and being disgusted by the thought of touching a girl as a boy social anxiety and me being unmanly just... I'll grow up once and things.) I thought I could rep, but in retrospect, I got the last window to get things done before legal gender change got hindered then made illegal.

For me, acting as male, I always perceived as being handed a role and pushed to the stage without being handed a script as well. So I looked around and started to improv. Because I had no other way. Because (Until 2018), I had things between my legs which required me to act male, and I had a male name. And a 4 mm buzz cut. (Oh Goddess the fucking pain of growing that out to normal length - now it's around mid-back length. However it is curvy and until its weight pulled it out, it looked like a mop, and needed to be constantly straightened.)

>>41490561
stop chasing a group to be part of and learn to be yourself, take ownership of your own life, take responsibility for your actions
take HRT or don't, do what you want

>>41490074
Give some to me, bitch. I want to turn into a cumslut

>>41497133
Nah, OP is deranged
People who hate trans people will always have excuses, why care about optics then? It's better to be firm and be unapologetically based.

>>41498444
>why care about optics
to keep the persuadable/indifferent middle from hating us

>>41498668
The neutral people that don't care/go on with their lives won't even give a single thought about what some quirky transbians do

Anyway i love space princesses and spicy references to Arthurian legend and affairs between knights and queens. And if you do too I appreciate you as well and wish you good night.

>>41497174
femby yearner?

>>41496907
>>41497298
pleas take estrogen

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>>41497298
I’ve never heard of it. I’ll check it out later, anon. Appreciate it.

I wish we got more male posters

why are you mad about that? did you tell them that you're trans?

>>41497218
Men don't lie to make people feel better so if she looked like a woman they'd have said so

>>41497222
men absolutely lie to make people feel worse though, I would know, I'm a cisman on this fucking board why am i here wtf

>>41494940
>boymoder gets treated like boy
what's the problem

you guys are all being disingenuous clearly the issue is the 'he could NEVER pass' part not the boymoder being called a boy

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>>41496229
What are the chances of IVG or IVG-lite (donor egg cell with chromosomes replaced with chromosomes from my own skin cell) being available in the next 10-15 years? My fiance and I really want to have one or two kids of our own together...

>>41498509
Well the technology and research would be straightforward and the theory is well established. Its really the ethics and the religious hangups since US bioethicists will scream "Gattaca bad" anytime someone tries to make any advances or innovations in the field. Frankly i think China will surpass us in this technology faater. Current predictions say 10-20 years before the US will allow the research or trials to start with humans but thats if everything goes smoothly.

>>41498509
If you prefer not to risk going to a communist country and/or the black market, then Japan is probably your best bet. Regulators are allowing the research to proceed. But it has to be done quietly since it will be controversial even if all the kinks are worked out.
https://www.statnews.com/2025/08/13/japan-human-embryos-stem-cells-controversy-ethics/#

>>41498565
>>41498601

I wonder if stuff like this will finally be the nail in the coffin for religious nuts? Probably not, since they've overstayed their welcome for a while.

>Essential medical care for LGBTQ people takes off and is revolutionised by Asian country

The nature of humanity is that every once in a while, someone reinvents the Suporn clinic

>>41498673
Honestly i expect them to fight this. But they are more focused on abortion and enabling faacist pedophiles, most people who would hate this are too Ignorant about biology to know what bioethicists are whining about.

Bottom line is the preliminary research doesnt need to be conducted in the US or even in English. Once the successful data exists it can be reproduced and refined anywhere else. All that matters is ensuring its done right so the baby is healthy.

>>41498205
I guess I can see how feeling a certain estrangement to one's own reflection or from many identity categories can be considered rational, but that doesn't change the fact that said estrangement is an overbearing burden in my life. I feel like I'm carrying a corpse and navigating social situation as a faceless entity just feels uncanny. I've also tried my best to expose myself to as many varied experiences as a I could, and it would be a lie to say that some of them didn't actually feel worth my time, but all in all it has always felt draining to simply exist, no matter the momentary enjoyment. That doesn't really leave me with many other options but to keep trying without abandon, so I guess I'll just keep trudging forward aimlessly. Thanks for the advice though

>>41497683
How would transitioning fill that void, if the void is my single defining trait? Attempting to fill the void with another personality will just be performative, and I really doubt that anything would ever feel authentic. There never was a "girl", so why would there be one now?

>>41498299
It is a burden and most of it we can't control. Can't change the categories in social situations so I avoid them. I do enough to sustain a career and leave everything else to others. That is the route I prefer. Some people like to be really engaged and sociable but that comes with its own set of problems like being exposed to too much of other's issues and losing touch with yourself that way. No matter what you have to compromise and deal with it. Can life ever truly be an effortless joyful ride, or is that just a marketable image some people learned to buy and sell while pushing off the problems on others? Whenever things get unbearable you have to get selfish and assertive in one way or another and that's where you'd find it.

>>41498183
Same goes for me. Tried transitioning, but deep down I always knew it was just a cope, so I detransed before the effects became too apparent. I guess that means I was never trans to begin with, but it still deeply hurts to know that not even this helped in the slightest. I just wanted to have an identity

"I" love everyone in this thread
Even if my heart is black and hollow
There is no self, it is a recursive construction: "you" only exist to other people as a continent object-construction to facilitate social relations, and that is then recursively applied by ones consciousness apparatus to oneself to allow one to exist in a social environment.
This is not a useful truth. If you feel this way its probably because you are extremely isolated and introspective; a deadly combination.
Theres nothing to say, but be the self that your constituent personalities and mechanisms are most content in and try to have fun

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>>41496938
she used to be so cute. too bad she completely gave up on the masc/tomboy thing later.

Damn, hope yall are as busy as I am. I been out raiding candy for ToTs in a few days. I got tons already, but more is always good. Give it out by the handful to the late kids; as is tradition.

>>41494937
at that point just let it die. cis women don't come to /tttt/

Crazy how guys have been saying
>there are no women on the internet lol
for over 30 years now. You'd think they would have moved on to a different joke by now or something.

>>41498852
there's women on the internet. just not here for the most part.

>>41498132
fuck my shitty snoy life

>>41498158
help i live in nyc and i don't know where to find them

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>>41498648
>cycle your way around..

I dont think thats a phrase thats used.. unless you mean it in a punny way in which case its actually very clever but i doubt ur that clever tbHON

>>41498820
it is because I meant it in both ways so I am quadruaple high iq. tbHON

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>>41498825
ZAMNNNNN she is smart... wtf

>>41496214
>>didn't tuck (known when kissing Ace)

Oh she did tuck -- it's just too big for it to be effective.

>>41497083
massive dong from years of AGP-induced priapisms

Lois Einhorn also has AGP coomer symptoms
>Social isolation
see Ray's bedroom
>emotional distress
very short fuse, gets mad very easily
>uncontrolled sexual urges
apparently made out with the entire force. almost let roger podacter smash because of meta-attraction but he found out. very reckless with her sexual advances. she used him for info but still could have played it much smoother by not putting herself in a situation where she felt the need to kill him.

agps are valid if they look like peak sean young

>>41484189
I like her panties

I liked the way I looked before transition, so the results were more like a cherry on the milkshake.

I pass though, I just look dumb

>>41498097
yeah, no regrets tho i look better than i did before.

>>41498097
Idk. I'm happy with how I look now with transitioning but even girlmoding I've only been gendered female 3, maybe 4, times and that's ignoring all the harassment I receive for just looking visibly trans. I keep telling myself I can improve more but it seems the consensus from people on here and elsewhere online is that I'm a massive tryhard and should just be happy with what I've got. I don't think I'm horrendously unpassing just I miss the mark, I only wish to pass for safety outside and so I can maybe finally be supported by my friends and family all of which are still against my transition after many years.

>>41498097
i mean, the reason i repressed as a kid was because i had contact with tranny porn, those V bodies those round separate tits, those weird big asses, they were so off putting i never wanted that for me
hrt helped me enough tho, what i have is better than those aberrations

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>>41494741
>anythjng with vagina is not a man
Even this bikie looking fuck?

>>41496920
Straight men like vagina

Gay men like penis

Hope this helps

>>41497042
Funny that you choose Buck Angel, who is a transphobe and calls himself a woman

>>41493931
kek
best post on this board in a LONG time

>>41497042
varbies are still women.

>>41488088
This is pretty romantic

>>41488088
This is pretty natural behavior for women. Men are masters and women are servile

>>41488088
I wish I could find a cum deposit box like you.

>>41495640
Honestly, I don't understand why FtMs try to deny that they crave cock and impregnation like every other afab.

Whilst browsing the "clown pussy" thread on /gif/ the other night, I came across a post with a lady in my exact costume for Halloween. Ha! Nice

>>41498592
op here, i'm extremely bottom dysphoric and i wrote this for self-harm and catharisis. dont worry about it

>>41498617
based

>>41498642
i'm into women though

>>41498617
Ok that loops around to being funny then ur excused

I want to do this with an ftm

Do you know how you can tell ftms are men? Because nobody cares about them or pays attention to them or even remembers they exist.

>>41498503
Id by ftm you mean disgusting mutilated hairy woman, then yes.

>>41498503
Truth Nukem

Estrogen induced retardation is terminal. Pooners can be men only if they get on T pre puberty. Witch does not get perscribed to 12 year olds.

>>41498380
The problem to me is they always seem completely unwilling to submit themselves to all the rough and tumble shit.

Like if mtfs all wanted to be buch lesbian tops, it would raise some eyebrows. When pooners happily say they just want to be effeminate gay men, it has exactly the same effect.

Ftms, grow a fucking beard. Go do tough guy shit. Force yourself through adversity. Earn the respect of male firefighters, policemen, military, outdoorsmen, construction workers. Objectively get yourself tough enough that you can hang with these people. Being an actual male is harrowing, your safety, your health, your appearance, keeping your outfit clean is secondary to the task at hand.

Actual men do not respect city faggots as men. So stop striving to be city faggots.

>>41498929
This one is true

what do cuckservative christians call their bull during sex?

>>41498954
usually jamal or tyrone

sup guys
my gf is oral only but she is prone to try anal. whenever we try, though, she says i'm hurting her and i stop immediately (even though my dick is kinda small i can feel like she's extra tight).
she has a dildo but she only uses it for throat reflexes.
i don't know where to go from here. maybe I should buy a vibrating butt plug to see if she can get used to something even smaller first? what do y'all think

>>41499001
finger her retard. start with 1 and work your way up. smash her prostate until she begs for your cock.