I wish I was just a normal gay guy who lived as a gay male. But I can’t because my dysphoria is just too strong. I want a bf who’ll love me. Apart of me is grateful that I have a chance at passing, but at the same time I’ll loose out on being a gay guy, lose my community and loose out on dating gay men. That bond I may have shared with some of them, will be taken away. It’s a weird rant but I’ve been thinking about it
>>41506849be more kind to yourself.you are loved, you're still human, humans make mistakes and that's okay, I'm worried that i'm slowly becoming a neet I don't want that.just keep at it I believe in you and it's never too late just keep striving for what you want.you can still always wear jeans or something if you're dating someone who is embarassed idk you'll make it honey.
>>41506849mtf community increases every day so dw abt it just switch sides
we are allowed one per board
>>41507446we literally have 0 mods/jannies, idk how you havent realized this
>>41507458QA WON
>>41507446i'm improving board morale bitch
>>41507458No shit >>41507468Fucking hang yourself on a door knob
>>41507440thats more of a board with a lot of tranny posters
do any trans women here have experience with starting to date men in their late 20s/early 30s?im getting srs this summer at age 29 and i think i'll finally be ready to start dating after i recover. im a khhv i've only been on a couple dates ever because i have always hated my body too much to pursue it seriously and i'm also a bit of a social recluse.i pass (in a cishon-adjacent way, haven't been misgendered in years mostly thanks to voice + 4 years hrt) and i have a well paying career but i worry that my embarrassing lack of experience at my age will be an issue :(
>>41506130my mom agreed to help take care of me for the first 2-3 weeks (my family is conservative so i was worried but she agreed to help). i have some online friends from college that agreed to help as backup if that falls through. social recluse may have been too strong of wording. i live alone and only leave my apartment to go to work, the store, or the movie theater but i keep in contact with friends online daily
>>41506037stop talking about your poopchute like that
bumping this thread because im also a turbovirgin and this is probably going to be me
>>41506147>i don't want to be a burden while i'm learning stuff i should have worked out years ago.awkwardness is normal, don't let it stop you from trying it; if you find the right guy and explain to him the situation then i'm sure he won't mind, will understand and happily guide you through the whole thing.
>>41505683Yeah. That's because you're a man.
>Stretch marks>Cone tits>Body hair>Massive ribcage>Thick male neck>Massive male skull
>>41507339I think you'd look pretty if you smiled. You're pulling your cheeks down with your frown and it's stretching your eyelids and contributing to your facial issues. Genuinely would be an entire game changer to just not look sad.Can you post a pic smiling? I want to see the difference.
>>41507369i have major depressive disorder i have not smiled in years
>>41507359
Cone tits in my mouth
>>41507383Nooo, they're too sensitive.
how do i start to wearing girl clothes and not feel insane about it
>>41504935fashion bro cismoids wear womens clothes too don't be retarded just wear what you want
when the mirror stops making you want to kill yourself
>>41505084believe it or not modern women still look like this all the time if you actually go outside
>>41504935enbymodedeny everythinglook faggy and roll with it
>>41504935Literally almost no one cares if you wear girl clothes.
Halloween edition>QOTT: What are you doing for Halloween? What costume will you wear?Previous thread: >>41467682
buying a VR helmet was the best decision I've ever made, it feeds my delusions more than anything real ever could, I can actually be an anime girl, I can look in a mirror and see an anime girl, I can dress however I want, it's heaven
>>41507277Sounds comfy. I've considered getting one but I'd need my own place before I get do it while getting fully immersed
>>41507277I tried it but it was meh for medoesn't feel real at all
>>41507253Who cares? You're using them regardless, drop the pretense of consideration because it's just hypocritical
hrt repper gf to enjoy malebrained hobbies in public but then cuddle and crossdress in private
You can see it coming from years away and yet that never meant you could do anything about it. Dying isolated and despised is like a cancer diagnosis where you can only wait for the time the doctor gave you to live to run out and hope you spent your life correctly until then. The suffering you go through will be mocked and celebrated.
Yep pretty much but you can hop on grinder and just let men use your hole if you want and get love that way, that's what I did. Now i have a boyfriend and I am happy. All I needed to do was lower my standards and fetishize taking loads of cum in my ass.
>>41507079I'm a 28yo virgin mtf and it's not horrible. Like I went and saw Chainsaw Man Reze Arc tonight and felt really happy afterwards. Granted I went alone but still felt happy. I wish I could form relationships and stuff like normal people but idk, something is wrong with me (I think its autism no meme)
>>41507079I a >40yo virgin
My parents think 35 year olds are "kids", life drags on for much longer than 40.
imagine looking like a woman, it must be so beautiful...
>>41505438>I would prefer to turn into a futa.Not sure if I would prefer that, might feel too much like a man
>>41505525You're a girl already. You don't need to be a woman to be a girl
>>41505528>You're a girl already. Lol no I wish>You don't need to be a woman to be a girlWhat
>>41505112imagine turning into a gross parody of one
>>41473239the itch that can't be scratched
I will NEVER be loved by anyone! Why live?
>>41507415Just do it already damn
Play with my tongue edition
>>41505700this would be me if boy mode in the future except my parents twist it into “we accept you for being gay” instead of choosing to acknowledge that i’m growing tits xD
>>41504300hell no you are perfect. twinks are chads amongst men and should rule the earth
need a tranny or boymoder to cuddle, make out and watch movies :(
>>41481894oooooo thanks for letting me know what that was called>>41482121buy a butt plug?
>>41504300i can see your ugly ribs, start lifting
penis in female locker room:>predator!>disgusting!>pervert!>I feel raped!vagina in male locker room:>no way bro>ahah nice>looking good, dude>do you need a spot?Why are women so pathetic and fragile-minded?
>>41505663im against sexist sex segregationit would be cheaper to have unisex communal facilities
But like for real. How would men react to seeing a bro with a vag in the changing room?
>>41495508kill yourself enuch
>>41506609mad as hell
>>41490595because of history of discrimination n shits. Doesn't matter how much better men get, at least boomers who saw that shit when it was worse.
hit the 2 year mark today and i have nothing to show for it other than being a man with tits. manmoding doesn't actually bother me that much though. I've become numb to it after repping through high school
>>41498687I literally thought this was a "male body vs female body" image. You have an incredible waist and hips, you look good in this pic. I know how it feels to hate how you look, so I know this might not convince you. But you look good and there is a huge difference. You have a really nice tummy too.
>>41507081>>41507025>>41505849bichud and tranny sexblindnessthey GOOOOOOOOOON to anything
>>41498687it's strange, I think the right doesn't look too bad in the thumbnail, but when I expand it, I suddenly realize how long the arms are. Could be worse as you have a more feminine legs-to-torso ratio than me.
>>41498687One of my favorite genres of posts on this board is troons figuring out that even after trooning they are still (and always will be) fundamentally male. Thanks for the laugh OP, and remember, you will NEVER be a woman.
>>41507084yup, they love jerking it to moid bodies i guess>>41498687i look the same as you with a ribcage that doesnt taper, ive never really been of the impression that ill get to live or be treated as a woman anyhow, still sucks that afabs look and act like 12yo girls next to me
Discuss Indian men. Discuss streetliving in India. Talk about Hooking up with Indian guys, or cute trans girls that love Indian men.>QOTT: Any very romantic stories from dehli?
>>41507210im not looking to edate i tried to edate an indian guy before and it didnt work out and i mean the knowledge well never meet is ropefuelsorry its 5am im so tired idk im in us est
>>41507238>"Did you prep?">"yeah sweetie don't worry I'm nice and clean down there">"get the fuck out bloody bastard you are no good saar bastird"
I meet an Indian online and met up and Iwas SORE after, he actually ran a train on me.t. Boymoder from lesotho
why nobody posting the krishna in thread to guve blessingcome here bitches get blessing from lord far too good for youHARE HARE KRISHNA HARE HARE KRISHNA
>>41506775hello saars
Ive been taking some estrogen pills I got from my friend a few weeks back. I dont care about being seen as a woman but I do want to somewhat reinvent myself and don’t feel too particularly attached to any gender identity. I guess in an ideal world with no bigotry I’d identify as nonbinary but I really don’t care about being seen as male (except by beautiful misandrist trans girls) anyways, my current dosing is half a pill every pound I lose which results in me taking 2 1 mg doses a week. I kinda like the way it makes me feel so I think I’m going to buy some diy oral droplets and take 1 drop daily once I hit my goal weight. Kinda rambled on and dont have any point to make but I feel good about this experiment on my body I’m conducting, my skin feels smoother a few and my weight distribution is giving me better hips, I’m a few weeks in and I feel happier like I’ve finally found a way to be myself. I was already a bit feminine before this so I don’t think I need much to be cute. Anyone else here stick to an androgynous look with a low dosage?
>>41502988I could see myself trooning out but I do wanna explore my options. Masculinity is feeling a bit performative and played out but the thought of being a woman doesn’t sound appealing at all. Sounds like I just hate the human experience but I’m actually really happy and don’t wanna kms either. I wanna do my own thing cuz I’m a stupid idiot faggy idiot
Low dose estrogen, and herbal stuff, doesn’t do shit because testosterone overrides the little experiment. You’re accomplishing absolutely nothing. There’s no such thing as dipping your toes in the water when it comes to fighting against the T factories between your legs.
>>41503012Might be true for a lot of people but I think I might be built different desu.
Holy fuck, that's twilly from adventure quest
>>41502670>all that autism*casts undead mutant @ ur bs*
butt mogger general editionqott: do you exercise regularly? what are your fitness goals?i’ll link to the previous if i can find it in the archives
i usually do! but the point of mmg is that they’re not boymoders, so if i am a boymoder, i should post here
life or death for berry boymoder?https://strawpoll.com/QrgewQobbyp
i wish death for this boymoder (me i spent the whole night crying)
>>41506349wishing happiness for youmoder
oh god i’m sorry i bumped it
