based or cringe?https://streamable.com/omx5hv
Literally just a faggot on E.Is this what young zoomer mtfs are like? Shit is dire. Zillenials are the only good generation lmao
>>41509211I despise this type of person. Sorry.
>>41509283why? We're all accelerated graphics ports. Just admit it and get it over with!
>>41509299lumpy-space social-rapist voice. Ayy jee pee isnt a real thing dorkahhh
what if there was a group of raving boymoders above your apartment raving 24/7?
>>41506972When haggling the Boymoder will adopt the Happy Merchant pose
i bet they are raving because they defeated the girlmoding camp
>>41509082>i bet they are raving because they defeated the girlmoding campSomeone spoke too soon!
>>41509082>>41509111i... it's okay.... girlmoding camp isn't real....
>>41496924Rave on, it's a crazy feelingAnd I know it's got me reelingWhen you say that I love youRave on
In 2015, Rachel Dolezal, a white chapter president of NAACP, was vilified for identifying as Black. Some men choose to identify as women, and some women choose to identify as men. You will be vilified if you deny that they literally are what they identify as.Discuss.
Rachel Dolezal is openly bisexual and has had relationships with men and women, btw.
cozy/cursed evening editionget it off your chest
>>41505649It's better to kill the feelings in my experience. The chance is slim that she'll change her mind
>>41508730i used to do a similar thing, laying in bed awake for hours dreaming aboit having a bf. but now im happy and have a more active social life and even dated a cute boy for a while. i believe in you nona!
>>41508730you sound sweet, wya?
>>41509186I’m in the American Midwest but I’m not really in a place where I deserve a boyfriend yet, let alone a husband. ive been working really hard this past year to fix that though! I’m definitely a better person than I used to be but I’m not good enough yet. I have faith that once I deserve him I will be able to find him
>>41509288Also these bugs are definitely st4t. Where is my cornifer? :(
it's okay to submit
>>41508250this
>>41508225i miss having a boyfriend so fucking much i can not explain how right it made me feel to just submit i legitimately never knew i was like that until i got a bf
>>41508807okay??? have fun in HELL im going to be a pure ethereal princess ^-^
Wrong.You must fight.
>>41509175this is so real. i haven’t had a bf but it’s only after hrt i started really feeling visceral attraction to men and my last crush was on my guy friend who just made me feel so feminine and giggly idk. im so used to having to be the most competent person it’s rly nice when there’s a strong tall man who has your interests at heart and wants u happy
Before I start I want to preface that this is a genuine post and I'm struggling to find guidanceI repped for many years because of thisI feel strongly about being good to others. I think it is important to make others happy at all costs. It is how I was raised, to think of others and disregard myself. I know this doesn't really match with how others see things, but in my point of view, it's a moral imperative to limit harm and bring joy, and morally bankrupt and self-centered to consider one's self and own feelings as a priority. As a result, since a majority of the population hates transgender people, (and when I was very young I thought the same of gay people but I think most people now live and let live with them) thus it is a moral obligation for my self as a transgender person to commit suicide, after repping until my parents die for their sake. I struggled back and forth for years with this. Among other things, it helped keep me in the closet for a very long time. But it always sticks in the back of my mind as an "ultimate truth" and that what I am doing trying to live my life is completely immoral, arguably cruel. It's starting to become a recurring, major thought sequence again after a few years of transitioning and managing to find some little happiness, and now I want to rep and look into exit bags despite things going relatively well, abusive relationship aside. Is there a way to end this guilt, or go through with the obligation? I need freedom from this torture one way or another.
>>41506808Trans people are other people too. We need your help.
normally i would just be a terrible person and tell you to kys but i actually relate to this thread a bit so ill be genuineanon/nette, please be selfish, you are too good a person. its ok not to do this, i know thisll sound hollow but genuinely, you do not deserve this at all. just because people think this way (and doesnt even mean you bring them any harm) should not concern you to this level. go to therapy please, talk to a hotline, do not to through with this. please
>>41506808Hey OP this >>41506913 anon is right. I had those exact same feelings and very similar situation. I ended up transitioning. I’m still numb but atleast I don’t feel a deep empty void of nothingness inside me anymore. Please just transition and be my friend. I’ll be here for you. I know it’s hard. That feeling will go away the more you talk about it and work on your safety and being able to transition. It’s ok to not be ok.
>>41506808Nona, go read this VNhttps://nyaa.si/view/1325411Just trust me on this one. Sit down with it, and read it, entirely. You will see what I mean once you're done.
>>41506913TRUE!!
spooky general for intersex people! Previous bread>>41444350~•PASTE BIN•~>what is INTERGEN?INTERGEN is a general for intersex people to talk to each other about their experiences or just to hang out>what is an intersex person?Intersex people are those born with any of several sex characteristics, including chromosome patterns, gonads, or genitals that do not fit typical binary notions of male or female bodies>am I intersex?We are not doctors, please seek medical advice, but dont be afraid to ask questions here to maybe understand things better >are trans people intersex?Trans people are not inherently intersex, however an intersex person can transition if they wantComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41508111Oh I agree he’s an optical satellite technician not a Dr but it’s just weird imo that he says stuff like that and I can’t get a straight answer from either him or my mom. Like I just have a microphallus (about 1.5”) and it’s not really able to do much of anything aside from pee, testes were inside me, but even now decades later I wish I had some information ya know and not a weird statements from them like that, like they finally acknowledged that clearly there was something off but nothing more. Maybe im just wanting more than I’ll ever get :/
>>41507960Older brothers are great for quotables but I was told exactly the opposite of this.Growing up I was watching some show about intersex kids who rejected their assignments and I was asking questions. The medical bias towards assigning female came up. My brother chimes in: "It's easier to dig a hole than build a pole."And that remains true for consensual surgeries on adults today. Look at where MTF surgeries are vs. FTM.>>41503806I think I've knowingly met exactly one intersex person in person, and that was only through activism. Our paths almost certainly would never have crossed otherwise.I've met two intersex people in person if you count someone who one of my friends outed to me (yeah, I know) decades after I'd met the person.Not really a representative sample.
>>41501496Ooof I remember that struggle.
>>41508491The struggle is real >>41508471True
>>41508334Why are families like this?Like my brother even had my variant of that quote ready when it came up. See >>41508471But where did he hear it? I'd never heard that phrase before or since, until you posted your inverted version today. I don't think people just go around saying stuff like this, do they?Also my mom subsequently repeatedly debating my gender identity with herself in front of me. Like it was some mystery she could never figure out. In retrospect I wonder if I was supposed to answer, like if it was an invitation. But this would've been late 90s through early 2000s and no way I was admitting to something like that. Especially because it didn't really come with an offer to help so what was the point?This screws with my head so bad.Like if they knew and they knew the implications, why not tell me? Why beat around the bush like that? This is honestly the hardest part to accept for me. I get things were different when I was born but come on--I have a right to know.My parents are dead now so I can't confront them about this.My brother has suffered multiple strokes and has only communicated vague memory of me having early life significant health problems. But I was talking about when I was sexually assaulted and my primary care's office freaked out when I said I didn't need a pregnancy test and so I told my brother something like "if I ever get pregnant we need a priest, not a doctor." And you know what he says to me?"With everything going on with your body I wouldn't be surprised if you had a uterus."* screaming externally *Who just drops something like that? (An older brother with zero filter--that's who.)Sorry for the wall of text. I'm having Feelings right now.
trans WOMEN do u have autism and adhd
>>41508015autism and adhd aren't real
>>41509091I'm not reading any of that lmao
>>41508015Yes although I'm not actually a woman, I've just been on HRT for 7 years
>>41508519You can't undiagnose yourself and Aspergers has been folded into Autism in the DSM V. As far as official records are concerned, you're an autist.
>>41508015i have neither
Me? I only date trans women and gay men because they're easier to get along with and more fun to be around than legacy women
>>41509046We get it, you're a jealous gay dude
>>41509146no, its just gross to pretend you aren't a gay man because you crossdress and it makes all gay men look kinda delusional, like we can't accept what we really are and want others to play alongim not jealous, its just cringe
>>41509046can think retarded talking point die already
>>41509046Jealous faggot
>>41509210We get it, you're too bulky to ever pass & it's too late for you. Just femcope like the rest do & get over it
I've been trying to figure out my identity for years by now and every step I take in doing so only uncovers that I completely and utterly lack one.There's no desires, no beliefs, no sociability, no preferences, no sexuality, no gender, no sense of self. All I am is just a collection of happenstances, and the meek attempt at reducing harm towards others.I recognize the person in the mirror, but he's just as much a stranger to me as everybody else is. The world feels stagnant, disjointed, and nothing that ever happens actually feels like it has any substance.There's still hope that I'm just missing something which will make the world make sense, but it all just feels like a deluded pipedream. I hope at least that some people can relate to this, and are able to feel seen and commiserate.
I trooned. The void is still there. It doesn't fix it. It was a worthwhile troubleshoot. The funny thing is I'm so lacking in identity that being years deep into HRT and having an altered body doesn't perturb me. I'm exactly as dissociated but my form is different. I don't think I'd detrans at this point i have almost no preference either way. There are pros to having an estrogen dominant system and pros to a testosterone dominant one. Anyway I wish I had tips about the void but I can't help you there. I tried writing a list of stuff I used to enjoy and upon introspection found every single one of them was a response to some sort of neglect in order to fill a void. So it's all just like the negative space of where some kind of care should have been.
Man it feels good to just be a basic monkey-man and not some mentally ill intellectual.
>>41507910Keep that energy going anon. It's a better way to be
>>41503259>it's impossible to understand conceptsskill issue lol
>>41507737I first encountered trans people quite early, but it was always within the context of transphobic stereotypes. It took me until 20 to actually truly learn about trans people and gender dysphoria, I've felt the exact same way. There was just the empty hope that maybe this will be the missing link to all my discomfort and lack of belonging, which it ultimately wasn't. If anything, experimentation and exploration only ends up making me feel worse, since it always has the same outcome of not ever feeling fulfilling and it slowly erodes my hope that I'll ever stumble onto something which will be different
no one here passesinb4 angle lying
>>41506307I jacked off to this
>>41506307
>>41508524omg
>>41507068ive seen trannies who pass from the back but then as soon as they turn around its like LOL thats a man back passing is actually the easiest temporary pass
I pass
What was the point of trooning out if I can’t even give my dog puppies
>>41508528human dog or dog dog
>>41508528you want to fuck your dog?
>>41509106>>41509105thats how u know OP is a real white woman
>>41508528You couldn't do that even if you were cis
> be me> MtF > started dating a close friend of mine that i've known for a couple of years> he's a closeted femboy> always address him as ma'am whenever i directly address him> subconsciously bothering him to take the puppypill > constantly telling him i can dress him up and maintain him femininely idk where i'm going with this .-.
Apparently in India, a lot of the trans women are basically glorified sex workers as "hijra" but somehow they only serve the domestic community whereas over in Thailand ladyboys are often prostitutes, but serve a wide variety of foreign visitors as well.Why is trans female prostitution so much more internationalized in Thailand than India? Do Indian tranny hookers get international customers, just from countries maybe I wouldn't think about, or is the juice not worth the squeeze?
>>41506677didnt you see that pakistani movie where the fag tries to get the tranny to fuck his ass bt larping as a masc dude but his pregnant wife (10/10 irl btw) finds out and leaves him but he convinces her to come back and she kills herself and the baby and then he is all alone no hijra, no wife, no child, useless. moral of the story is that being a gay bottom and libinf a fake life is bullshit, and he should have just been brave enough to make his own fate and become a hijra himself, it was like chaser->tranny pipeline captured in surprisingly well shot pakistani film.
>>41507172maybe some take hrt?
>>41507180ok
>>41506677much less often on hrt from what I understand, ladyboys are usually working towards full transition (srs) and assimilation as women as best as possible, hjira will live apart from society for all their lives
How do I find a hot and sexy passingish Indian trans woman?
What do you think of people who went to war
>>41508740a lot of them have very chuddy views while some become enlightened about the evils of society and humanity and thus become woke, so it depends
>>41508796necessary sacrifice etc.
>>41508740idk but I'd go to war for you, man
>>41508796>become enlightened about the evils of society and humanityonly after they committed their share of atrocities. Fuck the troops.
