Just had the bleak realization that I’ve known i’m trans (ftm) for 10 years and actively repped. Mostly because of other people. If nobody else cared i would start hrt tomorrow, instead i can’t even speak the word transgender out loud without getting nervous. Anyone got advice other than rope
>>42290296>5'11POON OUT NOWt. 5'10 dood (there should be more of us, for optics)
>>42293349>>42290582How bad have short ftms been for optics my god
>>42293960i don't agree with other anon so much i just want op to live his best life and being 5'11" is a golden ticket
>>42289167hrt rep and butch max
>>42294143Hrt repping isnt a thing for ftms
>start HRT 5~ years ago>be extra mentally ill for 5 years> start visually passing>can't girlmode because of male voice>can't even boymode because i'm too feminineHow tf do I get a passing voice ASAP? I yearn to go stealth and live as a woman, but I self sabotaged myself desu. I already know voice training terminology, so what are some methods/techniques that actually work for you? I have adderall too for artificial motivation :))
>>422939485'7 or 170cm
>>42294092BRUTAL. ROPING. ACK.
>>42293970yeah i'm still mentally ill, but much less so now :)Singing is helpful, but someone said above that it's much harder to achieve. Do you disagree and think its worth the time then?
>>42294012what was your starting voice hz or note if you remember?
>>42294124>Singing is helpful, but someone said above that it's much harder to achieve. Do you disagree and think its worth the time then?The purpose of singing isn't to become a soprano or some known artist.The purpose of singing is to strain your vocal chords more than normal speaking does. It's literally a speedrun which is what you required in the OP.Look up on /voicegen/ too. Don't trust me. Try out yourself.I'm much too far gone. I can't even do a male voice even if I try. But singing helped me at first as well. Of course I sang terribly (I still do), but that wasn't the point.
The confused man looking at the food in the photo. Would you date him ? Why or why not and what part of the LGBT Umbrella do you fall in to ?
>>42293748You must have some opinion, how can you have no opinion ? >>42293800 do people post selfies on 4chan ?
>>42293901more than they post stock photos of guys struggling to choose food yes
>>42293380Its the deadest boardon 4 chan now
>>42294000What are some other dead boards ?
>>42294110/vr/ is pretty slow, but thats a good thing/r9k/ is about the same level as here
How come gay guys like men but regular women hate men?
>>42291824Some do, but there's plenty of logical explanations for why they would do that without hating men. Chiefly, self interest. I don't have to hate you to throw you under the bus for personal gain, hate implies far more investment than most women who do this ever consider. They want to feel safer, and they believe discriminating against men will achieve that goal. The consequences are considered acceptable, if considered at all.
>>42292803all women are willing to demonize men as sexual predators
>>42292858Nah.
>>42286259women pressure each other to behave in a way where they tolerate or enable bastardly men, while gay men just find men they like.
>>42286259the patriarchy you retard
>5'5 and only date transbians above 6 feeti love being a girl's pocket gf
>>42292808I meet ALL those requirements, sup?
>>42292808>>42293363Forgot pic
>>42293363>>42293408hiiii....waoww! where are you from? i bet your hands are very strong...makes me wonder what you'd do with them c:
>>42293570Arizona. I could hold you down with one hand while feeling you up with the other. Disc?
>>42292597>5’5Trannies think this is short and it’s pathetic
I miss her so much...
The blue gentlewoman
She got cancelled for saying transphobic things and then she stopped being bluedespite saying her blue-nes was her trans-ness
>>42293782what did she say?
>>42293844"what do you call a tranny hanging in a tree? branch manager"
>>42291530ya ba di ya ba da
trannies expire by 25 if you didnt start hrt as a teen (including 18-19) you will only start to potentially pass after your youth passes. there is nothing to live for after youth is over.t. started at 21, 28 months later still look hideous and manly
>>42293135everyone feels inferior as they compare themselves to other. It’s one of the largest most common phenomenon introduced by the existence of social media: an environment where everyone seeks to only show their best selves unbeknownst the personal struggles everyone contends quietly in private. The illusion that everyone else is “perfect”. People have an awful habit to compare ourselves with others rather than comparing ourselves with our past, and how far we’ve advanced and come along. I promise you a lot of people feel mentally inferior to your philosophical awareness.
>>42290288What's your HRT method? What's your labs?Pls keep taking your pills/shots. I promise it gets better :)And find yourself someone to step on you as a playful outlet for low self-worth hahat.26
>>42293933>And find yourself someone to step on you as a playful outlet for low self-worth hahaGiving real transbian energy
>>42290490of course you pass, you were hot in the right way before.
>>42290288When I was 17 I tried diy but my parents found out and took it... Now that I'm dorming I've started it again but I'm never going to get back those 6 months and I think of killing myself just to spite them
ive slowly been coming to the realization that it doesn't get better. all i want in life is to be a housewife/homekeeper, i dont even care who its for, but i just want to be the most tradwife i could possibly be. instead i work a 9-5 with no support systems whatsoever, with crippling mental health issues, and disassociative episodes so bad ive gotten in multiple minor car accidents due to them. i go to my job, i come home, then everything else is a blur. i go in the shower, time skips, i get out. i have this fantasy in my head about what life could be, but everything around me is collapsing, no husband to love me, i feel like a shell of a person now. brain empty, nothing happening. no revolution will save me of my life, no hard work will get me out of this hole, and no prince charming will sweep me off my feet and take me to a better life. i see so many people living my fantasy online, but it feels like it is just impossible for me. i douse my mind with any chemicals i can find for any chance that i can finally escape it, or at least damage it enough to stop functioning. i am 19 years old and i already feel like its over, im cooked.
>>42292683>19 years oldtake a step back and breathe. you are just beginning and stepping foot into the world. i relate with a lot of what you said, and i have the same desire of finding a husband and becoming housewife as you do. except im 27 and it hasn't happened for me yet. not even a boyfriend for longer than a couple months. im only just now seeing a glimmer of hope that my dream might happen for me.you have to stay strong. its a marathon not a sprint. that man might not come and sweep you off your feet for a couple years. maybe half a decade. count your blessings. work on yourself and what's meant for you will come. substances won't help, trust me. try not to compare yourself to what you see online, it's not real. a genuine connection like the one you're searching for doesn't need to be shared on social media, its meant to be lived.
>>42292683>am 19 years oldBruh say this when you're 29You life has only just started
>>42292683how long have you been on e?>>42293615>"oh you dont have it as bad yet"you do know that this is the stupidest thing to say to a suicidal person?
>>42292683if you are cute then i can adopt you
>>42292683If you're 5/10, I'll adopt you sis.
What does the /lgbt/ board think of him?
>bruh everything is a spookSo? Doesn't mean they don't matter to us.
>>42293137https://voca.ro/14yptrXNzb0X
>>42293169That's perfectly in line with Stirner's philosophy. You might intellectually recognize that religion is a spook but still egoistically value the community and aesthetics of it. The point is to be introspective and honest about what you value instead of submitting your ego to society, religion, morality, the state, etc. I suggest reading Bernard Williams who's a natural compliment to Stirner.
>>42292822Not really worth listening to. Nietzsche is far more interesting and relevant
>>42292822He is a cornerstone of my philosophy and everyone who can afford to read a clunky translation of German should read the spook book. Everyone who talks about Stirner though outside of a proper philosophical discussion is a gigantic politicslarp faggot
Ever since I got my orchiectomy, my boyfriend has been bullying me. He keeps spreading my thighs and resting his big huge cock and hairy balls on my soft pale sack where mine used to be and just rubbing it over my much smaller lip pp. then he just smirks at me and keeps telling me that I can "never go back," and that my bloodline is ended. He keeps bringing up the fact that i used to be a boy and tried and failed to get with girls and then "gave up" and accepted domination by a superior male because i was only 5'5 and 120 lbs. He's so stupid, that's not what happened at all! It's so frustrating because now any time I shave my legs, paint my nails, or bottom for him, i can't get this humiliation out of my head that I've shamed my ancestors by being castrated and feminized. It's especially bad when we do anal because it now feels so humiliating how the hole i poop from is being stretched out and used by him like a sex toy to get off, meanwhile I have to relax myself and arch my back and just focus everything on letting it happen and even then it makes me ache sometimes when he goes in deep and does it kind of rough.How do i make my boyfriend stop doing this and show some respect? I like him in every respect other than this humiliating degrading meme he's pushing that I'm a wimpy, castrated, failed male who "lost" against his superior cock.
>>42289739Idk : >
ngl, i put the vibrator on my clitty reading this.7/10. decent hornypost.
If any of this were real then you wouldn't be posting it here.
>>42290824Honestly why do you think that lol it's so unbelievable how deep the self hate is here it's not that unusual to have a boyfriend who does this stuff. I assure you as God is my witness it's real, that other hon declined my offer to face off but i have in the past. People claiming my completely run of the mill tranny life is a larp, or that i have to be unattractive or my life has to suck because I post here are honestly so aggravating. How fucked does your perspective on life have to be to think that THIS is unattainable
>>42293659i believe you nona i know the feeling. main difference is i was a lateshit so dont pass.
Reminder: This gen is for cis females with gender dysphoria. This is not a trans man gen. All posts that are considered off-topic should be directed to other generals, threads or boards.Keep the discussion exclusively about female repressing or fuck off.Prev: >>42183663
>>42284379it doesn't deserve a name
>>42282161Bunp
>>42282161I'm a boymoder and I like coming to this thread because I enjoy imagining a femrepper releasing all her pent up angst and hitting me and raping me.
>>42285703I've read both of those, I've also read Tokyo Ghoul re, Villain, OHSHC, Hana Kimi, Ghost Tower, Nisekoi, Fruits Basket, Prince Freya, How I Attended an All-Guy's Mixer, and others I can't think of rn. I don't mind if the "gender bender" character isn't the main focus I'm just in the mood to see more characters like that
>>42290753I think Jarb is kinda ita desu :3
> only want to have sex with men> only find women attractivei was so close why do i still have to be a fucking semirapebian. can somebody tell me how to find men attractive instead
>>42293780i thought i was this way until i started progesterone and men suddenly became much more attractive
So called "transgender people" when I pull out my 12 inch uncut dick and fuck them in the ass crazy style
>>4229100012 inches is not 3 metres, it's 0.3 metres0.3048 to be exact
>>42290478Only 12? Pfft
>>42290478crazy frog style
>>42290478Why is transgender people in scare quotes lol
>>42293915Because they're transcendentalling to a new realm
You have to spend 100 hours with 100 random anons from a board of your choice, 1 hour with each, in an empty room (they can bring stuff inside if they want).What board would you pick? /v/ and hope they bring their gamecube and that you don't catch any gamergaters? /r9k/ and hope they're all spineless incels? /fit/ and let them lift for 1 hour while you watch? The entire time you're praying not to get some weirdo
>>4229278450/50 you will be raped before being shot or just shot without the rape
/lgbt/, I don’t know the other boards well enough so I don’t want to take a gamble on them.
>>42289919/u/ obviously. I can flirt with the cis lesbians while the men would hate themselves for trying to get in between two women
/fit/
>>42291362>would rape you if left alone with you for an hourfirst time you experience classic projection 101?
i'm a white transbian girl who is racist and spends all my time browsing /pol/ tier content but struggles to be attracted to anyone whos not a black woman, wht do i do
>>42293450cold turkey all racist contentsnuff all racist thoughts as they come to youfind content like picrel on tumblr or somethingYou’ve got a chimp brain so all it’ll take to deprogram you is to look at different ideological slop. Afterwards you can become a respectable adult who doesn’t base their world view on what they see on social media. At this point you should be able to be around black people without being hopelessly cringe. The rest is straight game.No worries anon, if you put in the work you’ll be able to play out those weird plantation fantasies.
>>42293450stop spending all day looking at racist propaganda, probably
>>42293450Transition to rdrama.net and keep the slur and profanity filters on so you don't poison your vocabulary to the point that you can't get a black gf
>>42293450how tall are you
>>42293450find some other minority to get a hate boner about cause none of the people youre attracted to are gonna want to fuck you
