old thread died>ASL (biological sex, or gender)>letter(s)>primary interest>other interests>looking for>not looking for>discord/contactqott: have you met any nice people from here?
>>43131552can't add you :(
>>43078395>qott: have you met any nice people from here?yes in fact but none near WARSAW POLAND EUROPE which is why im looking for people who live close enough to realistically meet up regularly!! no relationship bullshit just to shoot the shit with if we like each other20+ please, im in my 30s but reportedly pass as 20 still and ngl ion think you'll have to deal with me looking old like everenby audhd autosexual this is an agp safe zone agp shamers will be shot on sight @quadruplebakai can also add on like fluxer matrix and whatever if we talk for a bit
even if im in france im still a fucking lonely loser
qott: someone here added me when i posted my discord on a doompost and was actually rly kind to me it helped ease that nights meltdown >asl23 F phoenix AZ >letter(s) mtf t4t aro >primary interest horror media, flipping balisongs, roguelites, altfashion + altmakeup, anime or manga, shiny hunting pokemon>other interests plushie or card collecting, being an anarchist, being an enemy of the state, Glaceon, and really about anything else if youd be happy to show me>looking for mostly just friends via discord, someone near me would be sick but im more or less a shut in currently due to health bs, only been out of the hospital for a few weeks so can't do anything more walking intensive >not looking for sex, romance (aro, don't even try it) or anyone who can't be patient with a heavily bpd ridden tranny. i can be unstable but such is being a bpdemon >discordr4vecrawler Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>43133581>You must be: patient, understanding, accept my instability, not be flirty or sexual, accept i am a shut in but also larp as an anarchist and against the state >In return i offer:Talking about pokemon and animeHmm
Would people get mad at me if I did everything I could to pass but insisted I was male unless someone genuinely thought I was a woman? I want to earn my womanhood and if I never earn it then so be it. I just want to be free from this male body and aging bullshit I don't want to cause a stir.
>>43133577>i haven't interacted with this thing so it must not be real, 900 downboats for you siruniroically i dont get why ppl are like this, same with 'common sense/knowledge' being used for people expecting others to grow up the same way they did and know everything they do, even when they know its specialized knowledge (like "laymans terms"). reddit does it more but i see this dumb stuff everywhere
>>43133824It's because everyone's terminally online to some extent but still want to dunk on someone from a different niche from them to feel normal. It's why autistics hate other autistics that are more retarded than them.>>43133658I was personally thinking of mostly boymoding but being as feminine and "passing" as I could conceivably be on special occasions yet still claiming I'm male. Especially because I'm terrified of voice training and ruining the whole boymoding technique I'll need for every Thanksgiving and Christmas so I can stay in the closet for as long as possible.
>>43133853>Especially because I'm terrified of voice training and ruining the whole boymoding technique I'll need for every Thanksgiving and Christmas so I can stay in the closet for as long as possible.I came out the closet when I moved out of my parents' home. I just figured they can't kick me out anymore. Worst they could do is disown me, but not make me miserable short-term. You should train your voice. It takes an eternity to really get it down but my vocal range is insane now. I can sound like a dude if I wanna still, I just don't wanna.Funny thing, I always loved singing, but when I recorded myself & listened back to it, I always sounded so dogshit. Now I actually sound okay. In hindsight, duh, I've more or less mastered my own voice box. So you could pretend you're just into singing. Most of female/male speech differences just boil down to intonation & "breathiness" (and maybe shoving your adam's apple out the way). I realized this when I realized one of the cis female YouTubers I watch actually has a naturally deeper voice than I did pre-training.
>>43133577too many ppl like you cant be mad
>>43133984Call me privileged and cruel but I'd rather be disowned by my family than supported by them. Being supported by them means I'm still in debt to them for everything they've done for me which means visiting them and keeping in contact with them. In a family where all my siblings and cousins are men I really don't wanna be the odd one out that they have to walk on eggshells for or have them be way too excited about my new minority status because they're massive libtards. I would rather boymode around them permanently and I just know I'll slip up if I voice train. I just feel bad because I wanna be as much of a woman as I possibly can be for my future girlfriend/wife.
Hormone Level Information: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htmBeauty Diagrams: http://imgur.com/r/BeautyDiagrams/newChaser Map: https://www.zeemaps.com/map?group=676816Informed Consent Providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdfMakeup Tutorial: http://imgur.com/a/JO33K/MTF Info Dump: http://pastebin.com/36HC6ZmTSize charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pants http://www.nationalworkwear.com/size_conversion_chart.phpTransition timelines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxvVoice Training: http://pastebin.com/dgipdsgeHoly Mantis: http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m25606MEXb1qa135ko1_250.gifIRC Channel: irc.rizon.net #mtfgdiscord hugbox: https://discord.gg/P3g5svrfunofficial discord 0 tolerance for racism/antisemitism: https://discord.gg/4qyBFdq96pComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
I low-key kinda hate the syringe/needles I bought this time around. The syringe isn't as precise as I'd like it to be.. I'll definitely be choosing a different brand next time.
Holy fuck this Tiffany person is insufferable
>>43133579nomi?
>>43133917I try my best>>43133965What’s that mean?
im living in my hsts frens room i sleep on the floor at the foot of her bed
Hi chat! its 2 am and im hungry... so im cooking up some soup dumplings! Who wants to make lil snack foods too! if you've never had them, soup dumplings r chinese dumplings, filled with soup! very yummy. right now im waiting for the water to steam.>qott: what did you have for dinner
>>43133885I can smell them cooking,,, im so hungy,,, I didnt really eat anything today also that probably doesn't help.
>>43133920soup dumplings!!!!
>>43133983ooooooo i want some so bad T_Tsoup dumplings are so good but i like never get to have them lollll
>>43133983they're really yummy. I made some dipping sauce w 1/4 part mirin and 3/4 onions sauce, and a dash of ginger powder.
>>43134017anon if you were here id feed you some
Why do you think some ftms / theyfabs desist and then become hard right terf types? The reason I ask is that I know a woman who did this. She had all the traits you expect in a ftm (didn't feel comfortable being a woman, said she felt like a man, had that slightly twinkish face that some of them do, etc.). The only thing unusual was that she's short and busty & a lot of ftms that I've met have been tall. Anyways, she developed a crush on a cis guy and he paid for her to go to past life regression therapy and now she's like, "I was a guy in my past life but I'm a woman now for a reason." Won't stop talking about AGPs, autosexuality, etc.
>>43132083>>43132127>>43132156According to the comprehensive Utah Review, it is far more common that people regret not transitioning earlier: https://web.archive.org/web/20250525001504/https://le.utah.gov/AgencyRP/downloadFile.jsp?submissionId=287Detransition is correlated with Christian religious identity, implying it is caused by social shaming and pressures rather than genuine regret: https://www.jahonline.org/article/S1054-139X(24)00340-9/fulltext
>>43132233"Detransition" isn't a thing. There is no such thing as "removing the trans", that is a pseudoscientific hoax.A more accurate phrasing is that they are undergoing a Christian phase. They later become "ex-ex-trans" because it is a fake Christian phase they get groomed into.
>>43132720>"Detransition" isn't a thing. There is no such thing as "removing the trans", that is a pseudoscientific hoax.you don't have to tell me, lol. my family tried doing secular conversion therapy on me and it aint do shit. I just mean the process by which people are shoved back into the closet, either ego-syntonically or -dystonically it's easier to be led in that direction when there is a stick AND a carrot.
While it's true women get easily caught up in fads, I'm pretty sure this wouldn't happen without feminist brainwashing in the first place making them hate themselves. I haven't seen evidence of it in other places, anyway, regardless of how common trans people are. I could be mistaken though.>>43132646kek
>>43132083because foids can't stand being weird, they have to belong to some group, when some of them find out stuff abt politics or whatevs, they just depoon, unlike trannies (men) who can be chuddy even tho they're agps
All transgender "women" are males who have a crossdressing fetish.All transgender "men" are females who want to be a femboy in a gay relationship.
hi chuddy! here is a relevant hazbin hotel image for your post.
>>43133023research the term "how to commit suicide"
I choose not to poon out because I realize it's all due to my yaoi fantasies
>>43133757ew a woman
>>43132387Are they? Or are you just trying to cope and seethe?
>detroon>7 months off>1000 test>only change is hairy legs, armpits, oily skin, boners>get mistaken for a woman regularly when wearing a hoodie and jeansUh so when am I supposed to turn back into Ivan the Terrible?
>>43133508
>>43133548LMFAO
>>43133512we do, now get the fuck out of here with ur retarded psyops
>>43133488why would you willingly make yourself more gross?
>>43133488I’ve been on testosterone for 6 years and still look like a little girl NeverIt doesn’t do anything after puberty
women date violent guys then blame incels for getting domestic violenced even though incels are literally NOT the ones beating them up
>>43130013trvonvcle fvnt
>>43127682I know. I'm gay and tired of women>>43127683stop being edgy, retard.>>43128066yes?>>43128827see the reply above the previous one>>43128975true>>43128981holy shit retard fuck off out of my thread>>43129378no I wouldn't say that
>>43131865>I'm gay and tired of womenmarry me
bump
>>43129378this is true in my experience
I deserve to be physically tortured to death for choosing to become a cowardly miserable repchad instead of trooning out when I was 16 and not yet a hideous hulking monstrositymy soul is rotting away
men can't become women
>>43133969hellworld moment
I really identified as AGP this whole time because I thought that was the lesbian one, but actually it seems like Himedanshi are more like some sort of lesbian HSTS or whatRay could never have predicted this shithttps://sexology.report/tests/autogynephilia
>>43133744sure but the questions are "do you have fantasies of having sex with a man while being a woman" and duh i do it's the only way i have sex. i'm certain cis women have the same kinds of fantasies
I'm a woman, and therefore I cannot be an autogynephile
>>43133759There are more questions than that. Obviously there can be some overlap.
>>43133895>You are a woman and masturbatelike is this a fantasy or what? i like to masturbate but i don't really imagine doing it the way i would imagine having sex with a guy i like>You are wearing women's clothesi do this daily this isn't a fucking fantasyor is it agp when i plan out my outfits>You are transformedthis happened for real i have boobs and a pussy now>you look at your feminized bodyi do this matter of factly every morningi either say i don't do any of this because i'm weirded out by the notion that it's a sexual fantasy or i admit i do all of this daily and it judges me to have agpit doesn't work at all, and the distinction between not-agp and agp will have more to do how willing i was to play their game with than my actual behavior
>>43133879All women are autogynephiles
What would it be like to live in a highly feminized society?
>>43130296>>43130366>>43132813>>43132828All systemic issues are related to unchecked ego.Women may have it less than men because of socialization and harsher life experiences, but don't be fooled.I believe those who think women or femininity should rule the world have no idea how complex those energies and behaviors are, and how it can be just as toxic as masculine energy when given power.We must create a neutral and balanced equilibrium of the feminine and masculine, free to express yourself as we are whole and perfect.
>>43130296sexy female dictators
>>43130296good if hot woman with boots beating me upotherwise normal I guess
FEMINIZE POONERSTHEY ARE TRYINGTO CANCEL OUTWHAT YOU ARE DOINGFEMINIZE ALL POONERS
>>43133940they want it
what type of man does /lgbt/ prefer?
>>43133503its not gonna happen for a few decades. also i wont get the stuff you say. also i dont want a trans woman to fetishize me, only to accept me>start taking e at some point orthats a transbian. i want a straight trans gf
>>43128538can i get a chubby boy without boobs please
>>43133517>also i dont want a trans woman to fetishize me, only to accept meIf you are okay with aging out and your partner is too, there's no problem, just something to keep in mind.>its not gonna happen for a few decades.So what, you're 18? One decade would put you at 28. That's two years away from 30, when you'll be at your most moided. >thats a transbian. i want a straight trans gfYou can take e purely for cosmetic benefits. You don't need to change your pronouns, id, name, wardrobe, anything. You can just have smooth skin and less body hair and a more androgynous fat distribution. You might grow small tits but that can be hidden with a sports bra unless you're very unlucky. I only say this because I was once like you and only when I was staring down twink death did I bite the bullet. I would never forgive myself if I didn't.
>>43128538B, E, K, Heither with pussy or cock.
>>43128538B, G J, I, L and maybe A, particularly G though>boymoder
trans women are men who are pathologically unable to rebel against the female supremacist programming that pervades every aspect of every society due to their autism
>>43133213well yeah, they're retards
lol
>>43133451what's so funny?
>>43130682>but I never heard a woman talk about how badly she wants to rape someone.You've clearly not been looking hard enough then tbdesu.Foids and moids are both fucked up, just in different ways with different tendencies
>>43133829what is meant by "ghettos in animal crossing"?
Ever since I transitioned and my GF started plumping up I've been having more and more sexual thoughts about eating and getting fat and I've starting reading BBW comics and I keep considering doing it, but I've always been thin and am afraid>thinmoder girlmoder
>>43130871i settle for chubby
eating is malebrained desu
if u eat, u poop. pooping is gross. this simple mentality trick has lost me dozens of kilograms
The only thing I truly like is bondage. Of course, I've always felt attraction to girls but really, the only libido I ever feel is seeing them trussed up, begging for life and through me dominating them. Intercourse disgusted me. I just liked to see them squirm, moan and whimper in bondage as I jack off in the corner. Ever since I was a child I always was naturally gravitated towards seeing women in bondage. After BoundHub got IP blocked in the USA since like October, I started downloading and playing bondage games where you play as a woman getting tied up - overall, these factors are why I refused to ask out and speak to women ... because none of them could fit my desires ... no woman attracted me.THEN, right when this was happening - bondage games -, I started heavily questioning my own gender. Specifically, remembering memories of desiring to the be the other gender. Suddenly, I felt top and bottom dysphoria where something felt off about my body. And I started remembering past memories wishing in my early twenties that I wanted boobs (24 now). I started imagining myself with softer skin and boobs and a fully functioning vagina. I didn't feel aroused, just simply euphoric. But more specifically, that I'd become the object of desire - the bound woman. Now, from November to April I have considered myself transgender. I felt a desire to socially transition as in be called a girl or a woman ... and I feel a particular feeling of trans joy when I think about that. I've considered taking estrogen, FFS, everything and being called a transgender woman felt like something that finally fit me ... However ... after much consideration, I think the desire to troon may just be a culmination of the loneliness I feel in being a bondage weirdo. Women find me too chauvinistic as a man who wants to BDSM top them. So, if I can't find the perfect woman, I become the woman. Is this a repper delusion or am I onto something here?
>>43132454fatty cope.
>>43132496I can't even... you're, like, 16 or really stupid and old, right? I can buy a semaglutide pen right now for 30 bucks if I want to get thinner. I don't need to; I actually want to get more fat in the right places, but you know it's a solved problem, right? Me, my generation will not get fat and diabetic after 30 if we don't specifically want that for some reason.
>>43132579ok?
>>43132112I don’t have autism but takes me time to feel comfortable to come out of my shell with people.
Interesting thread
