I FUCKING hate looking like a moid with a fat ass and shitty moobs bit no but it makes me look completely gimped as a manmoder it's fucking infuriating and so soul crushing. Like everyone I talk to KNOWS my body is fucked but can't pin it but they still despise it.At this point I almost wish I was a fatass so that way if I had a gut people would just think I'm a fat man BUT NO and my face is so obviously moidly I barely malefail. HRT really is a fucking psyop, 15 months and this is all I get...Anyone in a similar situation wanna rope together? We could die and be happy as 3rd gender untranny valley freaks
>>42334698it cant be that bad. show us nona
NO! My boyfriend carried me on fortnite tonight so were basically married hence no ass todai
>>42334938Boyfriend here. Please kindly piss off
>>42334698doesn't sound THAT bad how are your thighs?
>>42334698I didn't read all that but why did you post a picture that's literally me
https://youtu.be/bbLukULBTbU?si=4uocVZeDGQai2T27So is this the new transmasc national anthem?
Who knows. It could be
where is it edition>qott: why did no-one else make a thread for so long am i the only one who is desperate
>>42338327id never heard of him before but i listened to the song you linked. was actually really beautiful, thank you
>>42338317huh. i wonder if i know u irl
>>42324949I’m a fat chud fit for the ugly bastard tag and I DESERVE a cute pathetic trans gf I can take care of and comfort and tenderly love and have her drain my balls every single day as my stay-at-home free use pet wife.
>>42338388this is embarrassing sorry you had to see what i get up to at night. tonight was particularly bad fwiw
ive been crying all week wishing for a t4t relationship where we get so needy and desperate for each other to the point where it gets unhealthy. need to get lost in her lips while we gently run our hands across each others body, getting more feral and needy as we continue. its all i want. its all i think about.
I'm not killing myself just to prove a point.I'm depressed since I was born basically, trans,, and autistic, working a wagecuck job, with love, but I still have aa few friends.I really want to kms, my friends always say : "no dont kill yourself, you'll find someone some day, things will get better." but I know it wont, and killing myself feels like wasting an oportunity to tell them when I'm, really old:SEE? I was right, noone loves me and my life still sucks, nothing changed.
>>42338412>I'm not killing myself just to prove a point.this got me through most of my lifejust existing out of spite
Found out that someone I had kissed at a party had an open cold sore and simple type 1 herpes they knew about but didn't tell me. And now I have a cold sore.Am I ruined now? Like beyond the struggles with being trans in and of itself, because of this am i just unable to get a boyfriend?
>>42337004damn that does suck actually. do the immunosuppressants lead to outbreaks?
>>42337065Yeah, in my case at least. my first active flare was when I started lupus medication and they kept coming back every three weeks or so. I haven't had a single one since I started valacyclovir, though, and that was years ago. I'm not that upset about it though. It's the easiest medication i've ever taken side-effect wise. though it is a giant horse pill.
>>42336161When I get tested I specifically ask them to test for it and it sometimes comes up positive other times nothing. Never had a cold sore ever.They share the positive result data to track trends
>>42335978I had cold sores on my lips all the time growing up. Since I moved out of my father’s house 4½ months ago and went no-contact with him, I eventually stopped having them. Haven’t had any new ones in two months.Conclusion (sample size = 1, though, so grain of salt): reducing the psychological stress in your life may decrease or even eliminate your incidence of cold sores, even if you are a carrier.
>>42338359true. or your dad was doing something to you
My dad is in jail for rape but he never raped meDoes that mean I'm uggo
yes
He became aware of another
>>42332362"daddy didnt love me" rape edition
>>42332362
>>42335804:(>>42336376What does this mean>>42336592Well he did beat me up and spit on me but I think he loves me despite it all. My mum who is abusive too I don't think she does however.>>42337067He's not aussie
agp: sheephsts: wolves
>>42338131no, hsts are rapey bottoms who think straight men want to fuck disguised gay men
>>42338091They don't just target men
>>42338192what?
>>42338154No, those are jeeps larping as hsts. The difference is unmistakeable once you recognize it.
>>42338387no, that's the M.O. of an HSTS
state in a loud and empathetic tone, just the following: "Jumanji!"
>>42338010I can't tone my posts very well, I wasn't trying to ask in a hostile way. It made me really curious because the thread felt mysterious
>>42338073the tone struck me as haughty and suspicious
>>42338099I will work on the way I phrase things
>>42338118please do
>>42338389fuck you
>talking to cis people>talk in my female voice easily>talking to another trans women>accidentally revert to sounding like a faggy autistic teenage boywhy does this happen to me
>>42337715This sounds very similar to how I mask as an autist
>>42337940i was diagnosed with aspergers as a kid but i never really believed that i have it, and i'm not sure that autism/aspergers is even really a "thing"
>>42337953psychology as a whole is a spook, a malignant construct built to categorize different types of dissident individuals in order to lobotomize them with chemicals.the autism "spectrum" was made to encompass all those who don't have an interest in the carefully assembled set of interests an mannerisms designated for the proles. If you look at the average billionaire they're all super autistic and strange. they are free unlike the average slave
>>42337953You're retarded
>>42337715when im by myself sometimes i will see a post going>you're very xand i'll say>for youin my best bane impression, i like doing impressions that don't sound like me, but i never speak normally, if i have to interact with people i end up just feeling very depressed and angry afterwards since i hate the way i sound, do you feel similar anon?>>42337953they've redefined autism like 3 times now, now it's 4 different categories that are all basically different disorders
Please do not remove your penis! I will cherish it the rest of our lives! *slurping noises intensify*
What’s the point of dating a trans woman without a penis? I might as well date cis women instead.
>>42335920Death to all SRSoids! How dare someone exist in contradiction to my desires! If you do not look like the intact passoids I masturbate to, you deserve to be violently killed. I am very normal by the way!
>>42338127her lovely personality
>>42338127none
Reminder: This gen is for cis females with gender dysphoria. This is not a trans man gen. All posts that are considered off-topic should be directed to other generals, threads or boards.Keep the discussion exclusively about female repressing or fuck off.Prev: >>42183663
>>42282161Just be tomboys and present in a more masculine way. There is plenty of guys (and girls) who are in that sort of thing.
{Aggressive} "Take your damn clothes off!"
>>42335126but what if im not a tomboy and im actually very feminine
>>42334721No, I'm saying that the thread was dead because people don't like being bullied when they already feel bad. Why would I be referring to you.
>>42338256oh because i like being bullied when i already feel bad
time to sleep. exchanging one nightmare (life) for another.
>>42337596Well, it's when I first learned about the guy.It made me feel what the victims of mass shootings probably felt, a sense of helplessness and dread
i’m too depressed to even sleep i wish a woman loved me and would tell me everything’s going to be okay.
sponge bob big guy pants ok
>>42337541fuck i had that too, it really sucks, i'm so sorry you have to go through thiswasn't a few hours for me, spent like almost a month "living" like thati remember completely overdosing myself on coffee and strong green tee for like two days because i was afraid of going back to that stateafterwards of course my sleepless body would inevitably collapse and i'd spend another 15 hours living through the same fucking nightmare and dying over and over and over againall of that while half awake and consciousi remember loosing track of how how many times the same shit repeated around 15 or so, and then thinking i'm dead and this is actually what hell looks likeall of that to wake up feeling worse than i did before, basically not having slept at allthe only thing that eventually helped was mirtazapine (an antidepressant that makes you sleep for half a day). had to spend months just sleeping and eating to recover to basic humanly function, around half a year to kinda recover from the depression. (this all has been a little over a year ago)>>42338254i'm a stinky tranny but i promise you'll make it through :3
>>42338354>teemistyped, killing myself immediately
Why do so many tranners have a diaper kink?
>>42338319have heard a few things about thiscan be, that they are incontinent (piss themselves) and they cope with it in a funny waycomfort association thingjust being degen scat enthusiasts with extra steps
my chaser told me that he’s had thoughts abt transitioning these past few years and so i blocked him right away
>>42338153>this shit is like a homeless person gooning over someone that lives in his car.I have never been a person motivated by jealousy so it’s incomprehensible to me at every level, but I sort of imagine it’s like you’re starving while someone is eating white rice. Like sure, there are people eating gourmet Michelin dinners out there who it would make more sense to be jealous of, but the person that’s barely above you is relatively closer, so latching onto them sort of makes more sense. Idk
>>42337988>It’s not disgusting it’s just a deep lack of self awareness that’s kind of startling.Sometimes I forget that introspection and self understanding is not innate to everyone and is a skill you develop. It feels easy when you do it effortlessly but we're like marathon runners not understanding why someone gets winded after 30 seconds.
>>42338228Yeah and I think at the end of the day it’s not so important to dunk on people as it is to just warn girls and encourage them to trust their intuition. A chaser who is clearly confused is just better off avoided. Like don’t try to be their lodestar, their therapist, their friend, or demonize them. Just cut them off dry and move on. Everyone will be better for it.
>>42337963here little hsts I'll break it down for you if that nigga is AGP, they are probably a gynophile in the first place. This means that you are feminine, consider yourself validated dumb hoe.
I wish a tranner could love a perma repper
Estrogen isn't only useful for trans women. I'm a cis man without gender dysphoria and I've been taking weekly injections of estradiol cypionate for four years now, in order to curb my libido and for other benefits.When I was a freshman in college, I would masturbate so often that it genuinely and seriously affected my academic performance. I started taking it my sophomore year and the problem went away entirely. Now, instead of failing a class every semester, I'm a Master's student in a very well regarded molecular biology program. I'm a second author on a published paper from a good laboratory as of last week. I get compliments on my skin and, after laser, no longer have to shave. Because doctors in the U.S. prescribe ED medication like candy, I can still have sex whenever I like. I think that estrogen should be considered more often for its non-HRT therapeutic qualities.
>>42336588same. so many sessions face and body and still annoying hair everywhere. fml
>>42331962Thats gender dysphoria
I know how you feel op, hrt made me happier and more confadint like a normal person. Maybe because estrogen grows the social part of the brain.
>>42337156>take medication >feel better>stop meds>feel bad again>get back on medsmany such cases (unironically)
>>42334521wtf did you tell her? did you say you weren't trans?
