This isn't what was supposed to happen. I knew it would, but I hoped it wouldn't.I never wanted to feel reverse dysphoria. I wanted to be able to enjoy the effects of estrogen.But now, I constantly feel as if my skin is melting off and I'm constantly in a state of panic because of the effects.I really don't want to be a man, but it's what I always was and always will be. My regular dysphoria was fake from the very beginning.I cannot ever be a woman, simply because my very own brain refuses it against my will.I really hate, really despise being a cis man, but I will need to accept it.
>>42348300It feels like I'm decaying, and it just makes me want to stop asap, no matter how I currently feel about being a man. I can't help but feel like I will come to hate being a woman even more. Should I just continue for a bit more, or is there no point in doing so?
>>42339002>>42339048>>42339105NTA but I'm effectively an HRT femboy trying not to get breasts and was advised to do 7mg every 7 days monotherapy, is it really that crazy of a dose? Ideally I should go to a doctor but I really can't go to any clinics and say I'm a woman that doesn't want boobs they'll immediately put me on a 10 year waitlist.
>>42348548Only way to avoid breast growth while on estrogen is by getting a double mastectomy
>>42348900Ok well does it sound like I have that option anytime soon?
>>42349198You can slowly work towards it. It's not like breasts grow overnight, and you can still bind until you're able to get them removed. Who knows, maybe you'll even like them somewhat
Please Get Soft And Fat
>>42348255You should gain more. If this is you now: imagine how pear/hourglass you could become
>>42348255fantastic, keep gaining>>42348256amazing, do not get bigger though>>42348153gorgeous, gaining a bit wouldn't hurt though
nah I gotta be the skinny one so one day I can make my wife big and fat as fuck :3
>>42348256Whats your height and weight? And how long did it take to get there? Any use of things like pio?
>>42348255Can you please crush my skull between your thighs? ty
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>>42347605yep
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>>42343820hi 44 !!
>>42348290hii :D
>>42348219Based ai shitposter
>>42348122this is scary
>>42346059Generated by AI doesn’t count nutface
>>42349229It's been a good 3 days
>>42349248Just a poke, and say your concerned.
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>>42349218>I'm not thoyour puffy pink dickpillows day otherwise
>>42349291I did say that>>42349297Don't say that>>42349317Stop sexualising me
QOTT:Were you also lonely with no thread fOR 3 DAYS???>Reminder: This gen is for cis homosexual females (lesbians). All trans-related or bisexual posts are considered off-topic and should be directed to other generals or threads. No discussion of male (XY) anatomy.Discords:>OG Discord: https://pastebin.com/P644WESi>clg2 Discord: https://pastebin.com/1ct1Fcag>clg3 Discord: https://pastebin.com/emrpgWM8Previous thread:>>42163750
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>>42338268I'm short a few obby shards, but they're not expensive. Tomorrow. Nap time
yo does anyone have that gif of the calico cat shaking a pillow? someone posted it here in relation to eating pussy and i need it
>>42331137Maybe we could all agree to do better and make a thread if we don't have one
What are some fun activities for femreppers to do
>>42349278No
>>42349273He was not a repper
>>42349273Humping my butt with impotence and getting frustrated while I laugh
>>42349286Pic unrel
Get pregnant and raise children
hi im a transbian and i want to know the daily amount of estrogen doses i need to take to lose weight imbalance (for some reason, my doctor is suspecting im overdoing hrt when im only focusing on the thin layers of my body)also what other social media apps do the transbians here recommend for dating in the us (cant for the life of me accept using r/transpassing because of the brainworms..........)
>>42346574I do too xD if I ever see you it's over for you
>>42346589greensboro?
>>42346792Charlotte
>>42346810ah, then i was right
>>42344987Can confirm that lex is pretty good. That's how I found my new agp boyfriend xD
where do trannies congregate in your city?in my experience they all seem to be moving here
My city is so small I’ll probably ID myself by posting it pretty much. Generally around the one gay bar though
still looking
I live in bumfuck nowhere with 30k people. Lots of meth and fentanyl and chuds in pickup trucks.
>>42346355they all live in NYC,Boston,LA,VEGAS,MIAMI,CHICAGOno pacific northwest doesn't count. those are sex offenders.
>>42349060>vegasIt's nearly impossible to find a transgender who isn't an escort even in normal cities, I can't imagine how bad it would be in vegas.
You know that summer is just around the corner, right?
>>42347448unfortunately it is noti did meet a nice straight girl in there that i could actually talk to without an undercurrent of fetishismbut i left the discord after a ftm lectured me on female appropriation after i suspected a yeast infection
>>42347466ok yea its official im getting my srsussyy then staying the fuck away from all trannies after that
>>42347517different nona hereexcept for occasional lurking here, I fucked off from all tranny spaces about 1yr into hrt. That was in 2016. Doing so did a tremendous amount of good for my mental health and my social life.Now, 10 years later, I'm in the early stages of organizing my wedding. Half of the people from 2016 are still largely where they were then.If you can, leave these places, nona. Live your life. You only get one shot at it.
>>42325883im a boymoder and im still on my transphobic parent's insurance so I cant. I have the savings for it with insurance
>>42347428>any of you suporn girlies have any protips?Ask for as much tunica graft in your vagina as they can manage. Having a wet pussy for sex is worth having to wear panty liners all the time.
Relationship wise. I won't specify what they are cause its not the point and I've been flooding this place up with them for a few weeks now cuz Im a lonely gay faggot loser bitch. Just know that they're so niche I'm fine with someone only being into them and working up into a relationship from that point on.
>>42348160drinking/weeding and playing games alone in my room
i found someone who had my exact autism so i ghosted him and left him waiting in a train station
>>42348235This isn't a formal term for it, just something I made up to describe it for my own purposes in conversation with others, but I like the phrasing "aspirational attraction." We are attracted to people that we aspire to be.For some people it's an inspiration thing, like how normies scroll instagram or pinterest to dredge up examples of what they wish their life was like.A certain fraction of the population experiences this more strongly, and that's how you get heroes/idols/cults/etc... These people aren't just driven to passively "observe" the aspirational figures, but they are driven to seek them out, experience them in person, and interact.And a certain fraction of those experience this with a sexual component.Not a psychologist or anything like that, just someone trying to rationalize and relate their own, internal experiences to others and reach a shared understanding even if the others don't experience the same thing.
>>42349123>would your ideal mtf partner also be androgynous or do you prefer someone more explicitly feminine?Ideal? Either, but I may favor someone who appreciates androgyny. I have this whole complex in my head around mtfs who aspire to be the yaoi effeminate bishounen griffith type of penishaver which is almost a "if you get this then you get the rest of me" thing, but it's so rare that I don't even care to pile it onto the rest.>It is but it's under my real name so it would be a big self-dox if I posted it, sorryAww :( fair though.
>>42349193>mtfs who aspire to be the yaoi effeminate bishounen griffith type of penishaverExtremely based. I find that type of person extremely attractive as well. A pity they're all wildly out of my league. I hope you find your artistic Griffithmoder someday, anon.
What's the best way to find hookups and/or fwbs as a bi top ftm (in a major city)?
>>42345416dating apps if you just want seggsthe one that's popular might be different where you live
>>42345416An ftm wanted to top me but he told me I needed to remove all of my body hair first it was strange so I didn't go with it
>>42348533fuck thatUno reverseshave the pooner all overthen plap his cunny
>>42348533Wild I would never do that as a ftm if only out of empathy for how much effort that would presumably take (and I like body hair well enough)
I'm older and have been transitioning for a decade so I don't fit into any of the trans discords. The same goes for irl trans groups and those are filled with theyfabs anyway. I don't have a single trans friend. I tried dating a trans woman but she didn't even want to spend the holidays together. I wish I had a close friend who would want to visit me and hang out with me or at least talk to me regularly. But I also feel like I've been isolated for too long and don't know how to talk to people anymore.
>>42344898Same, but if that pic is yours OP you’re unfathomably based aristocats is one of my favorites. It’s hard to make frens, even harder to keep them, I’ve gone years without socializing with others. Ntm the oldfag discord is a clique, if you’re not a stemfag or Transbian it’s hard to talk to others or get a word in :/ also wtf do people talk about anymore, the longer you’re on the out the harder it is to get back in
>>42349071there's an oldfag discord?
>>42349071>oldfag discord is a cliqueEvery discord is a clique sadly. You have to go into real life for empathetic people to go >oh a new person I better make sure they feel welcome and are included in the activity I'm not being bitter it's just the reality of the internet.
>>42349106It the reality of the world :/ it’s not being bitter
>>42344898I feel like queer discords, are full of sensitive weirdos. Same with trans discords, like I want to sit down and have a real conversions, not have to worry about the micro fascist fat discord mods, having a clitty leak over the fact that I said something bit out line. I think because of that I don't really have many trans friends, just other shitposter reppers like my self. The last trans person I talked to was somebody I met, who basically e-begs. I never give in, but some do, which gives me motivation to voice train. I wish I had trans friends nearby, that aren't tumblrites having clitty leaks over issues they can't control or should have any say in.
So to the people here that believe homosexuality/transsexuality/etc. is something that's influenced mostly by early developmental experiences and isn't hardwired by prenatal hormonal development and genetics, what's your explanation for scientists manipulating serotonin levels/genes and it influencing sexual preference in mice? Obviously humans are more complex but do you have a counter view on this?I actually do think people over rely on certain studies and methodology can often times be proven to be shoddy, and I (((notice))) certain things but stuff like this seems pretty hard to explain away.
>sorry, providing estrogen is complicated and dangerous>but we can prescribe testosterone
>>42342936>>42342987chill i just wanted to make that joke
>>42343937>Instiutional capture isnt a certaintyYes, it is.>otherwise every nation on earth would be controlled by terfsNo. As >>42343766 correctly pointed out, if it's not terfs, then it's someone else.Institutional capture always happens eventually. That's why it sucks ass as a model to begin with. And it's why more and more countries are moving away from it.
>>42349093>And it's why more and more countries are moving away from it.Towards what
>>42349143decentralizing and a mixture of private and public with decision making more spread out.It's harder to institutionally capture a system that is not one or 10 institutions but several hundreds. See Switzerland as an example of that (and not just on healthcare).
>>42349157Sounds awful. Neoliberalism healthcare. They tried that in Holland and now its collapsing
