they didn't do anything at the previous airport but at IAH they pulled all that shit out in it's full glory when passing though TSA security. like- 29 orange capped syringes strewn everywhere, red box of sanitary wipes. what a thrill. in the end they confiscated only one type of sunscreen i packed for some reason?
At least they didn't confiscate it.
>>42337493I carry my trt on the plane all the time they don't care.
>>42337493Keep your shit in a diabetic kit
as a european i just avoid airplane travel when possible nowadays. the whole security check humiliation added with the overall stress and inconvenience of flying is just too fucking much and any time saved i will just make up for by lying in bed the whole day after being exhausted from the flight.you yankees should get some trains
I have an opportunity to be in a relationship rn with an old friend (we even hooked up) but i just know that I have too many mental health problems, i couldn't be there for them or do the bare minimum and im just consumed with these terrible thoughts so i have to spend most of the day in bed. as much as i know its all just distortions but i keep thinking people want to hurt me or kill me. i know its not true but then i get wrapped in these unending fantasies about it and then i really start thinking about hurting myself, like it feels like that would fix it or if she just hurt me herself, but all of that would probably make me a really bad partner. the thing too is that she's actually a psychologist and she's had her own mental health struggles, i know she would understand but i think it would be too much for her, i'd hurt her somehow or just pull her down with me. im already such a bad friend with how bad i am about reaching out first or responding to her (or anyone in my life). but i also just long so much for a relationship, to be taken care of and to take care of, for closeness and trust, for security and intimacy, and to have someone in my corner. i've been in therapy for so long and i live in a mental health residential and no meds or treatments or therapies have stopped it. im at a loss, do i wait until im better and deny myself all that comes with a relationship for as long as it takes or do i risk the wellbeing of someone i really care about so that i can have that closeness?>t. bi mtf
>>42334834take all of your bpdemon thoughts, put them in a jar and don't unleash it on themjournal or something
>>42334805As someone in similar shoes although maybe without as destructive tendencies you have (DPDmoder) I say go for it. I don't want to wait and lose what could be a good partner that things work out with in the end. All is fair in love and war
i got my shark at first for the meme but now he's all i have to hold and help me when i start spiraling. and i think i need to just crash out a little bit sometimes but i couldn't do that if i was with or near someone.>>42334871i really don't want to hurt myself and i've been trying so hard, i've only cut once in the past year. but its going to come out sideways somehow or just be some intense stressor or something>>42334873but i don't think all is fair in love (or war for that matter), and i might really fuck her up without even knowing or intending to, and it might just be so overwhelming for her.
>>42334929as long as you honestly lay out all your issues on the table and she as an adult agrees with full knowledge you are morally in the right for attempting to pursue romance. Love is important and it's worth risking hurt for. If you want to be self sacrificing and suffer without ever taking a chance, that is also a valid pathYou simply have to make the choice and neither is better than the other
>>42334805Some people fetishize the crazy, I learn to accept that
red: unemployed trannies are now all drag queens, ***they can't take hrt anymore***, and they are all assigned a school where they will be reading stories to children, in drag, every single morning until they turn 70. you get 2 "mental health" days a month, 4 weeks of paid vacation, but you have to work summer school (those kids need your message the most)oh and you get paid 40k a year + health insurance (that DOES NOT COVER GENDER AFFIRMING SURGERIES)green: congress is replaced by a new group that is 100% made up of straight trans women (both the house and the senate), they will be in place for life, no more elections, and when they die/get sick, they will be replaced by other, younger straight trans women
>>42336957they would be murdered, that's kind of the whole idea of america
>>42336975no they wouldn't
>>42336149*breaks the GREEN button with the amount of force pressed
>>42336149i press both buttons>no you can't do that you have to pick only one of th-i press both anyway
>>42338160being this autistic is very moid brained
>be me>MTF White Tranner>browsing pinterest>images like this keep SHOWING UP ON MY BOARD EVEN THO I NEVER PIN OR SAVE THEM>I literally CANT STOP IT>I'm being PSYOPPED into racemixing>STOP SHOWING ME HANDSOME BLACK MENI'm not even fucking joking i think i'm literally being gangstalked and psyopped. there is no reason they should be appearing on my homepage.
>>42335200plenty of brown & black dolls on social media they are just more frequent posters on tiktok and insta than places like twitter. maybe just interact with more content from black ppl and ur algorithm will fix itself
>>42337919no i'm going to stay inside all day and pray a man magically appears
>>42337919How can you not be trans and racist these days
>>42334062It's time to stop posting, Ranjeet
>>42338077i'm a pure blood white woman with blue eyes and pale skin but yea okay.Im not even jeetposting. im posting about how i DONT want to fuck black men, isnt that the opposite of jeetposting
Are trans people who support israel class traitors?https://rdrama.net/post/423285/friendly-reminder-that-trans-people-who
>>42338076>>42338061i mean im happy with the result and happy i was told about it in time
>>42338076Lebanon yes. Egypt hell no! It's straight up illegal to be a troon in Egypt. Sure, you can skirt the harsh interpretation of the public morality laws because you're a tourist but it's more likely they simply deny you entry if they figure out you're a troon.>happy i was told about it in timeWhat does that mean?I started at 23, now 32.
>>42338050You can defend yourself from terrorism without uninhibiting every vengeful and wrathful desire.Do Isrealis know that they should respect their enemies?That means no state sanctioned public viewing rape, no torture, no Guantanamo bay camps.Ah who the hell am I kidding. You ghouls have been rocketing babies and tents for the last 70 years. It shouldn't surprise you that you'll get some back now and then.
>>42338105similar but older now. would have missed until 30s.I know Egyptian trannies, it is legal there now. You might be mixing it up with somewhere.
>>42332424>I supportingGOOD MORING SAARS
Bruh Grok is just trolling now. Bad LLM.
>>42332708gemini is hugboxing me
>>42336881bro just take e before even the AI can't say anything other than>well, with hairline transplant surgery anything is possible!you'll be a luckshit if you aren't already mogged by t at that age.
>>42332721you would be surprised at how immediately effective traumadumping on chatgpt/grok can be.
>>42333541you can do all of that as girl, no?
>>42332721llms are unironically better than therapists now
state in a loud and empathetic tone, just the following: "Jumanji!"
Why would I want the game to end?
>>42338049I forgot that there were actual rules. I just remember being a small child in a theater and seeing Robin Williams again after the surprise hit of Mrs. Doubtfire and thinking ah this will be comfy to see him again. And now he's fucking dead. He nerfed his brain with cocaine :(
>>42338010I can't tone my posts very well, I wasn't trying to ask in a hostile way. It made me really curious because the thread felt mysterious
>>42338073the tone struck me as haughty and suspicious
>>42338099I will work on the way I phrase things
I wasn't dysphoric about having a dick and balls. I got SRS because my boyfriend wasn't comfortable having sex with me like that. Now I have a vagina, and I'm... still not dysphoric.I was assured that if I didn't have genital dysphoria before SRS and I got SRS, then I'd develop horrible reverse dysphoria. Well, it's now years later, and I still have no dysphoria.What gives? Is dysphoria just bullshit?
how are you guys not scared that people will discover you have a pussy
>>42337986Why would you use a Q-tip instead of your body?
>>42338011Don't want to get poop on my body
>>42338022Yeah well I want to feel something behind so you better get to it.
>>42338005I hide mine under boxer shorts
the last year has been a realisation for me that my transition will only be downhill from here. Ive lost pretty much all hope that used to keep me motivated to keep improving my lifestyle and my appearance. FFS did not do enough for me, I realise that my large core proportions are always going to hold me back from ever feeling like I'm one of the women in my life. I am slowly starting to soft detransiton into a shameful kind of androgynous non-binary man thing. Ngl it's not getting better after 25 is it. There's no 2nd peak to look forward to after this - the ship has sailed
>>42334656BANGS now ily but bangs
You're incredibly mentally ill
>>42337903this isnt a joke btw you will look like an attractive italian girl w some bangs, ur chin reduction did a lot of work alone
You pass physically, but just from seeing your posts here, you are severely mentally ill and most people who meet you are picking up on that and you are misattributing it to not passing.
>>42337875>you pass better than a lot of cis women in my area lowtf does this even mean
Most 4chan posters like vidya, anime, manga, TV, film, music, comics, cartoons, weeb shit, etc. as interests and hobbies.Why not specify what kind or your favorites in your post? It says more about you and will likely net you better adds than just posting "I like /v/, /a/, /tv/, /mu/, /co/, /jp/, etc." in the bio.>ASL (biological sex, or gender)>letter(s)>primary interest>other interests and hobbies>looking for>not looking for>(free space)>tag
>asl18 / mtf / florida>interestshomebrew, ipods, music, linux, macos, jailbreaking, technology, electronic music, cds, mp3s, trooning out>looking foranyone with similar interests or anyone who wants to chat :)>not looking forrude or boring ppl>discordphiliaic
>>42337558c'est la vie
>ASL22 / mtf / PNW >InterestsReal Robot and Mecha overall (primarily but not exclusively Armored Core, Gundam, Macross, Votoms and Battletech/Fang of the Sun Dougram). Mecha games are also fun too, its a little difficult to find super good ones nowadays i feel, but still so many that have come out recently that i have tons of hope for like Project Landsword Another big interest is building model kits, i have a sorta large backlog of gunpla that i need to get around to building/painting/decaling whenever i can justify having enough tools and paints to get started...Playing lots of games(usually fps, tps, racing, flight and armored combat related games).Firearms are cool (i only have 4 sadly)Armored Vehicles are super cool and i often think about them throughout the day.Motorcycles are really epicClothing and looking at how i can improve my own sense of style can be nice. I guess that applies to makeup as well.Music is nice, but the text limit wont let me post a billion examples. I listen to FreQuency alot and electronic stuff too.oh i also do 3D modelling too, environments usually.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
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>asl26/M/US/Bi-Pan whatever >primary interestsi mostly play fighting games, KoF is my all time favorite franchise but i've been playing a lot of sf3 third strike lately, i also play tf2, I don't play many multiplayer games but am willing to try new things>other interestsim in the learning process for guitar, not very good at it, i like listening to new music and discovering new bands/artists, im into animanga, some of my favorite stories are Dragon Ball, Bokutachi ga Yarimashita, goodnight punpun, and chainsaw man, i'm dabbling in art too>looking forfriends, relationship maybe, mostly friends though>not looking forone-sided conversations, weirdos >discordoneyplaysfan1738
Boymoding during the "best time to troon" (college)
>>42336940I was in a relationship with the artist
>>42337225same. on campus I see so many trans people living their lives how they want to and it makes me sad :(
>>42337225why torture yourself like that?
i did this and i really would not recommend. after i actually transitioned i met a tranner who went to the same school as me but was out and god damn the difference in our experiences made me feel so bad about myself>>42337690for me it was because i knew i couldn't pass and this board helped me convince myself that remaining a social recluse and pretending to be someone else was actually super smart because i could avoid being cringe in public
who are you missing right now?
my ex that I met on herethought I moved past everything and tried speaking to her again, it was fine until I crashed out one night, left her a vicious letter and absconded yet againits been so long since everything happened but I guess I still have a chip on my shoulder after all. it was a broken relationship, even sloppier break up and everything past that. after all that I don't think I genuinely hate her, but some days my brain just relives everything and wants to fix it all despite trying to close the door on it and desperately trying to move past. its not even like a oneitis scenario really, idk what at this point but the failure of it hounds me relentlessly on some daysI need professional help
>>42327432Is it someone who used to live in California but no longer does?
I talked to a tranner for about a week and became completely enamored with her. She was exactly what I wanted but I came on too hard like an idiot and she ghosted. I miss you, A.
do you think after we die, we get a chance to meet all the people we lost?
>>42325968My friends group I nuked years ago
Would you date a fat transbian neet who posts on this board? What if she lost weight for you?
>>42337806those are normal boobs, anon what a virgin
>>42337898yeah, but are they fake or natty?
>>42337911they're obvious natty grown with hormones
>>42335289Only if she agreed to make me take my pills and let me call her mommyt.repper
Trigger warning: misogynyIn the most vulgar, crude, creepy, male brained, predatory way possible I just need to see more of a slender waist in order to get it up and be a bull. But if I had to choose between you and an underweight transbian I'd choose you. If you want to be skinnier I recommend ignoring the calorie counting people and getting into deadlifting and barbell squats or zercher squats while eating 150g of protein a day to thoughtlessly lower your bodyfat %. I think you could start being built like a breed sow pretty quickly doing that.
MTFG: Make a thread you lazy troons editionQOTT: What are you doing for this weekend? January blues setting in?
>>42336375Of course it's what they'll think, unless you surround yourself with left-leaning autists, because they will never care.
>>42337210i feel sick today
>>42337164stop spreading your internalized transphobia
Will my boobs disappear if I stop taking hrt?? Im worried theyll get too big...
>guys are starting to stare at my titsI am both disgusted and turned on at the same time.
there should be one day a year where it's legal, a full amnesty, to go ham on trannies with fists or bricks
>>42337611Can I hump your leg at least?
>>42337603height don't matter they're all pussies outside of the internet
>>42337669Fr they are all nerds now, nothing like the old street trannies that would roast your ass.
uhm no. no there shouldn't. thats actually a bad idea.
>>42337714it's a great idea
