How do i cope with the fact that everyone hates me and wants me to die?
>>42329978>our Schizo Queen would neveryeah ur right shed just start going crazy
Nobody hates you and nobody wants you dead schizo
You are pretty ugly doe.
>>42330334It's clear from the way that people treat me that they do
Make large amounts of money, this is the universal cure.
Accidently got really drunk and high and told literally every single friend (both IRL best friends and online friends) in a big group chat that I'm trans or non binary and want to go by they/them. Then told a few friends in private I'm trans.I'm too scared to open up my messages now, I saw a few previews and my friend said she's happy no matter what I do and that we should go shopping, a few other people seemed maybe supportive. A lot of my friends messaged me asking if I was okay or needed to talk but I just ignored them mostly.I feel like I fucked everything up and I honestly just want to crawl in to a hole and disappear forever, for reference I'm a detransitioner/repressor for like 4.5 years now (prev 5ish years on hrt)i also wrote a big letter to myself begging myself to transition even if I don't feel like it in the morning
>>42329050Take your injections nona......the damage is done. Enjoy your new life, there is no going back now. >Listen friends, I was really drunk, I meant what I said, but I'm just really confused. Please bear with me in this strange time and I appreciate your love and support. I wouldn't dream of changing my relationship with any of you and it would break my heart to lose any of you as friends. But if you can't deal with this or with me, I understand and wish you the best of life. I don't know what the future holds for me but I thank all of you for being there for me....it means more than you will ever know. Love, [your name]>t. OPyou're welcome OP NOW GO TAKE YOUR MEDS
>>42329297>does anybody have any advice on discussing this stuff with people close to youIf you must do that then be completely honest. Set your fear aside and say the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth. Any lies or omissions from your narrative is what will trip you up. Most normal people will tell you to shut up at some point so expect that you will have to stop talking abruptly before you are ready and that will suck for you. Be careful who you talk to. You should feel the need to talk to them specifically and they must be willing to let you speak.
>>42329050i'm genuinely terrified of getting drunk because i've almost done this shit before
>>42329104i started even later (30) and while its not ideal its still better than repping
take your HRT again, retard
what's the least painful way to kill yourself?hanging? ODing? i don't have access to a firearm because europe i'm pretty tired of being ugly, iwnbaw, and waiting for hrt to do the very little it does is driving me insanei'm dying a khhv virgin, which i'm sad about, never got to feel the touch of a man before i go, which sucks, but happiness is for the more fortunate anyway
>>42322328Sodium nitrite, or nitrate (make sure you get the right one)
>>42322328line are you in this thread it seems up your alley
Damn I was hoping for an actual sui threadBetter luck next time I guess
>>42322624>i don't really feel like nitrogen because of what happened to that guy who got executed by it>I won't use this method because I know it works
>>42330891you should do it yourself for being cancerous piece of shit. World would be better place without hateful bigots. These bigots hatred is rooted from insecurities so that's funny at least.
Estrogen isn't only useful for trans women. I'm a cis man without gender dysphoria and I've been taking weekly injections of estradiol cypionate for four years now, in order to curb my libido and for other benefits.When I was a freshman in college, I would masturbate so often that it genuinely and seriously affected my academic performance. I started taking it my sophomore year and the problem went away entirely. Now, instead of failing a class every semester, I'm a Master's student in a very well regarded molecular biology program. I'm a second author on a published paper from a good laboratory as of last week. I get compliments on my skin and, after laser, no longer have to shave. Because doctors in the U.S. prescribe ED medication like candy, I can still have sex whenever I like. I think that estrogen should be considered more often for its non-HRT therapeutic qualities.
>>ranked competitive breast growthcongrats katherine
>>42330941>cypionatewhere do you even find that sells iti thought most homebrewers moved to enanthate
>>42331246Otokonoko. Does she not sell it anymore?
ok tranny
blah blah post your charts, guess letters, rate people, Plus and minus, i assume yall know the deal. Pls dont lazy post
I don't fit in here>>42322377FtM that tries too hard>>42319427<3 Gezebelle, MtF>>42321247Gr8 industrial, cisles?
>>42328368+Goreshit>>42328195neverd heard of any of these>>42327147Transbian instantly cause of femtanyl you even have her old lilyniku stuff>>42327124Mtf tranny +molchat doma +gorillaz>>42327027OP here but surprised to see someone else who knows N0THANKY0U, honestly one of the most underated ppl i know
Before I rate anyone is this like some sort of "most listened to albums of 2025" thing? I don't use streaming services apart from youtube so I'm a little out of touch
>>42329501I mean you can do whatever you want, some people just put their favorite stuff on but I just did music i listened to the most in the last 7 days from lastfm
>>42328368>ftm that tries too hardkek
i want to transition but i am afraid of looking ugly
>>42328251i looked awful pre-HRTnow i look a lot better, mostly to hrt and looksmaxxing
Yeah I look at tranies on bluesky and go oof, do I really want this
>>42328269like that'd help
>>42331142>browse open source programming website >most of the users are transgenders>hon tier boomer selfie pfps balding grim
>>42328251mogs me
>start doing DIY EEn in December>can't tell if my balls have shrunk because it's cold where I live or because the estrogen is actually working
just masturbate and then inspect the sperm that usually works
>>42330183How do you inspect the sperm
>>42330221does it come out? if so you're hondosed
>>42330314What does sperm look like
>>42330893ask your mom
Probably one of the more successful fatmaxxing endeavors, but it is still triggering my ed hard. Pic included.
>>42330360I'm not picky about food as long as it is good and I love making/eating food. When I was young being thin was praised and I feared that eating too much would make me a burden(family was very poor/unstable). Now it is pretty clear when my eating is disordered because I am trying to take control of something even it means making myself miserable. If the only thing you are used to eating is nuggies and salad I can imagine why you think you don't like food, so just eat better tasting food that is also healthy.
>>42331088im not picky about food at all eating just sucks dick
>>42327017sex
>>42331170Yeah idk, sounds like you don't enjoy food enough. I understand the appeal of being constantly hungry, but if I really want to I will trade that for eating chili fries for breakfast so I can be healthy.
>>42331267Never had it
QOTT: how many lollipops are in your pocket at any given time? QOTT2: can i have one? previous: >>42185931
>>42318881The hips
>>42314036G and Dark Empress would get it.
>>42329991does it usually work for two trans guys to date?
>>42330325In my personal experience every trans guy I’ve gone out with has been extremely non-committal and flighty. The one I’m talking to rn seems chill, but I still have the slight fear in the back of my mind that it’ll just end up like the rest.
>>42329129It's okay to admit you're retarded
Just your average liberal gay
The only reason why so many fags support terrorism is because they've befriended too many good looking immigrants. Feelings and connections versus reason and foresight.
>>42330940>“Let us not ignore the truth among ourselves. politically we are the aggressors and they defend themselves. The country is theirs, because they inhabit it, whereas we want to come here and settle down, and in their view we want to take away from them their country.”
>>42330883https://www.courtwatch.news/p/131-planning-a-terror-attack-on-roblox>think I'm supposed to take some teenager's roblox confession seriously?the FBI took it seriously nigger
>>42330983>the FBI took it seriously niggerThat's fine and I'm glad they did, I just am not gonna take some teenager called James Wesley Burger (lol) as representative of all Muslims. Teenagers shoot up shit all the time for all kinds of reasons in America cause they are emotional little retards.
>The only reason why so many fags support terrorism is because they've befriended too many good looking immigrants./thread
>>42328876tranny genes are smart genes, whatever reasoning that has
>>42329151Are you retarded? He is not "math man" on Twitter, he is one of the smartest people alive today and it would be a shame if her elite human capital spermies weren't saved
>>42329903Yeah one of the smartest people alive today had a tranny daughter, because trannies happen from smarty genes and people like you happen from dummy genes
>>42329903why are you so obsessed with making more trannies and spreading tranny genes to future generations so they can suffer. what is wrong with you.
>>42330373We are already reeling from having retarded trannies take over. Genius stem trannies got replaced by midwit moron uwu striped socks trannies in the last 10 yearsI dream of a world of 150 IQ super genius trannies and that can't happen if we aren't saving their tranny sperm to create more
>Get drunk>Want to be a woman>Never happens when soberIs AGP just something that happens when you have low impulse control?
>QOTT: What's your breakfast beverage?I'm now strictly black coffee in the morning. I don't eat breakfast until late morning so I can intermittent fast. Hopefully I'll either lose weight so I feel less disgusted by myself or be in better shape for when I inevitably troon out as a disgusting lateshit.Previous thread: >>42285773
>>42330711What's with trans characters and these lip studs? The transgirl from Fear and Hunger 2 has them too.
>>42330711Sorry I don't fucking like her or Hakari
>>42330847That one is a witch tbf
>>42330847Knowing how the funger dev loves to just straight up port things he likes to his games with very slight redesigns, he probably got the idea from Kirara lol>>42330982It's ok, they're a bit of an acquired taste.
>>42331151I WANT TO BE HER SO MUCH FUCK MY AGP MOID CHUD LIFE.
itt: lament cool/memorable posters that have abandoned tttt.Anyways I wish the "I wish I were a happy ancient times eunuch" daily thread guy would come back. Pretty much just made the thread to say this desu. Also wouldn't mind seeing more Asian trannies
>>42331078Soph
>>42331127that faggot still posts here fym
>>42331078i miss vamp-chan
>>42331078Coming here again to say that I miss hazelfucker and mods are gay for continuing to ban her
>>42331078I miss Boris so much
I walked up a castle with my bf today what did you do with your bf today
>>42329615How
>>42329649A proper noble family wouldn't be walking
>>42329546Talked to my bf on discord and fantasized about moving to his country
>>42329546I'm sick with my boyfriend so we're not doing much
>>42329546I wanked in a White Castle pretending I had a bf today. Burger was adequate.
