>>42322497
Weird. I can cum just from thought. Just lay there and fantasize until I orgasm - is that what you mean? I've done this in places I probably shouldnt

>>42328716
Just assure her that she is more beautiful and means more to you than any other guy in the world
You do love your girlfriend more than any other guy in the world right anon?

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I'm past 30 with a slight belly, I've realised I'm either pan or bi recently and I want to test the waters after a full life of dating women exclusively. I'm completely disconnected from the gay world.

How hard will it be to bag a nice twink as a 30 something that looks okay and have a decent income?

>cousin a big methhead
>had a boyfriend who was also a meth, ‘Getty’ (IDK what the kids are calling it now a days) head
>got into a fucking police chase one day
>caught with like a KG of that shit
>3 years in prison for her
>she gets out in 1.5 which is insane; also this is inconvenient for us because everyone in the family hates her(she steals)
>show up to our 4th BBQ(she’s trying to get back into good graces with the senpai)
>she said she got clean while in prison(yea right)
>they gave her some sort of medication(sub or sumo something she said)
>it looked like one of those listerine fresh strips
>she said she got her GED and working at the Dollar General and needed us as reference for a teller job she applied to
>everyone told her no
>my bleeding heart sister said yes(this was a mistake)
>asks her what happened to Matt?
>she said she left him(he still has a bit of time to do, good)

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>>42329814
Honestly if you advertise it on Tinder you'd probably get some hits before you get banned.
Feeld is designed for this kind of thing but you have fewer users and it's buggy.

>>42332404
My schizo theory is that leftists are 100% right about capitalism but since of that leftists have become so insufferable that they have lost the plot in order to not be a threat to the capitalist system. Like seriously wtf is queer decolonial Palestine. It’s the fucking Middle East

>>42332404
any non-jew who "supports israel" has something deeply wrong with them. you always have the option to simply not care. i understand it a little more if you're jewish and grew up in an environment that taught you israel = the jews.
>>42332424
states don't have rights, people do. there are many imaginable futures in which the state of israel ceases to exist without violating anyone's rights. there are even more counterfactual pasts in which the state of israel as we know it was never created, and as a consequence fewer people's rights were violated.

>>42332424
I don't believe in the rights of countries but I am glad that finally after 2000 years the Jewish people have a relatively safe land without prosecution that they have yearned for throughout that entire time
>If I forget you, O Jerusalem, let my right hand wither

yes. as are trans who support hamas. next question

>>42333292
and well,
>only country in the middle east except cyprus that won't just murder me for just existing

>>42331362
Have you considered that they're not bad faith or trolling, they're simply retarded?

>>42331391
them doing it on purpose or not is besides the point really, the result is that they just shit up a space that could be kept for normal conversations

>>42330023
>3. Cross dressing
pot kettle etc

Bottom chasers are the most oppressed

>>42329531
I just list myself as a bottom on grindr, tops (trans and cis) message me lol

>>42332786
That is basically my mentality (or the conclusion I reached after browsing for about 8 months while waiting for the paperwork).
So far I'm happy with the results. Will re-evaluate every 3 months or so (and by that I mean re-evaluate personally).
I'd love to be able to live as a woman, but without the brainwormed and braindead takes associated with the "community". Physically and mentally that's very likely feasible to me. But goodness me the "community" makes the social aspect a fucking nightmare.

>>42332876
To be honest, I still do feel awful about being so male brained. But I also want to be authentic and feel like myself.

>>42332899
>male brained
I don't even bother entertaining that notion anymore.
I have both "male brained", "normal/neutral brained" and "fembrained" interests, proclivities, mannerisms and so on. When I don't have to perform, I feel best when I lean on the "fembrained" ones with a small mix of the other two. But this is all rather superficial when we get down to the brass tacks of it, desu.

>>42333080
>I have both "male brained", "normal/neutral brained" and "fembrained" interests, proclivities, mannerisms and so on.

I do too. I just feel guilty about it and fake and horrible person.

>>42333147
>I just feel guilty about it and fake and horrible person
Not gonna comment on horrible because I don't know you but you're wrong on "fake".
A true person (therefore not an NPC) does have a mix of "fembrained", "malebrained" and "neutral brained" interests, proclivities and mannerisms.
Fake people have a carefully constructed persona that is too perfect. We're only humans. And thus imperfect.

>>42332706
it was better when the community wasn't about politics constantly
no idea what your local lgbt scene is like, but that's common story

t. oldfag

>>42332706
yes. thats why i distance myself from the greater ''community''. im not one of those magatard trannies who swear that theyre one of the good ones i just really cant relate to most lgbt people online. i dont have much in common with most of them. my only 2 friends happen to be trans too but i met them by chance.

>>42332706
>afab
>comfort being perceived as a woman
>comfortable being entirely feminine
theyfabs will look you in the eyes and tell you this person is trans

>>42332829
>they genuinely think they are a cis man
mfs commenting on 4tran posts lolll no tf she does not think that

>>42332831
i actually studied this kinda shit in college, so believe me when i say a male taking estrogen to reduce libido is like trying to pour gasoline on a fire to put it out. estrogen actually plays a crucial part in the male libido, men who are low on estrogen actually begin to lose libido and erectile function (along with other deleterious effects). if you want to block libido you need antiandrogens

>>42332778
I can relate heavily to this. my attraction to women disgusts me more than anything.

>>42333006
why

>>42332778
lol "he" posts on 4tran too
and complains that estrogen didn't do enough and "he" should have started earlier

>>42330901
most of these are just you being lucky and not knowing other post op people not actual things most people can avoid

>>42329869
Is that because of insurance? Jeez.

>>42331431
the levels of agp in this post makes srs sound repulsing

>>42332692
>APG
Not that anon but wtf are you talking about?

>>42325883
https://www.instagram.com/reel/C9OFqMjSFk7/?hl=en

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>>42332485
I think you're the tourist. This is a nice board, where we don't condone harm towards trans women. Harming trans women is exactly what /pol/ or reddit would do. Trans women are sacred and should be protected at all cost. Hitting trans women is abuse, even if she begs for it.

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>ASL
I am 18 MTF
>looking for
frens (or more ig, idk i just feel lonely) ( ＾ω＾)
>primary interest
I dont know really, usually im hyperfixated on one specific thing but im too depressed rn so nothing is hitting the same
>my other interests
I like to do art, I like touhou, ena, vocaloid, tadc, lain, aot, pokemon, sonic
>tag
amechanm
>location
terf island

>>42331955
my favorite bbc obsessed repper

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>ASL
19/MtF/FL, US
>letters
T, Q
>interests
military stuff, ik ik ngmi. i love reading abt different cold war weapon systems and planes and stuff like that. i like guns and hiking also i guess. im a leftist
>media i like
i listen to a lot of music (shoegaze, new wave, prog, vidya ost, [sorta] punk, *some* rock, ambient, etc etc.
i enjoy playing stardew valley, plane games (dcs, elite, ace combat, project wingman), building in minecraft, fps slop like tarkov, modded stalker, dayz, and some milsim games.
some movies/TV i like are tarkovsky's stalker, FLCL, evangelion, twin peaks, scavengers reign.
ive been tryna read more. mil fiction, hyperion, ursula k leguin, *some* dan simmons books. could list more things but this is already long enough xd.
>looking for
close or not so close friends. just wanna meet new people and hopefully make some connections
>not looking for
super gigahorny. flirting is nice sometimes ig but im not tryna have E-hoes. people over like 25, im not picky idk. mean people?

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>>42331955
>beat up
>shock collar
your child self would be so disappointed in what you've become

>>42333027
He called me daddy good amount too (which is just funny to me since I'm a short and skinny ftm and I'm pretty sure I was younger than him to boot)

>>42333144
i think they are the submissive humiliation kink type but this is pretty funny to think about

>>42333172
No yeah we very vaguely discussed kinks then he opened with wedgie

>>42333187
>giving lil bro a wedgie as gender affirming care

>>42333202
He was cism (unlike my ex)

>>42332914
Because all religion is dumb

I was into Theravada for a while but it still has problems with homophobia and misogyny. Also I ended up believing in eternal return over rebirth

>>42332914
Because the average western homosexual would get to the point about the self being an illusion and immediately get turned off to Buddhism because even if they follow a sect that says homosexuality is fine, the act of constantly reaffirming that identity by not shutting up about being a homosexual would probably land them another round of Samsara.

T. Homosexual with a passive interest in Buddhism.

Because the end goal is literally erasing your own existence ("final extinguishment") and they claim permanent heavens dont exist
I understand its helpful for people who grew up in the oppressive Abrahamic religions because it's an alternative that is very thorough but at the end of the day its also a belief system that requires faith in certain things like every single religion. Not to mention the victim blaming of the concept of karma, but hindus are even worse about it because they believe its justified for victims to be blamed for the abuse they faced. Buddhists at least acknowledge that such a concept is cruel.

t. grew up in a hindu cult and then studied buddhism seriously to the point of planning to ordain as a monk in retirement or late adulthood and it made my ocd severely worse and also messed up my outlook on life for years

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long time no see! new captcha broke the app, finally got around at the computer to write something up.
i went to the psychiatrist after spiraling out last time to the point of another self-harm episode using a massage gun, got mild antipsychotics. they work quite well because they seem to prevent me from spiraling because of minor things but i was not sure if it was because there wasn't stress at work during holidays. turns out it was, the work is as stressful as ever and i have a lot of other arrangements - my GP, my other appointments, my friends, my games, my reading, i wanna start going to the gym, and that's all on top of stupid email replying, school journal keeping and trying to teach on the top of my awfully dysphoria-inducing voice. tried to have an introductory call with a therapist today - technical issues ensued. awful day today - i was feeling really anxious about lack of time and then i also had to look at myself in the camera and started hating how i look. and i still want to do so many things, like study french or draw or go to gym or have sex, fuck me...
picked up some good habits. for voice training and for better immersion, i started reading out loud and recording it. currently reading kafka's trial. started cooking at home more, which is cheaper and healthier. exchanged names with a neighbour. getting on better terms with my coworker, which helps me focus on the job. got paid, paid my bills. will go to the gym soon and will try to bash out the winter depression with some exercise - i'll be focusing on legs and cycling trainers to prepare for the next cycling season.

>>42324072
I will like you if you get to a healthy BMI using a health weight adjustment rate, healthy food, enough sleep and enough exercise to stay healthy during and after

bump

>>42324072
wait that's kinda crazy tho. Is liking heavy guys seriously that rare of a trait? am I weird for that?

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>>42307165
>The .org domain is at least kill, yeah. With libgen gone, AA shrinking..
Yeah, I noticed that the other domains still work – I'm building a small personal library right now, in case the shadowlibs disappear for good.
>I found it's beginning chapters a little obtuse, I would recommend to compare and contrast with Taylor's book
Alright, I will! Thanks for the recommendation. I actually found out about Taylor's book from Claude too, but it seems loooong, meaning that I likely wouldn't finish it. But I stole a copy on the internet, so into the collection it goes.
>Knowing Oberstufenphysik, I can attest you missed absolutely nothing.
Okay, good to know.
>A lovely choice, depending on your particular degree you might be able to add a theoretical physics course as Individuelle Ergänzung
Hmm, my school doesn't offer physics, sadly... There's a Proseminar on /mathematical/ physics I could take next semester or the semester after that, but I think that course would be way too advanced for me :[
>a common approach is Newton-Lagrange-Hamilton-Relativity, with wave and continuum mech sprinkled in between
That's useful, thank you! I am pretty much a blank slate, so I'll definitely look into it.
>I liked Lagrange/Hamilton a lot more than Newton.
How so?
>working and dealing with French administrative processes has been a major headache, the stubborn centralism gets in the way of everything
Hmm, I see. That does sound annoying. I've heard that the French education system is a mess.

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>>42329916
nta but if you're using creative to do something as simple as building rails what tells me you're not using it for more annoying things like ores and big builds? This is such a retarded own lmfao

Also you can literally see their inventory in the last picture and there's a fish spawnegg and what I'm assuming is a debug stick? What kinda shitty SURVIVAL server is that

>>consolefag
any bedrockers

>>42331076
I never understood in all my years of using mc servers why anyone cares if the admin is in creative like why the heck are u this mad about it

>>42331668
Because the point is SURVIVING in MULTIPLAYER? At this point why not make everyone go in creative?

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reminder that karter was a good friend of jeffery epstein

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>>42332018
>how is your entire demographic so uniformly annoying and revulsive?

>>42332584
not all of them are reppers but it is for sure a huge meme

>>42332757
once again, why would they hang out for longer than a few days at most if they weren't? the opposite of love is not hate, it's indifference. love and hate are just two sides of the same obsessive feeling

>>42332799
as an analogy, that's not great but maybe this will help you understand
i used to have this friend who would hang out with me and other gays a lot, they were totally straight but would go to queer parties, etc because they were bored and lonely
they are weirdo orbiters but they exist

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>>42331798
There's some real chuds here, most are unironicly reppers. But about 70-80% of chud posts here are just sõyjak party bots here to shit up the board

>>42333004
It's a fair thought nona. Sometimes I wish I was a boy because life as a little faglet sounds nice and it's closer to my ideal than the kind of tall/athletic shoulderhon build I have.

>>42333020
this is where i typically diverge from others
i was good at being a "man"
if i lacked the wherewithal to change i couldve been a proper john 50
i wish i couldve lived as a man proper but embodying masculinity makes me feel sick to my stomach and drove me into suicide attempts
i had other men saying they admired me, that they looked up to me, but i couldnt keep the charade going
that was years ago now, what feels like a lifetime ago, and while im happy and successful socially there is still that cold, ambient feeling that i was born "wrong"
im glad i could transition successfully and that i can go day to day without being misgendered, with a successful romantic life, with supportive friends and i can accomplish goals
but i wish i couldve made being a man work, and no amount of working out, fighting, military service or anything else helped

>>42332806
where are her tits

>>42332806
Count Gockula

>>42332806
this nigga gives me epstein island celebrity vibes