Tranny butts....
>>>/r9k/>>83651883This picture filled me with sexual desire
>>42329305Sigh whateverit's a plump tranny butt with her balls peeking out. So sexy
why do trans women do this?
>>42324697Those childhood pics are the most ai generated shit ever :D you cannot fall for this
>>42327692how does she have a dih then?
>>42327771photoshop
>>42327070doing something doesn't mean you know everything about it
>>42328236yeah well my practice and experience beat your theory and I don't feel wrecking my biome and I expect as far as the skin goes any steroid hormone would have much the same effect
Accidently got really drunk and high and told literally every single friend (both IRL best friends and online friends) in a big group chat that I'm trans or non binary and want to go by they/them. Then told a few friends in private I'm trans.I'm too scared to open up my messages now, I saw a few previews and my friend said she's happy no matter what I do and that we should go shopping, a few other people seemed maybe supportive. A lot of my friends messaged me asking if I was okay or needed to talk but I just ignored them mostly.I feel like I fucked everything up and I honestly just want to crawl in to a hole and disappear forever, for reference I'm a detransitioner/repressor for like 4.5 years now (prev 5ish years on hrt)i also wrote a big letter to myself begging myself to transition even if I don't feel like it in the morning
>>42329050>wrote a big letter to myself begging myself to transition even if I don't feel like itsounds like some kind of DID fuckery
>>42329104>>42329157You sound lovable and nice, just miserable because of your current state
>>42329210Or just any other kind of dissociative disorder. Really common for trannies because growing up dysphoric often leads to dissociation simply to survive.
>>42329180im autistic you ODD shitbag. DO THE WORK
>>42329246sorry :(, probably therapy didn't stick because I'd usually avoid the gender issues and so I spent every therapy session playing it close>>42329225thanks anon, I think I used to be but the last few years I've turned in to a pretty bitter, self obsessed person that uses others. Hopefully I can improve that.>>42329235>>42329210I do have a lot of issues with dissociation but not DiD as far as i knowanyway so im not just using this as a way to talk about my favourite topic (how miserable and cool i definitely am like a tranny dostoevsky character)does anybody have any advice on discussing this stuff with people close to you? I was really fucked up when I sent my messages and I barely remember what they say and I'm terrified to even look but I imagine my friends will have a lot of questions (though its been a running joke forever that i'm trans so desu it might not actually be that shocking)
I'm 6'3" 220 lbs bodybuilding FTM with Swyer Syndrome (XY chromosomes) I bench pressed 310 lbs
>>42329262Post body
>>42329262BASED BASED BASED BASED BASEDpost gains
>>42329262be my st4t bf pls
How do I, as a bishit furry trans woman, get rid of gay furry male taste in fictional anthro men? (I unironically like bara, but only when humans are not the focus)
>>42328952Fuck anon you too :((
Where I can find a cute tomboy ftm bf? I'm not interested in mutilated bearded women.
>>42327521Couldn't have said it better myself
>>42327416Gotta grab FtMrepper or early phase poonah and wife the shit out of her/xim/hem whatever
>>42327416>tomboy>ftmgenuinely a contradiction in terms
>>42327416You don't want an FtM boyfriend you just want a masc woman.
>>42329194In name only>>42329206In the sense that she's emotionally more governed than a conventional woman, which we associate with "masc"
estrogen doesnt work on my body
>>42328370Every tranny claims that estrogen doesn't work for them. The reality is that HRT doesn't do much. It cannot reverse most masculinization.
>>42329239i dont have any muscle >>42329241its just me who says thati have estrogen insensitivity
>>42329241Nah it worked for me (Tanner Stage 3 titties at Month 3) but yeah you can't ungrow bones.
>>42328370omg it's the nonchalant dread head
>>42329239>pluckdont be retarded. if you do this you perma scar she needs electrolysis
is it genuinely over for me? So much of my body has been messed up during my early life. Before I even had the chance to process it all and knew about DIY, T and DHT wrecked so many parts of my body. I feel like a cursed abomination with so many flaws and yet somehow my boyfriend still loves me and accepts exactly as I am rn. Don't get me wrong, he would like some things to change too (SRS mostly), but he always reassures me that my appearance, my voice etc. are all fine and normal and that he likes them, thinks they are cute or pretty etc. Yet I've heard different views about those things coming from people online and my own inner critic. It all messes with my head, I don’t know what to think anymore. Maybe I have to go through some kind of ego death to process all of this and be more kind to myself. I don’t know, yknow?
>>42328719Well in my opinion, a certain amount of self-criticism is important and healthy. I often criticize myself because I know I can and want to do better. When I keep bugging my boyfriend, it is often because my brain thinks one thing and he says the other. Of course I don’t want him to see me as disgusting like I do, but I don’t understand how he can see something different and so I ask "How can you say/see X?" What I should stop doing is self-flagellation, criticizing and insulting myself to an unfair degree. Why do I do that? Because I have internalized that I am ugly and gross. I always have been. My genetics and the influence of testosterone did horrible things to my body. Almost nobody ever called me pretty until I was a couple years into transition. I simply internalized that there are people who are naturally pretty and those who are not. I can only put in effort to attempt to be pretty through effort and it is exactly when I feel like those efforts are not enough and I will never be pretty, while others are just naturally pretty, that I break down crying and spiral.Thank you if you read all that
>>42328847>>42328847Very few are naturally pretty, makeup has been around forever lol. Self-criticize was the wrong word, thank you for clarifying! And I suppose consider, everyone Does see the world differently. Even just being a different height changes your perspective on people, let alone the actual differences in our eyes, let alone lived experience clouding such view! I mean you're complaining about being pretty but, do you pass?? It is unfortunate you'll have to put in more effort but, you do. More than anything, acknowledging that an internalized thought like is irregular and shoupd be avoided. You seemingly have all the tools to leave this trap you've spurng on yourself so I'm unsure why you struggle so much?
>>42328938Because I am my own worst critic :) I am extra harsh and critical of myself, more than others. It's als past trauma from growing up with male puberty that I hold onto. To give you a clear example: by the time I was 20 and started HRT, I had reached Norwood 5. At 20 years of age! I have to do daily maintenance to keep and restore my hair, so it’s not like I can just leave it behind, I am constantly reminded of it. Aaaand I keep coming here and people tell mw how gross and unpassing I am and that I should kms etc which confirms my inner critic. All the while I wish people would just say the opposite and my mind could be at ease.
>>42328973How bizarre.
>>42329110wdym bizarre?
>your letter>grossest thing you doI'll go first:transbianI like to use bobby pins to scoop ear wax out of my ears. It causes my ears to over produce wax, similar to when you shampoo your scalp too often creating more sebum production. However for my ears it feels like I good thing because I love the sensation of cleaning them out. People turn into basedjaks and go nooooooo you'll poke your heckin ear out noooooo but it has never happened. I sometimes fantasize about collecting the wax and making a candle like shrek did but I think I'll have to wait until I'm an old lonely widow to do something so disgusting.
>>42328738would you sloppy makeout with me
>>42328857not the person you replied to but yes omg you sound so hot
>>42328953hell yeah, what are you like anon?
>>42328555lmfao when my girlfriend's in the shower in the morning i'm like "hurry up! i have to pee!"
>>42328965bi nonbinary gooner (tho not as much of one as you lol)
I found out she's single again and went to talk to her and she told me I really did steal her heart back then, thanks to the advice from an anon on my last thread, I didn't try to initiate anything romantic again.We're now back to being queer-platonic best friends who cuddle together, she's planning to get a house share and I'm invited in case I need it. I miss seeing her and it feels unreal that I'll be doing it so soon, watching her run after me to embrace me, running my fingers through her hair. It's okay if she's turned out ace as long as we get to be life-long companions.
ive gone all the way to get hrt but i just dont know what to do, i dont know if im trans or gay or staright, if im happy or if i hate my body or if i feel good or bad, i am so damn uncertain all the time i dont know HOW to know how i feel, i mean sure ive had troon thoughts since i was 6 but i dont know how i feel abt my self or anything for that matter,how do i become a person who knows how they feel how do i have opinions abut how i feel and how do i know that its true in my head, very confused anons please advice
>>42327095>i mean sure ive had troon thoughts since i was 6What kinds of thoughts, OP?
>>42328157>>42328217>>42328257>>42328747you have a lovely mindset :)
>>42328747>In jan 2019 I was finding the thought of being a woman disturbingYou mentioned that you started your transition in 2017 though, and that it took around 3 years for you to really accommodate to the changes. What was the main thing which made you realize that it all was right for you?>yesterday you told me a reason thoI did, but it's genuinely difficult for me to believe that my own reason is good enough for myself. I basically just feel utterly insane doing this, and am in complete and constant denial that it really is something I may want, even though I'm still injecting weekly and have no plans of stopping.>You want what you want and you do what you gotta do to get what you wantI'm also pretty afraid that I somehow don't actually know what I want, cause it definitely does feel like it. The thought of putting in the effort to transition, only to realize years later that I was doing it all for nothing is currently genuine ropefuel for me.>Once I got some energy to function, I just started doing things and let things run in the backgroundPretty much what I am doing atm, but there are still unfortunately too many days where I'm basically stuck in a catatonic state because of all of this.>Make some IRL acquaintancesI intend to come out to most if not all my irl friends asap, as I feel like I'll hold myself accountable by doing so, and I also hope that it will make me realize on an emotional level that I'm on the right path, or at least not on the wrong one.>But this level of neuroticism isn't healthyYou're right, and I'm aware I'm being extremely neurotic, but it's genuinely really hard to keep under control. Sorry to op also for highjacking the thread
>>42328971Forgot to mention, but I'd love to get in touch, if you'd be willing to chat. I really don't want to pester you with my doubts, worries, and neuroticism, so I understand if you wouldn't want to get in touch, but I'd love to ask you more about your experience transitioning. You can add me on discord if you use it. My username is .reeddeer. (with both periods)
>>42328971>What was the main thing which made you realize that it all was right for you?It wasn't one thing. It was gradual. The less lonely I was, the better I felt about everything.My old self didn't "die" by one cut. But by 100,000 cuts. There is no silver bullet.>difficult for me to believe that my own reason is good enough for myselfYou are the only person you can control. Therefore your reasons (for anything) are the only reasons that are good enough.>realize years later that I was doing it all for nothingLiving with regret for trying is easier than living with regret for not trying.I know that from experience. I tried gymbroing and professional european football. I got nothing out of it, theoretically. In fact I harmed my body a bit with the extra T and some injuries.But in fact I still got something: a few acquaintances and the certitude that that was not for me. Yes it cost 2 years but I wouldn't have gotten here without it.There's nothing wrong with exploring your identity, nona. Even getting certitude of the wrong answer is still an answer that eventually helps.>I intend to come out to most if not all my irl friends asapGranted, I didn't have this problem because I was a legit loner.But I also really didn't go through the "coming out" thingy (tbdesu I find that cringe). I just allowed it to be noticed gradually and when my parents pressed as I was like "yeah, I am transitioning" and... that's it.By doing so ironically (or maybe not?) got people to like me more because they liked me due to my personality, not because I'm a tranny.
I need a trans gf who calls me a sweet boy and is proud of me and my achievements
>>42327423I literally am anon :( I’m not a failure I do things
>>42327438Oh I’m so stupid. Self taught, yeah sorry anon sometimes I’m silly like that
>>42327296What happened to your mommy?
>>42327456heh cutie>>42327446building your own gadgets is neat, proud of you
>>42327665I don’t want to talk about my mom >>42327833Thank you
You know the format.Include your tag.This thread is for making friends, and is not a general discussion thread.
>>42328571it kinda reads like someone posting someone elses tag do you promiseee its u
>>42317190Guys I'm a twinkhon just to set expectations
>>42273753You're asking if a 4 year age gap is appropriate for a fucking platonic conversation lmao. Zoomers are cooked
>>42273753dont worry about it. t.29 year old chaser hooking up with a 18 year old tranny
>ASL20, MTF, Portugal>AboutLocal autistic domme lesbian who wants to make friends and maybe fuck around because I'm just bored lol> InterestsCars, guns, public transportation, audio hardware and signals, indie games and 3d animation. I quite like to compose and analyze music theoretically, so I listen to a lot and a lot AND a lot of different genres and nerd out about them from a musician standpoint lol. Mainly into symphonic, metal, 80s and 90s pop and chiptune though, because I geek out about the hardware used in them :p.>Looking forPeople to help pass the time and enjoy my 20s with mostly, as I mentioned before. Please do refer to me if you know the synthesizer in the picrel as well, you're based.> Not looking forDry people, doomers, assholes, the usualComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
what does this image arouse in you.
>>42329117Looks English
>>42329117An image of Sid the sloth.
As a guy with AGP and gets pinkpilled 6/10 times I make a thread, I struggle to restrain myself from convincing ftms and femreppers from pooning outLike there is something so so disturbing about embracing a male body and discarding your womanhood, to the point of obsession / losing sleepWhat should I do to treat my obsession? I despise masculinity and can't stop projecting the insecurities i have about my body on everyone else
>>42327463based desu but you dont have to like men to love cocks
>>42327463Are there gay men who do that though?
>>42327463But ftm love cocks, shouldn't they love pussy instead.
>>42327496Oh no, the short person with the strength of a 12 year old boy is threatening us lmao. I'd fold you up like a pretzel and fuck your brains out
>>42327202I will rape you and you won't like it
